Chapter 261 Logic
Wei Qingxia looked at Qin Songmu's overwhelmed appearance, and couldn't help but laugh: "That woman has a sick husband, if it is considered a bitter fate, then you are currently having a terminally ill girlfriend, don't you have a life of pity for her?"
Qin Songmu saw that she could still talk and laugh when she opened her mouth to say these words, and at the same time, she couldn't help but be in awe of her. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
He immediately said solemnly: "I, Qin Songmu, am not easy to bow to fate. So, I'll try to cure you. ”
Wei Qingxia was stunned: "Don't be too impulsive, okay? You are still a doctor, you must know how to respect science." ”
Qin Songmu smiled indifferently: "It is precisely because I am a doctor that I should respect every life and persistently pursue the miracle of life." ”
Wei Qingxia was stunned again, staring at him in a daze.
After Qin Songmu handed her another smiling face, he turned around and pushed the door away.
Wei Qingxia looked at his back as he left, and sat on the bed and couldn't help but think a little.
As soon as Qin Songmu came out of ward 3022, he found Qin Yingying coming from outside in the corridor.
Qin Songmu greeted him and asked curiously, "Yingying, why are you here today?"
Qin Yingying smiled: "Since you are all here, why can't I come?"
Qin Songmu said curiously, "Who else have you found?"
"I saw Xiaowan in the elevator and chatted with her for a while before I realized that you were all here. ”
Qin Songmu let out an "oh", "Doctor Zhao is also here, and a patient in your ward just left this morning." ”
Qin Yingying nodded: "I heard Xiaowan talk about it just now. She didn't know exactly which patient it was, but my guess was Zhang Chunlan from Ward 3013. Her condition is the most critical. ”
Qin Songmu's face flushed slightly: "I didn't ask Doctor Zhao carefully. After all, there are all gynecologic cancer patients here, and I am really embarrassed to ask about the specific situation of each patient. ”
"Well, I can understand you. ”
Qin Songmu couldn't help but glance at the glass door at the end of the corridor, and then there was something in his words: "The purpose of your coming today is not just for the Fifth Ward, right?"
Qin Yingying looked very calm: "Yes, after all, I will be transferred to the opposite sixth ward from next Monday." So, I would like to take advantage of this weekend to familiarize myself with the situation and say goodbye to the patients here. ”
Qin Songmu didn't want to waste time here, so he immediately nodded appreciatively: "It's good that you do this." I've got something to do, so let's talk about it here. ”
Qin Yingying saw that he was leaving, and couldn't help asking, "Brother, do you really care about Xiaowan's feelings?"
Qin Songmu looked at her in surprise: "What do you mean by this?"
Qin Yingying replied with a solemn expression: "When I met Xiaowan in the elevator, she was crying sadly. ”
"Oh, does her crying nose have anything to do with me?"
"Of course it does. Because her tears are shed for you. ”
Qin Songmu was shocked in his heart, but he concealed it: "This is really a joke. I'm not a patient leaving, why is she crying for me?"
Qin Yingying didn't want to be disgusted and said, "How can you say that? Isn't it clear how she feels for you?"
Qin Songmu pondered for a moment before he said indifferently: "Yingying, it's impossible for me to talk to her." As her good sister, you should persuade her not to be too dead-eyed. Why waste so much time on me?"
"But... I think she's the best fit for you. Do you really want to grow old with Sister Qingxia?"
Qin Songmu's face changed, and his tone immediately showed a hint of firmness: "If I have the opportunity to decide Qingxia's fate, then I won't give up on her." ”
Qin Yingying was stunned for a moment, and then reminded: "You'd better be realistic." ”
Qin Songmu didn't want to say anything, so he nodded: "I know what to do." ”
Qin Yingying looked at his back and couldn't help but shake her head.
After Qin Songmu left the fifth ward, he took the elevator and went straight to the office upstairs.
Besides, after Fang Xiaowan complained to Qin Yingying, she returned to the third ward.
Although she tried to wipe away her tears when she returned, she still couldn't hide the redness and swelling of her eyes.
She met the old man in the hallway who was walking back and forth.
"Uncle Feng!"
Fang Xiaowan was not in a high mood, just saying hello to the old man, and wanted to pass by.
The old man had already seen that her mood was abnormal, and couldn't help but stop her: "Girl, wait a minute." ”
Fang Xiaowan had no choice but to stop, but she didn't dare to look directly at the old man: "Is there something wrong with you?"
The old man looked at the patient's family members passing in the corridor and whispered, "I feel chest tightness now, can you go to my ward?"
