Chapter 194: Memory

As time passed, Uno Hana had no contact with Yukishin at all. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Since then, the two have never spoken a word in private, without any expression.

Even Xue Xin guessed that she had finished drinking the tea and sent new tea leaves, but she returned it.

This made Xue Xin understand her intentions.

On the night that Mao Zhihua left, the two were already like strangers, and they were no longer implicated.

But the pain did not disappear because of the loss of time, and in Xue Xin's heart, the pain intensified.

He didn't expect that his life would be so lonely after losing the flower of Mao.

Soon after Uno Hana left, Winter Night went to the criminal army and rarely returned. Only Xue Xin and the three servants were left in the house, and no one ate with him, chatted, or drank tea with him.

Even if Xue Xin went to practice, there was no one to teach him kendo and accompany him to learn.

A lot of the time, Xuexin is alone and doesn't know what to do.

Only then did Xue Xin discover what kind of position the flower occupied in her life.

She is not just her savior, not just her captain, not just her teacher, not just a friend.

It is a kind of support, a kind of companionship.

In the past ninety years, thanks to her company, I have been able to live.

It turned out that he was used to her being around him and took it for granted.

At this time, Xue Xin realized that he liked her.

But I already have a sister, no matter whether the two have feelings or not, they can't continue.

Besides, she's gone.

Yukishin tried his best to forget about Uno Hana, but he couldn't help but think of her in his heart, and it became more and more difficult to sleep at night.

He can only use a lot of training to make up for the loneliness in his heart, training late every day, coming home, taking a shower and lying down on the bed to sleep.

The next day, this life is repeated, day after day, boring, like a machine.

"Father. ”

Sitting at the table on a winter night, he looked at Xue Xin cautiously.

"What's wrong?"

Xue Xin put down the dishes and chopsticks and looked at the winter night.

Winter Night whispered, "Did you break up with Aunt Unohana?"

"We're not together at all, so why don't we break up?" Xue Xin shook his head and said.

When Dongye heard this, he couldn't help but say: "But you used to be together, eat together, and practice together, and Aunt Mao Zhihua would stay here overnight, but now ......"

In the course of a year, Uno Hana never went to the bee's house again.

"You don't care about that. ”

Xue Xin knocked on the table impatiently and said, "Eat." ”

"Yes. ”

Winter Night nodded, picked up the bowl and began to eat.

After eating, the servant cleaned up the table, and looked at his father who was sitting there in a daze on a winter night, feeling a little uncomfortable.

But he didn't continue to say anything, but stayed with his father for a while and said something.

But it didn't take long for Xue Xin to return to the house.

Winter Night looked at the sky, it was already evening, he got up, walked out of the door, and ran towards the Eleventh Team.

"Stop, who's who?"

Winter Night came to the gate of the Eleventh Brigade and was stopped by the Grim Reaper, who was in charge of guarding.

Winter Night hurriedly said, "My name is Bee Shiro, and I'm here to see Captain Uno Hana." ”

"Washiro, are you the son of Shiro Sanxi?"

One of the Grim Reapers, asked.

The name of Washiro's son is very loud in the Eleven team, not only the name of Shiro Sanzai, but also the legend that his mother is also the captain of Uno Hana.

"Well, I'm looking for Aunt Uno Hana, and I hope you two will take me to meet her. Winter Night hurriedly said.

The two Grim Reaper looked at each other, and one of them said, "Come with me directly." ”

The Grim Reaper entered the team with Winter Night, and walked all the way to the depths, and came to the outside of the room of the Flower of Uginohana, and said to the Grim Reaper who was in charge of the vigilance: "Help inform me, I want to see Captain Captain of the Flower of Winter Night." ”

As soon as the Grim Reaper, who was in charge of the guard, turned around, the door opened in the winter night and rushed in.

He was very fast and rushed straight into the house.

"Hey!"

Seeing this scene, the Alert Grim Reaper wanted to catch him, but was caught by the Grim Reaper who led the way, shook his head, and gave up.

Winter Night rushed into the house, and immediately saw the back of the Uno Hana, in the corridor at the back of the house, facing the courtyard, sitting alone.

