45 Chapter 45
"It's a friend, of course. Quan Zhilong replied, "But I'm not comforting you now." ”
Song Xiyuan blurted out, "Then what do you say when you comfort Yongpei's seniors?"
"Ah, what about that......" Kwon Zhilong glanced at her, "do you really want to listen?"
“…… Never mind. Song Xiyuan raised his hand to stop him.
The old and the young are all smart, and the captain must also be talented.
It's not that I don't continue to look for abuse.
Quan Zhilong smiled and poured her wine.
Song Xiyuan took another cup.
When you drink it, it's very violent, and the movement of putting the glass is gentle.
No matter how good Yongpei's predecessors are, if you don't like it, you don't like it.
Moreover......
Gently putting the wine glass on the table, Song Xiyuan sighed leisurely: "Actually, Brother Zhong is also very good to me......"
Last night, she recalled that there were no sad memories between them, except for the breakup.
That's why she can't stop crying.
"Hmm. Quan Zhilong poured her wine.
"Hmm, what?" Song Xiyuan raised his eyebrows, "Senior, do you know?"
Know a little, not too much.
Hasn't he seen it once before......
Although I don't know enough about it, with TVXQ's busy schedule, this relationship can still last until now, and I can see a little sincerity.
"Cry if you want. He held out his fingers and pushed the tissue down in front of her.
Paper towels are definitely enough today.
"I can't cry," Song Xiyuan chose to drink, "I cried too much yesterday." ”
"Alas......" Quan Zhilong sighed, took out a cigarette, lit it and asked her, "Do you want to have one when you are upset?" ”
Song Xiyuan was helpless: "Brother...... I'm underage. ”
“…… Oh," Quan Zhilong glanced at the wine glass in front of her and put the cigarette case back, "When are you coming of age?"
"Next year. ”
"Ah...... Then try again next year when you're upset. ”
"Brother......" Song Xiyuan looked at him even more helplessly, "Are you cursing me?"
"No. Quan Zhilong laughed, showing his big white teeth and looking innocent, "So why did you break up this time?"
"Because it's busy. ”
"That's really helpless. Quan Zhilong spat out smoke.
Is there really nothing to be done......
Song Xiyuan held the wine glass: "Even now, occasionally I feel that being busy is just an excuse...... If I really want to meet, I can not take a job and study so seriously, after all, it is not an ambition......"
"It doesn't have much to do with ambition," Quan Zhilong said, "Even if you fall in love, you can't completely lose yourself, don't take a job, don't study so seriously, and only live behind each other, what is your life?"
Yes, she couldn't completely entrust her life to someone else.
However, she did not have the courage to admit it.
I always feel that love is giving, and her current loss is probably not enough......
"That's how life is," Quan Zhilong continued, "you gain some and lose some, you're still too young." ”
"......" Song Xiyuan began to break his fingers.
"What?"
"Count how many years older you are than me!
"Ha......" Quan Zhilong laughed, "It's not a few years older than you, but I've experienced a lot of seniors." ”
Song Xiyuan was unconvinced: "What's more!"
"Have you ever been a captain?" asked Kwon Zhilong, "Have you ever been a trainee in two companies?"
"Well, senior, you won. ”
"So...... Quan Zhilong pinched the cigarette butt into the ashtray, "there's nothing to blame yourself, what you can't do, don't you ask the other party to do it?"
"......" Although the senior has inexplicable times today, there are also a few words that point directly to the hearts of the people.
She is not without complaints about Kim Jae-joong's busyness, but she generally understands.
And he should be the same for her.
That's why I said something like that to her.
"In that case, you'll hate me later. ”
Song Hee-won often feels that she and Kim Jae-joong have some tacit understanding.
Even now, too, I can't be satisfied with the status quo, and I hope and pursue my future.
"Ugh......" she sighed deeply.
"What," Quan Zhilong asked, "what else do you have to complain about?"
"It's not dissatisfied," Song Xiyuan raised his hand and poured him wine, "It's just a wish." ”
"What wish?"
"When I want to have a boyfriend, I can be willful. ”
Quan Zhilong laughed: "This wish is really a bit capricious. ”
"It's not too much," Song Xiyuan held his chin with both hands, "I hope there will be one or two times, when he is busy and wants to leave, he can hug him and don't let him go...... Well, it's a bit capricious, but ......"
The latter words are a bit unspeakable.
