(Please pay attention to my work of life and death love "Save You" uploaded at the same time)

Qin Songmu made eye contact with her, and couldn't help but move in his heart, feeling that the other party's eyes seemed to be full of longing for family at this moment. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

He quickly avoided the other party's eyes, and finally buried his head and began to eat.

Fang Xiaowan's mouth opened, as if she wanted to say something, but seeing that Qin Songmu avoided herself, she didn't say anything, so she continued to eat quickly.

When she had finished her portion, she got up and ran to the counter again.

Qin Songmu, who was still eating, couldn't help but glance back at her back, and couldn't help but wonder, hasn't she eaten yet?

After he took a few bites and 'digested' his share of food, Fang Xiaowan walked back with a food bag: "Have you finished eating?" Let's go back to the ward. ”

Qin Songmu pointed to the food bag in her hand: "Who are you bringing food to?" ”

"Uncle Feng, that's the patient you met. He was one of the few patients in my three wards who were able to take the initiative to eat. ”

"Oh, didn't he bring his family?"

"He doesn't have any family at all. His wife died when he was young, and he didn't leave any flesh and blood. ”

Qin Songmu sighed first, and then questioned: "Even if he doesn't have a family, the nurse in charge of him should do it for him." You're a doctor. ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled indifferently: "As long as it's convenient for me, I won't trouble the nurse." ”

Qin Songmu smiled bitterly: "But as the attending doctor, you actually cook for the patients yourself, and in the long run, aren't you afraid of exhausting yourself?" ”

Fang Xiaowan shook her head: "How come?" I come to the cafeteria for three meals a day. And there are not many patients like Uncle Feng who have no relatives and can eat and drink independently. Every day I just lift my hands. ”

While accompanying her to the ward, Qin Songmu recalled the scene she had seen when she first arrived in the third ward, and couldn't help but sigh: "The relationship between the two of you is really not ordinary. ”

"Of course. We spent a Chinese New Year together in the ward. ”

Qin Songmu felt extremely shocked: "It turns out that he has been living in our ward for so long? ”

"Yes. The length of his hospitalization may only be comparable to that of a few brain-dead patients in one ward. ”

Qin Songmu was puzzled again: "I think his body can still stand up, why should he stay here forever?" ”

Fang Xiaowan seemed to be reminded of Qin Songmu's previous memories, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "His old man has been living here for more than a year. Because he has no children and no daughters, when he was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer, he could only arrange here to spend the last days of his life. Don't look at him now, but you may not imagine how dying he was when he was first admitted to the hospital. When he was transferred from the front tumor ward, our experts categorically knew that he would not survive for more than three months. ”

Qin Songmu couldn't help but exclaim: "This is really a miracle. Maybe he will be the first patient in our ward to be discharged from the hospital in good health. ”

Unexpectedly, Fang Xiaowan's crystal tears suddenly burst out of her eyes-

Seeing this, Qin Songmu couldn't help but sigh to himself - women are really emotional animals, tears come too fast!

"Xiaowan, you..."

Fang Xiaowan sobbed, and then choked up: "His condition has actually deteriorated very seriously... Every time I do a physical examination for him, I find that the lesion is gradually increasing..."

Qin Songmu was stunned and said, "Could it be that his current situation is completely supported by spiritual power?" ”

"Let's just put it that way." Fang Xiaowan nodded, "Actually, when he first moved in, his spirit seemed very low, and he lamented that he had been lonely all his life, and when he got old, he suffered from a terminal illness, which was really a lifetime of misfortune." ”

Qin Songmu was full of sympathy: "Yes, his mood is understandable. Alas, since fate has decided that he is single, he should not be allowed to suffer from illness again. This is perhaps the greatest misfortune of life. ”

"Well, it's not as serious as you think." Fang Xiaowan's pretty face suddenly glowed with a brilliance, "He is actually a very optimistic old man, after my heart-to-heart conversation with him, he has been freed from all the haze of misfortune." ”

"Oh, I can see it, and I can imagine that your sincerity and respectful persuasion to him at the beginning must have been you who made him regain his strength."

Fang Xiaowan shook her head modestly: "I have done a lot of ideological work on him, but the only one who can really convince him is himself." At the moment when his fate could not be turned around, he chose to face it strongly. ”

Qin Songmu suddenly stood in awe: "I really can't imagine, what kind of belief makes him so optimistic and strong?" ”

Fang Xiaowan replied without thinking: "It's a dream!" ”

"Dreams?" Qin Songmu was stunned, "He is almost old, what other dreams does he have?" ”

Fang Xiaowan gave him a blank look: "Why can't he have a dream?" Not only him, but each of us should have our own dreams. Because dreams are like a bird that can soar higher in the sky; Dream is also a gorgeous flower that can bloom the most beautiful fragrance; Dreams are more like a rain, let our passion float to the fullest. Therefore, no matter how long one lives, one should not lose one's dreams, because dreams are dreams from afar. ”

Qin Songmu's description of her image couldn't help but burst into applause: "Xiaowan, you spoke too vividly. Yes, only when people live their dreams will they feel that they still have a kind of rush in their lives, and they will glow with an infinite motivation. I should give credit to that old man. ”

The two of them talked and talked, and in a blink of an eye, they were about to walk to the ward where the old man lived.

