Lu Ruxue held her grandmother's handwritten letter in her hand, looked at her grandfather who had been dyed frosty white overnight, and tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes again. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

She didn't want to cry, she didn't want her grandfather to see it more sad, but she couldn't stop her tears, she wanted to wipe it with her hand, and the letter in her hand was heavy, so she couldn't be distracted.

The grandfather and grandson wept silently for a while, and chatted casually. The old lady was not in good spirits, and Lu Ruxue was also at the end of the crossbow, so she had to stop talking and go to rest.

Seeing her grandfather leave, Lu Ruxue put the letter on her chest, closed her eyes, and did not open the letter to read it immediately. Although she didn't take her pulse, she also knew her physical condition, and she was no longer able to bear more sorrow.

The temperature from her chest made her feel like she was back in her grandmother's arms, and she fell asleep in a trance. In the dream, she returned to her childhood, and she sneaked out of the hospital alone and ran to the back garden.

It was her grandmother who found her, and at that time she was carrying the memories of her past life, and although she was a young child, her mind was already mature.

Looking at the joy of the lost and regained in the grandmother's eyes, it was so hot and sincere, and it was from that moment that the relationship between their grandparents became more intimate.

The dream was intermittent, from childhood to before he got married, and the happy time with his grandmother was fleeting.

"Young lady, young lady, wake up, it's time to take medicine." There was a light call from Caiyue in her ears, and Lu Ruxue walked out of her dream.

The reality after waking up is always hopeless. The house is still the same as before, but there is no longer the caring eyes of my grandmother, the words of concern, and there is only the beauty in the memory.

Caiyue's servants didn't know about the letter, and helped the young lady to sit up, only to find that the young lady was holding her chest, thinking that the master was chest tightness, and hurriedly ordered Caixing to invite the doctor.

"I'm fine, I don't have to go to the doctor."

Cai Yue thought that the master was reluctant to ask for a doctor, because she was afraid of causing trouble to her mother's family, after all, the woman could only ask for medicine if she didn't ask for a doctor. Then he persuaded, "Don't worry, the doctor in this medical hall is an old acquaintance of the third master, and he has some friendship with the Lu Mansion, so he will not talk nonsense." ”

"I know." Even if the Lu Mansion is no longer the name of the Taifu Mansion, the prestige of "Lu Bancheng" is not something that anyone can shake.

"I'm really fine, show me the prescription first, and then go and serve the medicine."

After reading the prescription, I was relieved. The doctor was really careful, knowing that she was pregnant, and the medicinal use was very mild, mostly to protect the fetus.

It's just that the medicine is three points poisonous, and if you drink too much, it's not good after all. It is more appropriate to rely on your own willpower to adjust and change your physical discomfort.

After taking the medicine, Lu Ruxue ordered Caiyue to add an extra pillow behind her back and half-lay on the bed, so she retreated and took out her grandmother's letter and read it carefully.

"Good grandson is like snow, see the words: a few months, add thoughts, and when you are in the mind. Grandmother's words are strong and powerful, and she can't see that she is affected by the illness at all, and there is no stagnation in the place where the pen starts.

Looking at the familiar words, Lu Ruxue burst into tears again, and closed her eyes for a long time and couldn't calm down.

After waiting for more than a quarter of an hour, Cai Yue didn't worry about the master, so she went inside to see. Lu Ruxue opened her eyes at this time, signaled that she was fine, and asked her to wait outside the door. waited for others to retreat, and then the letter was read again.

My grandmother's letter was not long, but it was two pages long, and the first page was mostly a message to herself. Lu Ruxue read it three times before pulling out the second page of the letter.

"It turns out that my grandmother has known for a long time, and it turns out that ,...。" Lu Ruxue's rebirth is her biggest secret, I thought no one knew, but what was written in her grandmother's letter was clear, she had known about it for a long time.

"My grandmother and Empress Xiaoci Gao, who was not yet married, have known each other since childhood, and they have also told each other about their friendship with Parkinlan. However, since Emperor Taizu ascended the throne, in order to avoid gossip, he paid tribute to the monarch and ministers, and neglected to communicate. ”

Lu Ruxue understood her grandmother's situation at that time, her husband passed on her son as the Taifu, if people knew that her grandmother and Empress Xiaoci Gao were friends of Jinlan, it would definitely be rumored that the Lu man relied on nepotism to ascend to the throne. With his grandfather's temper, how could he stand such gossip.

Grandmother thinks about her husband and son everywhere, and Lu Ruxue has to admire this feeling. But more than that, it's distressing.

When Empress Xiaoci Gao was young, she revealed her origins, saying that she came from a distant place where there was no male superiority and no women's inferiority, and freedom of speech was emphasized. It's another kind of paradise. ”

"I also said that if someone said something strange and inexplicable one day, maybe it was because she and Empress Xiaoci Gao were from the same place."

This news shocked Lu Ruxue, it turned out that history changed because the emperor married a time-traveling person like her.

When she came, she wondered if there would be anyone like her. But after so many years, Lu Ruxue has long lost any hope. But I don't want her to know at this time that there are still people who have the same fate as herself. And that person also became a queen and changed history.

"When you were young, you were naughty and sneaked out of the hospital. Grandmother is looking for you in the back garden. But you don't know that as early as when she found you, your grandmother saw you clenching your little fists, pointing to the sky, and what you said was the same as what the filial piety queen said, and your grandmother couldn't understand it at all. ”

"So my grandmother guessed that you were from the same place as Empress Xiaoci Gao. From then on, whatever you want to do, my grandmother will always support you with her full support. Grandmother loves you, but she is selfish, forcing you to swear in front of the ancestral throne and fight all your life to protect your relatives. ”

"Does my 'selfish' grandmother think that saying this will dissolve the grief in my heart?" If anyone in this world can be selfish, but my grandmother will not.

Over the years, the pain has been foaming at each other, but it is not by pretending to cater to it, so you can be deceived.

Lu Ruxue still remembers that when she was three years old, she couldn't bear to be followed by her nursing mother every day, so she secretly ran to the back garden to relax. I also swore to the sky that I would fight for a future for myself, but I didn't expect to be heard by my grandmother who came later.

After that, her grandmother favored her more than her other grandchildren. But Lu Ruxue knows that since she was born, her grandmother's love for her has continued to accumulate over time. And not because she knew her legendary origins.

My grandmother knew that her time was short, but she was still worried about her afterlife. Lu Ruxue stopped crying, and it took more than half an hour to finish reading the letter.

The grief was still there, and the sadness was hard to recover, but she was relieved, and the breathing in her chest was becoming normal, and it seemed that her grandmother's letter still made her feel relieved.

When my grandmother was alive, she watched the fire. Now that he is gone, he can still manage the two worlds of yin and yang. Lu Ruxue was lying on the bed, and the thoughts in her mind no longer knew where they were going.