Chapter 50: Two Sorrows 2
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The night was shrouded, and a round of cold moon hung in the boundless night sky, and a few cold stars were scattered in the dark night sky, revealing a bleak clarity.
Tiancheng is the hinterland of the continent. The outer mountainside of the Qinshan Mountains. Daliang National Palace.
Like the Chibing National Palace, in the empty and flat courtyard, a huge bronze jar is placed in the center of the courtyard, and the cylinder body is engraved with intricate patterns. But this bronze jar in the Daliang State Palace is not planted with lotus, but with a jar of Junzi orchid. And because it is not the flowering period of the Monarch Orchid, you can only see the emerald green leaves that are stretched out.
Two meters away from this huge bronze jar, there were several eunuchs and palace maids dressed in the costumes of the Great Liang Kingdom, and between those eunuchs and palace maids stood a fire on the ground, and a whole deer with skin and gutting was roasted on the crackling fire.
In order to prevent the venison from scorching, two soldiers dressed in Liang costumes stood at opposite ends of the fire, constantly turning over the whole deer on the fire, and occasionally adding two sticks of wood to the fire to ensure the fire.
Perhaps because the fire was too strong, it didn't take long for a tempting aroma of barbecue to spread.
Looking through the flickering light of the fire, you can see that the surface of the venison has turned brown, and it is roasted by the scorching flame. Drops of shiny oil splashed down the flipped body of the deer into the fire below, making a sizzling sound of burning.
With the roasted whole deer as the dividing line, Cheng Yiying and Leng Qing sat on one side of the fire, while Liang Shengde and Yan Bo sat on the other side of the fire.
Because of Leng Qing's narration, not only Cheng Yiying was listening attentively, but even Liang Shengde and Yan Bo, who were chatting about the world and the past before, quieted down.
And as the four words "bead tire dark knot" spit out from Leng Qing's mouth, among the other three people sitting around the fire, except for Cheng Yiying, who still had a smile on his lips and looked extremely serious, Liang Shengde and Yan Bo, who were sitting on the other side of the fire, couldn't help but show an expression of "sure enough".
Under Cheng Yiying's always serious gaze, Wen Lengqing whispered in a stunned tone: "Later, my adoptive parents' daughter hanged herself. At that time, I didn't know why such a simple girl would suddenly leave her parents behind and end her young life so hastily.
Until I found the notes left by my adoptive parents' daughter, which clearly recorded everything she had done with that person from the time she knew him to the time she hanged herself, including when she became pregnant, she told the man about it, and the man told her to kill the child and let her die......"
These things, these things that happened to Leng Qing when she was in modern Chinese society, are the memories that Leng Qing is most reluctant to recall in her life, and she is even more reluctant to recall than her father who lost her.
Because every memory of these things means that Leng Qing has to cut a knife in her own heart while revealing the scars in her heart.
But today, Leng Qing has to uncover the scar in her heart that has been scabbed over many times and how many times she has uncovered it herself, so that her bright red heart is bloody again, and at the same time, she has to pretend to be calm and talk to others......
Leng Qing was able to do this, just because Leng Qing clearly knew that in the next few days, she was very likely to borrow the power of Cheng Yiying and Liang Shengde to verify one thing, one thing that had puzzled her for a long time......
Although Yan Ziming can also help Leng Qing do this, Leng Qing is not willing to trouble and drag Yan Ziming down in her selfish heart.
Although Leng Qing will not accept Yan Ziming's love, Leng Qing sincerely regards Yan Ziming as a friend, and people are selfish, between familiar people and strangers, it is often the latter who is sacrificed......
Maybe it's because he has a clear goal in his heart, so this kind of self-revealing scars and making his heart bloody again doesn't seem to be so painful for Leng Qing.
Thinking about that ulterior plan in his heart, Leng Qing still whispered in a sad tone on his face: "I used that note to sue that person to the government, and that person wanted to kill me in anger when he found out, but I was lucky enough to avoid it, and escaped while that person was unprepared." But that person didn't give up, and continued to buy murderous ...... to kill me."
Leng Qing has always believed that speaking is also an art, if you tell all the truth or all the falsehood, others may not believe you, but if what you say is true or false, others will definitely believe it, just because it is easy to confuse people when truth and falsehood are mixed.
