Chapter 84: Life is Like a Flower

Qin Duoduo saw this sign, and couldn't help but pout to his father: "Why are you driving so fast, do you think I am affecting the two of you, and you want to throw me off as soon as possible?"

Qin Songmu finally couldn't help but scold: "You stinky girl, how dare you make fun of your father?

Qin Duoduo stuck out his tongue: "If you want to clean me up, just wait for next week." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Qin Songmu was really helpless with her daughter at this time, but fortunately, her daughter's school was just a stone's throw away, so she hurriedly stepped on the brakes: "Stinky girl, get out, I'll clean you up when I turn around." ”

Qin Duoduo opened the car door, jumped out of the car, and teased Fang Xiaowan: "Sister Fang must move to my house to live." In this way, our sisters will work together, and we will not be afraid of this 'tyrant'." ”

Fang Xiaowan's face was red, and she was so shy that she couldn't speak. Fortunately, Qin Songmu quickly started the car.

However, Fang Xiaowan was getting younger and smaller in Qin Duoduo's figure, and couldn't help but lean her hand out of the car window, waved to this girlfriend frequently, and shouted loudly: "Duoduo, cherish yourself." See you next week!"

When Qin Songmu heard her shouting "See you next week" to Qin Duoduo, she couldn't help but question, "Are you really going to 'stay in Shajiabang'?"

Fang Xiaowan's voice was very sad: "I know that you are in love with that female mayor, but there is no poor girl like me who has no support in your eyes." I also want to show the ambition of a woman, but I just don't fight. Since you can't change yourself, then let it be, even if you let yourself hit your head and break the bloodstream, you deserve it. ”

While driving the car, Qin Songmu enlightened Fang Xiaowan: "You'd better not drill the horns." I'm not a man who deserves your favor at all. My family has just undergone a huge upheaval, my career has been through a huge upheaval, and yesterday I experienced a cruel truth. All these signs indicate that I am an unlucky man. Why do you want to take a fancy to me?"

"Are you an unlucky man?" Fang Xiaowan questioned, "I feel that fate is favoring you more and more." ”

Qin Songmu couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Why do you have to mock me?"

"How could I be sarcastic about you, what I just said is the truth. ”

"Oh, tell me how fate has favored me?"

Fang Xiaowan hesitated for a moment before she said, "I'm hungry." Take me somewhere to eat. We ate and talked. ”

Qin Songmu didn't say a word, and immediately pulled the car towards the door of a brightly lit hotel.

When Fang Xiaowan was swimming in the afternoon, she consumed a lot of physical strength, she was really hungry, and when the meal that Qin Songmu ordered was served, she devoured it unceremoniously.

Qin Songmu couldn't help but smile when she saw her eating like this for the first time: "You really worked hard this afternoon, and you emptied your stomach." ”

Fang Xiaowan paused for a moment to chew vigorously and made room for speech: "Song Mu, although it is the first time for me to swim in the sea, I feel like I am in the waves of life, struggling to dial the seawater, stirring up the waves, as if I am radiating my own flower of life, I am very happy." ”

Qin Songmu's eyes widened suddenly: "Girl, I didn't expect you to swim in the sea for the first time, and you would actually think about it." ”

Fang Xiaowan nodded: "I'm not just swimming, this whole weekend has made me feel a lot." ”

"Oh, then tell me what you think. ”

Fang Xiaowan's stomach was already bottomed, so she slowed down the speed of chewing, so that her heartfelt feelings could be conveyed smoothly: "I have learned too much from yesterday to today. Because of being with you and Duoduo, I feel a strong family atmosphere. It's hard for me to let go. ”

Qin Songmu smiled emotionally: "Duoduo, this child is a very sunny girl, when she is carefree, she likes to 'pinch' with me." ”

Fang Xiaowan immediately sighed: "However, when I saw her for the first time, it wasn't like this. Maybe it's because of her own life experience that she seems to be separated from you by thousands of rivers and mountains. But once the thousands of rivers and mountains are pierced like a layer of window paper, aren't you reconciled?"

Qin Songmu's expression suddenly became solemn.

Fang Xiaowan stared at his expression tightly, and continued to speak: "When you learned that Duo Duo was not your own flesh and blood yesterday, you described it as experiencing a 'cruel truth'. However, because you and her are not related by blood, have you diluted the watery family relationship between your father and daughter over the years? The answer is no. Moreover, through this experience, your father and daughter have become more emotionally solidified. Just because Duoduo is talking about you and me today, it means that she has no grudge against you, and she has already let go of everything. Now you're still thinking that she's not your biological daughter?"

Qin Songmu's solemn expression slowly unfolded with Fang Xiaowan's words, and then said happily: "You're right, the father-daughter relationship between me and Duoduo over the years will not be changed by something. ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled: "Let's put down the matter of Duoduo first, and then mention your ex-wife..."

Qin Songmu's expression tightened again, but he didn't interrupt her words.

