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"Sometimes I wonder what kind of relationship you and Gu Xi belong to. ”
Chi Jinwen felt that Chi Chi was really a little indifferent when he said this, or he was cold.
"Friends, aren't they...... But even a friend can't be careful to help her for fear that she will make a mistake. ”
There was a faint smile on the young face at this time, just like the old man who once held a cake and waited for his grandson.
"Some setbacks have to be experienced by themselves, and some pains have to be tasted by themselves, so that young people will know what is good and what is bad. I've done this kind of thing to keep bad things out forever, but I didn't achieve what I wanted in the end......"
There was silence on both sides of the phone for a moment.
"You've been doing a great job, really, me and Jinyin...... We have all grown up in a beautiful environment, even if we have experienced some twists and turns, but you have been sheltering us from the wind and rain. ”
"Sheltering from the wind and rain, covering too much, but making you too pure, pure like, pure dislike, pure want to grow up, pure don't want to grow up, in the face of emotions and self, you are too much to pursue this purity. It's my fault. I know you've always wanted me not to be a saint, but someone who has a desire to control is not a saint at all. ”
Chi Chi's voice was clear, no different from her usual, but every word she said seemed to be smashed into Chi Jinwen's heart, making him can't help but take a deep breath to calm down the restlessness in his heart.
"We've always been able to do what we want to do, and if this kind of life is called too pure, then we can also call it happiness and luck, and I don't think you have any desire to control it...... You have always been free and open to raising us. ”
Saying this, Chi Jinwen felt that his heart was a little empty, and he didn't know why, as if something that had been pressed there for a long time had been pressed enough now, and the other party stretched his waist and wanted to leave, but he sincerely felt reluctant.
Why leave? Why leave now?
But when facing Chi Chi, things never developed as Chi Jinwen expected, she smiled, and the soft laughter reached his ears through the mobile phone, like a scene to the end, someone told him the result, and it was like a magic to the end, and the magician unlocked the secret with his own hands.
"Elders, always want to maintain their influence over juniors, and a lot of times they can easily achieve that because they've been through a lot more and know how to turn things around the way they want them to. So, 'making you think you have a choice' is a bit of a clever and a bit of a scoundrel. ”
It makes you think that you have the right to choose, that you think that the choices you make are out of your own heart, but where does that heart come from?
Is it the world that you are told about by others, or is it the hope that others are guiding you forward?
After speaking, Chi Chi hung up the phone.
Chi Jinwen and Chi Jinyin, if there is no sudden disappearance of Chi Xiulan, they will be a pair of brothers and sisters who can't understand each other, but they won't compete for interests, an older brother full of responsibility, and a younger sister who has no sense of responsibility and just wants to pursue herself.
In the growth of such a pair of brothers and sisters, what role Chi Xiulan played, she herself still can't say, maybe a strong but weak idol who can inspire people's fighting spirit, or maybe a gentle and tolerant elder who can act recklessly.
Chi Chi rubbed her forehead, for her, what she needed most now was to have a good rest, but she always felt a little uneasy in her heart after saying those words to Chi Jinwen.
It's not that she doesn't know that Chi Xiulan's existence is both positive and negative for Chi Jinwen, because she is too demanding of herself, and she has indeed done too much, setting this "role" too perfectly, but it makes Chi Jinwen's chase long and disorderly, if there is nothing that happened later, Chi Xiulan herself wants to find a day to have a good chat with Chi Jinwen, from her past to her present...... There is a saying that people are good at dying, because only when people face death, can they face their lives calmly, Chi Xiulan wants to tell Chi Jinwen calmly at that time that she has never been so good at herself, she will also be stubborn and willful, she will also be selfish and indifferent, she has only done true purity for one thing in her life, that thing, not raising these two children.
It's a pity that before the opportunity appeared, she became Chi Chi, and the opportunity to talk quietly disappeared after she had no memory.
So, until today, she waited for a seemingly opportune time.
Covering his eyes with his hands, Chi Chi sighed and leaned back on the back of the seat, Yu Yuan, who was driving, thought that the oncoming car had turned on its high beams to make Chi Chi uncomfortable, and asked her if she wanted to lie down simply, and got Chi Chi waved his hand weakly a few times in response.
After a minute like this, Chi Chi picked up his mobile phone and sent a text message to Chi Jinwen.
"Feelings that are not pure enough does not mean insincerity, at least in a life where there is no way forward, someone is willing to give everything for you all the time, whether it is right or wrong, she chose to love you, and then there is not enough pure love. ”
After a full ten minutes, Chi Chi received a reply from Chi Jinwen:
"I'll figure it out slowly. ”
The bright and great giant in his heart slowly sat down and then took off his shoes and picked his feet, telling you that she is also a mortal with shortcomings, this description can probably barely describe the feeling in Chi Jinwen's heart now.