The main reason is that Leng Qing can't tell Cheng Yiying about them, in fact, she was stabbed in the heart by Chen Haoxian with a pair of scissors, which should have been a fatal injury, I don't know why she didn't die! Moreover, when she woke up again, she was even more surprised to find that she had come to their world inexplicably......
Staring at the pile of raging flames in front of her, Leng Qing continued to whisper true and false: "Later, I fled all the way to the Great Liang Kingdom, and was saved by a kind-hearted son surnamed Zhu when my life was hanging by a thread. And when I was taken home by that Zhu Gongzi, it happened that Zhu Gongzi's mother was seriously ill, and the medicine was ineffective.
That Zhu Gongzi's mother sighed with me when she was dying, Zhu Gongzi has not married yet, but she, as a mother, wants to leave Zhu Gongzi alone in this world, even if she leaves, she can't feel at ease. In order to repay Zhu Gongzi's life-saving grace, and to let Zhu Gongzi's mother and relatives go with peace of mind, after I discussed with Zhu Gongzi, the two sent Zhu Gongzi's mother away with a fake marriage.
Not long after, when I went out of the city with Zhu Gongzi to bid farewell to his junior brother, I was stunned by the gangsters on the way back home alone. That villain had seen me once and had always coveted my appearance...... I was able to escape, and as I escaped, I was confronted by the flames...... Prince Xu...... Wang Quan's bodyguard......"
Because Leng Qing sorted out her memories while talking, at certain times and in some things, Leng Qing still had some habits that she couldn't change, such as the three words "Yan Ziming" and the first meeting between her and Yan Ziming......
However, except for these occasional small pauses that are not noticeable, Leng Qing can be regarded as making up the process of things smoothly and satisfactorily, and there are basically no loopholes.
And in this short pause, Leng Qing, who was sitting on the small pestle, picked up a small piece of wood at her feet and threw it into the burning fire in front of her, and then Leng Qing bowed down and hugged her own knees, resting her chin on her knees, with a look of reminiscing about the past on her face.
In the cold night, next to the blazing fire, Leng Qing's low voice was still cold: "At that time, Wang Quan saw that I was good-looking, and learned that I could play the qin, and he happened to leave the palace to find a good qin master for Prince Xu, so Wang Quan took me back to the Red Ice Kingdom.
Because Prince Xu took a fancy to my piano skills, he treated me very kindly. Later, Prince Xu got married, and then Princess Xu was pregnant, Prince Xu was not worried about the palace people serving Princess Xu, so he kept letting me serve Princess Xu. Although it is a little strange for me to say this myself, I am grateful for Prince Xu's kindness, and I do my best to take care of Prince Xu.
Although the princess couldn't speak, the princess was more transparent than ordinary people, and knew that I was sincere in taking care of her, so when the prince and the princess were ready to come to Qinshan to attend the meeting, they brought me with them. I thought that coming to Qinshan this time was just a normal thing, but it was just ......"
At this point, Leng Qing suddenly stopped speaking, and did not speak for a long time.
After a long time, in the "crackling" burning sound that sounded from time to time, I only heard Leng Qing's cold sigh: "I thought that after such a long time, I traveled to the Great Liang Country and the Red Ice Country again, and I should never meet that person again in my life." But today, when I left the Imperial Palace of the Red Ice Kingdom, I happened to meet the prince of the Great Zhang Kingdom going up the mountain and passing in front of the gate of the Imperial Palace, and I seemed to see that person among the vast entourage of soldiers of the Great Zhang Kingdom......"
Recalling the blue sedan chair that she saw in front of the courtyard of the Chibing Kingdom Palace during the day, which was particularly eye-catching in the crowd, if it weren't for Leng Qing's sanity at that time, I was afraid that Leng Qing would really rush up to stop the sedan chair and take a look to see if the person sitting in the sedan chair was the bastard in her memory......
And the reason why Leng Qing said that Chen Haoxian was an entourage soldier of Dazhang Country was because Leng Qing couldn't tell Cheng Yiying that the person who caused her family to be ruined and displaced might actually be the prince of Dazhang Kingdom......
