424 How to Continue?
"Did you hear me clearly?" Chen Yuxuan looked at me very seriously: "If you did something that made you misunderstand before, I apologize to you here, I'm very embarrassed." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Not all the things I did were for you." "A lot of it is just incidental," he explained. ”
But he didn't dare to look me in the eye.
He walked away, leaving me alone in the cold.
When she came back, the things Zixuan prepared were very good. Lick your clothes when you're cold, and give you something to drink when you're thirsty, it's like a second mother.
"Ruobing...... Why are your eyes red? ”
was suddenly called by Zixuan, and I turned my face to the side in panic, not daring to look at her.
"No, it's fine." I quickly explained.
"They are all good sisters, just talk about it, you can share it with me." Zixuan rubbed in front of me.
"No, what else can I say?"
"You're usually so lively, but I don't know why you're so quiet in the last two days, except for something on my mind, I really don't know what other reason there is."
"Why are you gossiping so much lately?" I looked at her suspiciously.
"I don't want to talk to you, I'm already sleepy." I closed my eyes and didn't want to open them anymore.
"Aren't you already out? Why are you still so sleepy? Zixuan looked at me with concern.
I shook my head slightly, "I don't know why. ”
I just don't want to open my eyes anymore.
"I've never seen you so decadent." Zixuan looked at me worriedly.
At this moment, really, I don't want to say anything, I just want to sleep.
Can I sleep peacefully?
When I woke up, I realized that I didn't seem to have done a lot of things.
"It's over......"
Zixuan ran from the kitchen to my bedside, looked at me and said, "What's wrong?" ”
"Are you trying to scare me to death? Suddenly come over and be scared to death by you. "I rubbed my eyes, still feeling sleepy.
I got up quickly, and when I got up, I began to struggle whether to wear a white sweater or black.
The first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to send a message to Chen Yuxuan.
I was going to send him last night, but I was sleepy, I don't know when I fell asleep, and there was no way to text at all.
Chen Yuxuan got up very early, and the first thing he did when he got up was to cook for the dog and feed the chickens.
He put his arm around Roca and asked, "I know Ruobing is a good girl, I think she can live happily, and I also want her to be able to be by my side to accompany me......"
"But I can't be so selfish and can't keep her with me." He tilted his head, painfully brooding.
"If I can, I don't want to have anything to do with Ruobing, whoever is close to me will be miserable."
"It's better not to be together than that." He jerked Rocca into his arms, slowed down, and hit Roca the back.
"Tell me, what should I do?"
Roca stuck out his tongue, snorted, and listened to him silently.
"Go, get in."
He motioned for Roca to enter the kennel.
Chen Yuxuan's mind also went over again, the pictures that were once together.
"Zixuan, I want to go to the church."
"Why do you suddenly want to go somewhere?" Zixuan looked at me with some suspicion.
"I want to make a wish." I looked at her with cruelty.
Zixuan looked at me with a very strange look.
"Do you know how to get around?" I looked at her expectantly.
"I don't understand." She rejected me without even thinking about it.
"What do you want to make?" Zixuan suddenly gossiped to me.
"I think we need to combine East and West!" I looked at her shyly.
“……”
Zixuan looked at me, moved her mouth, wanted to say something, and suddenly stopped talking.
"Do you think the maid can talk to us?" I looked at Zixuan, presumably she would know the maid better than I did.
Zixuan shook her head slightly: "It's not very clear. ”
"I think it's time to go over and talk to her."
Zixuan was busy preparing to upgrade the equipment at home, so I went out by myself.
Originally, I wanted to go to the church by myself, but I didn't know the way. Just around the corner came to the café.
I happened to see the maid sitting alone by the window.
The seat opposite the maid was blocked by a large square pillar.
I sat in the position of the big pillar.
When the maid saw that it was me, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes. The eye has quickly scanned the surrounding environment to see if it is safe.
"This location is my favorite location, and although it is inconspicuous, it is especially suitable for gathering information." I smiled slightly.
"What are you doing here?"
A hint of surprise flashed in her eyes, even though she had tried to hide her emotions and I had seen them.
"Aren't you looking for me too?" I stared at her, "That's right, I'm here, you don't need to look for me everywhere." ”
The maid was silent for a moment before she said, "What are you looking for me?" ”
"I heard you had a son."
When I said this, I paid special attention to her expression.
"It's all women, I know the bitterness in your heart." I looked at her very sincerely, and I really felt a little sorry for her.
"It's none of your business." She's still more xenophobic.
"I want to be friends with you." I mean it sincerely.
"We're not going to be friends."
"But we won't be enemies either!" When I finished, the maid did not refute.
"What the hell are you looking for me?" She was getting impatient.
"Do you want to know what Yang Qiuwei is thinking? What does he want to do next? ”
I nodded slightly, and when I came to her, I expected that.
"I don't know, I don't know anything right now." She hurriedly stood up.
"I can help you. You can always come to me when you need me. "I went first while she wasn't gone.
Leave her where she is and ponder.
Chen Yuxuan basically doesn't drink alcohol during the day, but at night, he can't do it without alcohol, and he is not happy without alcohol.
I knew it was bad to drink, but I didn't know exactly what I had to do to convince him.
When I first started to get in touch, I hated him, but when I was in contact with him for a while, I felt that others were still good. I don't know when he will stay in my heart later.
It turns out that how much I hated it when I first started, how much I like it now.
But now we have become, he is always used to the Cold War.
I don't know what our relationship is really like, should it continue? How do I proceed?
Even if he gives me a little bit of his love for the dog, it's enough, a little bit.