Fang Xiaowan paused outside the door of the ward for a moment, and whispered to Qin Songmu: "Uncle Feng is not just an empty dream, but is struggling for this dream. I'll tell you a little bit about him later. ”

Qin Songmu was stunned, and couldn't help but think in his heart, just with him, an old man who was about to reach the edge of life and death, what other dreams did he have to struggle?

Because Fang Xiaowan had already pushed open the door, he had no choice but to resist his curiosity and follow her in-

This ward is a double room, the old man's bed is leaning on the left, and when he saw Fang Xiaowan walking in with food, he greeted with a smile: "The girl is back?" ”

Fang Xiaowan walked straight over: "Hmm." I've kept you waiting. ”

The old man kindly said, "I'm not hungry yet. You don't have to rush to send it over. ”

Qin Songmu didn't walk over directly, but glanced at the hospital bed on the right-

In the hospital bed was lying an old man about the same age as the old man, but he was different from the old man, not only did he have two relatives with him in bed, but also his ventilator and drainage tube were used, and the whole person was also out of breath and not angry at all.

Qin Songmu couldn't help but stare at the patient a few times, with his hunch as a doctor, the other party's time was running out.

He couldn't help but take a deep breath and stepped forward to ask the patient's family a few words.

Both family members were middle-aged men, with the older man telling Qin Songmu that he was the patient's son and the younger man being his brother-in-law. His old father had a son and a daughter, and because of the inconvenience of the family, he could only choose this place as the last life destination of the old man.

After listening to these introductions, Qin Songmu couldn't help patting the patient's son on the shoulder, whispered a few words of comfort, and then ran to the tough old man's side-

At this time, the old man was chatting with Fang Xiaowan who was accompanying him while eating, and when he saw him coming, he hurriedly greeted with a smile: "Director Qin is here?" You may be seated. ”

At this moment, Qin Songmu had a curiosity about the old man, and his eyes were also full of awe, and he hurriedly waved his hand: "You're welcome." We'll be right away. ”

The 'we' he called obviously included Fang Xiaowan.

Fang Xiaowan immediately understood his intention and immediately stood up: "Uncle Feng, you eat slowly, I'll come back to help you clean up later." ”

The old man glanced at Qin Songmu with curious eyes, and then waved his hand at Fang Xiaowan: "Girl, go and get busy, don't worry about me anymore." ”

Qin Songmu saw that he was very reasonable, so he smiled at him gratefully.

At this moment, he suddenly found that there was a laptop on the old man's bedside table, and he couldn't help but exclaim: "Does Uncle Feng still play with the computer?" It's incredible. ”

The old man smiled humbly: "If you don't play well, you're just fiddling." ”

Fang Xiaowan interjected with a smile: "Uncle Feng doesn't use computers as toys, but tools to realize his dreams. ”

Qin Songmu suddenly wondered: "What kind of dream is the old man?" ”

"His dream is to complete a peerless literary work like Cao Xueqin."

Qin Songmu listened to Fang Xiaowan's answer, and couldn't help but be surprised: "Could it be that he is using a computer to write?" ”

The old man nodded with a smile.

Qin Songmu was about to step out, but at this time he stopped and asked with interest, "What diploma are you?" Have you ever published your work? ”

"I'm equivalent to high Chinese. I have published several online novels before, but the results are not good, so they can be regarded as 'hitting the street'. However, I will put my hope on the next work. ”

Qin Songmu was curious again: "Are you using the time you were in the hospital to write?" ”

"Yes. Writing is just the right thing to relieve loneliness, kill boredom, and more importantly, enrich your spiritual life. ”

Qin Songmu's heart moved, and he immediately understood why he lived so relaxed, so he said emotionally: "I believe that you will definitely succeed." ”

At this time, Fang Xiaowan, who had already stood up, reached out and poked Qin Songmu's arm: "Let's not disturb Uncle Feng for dinner, let's go out and talk." ”

Qin Songmu immediately happily stepped away and made a 'come on' gesture to the old man.

When Fang Xiaowan came to the outside of the ward with him, she asked, "You want me to come out, is there something wrong?" ”

Qin Songmu glared at a look full of curiosity: "We want to take advantage of the lunch break to ask you to accompany me to take a look around the various wards in the third ward." But now I'm more anxious to know Feng Dingwen (the old man's name, Qin Songmu learned it from the bedside card. Story. ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled: "How do you know that his old man has a story?" ”

Qin Songmu judged very calmly: "At his age, and he is terminally ill, but he is actually obsessed with writing, and he can change his will to live, then he must be writing about his own experience." ”

Fang Xiaowan said with a smile: "You guessed a little right. Since you are interested in his experience, I will tell you more about him. ”