In this way, under the obstruction of the guards, even as the queen mother, she still couldn't go in to see the eldest prince Zhang Anle lying on the hospital bed on that cold and snowy night. Zhang Anle also died alone in tears on this cold and snowy night. Before he died, he was helpless and unaccompanied. Although his father and mother are the two most powerful people in this palace, it is precisely because of this right to decide life and death that his father cannot just let this terminally ill and highly contagious smallpox prince spread the smallpox virus throughout the palace. His father was not only his father, but also the monarch of all people in the world. We can't ignore the life and death of the people in this world, and when necessary, we can only sacrifice the small self and fulfill the big self. Although as emperors and empresses, they have the right to decide the life and death of others, but they do not have the right to decide the life of their own children. This is also extremely sad.

Since the death of the eldest prince, the queen has become even more depressed. The wrinkles on her face crept out at once, and she was only about twenty-five years old and her hair turned gray in an instant. Just one night ago, she endured the most heart-wrenching pain in the world, losing her son at an early age. Originally, she was still young, and she could have a son and a half daughter with the emperor. But after she experienced such pain, she was really disappointed in the emperor, so she was even more unfavored by the emperor. Who wants to face a resentful woman with a sad face all day long? In addition, the emperor didn't like this queen mother very much, if it wasn't for the queen mother's insistence on making this Ai Xinjue Luo clan the queen, he originally wanted to make the crown prince's mother, the then Huan Guifei, the queen, the queen, and he would not delay it until the death of this Huan Guifei before chasing Queen Huanxi.

Now that she is the imperial mother of His Royal Highness the Prince, it is equivalent to getting a son again. This is Heaven taking pity on her and giving her another chance to start over, and she will never let anyone hurt her child again this time. Even if this person is her husband, the current emperor can't do it. Even if she fights for this life, she has to keep the position of the crown prince of Anze. For her own guilty heart for her child, and for Zhang Anze such a good child. Of course, in order to be able to rely on himself in this harem, if the emperor goes to the west in the future, he has no children and no daughters under his knees, and only Zhang Anze can rely on such an adopted son. And it just so happens that this Zhang Anze has lost his mother since he was a child, and he is also dedicated to her queen mother, and he does not dare to slack off, that is, he respects her as his mother.

But despite this, she still wants to get the emperor's care and favor. After all, this man is the husband she loves most in her life. The taste of being alone in an empty room in this deep palace is also very unbearable. The life of such a person is indeed boring, and she looks forward to the emperor coming to comb her hair and put on red makeup for her every day. But it was all her unattainable dream. These only appeared in her dreams every night when she was alone in bed and sleeping. She shouldn't have been angry with the emperor for so long about this child, which made the emperor who didn't love her even more unwilling to deal with her.

But what can be done about this? What mother in this world can immediately cheer up and cheer up her husband after the pain of losing her son? No one! Absolutely no one can do this. No matter how cold and heartless she was, she would never have done this. But when she gradually came out of the pain of losing her child, she gradually lost her husband who she had always loved deeply.

Since that time, the emperor has never been to this Kunning Palace for half a step. Even if he wanted to understand the affairs of this harem, the emperor only went directly to the Chuxiu Palace of the Hua Guifei Niangniang, who assisted in the affairs of the six palaces, not the Kunning Palace of the queen who took care of the affairs of the six palaces. Therefore, the real power of the queen to preside over the six palaces is equivalent to an ornament.

And now the queen is even more in a state of existence in name only, she thinks that if she just forgets it, it will be good, living alone, eating alone, sleeping alone, looking at the sky alone in a daze, and no one will ask whether she is happy or not, and she will only salute and worship when she sees herself. No one really cares about their true thoughts, even her aunt, who is the queen mother, has been desperately trying to keep her position as the queen in name only in order to preserve the glory of their love for the Xinjueluo clan.

Looking at Zhang Anze in front of her, the queen mother became even more sad. Tears gradually welled up in the corners of his eyes. But she still held back her tears, not letting her tears fall, and maintaining the majesty of her queen mother. She just slowly withdrew the hand that was originally on Zhang Anze's shoulder, and then turned around and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the handkerchief in her arms. After wiping it off, she turned around and sat firmly on the phoenix throne in the main hall.

Zhang Anze slowly followed behind the queen and sat down in the seat below her, and the two began to talk. Actually, he didn't say anything, just some common things. Even if it's just talking about these things and not, it still makes the queen mother, who originally felt that her life was dark, gradually relaxed, and gradually showed a brighter smile on her face. It's been more than a year since the last smile.

As soon as they talked, it was dusk. The sun was setting, and the sparrows outside the window were chirping and urging the people in the room to leave. Zhang Anze hurriedly said goodbye to the queen, and then took Lin Chuyue out.

After listening to the conversation between Zhang Anze and the queen mother outside the house, Lin Chuyue felt deep warmth. Unexpectedly, this queen mother had such a good relationship with Zhang Anze. If she wanted to stay in the palace of the queen mother, she must have agreed to it, right? But she still didn't dare to reveal her heart to this Zhang Anze, what if His Royal Highness the prince didn't agree. And he will never pull His Royal Highness the Crown Prince into the water, after all, this matter is just that he simply wants to ask for an explanation for Luzhu. If Zhang Anze is dragged into the water because of this, it will never be done.

On the way back, Lin Chuyue kept thinking about how to make this queen mother administer justice for Luzhu. So she's been thinking about it, and she's a little out of her mind. In fact, this is because she has a detail that she has not been able to understand, why when she visited this Kunning Palace just now, this shuttlecock can be seen everywhere? And this fruit bowl can also be seen everywhere? Could it be that this queen lady especially likes to kick shuttlecocks? Isn't this just in line with her professional hobby?