The house is small, but it is better at night, but it is very noisy during the day, and the sound of hawkers outside, children crying, and even the sound of cooking in the neighborhood can be heard. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

All this reminded Su Yiqing of her previous life in Yunzhou, when she lived the days of simple ordinary people, although she knew at that time that such a peaceful and peaceful day would not last long, but occasionally dreamed back at midnight, but she also hoped that she could be like that forever, and it was best to have someone to rely on her......

But a dream is a dream after all, she knows that it is impossible, because she is not willing to pay the price, and she is not willing to give in, in modern times, she is just the most mediocre one of all living beings, and there will be no good choice for marrying someone in the future, it may be a small civil servant, a small white-collar worker or something, in terms of talents, it may not be better than a random little guy in Dingwangfu now, of course, her appearance in her previous life is not even comparable to the most mediocre maid in the house.

If she was willing to find a mediocre man and find a relatively peaceful village and town away from the battlefield to live, it is not necessary to say that husband and wife love each other, but it may not be impossible to support each other and have children and enjoy family fun.

After going through a game, she became a relatively good appearance for everyone's girlfriends, and her vision was also raised, and she was married to a man like Yufeng who was one in a million in terms of appearance and intelligence, how could she be willing to marry a mediocre man to spend her life, so she was destined not to get the kind of bland happiness that ordinary people could easily get.

There is no such cheap good thing in this world, she never wanted to pay the price or take a risk, going around in circles, she still lives such a life of intrigue that she hated from the beginning, and she can't blame the heavens and the earth, it's all her own choice.

It was she who chose Lian Yufeng and chose this kind of life, and this time she should stick to it no matter what.

When the word should have come to mind, Su Yiqing was stunned, how could she think like this? Could it be that she was just insisting because it should be like this?

Dangerous environment, deep-minded husband, separation of flesh and blood, life like walking on thin ice, she is still insisting, and she doesn't even dare to ask Lian Yufeng directly, because she can't bear the cruel truth, she would rather choose to deceive herself, just like most women in the world, she obviously trusts no one person, but she still deceives herself, can he change for the better, and there will be a day when he will have to endure hardships? Or there is no other way out, if you don't believe it, you have to believe it?

But whether it was the first time she married him or the second time, she never knew that he was not a gentleman, and he might not even be a good person.

Sometimes a person doesn't understand herself, Su Yiqing really doesn't understand why she is like this? Obviously, when even Yufeng is in danger, she thinks that no matter who he is, she only wishes him safe, but why does she have some inexplicable thoughts from time to time.

Under the sorrow, Su Yiqing couldn't sleep all night, so she got up and climbed high and looked into the distance, probably for the convenience of observation, this small courtyard has a two-story building, slightly higher than the surrounding buildings, standing on the upper floor and overlooking the field of vision is also broad, most of the ancient nights are pitch black, candles and oil lamps are expensive, ordinary people's homes can not be wasted, only high-ranking families or inns and the like will be lit up in the long night......

That night, it was very dark, there was no moon or stars, the sky and the earth seemed to be dark, at this time, a few faint lights in the distance were very conspicuous, Su Yiqing stared for a long time before distinguishing that it was the bright light of the red lantern, many people like to hang red lanterns at the door, especially when there are family members who have not returned all night, they have to hang red lanterns to show the way for their families, it is not strange.

Su Yiqing was just bored and looked at it twice, and didn't take it to heart, but when the sun was about to set the next evening, she stood upstairs and looked at that reassuring look, she suddenly found that there were no big houses in that direction, there were no grass houses, there was a small hillside, and a lonely three-story tree on the hillside was particularly eye-catching.

There is no family, only a tree, who is so bored will hang red lanterns on the trees at night, and if you want a residential area, you can also say that children are naughty or have vassal elegance to play some dumb riddles, but in the middle of the night, the third watch has to go to the unpopulated hillside and climb such a high tree to hang red lanterns, no matter how you think about it, it is a little weird, is it who is signaling.

Thinking of the signal, her dusty memory was somewhat evoked, and her heart sighed, and then she thought of the person she met a few days ago, it couldn't have been such a coincidence, right?

It was slowly getting dark, and Su Yiqing felt that the blessings she had accumulated in her previous life or in this life were not enough, and the more she prayed, the more impossible it was to come true, and it always backfired.

As soon as it was dark, the red lantern lit up, the same as last night, and there were only three, east, west, and north, but not in the south, to say that it was a coincidence, it was really impossible, such an obvious signal.

"Madam, it is windy at night, so you should go back to the house. ”

Behind him, the soft voice of the grass sounded.

Su Yiqing didn't dare to look in that direction anymore, for fear that Luo Cao would also see any signs, so she nodded and followed Luo Cao.

Lying on the bed but unable to sleep, I felt that the room was very stuffy, and when I opened the window and looked up, I saw that the red lantern in the distance was still stubbornly lit.

Can't take care of it anymore, the future is bleak, it's hard to protect herself, she can't care about other people's affairs anymore, nothing is it, she asked herself if she owes anyone anything in her past, most of the good people in this world don't live long, especially the good people who meddle in their affairs, she shouldn't have come here, or rather, she doesn't use some abilities that she shouldn't have, maybe fate won't be like this, she changed Su Yiqing's life, and also changed other people's.

If she is willing to only be Su Yiqing and be an ordinary aristocratic lady, and follow the path arranged by her family for her, maybe it will not be so hard? Sometimes it is less dangerous to marry a stupid and bad man, and there is a clan etiquette pressure, unless it is really bad to the extreme, otherwise ordinary men will not be idle and deliberately abuse their wives and children, and those who can be bad to a certain extent are not brainless, or the dispute between wives and concubines in the back house, and concubines can rarely suppress their wives, and she is not a little cabbage that is oppressed by others when she really meets the best.

Since she decided to be Meng Xiaofu, she really thinks that she is Meng Xiaofu, and she can't think about anything else, otherwise she will only harm others and herself, even if she is holding a straw now, she can't throw it away easily.

Su Yiqing has been so self-hypnotic, don't care, don't care, the lantern will naturally go out in a few days, and many times if you don't care about it and don't ask, things can pass.

However, the red lantern was still so stubborn that it was lit on time every night, the hillside was already high, and the lantern hung on the tree, so that she could see it when she opened the window and looked up without leaving the house.