"Why are you here?" said Uno Hana's voice with a touch of silence.

"Mother. ”

When he saw that figure on a winter night, he immediately opened his mouth and cried, and the sound of a slight cry made Uno Hana's body tremble.

He ran to Uno Hana's side, hugged U no Hana, and cried loudly.

"What's wrong?" Uno Hana asked, looking at the winter night, a little worried.

But the winter night didn't say a word, just lay on her and cried.

"Don't cry. ”

Uno Hana raised her hand, patted him on the back, and said, "Tell me something directly." ”

Winter Night didn't answer, but just howled and cried there, and after a long while, he straightened up and said, "Mother, why don't you go to see me all this year?"

"Is that the case?"

Mao Zhihua sighed in his heart, he didn't expect him to cry because he didn't see himself, but at the same time, the crying of the winter night also moved Mao Zhihua's heart very much.

He still remembers himself.

But why didn't you remember him?

From the time he was a baby to the present, sixty years have been watched by himself.

Uno Hana has long regarded him as her own child.

But every time I think of him, I think of Yukishin, so Uno Hana can only suppress the desire to see him in sadness.

Uno Hana looked at him and said softly, "I'm not your mother. ”

"But I think of you as my mother. Winter Night said in a choked voice.

When Uno Hana heard his words, she only felt a sour nose, tears accumulating in her eyes, and she tilted her head slightly, trying her best not to let the tears flow.

Winter Night looked at her and wept and asked, "Mother, what happened, why don't you go to the house again?" ”

Uno Hana pinched Haori, wiped the tears on her cheeks in the winter night, and said, "This has nothing to do with you, don't think about it so much." ”

"Is it because of my father? what did he do to get Mother you to leave?" asked Winter Night at once.

Uno Hana looked at him and said with a smile, "It's my fault, it has nothing to do with your father." ”

Who made me fall in love with your father.

Winter Night asked in a low voice, "Then can you still reconcile?"

"No, you can't. ”

Uno Hana shook her head and said, "Never. ”

He has a beloved lover after a thousand years, he loves her, there is no place for himself, and the two can never be together again.

Moreover, he doesn't like himself, and he recognizes this, how can he be with him again.

Winter Night looked at her and asked in a low voice, "Then you are not together, how will I see my mother in the future?"

Uno Hana rubbed his head and said, "If you want to see me, come to the Eleventh Team to find me." ”

"Okay. ”

Seeing that the flower of the winter night was so resolute, he could only give up, sat down next to the flower, and said with a smile: "Mother, I am now one of the two captains of the guard. ”

"Oh?" Uno Hana raised her eyebrows slightly and said with a smile, "How did you become the captain?"

"It's just a squad leader. Winter Night said with a smile and began to tell about the life of the past year.

Uno Hana listened with a smile on the side, nodding her head in praise from time to time.

The two chatted for more than an hour, and the winter night poured out all their thoughts for the past year.

Uno Hana looked at the sky and said to the winter night, "It's not too early, let's go back." ”

"Hmm. ”

Winter Night nodded and said, "I'll come to see you again in a while." ”

Leaving these words, Winter Night stood up, walked to the door, opened the door, and walked out of the house.

Smack.

The door was closed from the outside, and the back of Uno Hana was once again covered in black, and she sat there, looking into the distance.

The arrival of the winter night soothed her increasingly lonely heart, and the flower of Mao was very touched that he still remembered himself.

However, his arrival made the name she had placed in her heart resurface.

Thinking of him, U no Hana felt extremely painful in his heart.

It's been a year, and I still can't forget him.

Life has become very boring because of his disappearance.

I'm back to that boring state.

Uno Hana sighed, looking very sad.

What should I do?

Uno Hana's white hand grabbed the handle of the slashing knife and slowly pulled it out, the face of the knife reflecting the face of Uno Hana, guilty and terrifying.

She looked at the sharp blade and wanted to destroy everything around her and unleash the painful beast hidden in her heart.

But she slowly put the knife back into its scabbard, and set it aside.