However, in order not to burden the other party, it is really tiring to desperately restrain and suppress your true thoughts......
She has been trying to be a sensible girlfriend, and the burden has not fallen on the other party, but she has resisted it herself.
"Could it be you," Quan Zhilong looked a little surprised, "have you never said such a thing in front of Brother Zhong?"
"Because Brother Zai Zhong has been very busy and tired, I will probably make him very embarrassed if I say such a thing, right?"
"Don't underestimate a man's ability to resist pressure," Quan Zhilong said with a smile, "Maybe Brother Zhong also wants you to be willful." ”
"But that kind of willfulness is useless, if you can't keep him, he still has to leave. ”
"It's useless, but it's what you really think. When two people are together, they should not only fall in love, but also solve problems together. ”
"But...... There seems to be no way to solve this problem. ”
"So I said that you are still young, what does it matter if you solve it or not, what matters is the process of two people facing difficulties together, isn't it?"
"Really?"
"Yes, you're a little too worried about gains and losses, what's the matter, don't you have confidence in yourself?"
"One thing," Song Xiyuan rubbed his eyes, "You see, my two loves, it seems that there is no big problem, but they both end like this." ”
"So, are you scared? Don't you fall in love again?"
“…… I'm not afraid of that yet. She still longs for a lover to be by her side.
Wait until she has completely sorted out her current mood.
"Then it's not a big deal. Quan Zhilong stretched out his hand and touched her head, "It's still okay in the future." ”
"What can be?" Song Xiyuan wondered.
"You can meet a boyfriend who can be coquettish with him unscrupulously," Kwon Zhilong continued with a smile, "and have a completely inclusive love." ”
"Hey, what should I do......" Song Xiyuan rubbed his eyes again, "I feel so moved that I want to cry." ”
"The tissues are over there. ”
"Forget it, let's clink glasses. Song Xiyuan raised his glass.
“……”
After drinking this glass of wine, Song Xiyuan called the waiter in again and added a few snacks.
"It's the first time I've seen it when I'm out of love and still able to eat like this. Quan Zhilong said.
"I haven't eaten in a day, okay? Song Xiyuan said.
Quan Zhilong was speechless, it's not a question of whether you eat or not for a day or two, it should be a question of whether you're in the mood or not.
"I can't drink any more wine. Song Xiyuan pushed the wine glass aside, "I have to go to school tomorrow." ”
As he spoke, he took out the mirror and looked at his eyes: "Hey, I can't look at it at all, I have to put on a mask at night......"
Is this a new sanity?
Quan Zhilong looked confused, but this scene seems to be familiar.
"Figured it out?" he asked.
"Pretty much. Song Xiyuan replied.
"Then what if Brother Zhong comes to you now?"
"Didn't you say that," Song Xiyuan glanced at him, "If you break up, you break up, I'm not the kind of person who will eat back grass." ”
Of course, the most important thing is that it is absolutely impossible for Brother Zhong to get back together now.
So she's just talking big now.
Quan Zhilong shook his head, sure enough, such a girl Yongpei can't hold it.
"Ahh
"But ......," Song Xiyuan asked while biting the squid, "Senior, why do you want to drink, do you have any troubles?"
"It's a little annoying to write songs in the company," Quan Zhilong replied, "I think it's better to come out and breathe." ”
"Huh, is BIGBANG coming back?"
"No, it's my own solo album. ”
"Dafa," Song Xiyuan gave him a thumbs up, "it will be great." ”
"Ah, come out to breathe, don't put pressure on me!"
"Uh...... Then senior, don't be pressured, just throw it aside if you can't write it, anyway, I didn't say when it would be released, and I will do it again when I think of it!"
"Ah, so you look down on me and think you can't make your own solo album?"
"I ...... No......" Song Xiyuan was startled.
Did she say something wrong?
How could this senior be so difficult to coax?
"Haha......" Looking at her pitiful expression, Quan Zhilong laughed, "Ah, how can you be so easy to deceive!"
So are you kidding her?
Brother Shengli, I'm sorry, I can't win your captain......
Song Xiyuan grinded his teeth and looked at him: "Brother, you actually had such a good time today, you must have good works when you go back!"
"Of course there is. Quan Zhilong ignored her voice.
"But when will you return your phone to Brother Shengli?"
"It depends on the mood. ”
"Who's?"
"Of course it's mine. ”
“……”
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