Aunt Qing's life is destined to be a life of suffering, Aunt Qing was only 26 years old when she died, and she had a child in her belly, maybe others will say that she was ruthless, because she chose to die with her child, without any concern, and did not even choose to give the child a life, but when Aunt Qing died, she had a smile on her face.

After Aunt Qing died, Grandma sent Aunt Qing's letter to her mother, Grandma was very sad, although she didn't know why Aunt Qing wanted to commit suicide, but what must have happened, and then Aunt Qing next door came to chat with Grandma, and Grandma blamed herself even more because of this incident.

The people in the village did not change because of Aunt Qing's death, everyone just chatted occasionally, and couldn't help but sigh, the eldest grandfather is a person who knows all the truths, he knows what Chang Zhi is like, but it is very normal for a man to go out and steal fish.

When the eldest grandfather was young, he was also like this, and he could always hold Chang Zhi in his hands, because Chang Zhi had no money, so he would not have any resistance psychology, he would not be too bad to Aunt Qing for a good life in the future, and when he was old in the future, his life would be guaranteed to a certain extent.

But now Aunt Qing and Chang Zhi and the child in their womb died together, and the eldest grandfather suffered too much blow for a while, I don't know if it was because of Aunt Qing's death, or because he was helpless in the second half of his life, the eldest grandfather couldn't afford to be sick, and he collapsed directly on the bed, got cerebral thrombosis, and overnight, he was many years old.

Grandma has to take care of the eldest grandfather, but also to take care of the housework, the body is not as good as a day, my mother also received a letter from Aunt Qing at that time, Aunt Qing finished junior high school, although the study is not particularly good, but she writes very beautifully, she recalled a lot in the letter, the days with her mother before.

That time was the happiest time in her life, although she didn't necessarily eat every day, although she needed to get up early, although she had to walk 4 miles to school every day, she was very happy every day, and when she went to school, she felt that this should be the hardest thing in her life, because no matter if it was windy, rainy or snowy, she had to go to school, and every day was very hard.

When I don't go to school, I find that that time is the best, because you won't be beaten, no one will care about you, you won't be abandoned by your family, you won't think every day if you won't see the sun tomorrow, and you won't have a piece of skin on your body that is good.

Aunt Qing's life is short, but also full of suffering, in fact, Aunt Qing is very grateful that she can meet Chang Zhi, whether he is cheating on her or not, but that is also her short life, something worth recalling, she is afraid that one day Chang Zhi will not want her, Chang Zhi will also change, will beat her every day, she is tired, she feels that in the past few years, she has lived so long as a lifetime, as if there will never be an end.

She didn't want her child to live such a hard and tired life, she was afraid that the child would blame her for not taking her father with her in the future, so she took Chang Zhi away, so that they could always be together, Aunt Qing gave her more than 80 yuan she saved to her mother, and the money was given to her by her grandfather.

She knew that her mother was married, and her life was not good, she knew that her grandfather was sorry for her mother, and he wanted to make up for it, even if her mother had no way to continue her studies with this money, but she could live a good life with the money, I don't remember what happened at that time, but after reading the letter, my mother cried for a long time, but she couldn't do anything, because nothing could be changed, as if everything was doomed.

At that time, Aunt Qing said to her mother in a letter that she wanted her children to study, to go out, to change her fate, maybe it was difficult outside, but at least it would not be so helpless and pitiful.

My mother later told me that she was satisfied, although she and her father were not in free love, although they didn't get along too much before marriage, although she used to dislike her father for not being handsome enough, but her father was very good to her, and the two of them never quarreled in their lives, and her father was very tolerant of her mother, and she didn't do anything with her mother, at least her mother was lucky.

After Aunt Qing died, there was only a simple grave, every time my mother went back, she would go to see, talk to Aunt Qing for a while, talk about what had happened recently, talk about the children, as if Aunt Qing was still alive, the two of them were still very good friends, and they could also share each other's little secrets sweetly together, and they could also chat happily together, although Aunt Qing was just a listener.

Because of Aunt Qing's death, the eldest grandfather had no hope at all, because it was always the grandmother who took care of him in front of the bed, before the eldest grandfather left, he left part of the property to his grandmother, and the rest was given to the uncle, that is, the grandmother entrusted it to the uncle, the eldest grandfather knew that after he died, the grandmother's life was afraid that it would be difficult, so he gave the grandmother most of the money, and left the land and the house to the uncle, when he died, only the grandmother and the children brought by the grandmother, stayed in front of his bed, and his biological sons all moved away, all left here, and also cut off contact。

When the eldest grandfather died, my mother also went back, and my mother said that before he left, he had been looking for Aqing, and asked Aqing why she hadn't come home from school yet, at that time Aunt Qing had been dead for 3 years, because of Aunt Qing's death, my mother didn't go back for many years, and when I saw my grandfather's appearance, my mother didn't feel so hateful, at least Aqing shouldn't hate him.

After the eldest grandfather died, because of his last wishes, he was buried with his ex-wife, and Aunt Qing's grave was also moved nearby.

Grandpa lived 61 years old, and he lived a long life, and he didn't suffer too much when he died, he kept holding his grandmother's hand, saying that he was sorry for grandma, sorry for those children, people were going to die, and his words were good, whether it was true or not, my mother forgave her, after all, in that era when everyone couldn't eat enough, it was the grandfather who fed these children and gave them a place to live.

Because of the death of the eldest grandfather, grandma started to eat and live with the uncle, the uncle's family is not good, but it is okay for the grandma, although the two families live in the same house, but do not eat together, grandma will often make up for the uncle, until the grandma's body is getting worse and worse, and grandma's hard life begins.