Considered to have solved a problem, Chi Chi looked out the window, and then looked at the rearview mirror of the car, maybe it was because Chi Jinwen said hello, there were not many paparazzi to follow her up today, or maybe it was because she said everything she needed to say and did everything she could do, and what those media should think about is how to use powerful headlines to attract the attention of others, instead of chasing the little news value left on them.
The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit, and the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit...... Once a person has "benefits", then they have to endure the comings and goings of others, they will not care whether such a person will have feelings, whether they will be sad and sad, and whether there will be a day when they can't bear it after all.
In fact, not to mention the entertainment industry, Chi Chi still remembers the first project she led after the death of her nephew, when in order to compete for the development rights of the land, a competitor hyped up in the newspaper that she had become a wanton madman after the death of her nephew, and even every detail of her expression at the funeral was dug up for interpretation.
It has nothing to do with morality, it's just that she's an individual who has been overlooked because she's filled with too many interests.
"What is the evaluation of the store in front of you?"
"What?"
Yu Yuan, who was waiting for the green light, turned his head slightly and saw a restaurant with national characteristics.
Gu Xi and Dou Baojia were disgusted, every time the two of them said a few words, Dou Baojia hated not being a murderer, and then she learned to be obedient, Gu Xi is now invincible, she really can't say anything, just be a stuffy gourd, no matter how Gu Xi provokes, she doesn't say a word.
After a few times, Gu Xi felt bored too, so he lowered his head and concentrated on playing the mobile game.
The two of them are obviously a big movie queen, and the other is a big-name agent, and now in this small house, it is quite like two babies waiting for their father to come home, sitting on one side of the sofa at each end, in addition to doing their own thing, they just look at the time, and then look at the door.
The people brought by Dou Baojia were all called away by Chi Chi to help, the place where they lived belonged to the Panda Group, and the safety factor was very high, and even three meals a day were delivered to the door, but Chi Chi never came back, and the two of them didn't have much appetite.
When Chi Chi entered the door, Dou Baojia smelled the smell of roast mutton first, and looking at the lunch box in Yu Yuan's hand, she ran over to pick it up.
"I'm afraid you didn't eat well today, so I bought a large plate of chicken, leg of mutton pilaf and roast lamb, oh, I added a few extra servings of wide noodles, if you don't want to eat only noodles, it should be enough." ”
Taking off his down jacket, revealing a thin figure in a thin white sweater dress, Dou Baojia carried a large plate of chicken in one hand and grabbed Chi Chi's back with the other.
"Why are you thin again, and you haven't eaten well abroad?"
"Fortunately, Yu Yuan's craftsmanship has improved rapidly, and he often opens a small stove for me, and he was playing a while ago, so it's a little hard. ”
Looking up at Dou Baojia shushing at Chi Chi and asking for warmth, Gu Xi continued to bow her head to play her game, just waiting for Chi Chi to go looking for something and knocked on her head, she immediately smiled at Chi Chi.
"Eat first and then play games. ”
"Good!"
Gu Xi's eyes narrowed with more and more laughter, and he didn't forget to give Dou Baojia a look looking for something.
"Is it going well today?"
Pulling out a piece of chicken leg bone from her mouth without any image, Gu Xi asked Chi Chi Chi with a lot of potatoes and rich soup mixed with a large plate of chicken, and there was a little soup on the corner of her mouth now, obviously very satisfied with today's supper.
"It went more smoothly than I imagined, and I thought I had to pay out the money I earned this year, but it turned out that I only needed the salary of a TV series. ”
Chi Chi said it lightly, as if it wasn't the tens of millions she had worked so hard to earn.
Dou Baojia, who was gnawing on the mutton bone, snorted, if it weren't for the mutton bone in her mouth being her favorite piece of mutton leg joint with soft tissue, maybe she would have taken care of the rice in her mouth.
That's all her favorite money! She looked at Chi Chi's hard work and earned it back for half a year, and now she said that if she didn't have it, she wouldn't have it!
"It's okay, I will make more, and Gong Xingshu will cooperate with "Da Liaozhai", he said that I can bring money into the group and get a share later. ”
Chi Chi patted Dou Baojia on the shoulder.
Gong Xingshu's movie didn't lose money, Dou Baojia thought about it and was appeased.
"It went more smoothly than expected...... Then what do you imagine I have to be bad?" Gu Xi grabbed a point in Chi Chi's words and asked a seemingly random question.
Chi Chi smiled and said:
"You're in prison, I'm watching a restaurant outside and playing a drama by the way, waiting to raise you. ”
For a moment, there was silence at the table.
"Heh, then I'm pretty good now, although I'm poor, I'm better cleaner. ”
As the one who "almost went in", Gu Xi was the fastest to regain her composure, and after eating a lamb skewer happily, she smiled and threw the skewer into the trash. 166 Reading Network