This kind of appalling thing, Leng Qing doesn't have to weigh it to know that it can't be said casually. As for how Chen Haoxian came to this other world......
Leng Qing only had one thought - since she could come to this other world inexplicably, why couldn't Chen Haoxian come?
"Why is it so?" When Leng Qing stopped talking and thinking, Cheng Yiying, who was sitting next to Leng Qing, asked.
Maybe it's today, no, it's that there are too many lies tonight, Leng Qing didn't look at Cheng Yiying, but stared intently at the burning flames in front of her, and continued to make up in a wistful tone: "At that time, the scorching sun was in the sky, and that person passed by in a flash, so I couldn't figure out whether the person I saw was him." ”
After listening to Leng Qing's answer, Cheng Yiying did not doubt the truth of what Leng Qing said, but asked with a serious face: "This is the reason why Miss Leng has been absent-minded today?"
Nodding without hesitation, Leng Qing responded in a low voice: "Yes." Although it was only two short words, this was the most sincere sentence Leng Qing said tonight.
For Leng Qing's affirmative answer, Cheng Yiying showed a soft smile on his face. Looking at Leng Qing, who was looking down at the fire, Cheng Yiying whispered with a serious face: "Since this is the case, it is better to go and confirm." ”
Suddenly looking up at Cheng Yiying, Leng Qing asked four words with some urgency: "How to confirm?"
Under the reflection of the firelight, it is not difficult to see that Leng Qing is not only speaking in a tone that is eager, but also her complexion.
But what returned to Leng Qing, who was focused on his eyes and eager, was Cheng Yiying's somewhat unfathomable shallow smile and whisper: "It's up to Miss Leng to decide." ”
On this side, Leng Qing, who was looking at Cheng Yiying with a focused gaze and an eager face, was stunned when she heard this, and after a while, Leng Qing showed a wry smile: "The crown princess's answer is really ......" simple and rude.
Cheng Yiying on the other side still had a light smile, and her voice was still soft and gentle: "If Miss Leng doesn't mind, Zitan wants to ask Miss Leng if she loves or hates that person now?"
"Love?" Regarding Cheng Yiying's question, Leng Qing frowned slightly and repeated one of the keywords.
When Cheng Yiying nodded at her, Leng Qing shook her head, and her voice was low and cold: "I have never loved." ”
"Isn't that person Miss Leng's fiancé?Miss Leng never loved that person?" Cheng Yiying was surprised by Leng Qing's concise four words, so that Cheng Yiying asked these two questions without thinking.
In Cheng Yiying's surprised question, Leng Qing replied with her truest thoughts in words without any hypocrisy: "It's true that I haven't loved." Although that person is my own chosen fiancé, I have never had such an emotion of 'love' for that person, and I do like it a little bit. As for hate......
Now I really hate him, I hate him for ruining my adoptive parents, I hate him for making me lose my most important family in the world, I hate him for making me helpless and alone, very, very hateful, and there was even a time when I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him with my own hands......"
Although Leng Qing said "hate, hate very much", Leng Qing's voice was surprisingly calm, so calm that there was not even the slightest emotional fluctuation, including the calm expression on her face.
And at the end of Leng Qing's calm, almost weird words, it was Cheng Yiying's serious question: "What if the person Miss Leng saw today is really him?
"Kill him. Without any hesitation, these three words came out of Leng Qing's mouth lightly.
When Leng Qing was in modern society, Leng Qing didn't kill Chen Haoxian, it's not that Leng Qing didn't have that ability, on the contrary, if Leng Qing really wanted to kill Chen Haoxian, Leng Qing could plan at least five or six ways to kill Chen Haoxian.
The reason why Leng Qing suppressed all her hatred and didn't do that was only because Leng Qing respected the laws of Huaxia and Pei Wenhui as the police chief, and didn't want to cause trouble for Pei Wenhui, so Leng Qing didn't know the law and broke the law.
But now the situation is different, and the world where Leng Qing is located now is a different worldly antiquity. In this strange world, even if Leng Qing really kills someone, he won't cause trouble for anyone, because in this strange world, Leng Qing has no relatives to drag down...... (To be continued.) )