Chapter 54: Suddenly Looking Back 3

When she finally stopped running in a sparsely populated place in the Hidden Fence Pavilion, she noticed that not only was his blue-gray robe crooked, but the blue-gray belt around his waist was full of dogwood sachets of different colors, but mostly pink and tender, and there were also a number of dogwoods and chrysanthemums made of various colored threads. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Even the bamboo Xiao in his hand did not escape the catastrophe - the long Xiao was tied with several dogwood sachets of pink or green or sky blue color and a few dogwood and chrysanthemums made of colored silk.

Seeing him so embarrassed and funny, she pursed her lips and held back for a while, but finally couldn't hold back, and laughed "hahaha" as soon as she opened her mouth.

On that side, seeing that she covered her belly with laughter, and was about to roll on the ground with laughter, he didn't feel the slightest annoyance at being teased, but also pursed his lips and laughed silently with her......

This is...... She brazenly teases him for his embarrassment...... And he ...... Just looked at her smiling unscrupulously...... Purse your lips and smile......

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"It's hard to come out to play, and now that we have the money, we'll eat outside." Besides, even if we go back at this hour, I'm afraid we won't be able to catch up with the food in the house. And at night there will be a river lantern on the side of the moat, we have lunch, and then go to the street to stroll, and then at night we will also go to the moat to put a lamp, okay?"

This is...... He asked her to go with him to put the lanterns on the river...... But he doesn't really like places that are lively and crowded...... But in order to be able to spend a little more time with her...... He can change himself......

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Xu is frowning when he saw that she had only written the next year, as if he had encountered some problem, standing aside with Zhu Xiao in his hand, he couldn't help but take the initiative to ask gently: "Miss Leng, what's wrong?"

Sideways, looking at him beside him who was looking at her with a concerned face, she was silent for a moment, and finally smiled at him a little embarrassed, and said, "I...... I don't remember what happened in May......"

Hearing her words, he didn't show any intention of teasing, but smiled as gently as the wind as always, and said with a warm smile: "May is the month of the year. ”

This is...... When she was silently embarrassed...... He took the initiative to solve her problems......

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After a short silence, curled up on the ground, he slowly closed his eyes between clarity and chaos, took a deep breath and slowly exhaled, he closed his eyes like this and said slowly: "Love Gu." A kind of Gu poison that can kill people as long as they are emotional.

I always knew that I had this kind of poison on my body, so for so many years, I have never been emotional about any woman. Even those who are related to me by blood, I try my best to restrain all my emotions and try my best to be indifferent to everyone and everything.

But one day, I suddenly realized that I couldn't control my emotions and feelings anymore. From that night, the first encounter on the winding mountain road in the Qin Mountains, to that day, the piano and flute ensemble was played...... The sound of the piano disturbed my mind and made me experience the taste of love Gu attacks again. ”

This is...... His most sincere confession to her in an extremely embarrassed situation...... Also......

She wasn't stupid, and when she heard him say that, she knew in her heart who he was talking about.

And his voice was indifferent with restraint, and that restraint may be because of the love Gu in himself, or because of the aphrodisiac incense in the room...... Either way, she didn't want to dig into it.

However, it backfired.

She endured and endured, and finally couldn't help asking: "Just because of that piano sound, you fell in love with me?"

At that moment, curled up on the ground, he suddenly opened his eyes, and looked at the cool and beautiful face in front of him with burning eyes, his voice was weak and restrained: "Who can really say anything about love?

Hearing him say this, she was silent for a while, but still opened her mouth, and said indifferently: "But you and I are just a general friendship, and there is no ......."

However, before she finished speaking, he cut off her words in such a low voice with burning eyes: "Leng Xin, if you really want to dig deeper, I think I can only answer you: I don't know what to do, go deep!"

It was also the first time he ...... confide in his long-hidden thoughts about her......

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She had just stood up straight, and before she could turn around and leave, she heard him still kneeling on the ground, supporting her thigh with her left hand, and pulling the clothes at her heart with her right hand, cold sweat was dripping on her forehead, and his face was as pale as paper, and he whispered: "It was just an accident that I saved you that day, and I never thought of asking Xin'er to repay her kindness." But since Xin'er took the initiative to mention the grace of saving lives today......"

Hearing his voice, she was about to step away, and in the next moment, she gently lowered her right foot, which had been lifted a little.

Standing on the spot and hanging his head, frowning at him who was still kneeling on the ground, looking up at her at the moment with a pale face but a serious expression, the next moment, she heard him raise his voice and said to her standing in front of him: "What if I want Xin'er to repay the favor today, and exchange the life-saving grace with Xin'er for *** pleasure?"

"Are you serious?" she didn't get angry at his brazen request, and only frowned and asked him coldly.

And at that time, when I heard her rhetorical question, I saw him first purse his lips and smile palely, and then I saw him staggering up from the ground with his body propped up.

This is...... He asked her to repay the favor...... But in fact......

After standing up, he immediately propped his right hand on the table of the tea table beside him to support his crumbling body, and then looked at her with burning eyes again, his thin lips twitched, but he replied to her in a slightly wheezing voice: "Master has always taught me to be content and happy, and even more so, to be happy in time." If this happens, Xin'er will stay away from me, why don't I have fun in time?"

With that, he suddenly took a slow step forward, and the moment his right hand left the table of the tea table, his body leaned forward, looking like he was about to fall.

When she saw this, she ignored him at all, and let him walk towards her with difficulty.

And at that time, although he kept shaking, he finally stood firm and did not really fall to the ground again.

After stopping and standing firmly on his crumbling body, he tried his best to straighten his posture and looked at her, and added with a forced smile on his face: "What's more, the love Gu is extremely ruthless, and every attack is consuming my life." Although I've only had three episodes of Love Gu so far, I'm already feeling exhausted.

