At this time, Zhang Rongfeng's mind was thinking about the small passion that happened in Qin Yingying's house that night, and the bitter tears could only be swallowed in his stomach, and he didn't hear what Qin Yingying was interrogating him clearly. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Qin Yingying saw that he was stunned as if he was stupid, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes, so she was worried that he would suffer heavy internal injuries because of the stimulation he received, so she hurriedly reached out and poked him in the ribs.

Zhang Rongfeng was woken up and looked at her at dusk.

Qin Yingying breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and then asked curiously: "What is the story about you, hurry up and tell me?" ”

Zhang Rongfeng shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I'm afraid there is no need for this." ”

"No way!" Qin Yingying looked very persistent, "You have to tell me, otherwise you won't want to leave here." ”

Zhang Rongfeng couldn't help but glance at her, and said secretly in his heart, if I want to go hard, can you be a woman who can stop me?

Still, he thought of her as if she were a queen. didn't want to go against her will, so he said gloomily: "This is not a comedy story, why should you be curious?" ”

Although Qin Yingying said that just now, she didn't really give up on him in her heart, so she said persistently: "As long as it's about you, I just want to know." ”

Zhang Rongfeng couldn't resist her at first glance, so he had to smile bitterly: "What I want to talk about are the emotional stories I have experienced in recent years. ”

Qin Yingying stared at him in amazement: "In this way, you actually have a rich emotional life." ”

"Alas, I'm in my forties this year, and if I still say that my emotions are like a blank sheet of paper, would you believe it?"

Qin Yingying sighed: "Okay, you can talk about it patiently." ”

Zhang Rongfeng, under Qin Yingying's urging, his memory returned to many years ago...

Zhang Rongfeng had a history of short marriage in his early years, but unfortunately his wife died unexpectedly less than three years after passing the door, which really made him accompany his wife to break his fortune.

He is also an emotional man, and the kind of mental torment is unimaginable to ordinary people.

At that time, his two older brothers and one younger sister were married, and when he was at his worst, only his parents were with him, and it was his parents who faced everything with him that allowed him to go through the most difficult period of his life.

As time passed, he gradually came out of his pain.

However, at that time, he was relatively financially embarrassed, and in the context of the times, it was not easy for him to make a living through personal employment, so he could only do some small business, but his income was very low, and he could not repay the debts borrowed by his wife during his illness.

His parents were not in good health at the time, especially his father had a heart attack, but in order to help him get out of the predicament, they helped him maintain those small businesses and spend a period of time together.

Just as their economy was gradually improving, his father's health had turned red and he had suddenly collapsed.

His petty business was forced to stop and take care of his father, who was sick and hospitalized. At that time, he did not let his brother and sister bear a penny of medical expenses, because he felt that his father's illness had worsened for his own sake, so he had to have this responsibility. Besides, the two elder brothers are busy with their own small families, and they are both in the climbing stage, and they have no time to pay attention to the big family that has been separated.

My father finally died when he had done everything he had. His relatives left again, and the economy plunged him into a new embarrassment, and his life almost returned to square one.

Due to a series of ups and downs he suffered, he reached his thirties, and he was still alone.

He later went to work at a construction site, due to the economic pressure, let him cherish every employment opportunity, plus he has a high cultural foundation, so he established himself in that construction company, and through years of work and experience accumulation, he became an engineer and technician, although there is no qualification certificate, but in a private construction company, you can still rely on personal level to eat. His financial situation has gradually improved.

At this time, he was about to enter the age of no confusion. At this time, love has not favored him. However, he still had his mother to rely on him at that time, and he didn't feel too lonely.

By the time he was forty years old, he finally met a widowed woman who also had twin daughters. The woman's name was Hu Xueling, three years younger than him, and because she couldn't afford the living and study expenses of her two daughters, she needed to find a man to help her.

Zhang Rongfeng resolutely accepted her, feeling that God was fair to him, allowing him to meet a woman who could rely on him, so that he could enjoy the responsibilities of a husband and father.

However, there were unforeseen circumstances, and his mother Li Xiuzhi suddenly felt unwell at this time and was diagnosed with liver cancer.

This bad news was undoubtedly like a thunderbolt from the blue, and his newly burned hope for life was about to burst like a soap bubble that had just been inflated.

"Rongfeng, what do you want to do?"

Since Hu Xueling learned that her boyfriend's mother was terminally ill, she felt a little uneasy, and finally mustered up a little courage to ask him.

Zhang Rongfeng has been seeking medical treatment everywhere at this time, and rarely takes care of this girlfriend. When he heard her inquiry, he replied without hesitation: "I must save my mother." It doesn't matter what the cost. ”

Hu Xueling's heart sank, and she was silent for a long time before she said again: "Do you know how much it costs to treat cancer?" ”

"Of course I know, the cost of medicine is astronomical."

"Then you're still going to use your limited financial resources to hit a stone with an egg?"

Zhang Rongfeng couldn't help but say angrily: "Is this 'hitting a stone with an egg'? After all, money is something outside the body, but my mother is my relative, and her life is more important to me than anything else. ”

"Is she more important than me?"

