Chapter 185: No (2)

How could he possibly push her away?

From the first time the potato exploded, he unthinkingly protected her underneath him;

From the first time she saw Helian Tuo after she hijacked him, she hugged him again;

From the lonely look she inadvertently revealed in the face of her coldness and refusal......

Despite this, Wan Yanmin has been suppressing, maintaining a king's unpleasant control over people, himself, and the situation. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Yes, even if it is against the will, but it has always been the same.

Until he saw Nanyue on the tile roof of the Jiaofang Palace, drunk in front of everyone, and even hugged a round-bellied wine pot and shouted "Xiao Minmin!"

Only then did he realize that she had always regarded him as the child who needed to be protected in the first place, the kind and harmless little boy.

Wan Yan Min accepted Nanyue with extreme chagrin, and he knew better than anyone the selfishness hidden in his heart that he didn't dare to see the light of day. Once he opened his arms to her, it was equivalent to the time of her life.

To bind the best years of a splendid girl with his short and ruined fate, and even to brand the vicious prophecy of a lonely queen for the rest of her life, this is what his acceptance can bring her.

In fact, this "can't help it" acceptance brought ties to her and him.

Wan Yan Min has worked hard for 20 years to build his heart into an impregnable fortress, which is tightly knit and solid. The owner of that heart was once delighted to think that he had possessed a ruthless, desireless, and hopeless desperate strength, ready to crush any powerful enemy. But Nanyue's appearance made this fortress collapse weakly step by step, and finally collapsed the moment he embraced her.

After Wan Yan Guchen's death, Wan Yan Min worked hard and decided to cultivate himself into a man. Just on the verge of what he thought he was succeeding, Nanyue was like a touchstone, telling him not to waste his strength again, and that the boy was a teenager after all.

It's a teenager, and sometimes even a child.

"Yue'er, if you are really Nanxiang's daughter, I will be defeated. Wan Yanmin gently tidied up Nanyue's coat and kissed her lightly in her ear, with a willing rout and tenderness in her voice.

"Yue'er, no. ”

The petal-like gentle kiss gently landed on Nan Yue's forehead, eyelashes, ears, cheeks, and nose, and Wan Yanmin's voice was muffled in these scattered intimacy. Nanyue never knew that this cold and indifferent person could be so gentle, so gentle that it seemed to melt her.

He looked into her eyes, vague but clear and serious.

"I have nowhere to place you. ”

Wan Yanmin said this sentence helplessly and vulnerably. This must be the most frustrating moment for the proudest and most frustrating Wanyan Min.

How helpless he is to admit this helplessness in person.

"But I can't let go. He added childishly, and pecked Nanyue's neck socket lightly.

Nanyue was quiet at the bottom for a long time, and she finally understood all the contradictions and helplessness in his heart through his few words. Even through his body, I can see the rare fragility in his heart and the scars that have accumulated for years.

She didn't speak, and looked at Wan Yanmin quietly. I couldn't tell if there was a smile at the corner of his mouth, but he was confident and calm.

Such a look made Wan Yanmin feel puzzled.

That night, he lay on his side, hugging her from behind Nanyue to rest

One night. Like two orphans in the night forgotten by the world.

"I've already hurt you, and I don't want to hurt your body with those herbs anymore. ”

"I know. She said, taking his hand around her waist.

She knew everything.

He turned out to be a more reckless person than her.

Also a fragile guy.

It seems that equality is finally possible.

Fool, I'll be sure to heal you.

Nanyue didn't sleep all night.