My shell, from the outside, is still a good old man, but on the inside it has long been corrupted. Come to think of it, my internal organs have already been eroded by love Gu...... How long I can live with my body is unknown, if I can enjoy Xin'er***, at least ...... I have no regrets in my life. ”

But in fact...... He was just afraid that she would leave him when she knew what he thought of her...... In order to keep her...... For the first time in his life, he had used such despicable means...... Just to keep her......

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He looked at her for a moment without waiting for her to speak, his throat moved, and after a while, he spit out a sentence in a low voice, "You're here......"

At this time, she nodded at him when she heard this, and then said to him with a serious and serious face: "I thought about it carefully, and I think your proposal is ......" After a pause, I saw her purse her lips and smile slightly, and said, "It's not bad." ”

After her words fell, it was not his joy that greeted her, but a silence.

After a long time, standing in the door of the room, looking at her stupidly, he seemed to react, and asked cautiously: "What do you mean...... Promised?"

This is...... The most sincere affection in his heart for her...... Sincerely, he needs to be extremely careful...... But at the same time...... It is also the most humble feeling in his heart......

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At the moment when she turned around, she suddenly heard him whisper in an eager tone: "Xin'er......! How about staying?" said in a tone of stoic pleading......

At this moment, standing outside the door, carrying a white gauze lantern in her hand, she was silent for a while with her back to him, and then she spit out a word in an unhurried low voice: "...... Good. ”

So, as her words fell, someone breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, the heart that had been hanging high also fell to the ground, and the smile on her lips involuntarily deepened, deepened, deepened......

This is...... His request to her...... With a request of caution and humble feelings......

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Seeing that she had been standing still, he only knew that he was looking at the gate of the Zhu Mansion and was distracted, and there were some indescribable emotions in his heart standing beside her, and even he himself couldn't figure out what his mood was at the moment.

After she was distracted for a long time, seeing that the pedestrians around her who stopped to watch more and more gathered, the eyes of the two Zhufu Guards who were guarding on both sides of the gate of the Zhu Mansion with sticks in their hands became more and more strange, in order not to cause unnecessary trouble, he tried his best to suppress the indescribable emotions in his heart, and after taking a deep breath slowly, through the cover of the wide robe and big sleeves, he slowly stretched out his hand and carefully took her slender jade hand hanging by his side.

On the other hand, feeling her slightly cool palm was suddenly gently held by a warm and generous palm, she retracted her thoughts and looked at him standing beside her, but at a glance she crashed into his uneasy gaze......

This is...... His uneasiness...... Because in his relationship with her...... He put himself in the most humble position at the beginning...... Stubbornness and loneliness guarded the most sincere and humble feelings in his heart...... So he's been restless......

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"Xin'er, I came today to ask you, what happened after you entered the palace?"

This is...... After she betrayed her feelings with him...... He came to Zhu's Mansion to ask her for an answer......

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The indifferent and cold and ruthless words spit out from her mouth unhurriedly: "He, I admit that I have liked you, but that little liking is not enough for me to wronged myself to follow you, a powerless prince, and live an unsatisfactory life for the rest of my life!"

The life I aspire to is magnificent, extravagant, and powerful, but what I want, can you give it to me? Even if I don't pursue those opulent lives, only the simplest of common people, you can't give it to me. If I marry you, will I be the same as you?"

In the face of her cold words, he was silent for a while before he opened his mouth, and said in a somewhat low voice: "I don't have what you said for the time being, but I will always have it in the future." Although my father is a little biased, my father who should be given to me will not deliberately refuse to give it to me......"

However, before he could finish speaking, she sat on the chair and smiled coldly, and said word by word in a tone full of mockery: "In the end, in the end, you still have to wait for your father to pity you and give you charity." If it weren't for your father, what would you and him be?"

This is...... She used cruel and merciless words...... Humiliate him...... But......

"My father has so many concubines, and I don't miss you at all. If you really enter the palace to serve the king, you will definitely regret it in the future. None of the concubines around my father were kind. You...... Don't wade into that muddy water, you'll hurt yourself. In the face of her cold ridicule, although his face was silent and gloomy, it is not difficult to see that his attitude is still based on good words and persuasion.

However, she didn't seem to listen to his advice at all, and said with a cold smile: "You don't know yet, your father said that if I enter the palace, I can choose my residence at will, even if I don't live in the palace forbidden, it doesn't matter, just follow my preferences." Even if I still live in this Zhu Mansion in the future, your father and emperor will agree! In this case, why am I afraid of those women who are trapped in the deep palace?"

"If you are like this, what is the difference between not entering the palace and not entering the palace, why do you still enter the palace?" she had just finished speaking, and he stood in the hall with a calm face and asked these two questions in such a deep voice.

However, sitting on the chair, she replied with such a smile: "Why? Because from the beginning, I wanted to enter the palace as a concubine, and I wanted a sparrow to become a phoenix." I just used you to build a bridge for me to enter the palace and build a bridge for my concubine, and now that my purpose has been achieved, there is no need for your 'bridge' to exist. ”

“…… Even if Xin'er said these words, I wouldn't believe it. After just a second of silence, he spat out the words in a firm tone. But......

With a sneer, she said word by word in a mocking and disdainful tone: "Believe it or not, that's your business, and it has nothing to do with me." In short, from now on, please stay away from my life. ”

But...... No matter how cruel and heartless she says...... He didn't reproach her from beginning to end...... Even a heavier word...... None of them......

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It was only now, looking back, that she was sluggish to find that there was a ...... between her and him

I've experienced so much time and scenery......

Father Meng often taught her that what you owe to others must be repaid after all......

She once owed a love debt to the man named Liang Shengxiao...... She's ...... now and repaid it with her own life...... Luckily......