Zhang Rongfeng was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I make an inappropriate assumption, if you are sick, I will never leave you." Because you and she are my relatives. ”

Hu Xueling smiled sadly: "I don't know what you will do to me if I really want to suffer from that kind of disease." After all, we haven't known each other for a long time, and I don't know much about you, and I don't know if my weight in your heart is as important as my mother who has been living with you for almost forty years. ”

Zhang Rongfeng immediately said: "The only valuable thing about me as a man is that I attach great importance to feelings. As long as you become the woman in my life, then my love for you is unhesitating. ”

Hu Xueling smiled bitterly and shook her head: "Please don't talk too much." I want to ask you now, can you give up the treatment of your mother for me and my daughter? ”

Zhang Rongfeng looked at her in amazement: "Xue Ling, do you want me to watch my mother die and not save me?" ”

"I didn't mean that. I can't control your filial piety to your mother. But you should at least weigh yourself, right? With your little savings, how much can you do to your mother's treatment? Besides, since she suffered from liver cancer, no matter how much it cost and how much money she suffered, the final result was a dead end! ”

Zhang Rongfeng's heart was shocked: "Xue Ling, why did you say such a thing? Do you know how much your words hurt me? ”

"I'm not cursing your mother!" Hu Xueling looked very calm, "Please don't deceive yourself, which person with this disease can be cured?" ”

Zhang Rongfeng said awe-inspiringly: "Even if it can't be cured, I can only do my best to keep myself from leaving any regrets." ”

Hu Xueling looked at him in amazement: "When you put all your power on her, but what about us?" ”

Zhang Rongfeng gritted his teeth: "My current priority is to rescue my mother, as for you, I really can't take care of it for the time being." Because my savings may not be able to treat my mother in the process of treatment. ”

Zhang Rongfeng's words were like a knife, deeply stabbing Hu Xueling.

She barely suppressed her emotions, and asked tentatively: "Your mother has more than one son, can't your brother and sister bear it?" ”

Zhang Rongfeng hesitated for a moment before he said gloomily: "I have already discussed it with them." They have the same attitude as you, thinking that since your mother has cancer, there is no therapeutic value. ”

Hu Xueling breathed a sigh of relief: "Look at it, it's not me trying to persuade you, right?" They are all people who understand. Please don't be obsessed and run all the way to the dark. ”

Zhang Rongfeng glanced at her: "Do you want me to bear to watch my mother die in the torture of illness?" ”

"But do you want to fill that bottomless pit with all the savings you've so hard accumulated?"

Zhang Rongfeng's attitude was very decisive: "As long as I make my mother feel better, I would rather go bankrupt again than save my mother at all costs?" ”

Hu Xueling's heart was cold: "Your decision like this means that you choose to give up on us." ”

Zhang Rongfeng stared at her with deep eyes: "Xue Ling, your current life is still passable, even if you don't let me help, you can maintain your life." This requires hard work on your part. Now those two children have developed feelings for me through the communication with me. I like them a lot, too. So, please give me some time to do my filial piety for my mother. ”

Hu Xueling smiled sadly: "It's not that I don't wait for you, but what can I get in the end?" I'm afraid you're in debt and homeless, right? I'm alone with two children, life is hard enough, can I still help you fill the pit when the time comes? ”

"Xue Ling, you?"

"Rong Feng, since you have chosen not to give up the treatment of your mother, it is equivalent to giving up on us. Please don't blame me for being too realistic as a woman. I'm just one of those ordinary women who can't be selfless and noble. Now, there are only two ways in front of you, and the other is to use your savings to marry me, and the other is to use your money to fill the bottomless pit for my mother, who is not worthy of treatment. ”

Zhang Rongfeng's expression couldn't help twitching for a moment, before he said categorically: "I'd rather lose everything than give up my mother!" ”

Zhang Rongfeng parted ways with Hu Xueling, who had been in love for more than a year, and devoted himself to the treatment of his mother Li Xiuzhi...

One of Zhang Rongfeng's younger sisters was married far away, and after learning that her mother was suffering from liver cancer, she just gave a hasty condolence, and she was so scared that she didn't dare to come back. His two elder brothers saw that he insisted on choosing active treatment, and they were not indifferent. and shared some of the obligations.

With the financial assistance of his two elder brothers, Zhang Rongfeng finally allowed his mother to get timely treatment, and her life continued tenaciously.

However, tumors are not eradicable diseases. It can only be effectively controlled, but not eradicated. Li Xiuzhi is getting older, her body's immunity has dropped sharply, and she can only rely on expensive imported drugs to maintain her life. Zhang Rongfeng knew that her situation could not live in the two bungalows in poor conditions, so he had to sell the house and arrange for her to recuperate in the hospital.

At this time, Zhang Rongfeng knew through the communication with his mother Li Xiuzhi that she had been worried about her lifelong female affairs. His breakup with Hu Xueling had a great impact on his mother's mood. His two elder brothers, in addition to taking out part of the money to fulfill their son's responsibilities, did not have time to take care of their mother, and pushed everything on him alone.

Zhang Rongfeng often felt that he was a little physically and mentally exhausted, and had the idea of finding another partner who could help him honor his mother. However, can he still find a woman in the real society in his current situation?

Helpless, he can only pin his hopes on the Internet in the end, and hope to find a confidante in that world.