Grandma Zhang's words
When my mother and I returned home after dinner, it was already very late, and my mother knew a little about things, after all, there is no impermeable wall in the world, my mother has been in contact with the backyard for so long, and I also know that there are things in the backyard that will not be done, and no one at home does it, although I don't want to believe it, but my mother still guessed a little," Big girl, everything is doomed, there is no way to change some things, Mom just hopes that you can live happily, you are still a child, don't let yourself be too tired, there are some things, let Mom and your dad do it" Mom touched my head after speaking.
I understand my mother's words, and I know my mother's worries, in fact, my mother is only talking to me now, it has exceeded my thoughts, after all, what I have done during this time, I know that I can't hide it from my mother, so I have thought of a lot of words to persuade my mother, as long as my mother has passed this level, there will be nothing, but now my mother does not need my explanation, just simply say some words to me, in fact, the most important thing is that I am my mother's daughter, my mother just doesn't want me to be unhappy, and the others are not in her care, for my mother's trust and love, I quickly felt very warmIn fact, my mother is not a person who is good at saying what is in her heart, I lived for so many years in my previous life, and my mother didn't care much about me, and I have always belonged to free-range, but this time I was reborn, I gained too much care from my mother, and I was more aware of my mother's love for me.
After we left, the dishes at home and the used bowls and pans were all cleaned up, Grandma Zhang thought about it for a long time, or felt that it should be explained, in fact, a lot of words, he had said to Wang He before, but she now wants to seriously and carefully explain to Wang He, during our absence, the old village chief, that is, the father of the current village chief, passed away, just after his 65th birthday, he is not much older than Grandma Zhang.
Two days ago, he was a very normal person, still eating lunch happily with his family, but when he took a nap, he never woke up, two days ago, the two of them met on the road, and chatted about the crops in the field, and Wang He was taught these things very well.
Grandma Zhang was very surprised to know about his death in the afternoon, in fact, Grandma Zhang had thought about it before, he was getting older and older, and his health was getting worse and worse, and he didn't know when he would die, and he wanted to help Xiao He arrange the future when she was still alive, but he didn't think that death was so close to her, and even death could take her away at any time.
People are like this when they are old, when they see people around them who are about the same age as themselves, they suddenly pass away, that feeling will make people feel terrible, so it is normal for Grandma Zhang to feel this mood, because she is afraid, she will suddenly die one day, I don't know the reason, so Grandma Zhang wants to explain the matter to Wang He in advance.
"Xiao He, don't be busy, grandma has some things to tell you, you come and sit here," Grandma Zhang finished speaking, put the stool on the side of the bed, and specially turned on the light, and there was a particularly ancient box in his hand, Wang He looked at these things, and already had some premonitions in his heart.
He was originally a very sensitive person, and after the death of the village chief's grandfather during this time, his grandmother would occasionally be in a daze, and her mood would become more and more depressed, and sometimes she would keep staring at him, until he looked back at his grandmother and smiled, and his grandmother would react, and then slowly took steps.
As for the box, he knew that the valuable things in the family were all put in by his grandmother, and the money given by Aunt Wu during this time was also kept in this box by his grandmother, and every time his grandmother put money down, he let him watch from the side, he knew that this was also his grandmother letting him know that he was grateful, and this money was earned by Aunt Wu with their family.
Wang He sat silently on the small stool next to him and looked at Grandma Zhang seriously. He'er, you've grown so big in a flash, grandma is also old, during this time, grandma has thought a lot, grandma knows that you are a smart child, and must also know grandma's heart during this time, you are still young, so there is no way to empathize with some things, grandma is actually very clear, the body of the past two years is not as good as a day, at this time, let grandma know, it turns out that grandma doesn't know when she will leave you, this is the norm of time, there is no way to avoid it, grandma wants to say something to you now, even if grandma leaves suddenly in the future, you can rest assured, you don't want to be sad, listen carefully to grandma's words," Grandma Zhang finished speaking, and began to take things.
Wang He's tears couldn't stop going out, his grandmother was his only relative in the world, he knew that he had to listen to his grandmother carefully now, but he just felt very sad, he didn't know what he would do if he left grandma in the future, and he didn't know how he would bear it if something really happened to his grandmother.
"He'er, you are a boy, you have to be strong, grandma is still in good health now, I just want to talk to you about these things," Grandma Zhang gently wiped away Wang He's tears, seeing him crying so sadly, Grandma Zhang's heart was also very uncomfortable, and she was more determined to her thoughts, she had to work hard to live a little longer, at least she couldn't leave such a young child alone in this world.
Wang He listened to Grandma Zhang's words and wiped away his tears, "He'er, you also know the situation of your Aunt Wu's family, she is now grandma's goddaughter, half of the things in this box are to be left to the eldest girl, their family is a good person, hand you over to them, grandma is also very relieved, these things are all to express some of grandma's thoughts, you have to be kind to the eldest girl in the future, grandma is in this world, the most uneasy thing is you, and when grandma is gone, I will entrust you to the eldest girl's family, you have to be sensible, and you must live well." ”
"Grandma, I will be good to the eldest girl in the future, grandma, don't leave me, you will have a good life with me in the future. Wang He couldn't help crying as he spoke, no matter how mature he was, after all, he was still a 6-year-old child, he had a lot of things he didn't understand, although he was very strong, but he would also be afraid of grandma's departure in the future.
"This stupid child, grandma also wants to be with you all the time, grandma will live well, and she will accompany you in the future, watching you marry a daughter-in-law and have children. Grandma Zhang gently touched Wang Hede's head and comforted him softly, Wang He didn't know when, he fell asleep in such an environment.