"She betrayed you and made you experience a painful and unforgettable first, but over time, this event may not have cost you a woman who was unfaithful to you, as did 'Seon Lost Horse', but it gained much more. ”

"What did I... get?" Qin Songmu couldn't help but interject.

Fang Xiaowan glanced at him: "Not only did you get the love with that beautiful mayor, but it also made me, an unrequited girl, confused about you." ”

Qin Songmu's expression was embarrassed for a moment, and he took advantage of the situation to persuade: "Since you know that you are like this, why don't you hurry up and stop your steps?"

Fang Xiaowan shook her head decisively: "No." I can't stop. ”

Qin Songmu stared at her with a look of pity: "Girl, why are you suffering?"

Fang Xiaowan finally lowered her head, she no longer had a strong appetite, so she put down her chopsticks.

Qin Songmu thought that her thoughts had changed, so he stared at her nervously.

Fang Xiaowan pondered for a long time before she said slowly: "I have been single for many years, and I am already physically and mentally exhausted. For a single woman, how strong the desire for family is, is not something that you can experience as a new bachelor. I tell you today that this is the most memorable weekend I have ever spent in my life, and I have integrated myself into the watery family relationship between you and Duoduo. I suddenly had the feeling that this was what I was going to pursue in my life. I feel like I'm part of this family, and I feel so happy..."

"Girl?"

"Song Mu, please listen to what I have to say. ”

Qin Songmu nodded helplessly.

Fang Xiaowan continued: "My previous life path has always been to move forward in thorns, carrying too many burdens in my heart, how I long to have a home and a cottage of my own. For the last few years, I have been calling the recovery ward home. In the three wards I am responsible for, more than 180 patients have been sent away in the past few years. Every time I see them die before my eyes, and every time I hear the heart-rending cries of their families, my heart seems to be torn apart. I've faced too many lives and deaths like this..."

Qin Songmu choked up when she heard Fang Xiaowan's voice, so she quickly took out a tissue from the dining table and handed it to her.

"Thank you. Fang Xiaowan took the tissue, stabilized her emotions, and continued to state, "I may have experienced too many of the saddest moments in my life and too many human sufferings, so I realized the preciousness of life and health, and I felt that I was fortunate in misfortune." When I spent the weekend outside the ward for the first time in these years, I was not faced with patients who were struggling to die, but with a sense of home that you and Duoduo gave me, which suddenly made me feel that my life was shining brightly. It also made me feel that life is like a flower. This is an experience that I will never forget, even if it is a short time in my life..."

When Fang Xiaowan talked about the emotion, she couldn't cry again. This attracted the frequent attention of the guests at the adjacent table and the waiter of the hotel.

Qin Songmu was a little nervous in his heart, feeling that the eyes of those people were blaming him for bullying the beautiful woman in front of him.

He hesitated for a moment, and finally spoke comfortingly: "Don't be sad anymore. Actually, you haven't lived in a family atmosphere, so you feel precious. But those who have families don't think so. Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many divorced families all over the world every day. Of course, my family as you feel is not perfect. There are more families in the world that are better than me, and there are many men who are better than me, just like a vast forest. Somewhere in this forest, there may be a blossoming tree waiting for you to pass by and stop. So, you don't have to just look at me, a tree with dead leaves. ”

Fang Xiaowan pondered for a while before nodding lightly: "What you said has some truth. There are too many men in this world, and the chance of being able to meet the most suitable man for you is probably many times more difficult than winning the five million lottery jackpot. Maybe there's a tree that blooms just for me, blooming somewhere in a jungle. However, it is simply too difficult for me to find it in a vast jungle, I am afraid that I will not find it for the rest of my life, and let myself be lost in this big forest. So, instead of looking for that ethereal flowering tree, I should lean on the solid shade of a tree in front of me that can shelter me from the wind and rain. ”

Qin Songmu saw that the girl in front of her was also talking about philosophy, I was afraid that she would not be able to convince others, and let others 'brainwash' herself, so she had to choose to shut up.

They finally finished their meal and walked out of the night together.

Fang Xiaowan's eyes secretly glanced at him: "Where are we going next?"

Qin Songmu felt that his emotions towards the girl in front of him were getting stronger and stronger, and if he brought her home again, he was afraid that he would have an accident with her tonight. So, I dismissed the idea of going home: "Let's go back to the hospital now, we've been away for more than a day, and I don't know how much happened there." ”

Fang Xiaowan nodded: "Okay then." I'm also very concerned about my patients. ”

Qin Songmu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when she saw that Fang Xiaowan agreed, and immediately drove to the recovery ward.

When his car passed by the back door of the hospital, the janitor, although surprised, did not dare to ask more, and quickly opened the door and let him go.

Qin Songmu drove the car all the way to the parking lot in front of the old building, and was just about to persuade Fang Xiaowan to get out of the car, when suddenly his eyes were nervously looking at the direction of the old building shrouded in yin qi.

Fang Xiaowan also noticed that a ghostly black shadow was flashing outside the window outside the building!