Fang Xiaowan suddenly said nervously: "In that case, then you still come out for activities, come back with me!"
She then took one of the old man's arms and helped him into the old man's ward.
Now the old man has enjoyed the treatment of a single room, so the ward is very quiet.
Fang Xiaowan helped the old man to sit on the side of the hospital bed, and was about to turn around and go out.
The old man hurriedly stopped her: "Don't go, girl." ”
Fang Xiaowan hurriedly turned around and explained: "I'm going to get the measuring instrument and check it carefully for you." ”
Unexpectedly, the old man waved his hand at her: "You sit down, my problem is not serious." ”
Fang Xiaowan couldn't go against the old man's wishes, so she had to stick to the old man's side and sit down.
The old man's deep eyes stared at Fang Xiaowan, who was silent: "Girl, what's wrong with you?"
Fang Xiaowan raised her head to hide: "I... I'm nothing?"
The old man sighed: "Alas, you obviously cried just now. No patients left our ward today. What the hell are you up for?"
Fang Xiaowan couldn't think of a reason to prevaricate the old man for a while, so she hung her head and said nothing.
The old man asked tentatively, "Are you because of personal feelings?"
When Fang Xiaowan heard that the old man had guessed, she couldn't help but be a little flustered, but just shook her head: "No...
"Girl, I know you very well. You can't hide your thoughts from me. Did Director Qin bully you again?"
When Fang Xiaowan heard this, she couldn't control it anymore and immediately hid her face and cried. She didn't communicate with Qin Yingying for a few words just now, and she couldn't vent the frustration in her heart, but now that she was cared for by the old man, she suddenly opened a gap in her emotional embankment.
Fang Xiaowan's howling and crying suddenly explained everything.
The old man took her in his arms in pain and patted her on the shoulder, and the corners of his eyes were full of love.
He didn't need to ask Fang Xiaowan anything at this time, and after comforting her a few words, he got up to go out.
Fang Xiaowan wiped her tears and couldn't help but be surprised: "Where are you going?"
"I'll go talk to Director Qin. ”
Fang Xiaowan was startled, and quickly grabbed one of the old man's arms: "Don't go." ”
"Girl, let go. I'm not looking for him to settle accounts, I'm just talking to him about the truth. ”
Fang Xiaowan knew that the old man's temper was very strong, and she was afraid that she would not be able to stop it, and she was worried about his body, so she didn't dare to force it to stay, so she had to let go of her hand.
The old man raised his hand to stroke her hair, and then said affectionately: "Girl, don't be sad anymore, wait for me to come back obediently." ”
Fang Xiaowan's heart moved: "Do you know where to find him?"
The old man pointed his finger up: "Isn't he in the office above?"
"He's up there, but not necessarily in the office. ”
"And where will he be?"
"He's in the ward of the Fifth Ward. It's really inconvenient for you to go. ”
"He's in that Wei girl's ward, right?"
Fang Xiaowan nodded silently.
The old man pondered for a while, but still made a decision: "I will call him out to talk." ”
Fang Xiaowan saw that the old man's attitude was very firm, so it was difficult to say anything more. However, she hoped that Uncle Feng, who was a writer, could tell Qin Songmu some truth, and maybe he could influence Qin Songmu's attitude.
The old man walked out of his ward, and under Fang Xiaowan's gaze, he left the third ward and took the elevator to the third floor.
He walked into the fifth ward and asked the nurses walking in the corridor, "Which ward is Director Qin in?"
The nurse glanced at the foreign male patient in the patient gown (because it was a gynecological ward, and there were no male patients), and looked surprised, but replied, "I saw that Director Qin had just left ward 3022." ”
When the old man heard this, he immediately turned around and walked out. He stood in the corridor aisle and pondered, unable to determine Qin Songmu's whereabouts, so he had to go to the office above to try his luck.
After Qin Songmu returned to his office, he first put on his white coat, and then sat down to recuperate. He didn't have a good rest last night, but he doesn't have time to rest now, so he can only take a nap for a while.
But at this moment, there was a knock on his office door.
Qin Songmu was stunned, who would knock on the door of his office on the weekend?
"Please come in!"
As soon as the door opened, the silver-haired old man immediately appeared in front of Qin Songmu.
Qin Songmu was surprised and immediately stood up: "Why are you here?"
The old man smiled politely at him: "Director Qin, can I disturb you?"
Qin Songmu was puzzled: "If you have something, you can directly report it to your attending doctor?"
The old man restrained his smile and said solemnly: "I'm here for Xiaowan's business." ”
Qin Songmu was stunned for a moment, and then understood what was going on, this old gentleman must have found out that Fang Xiaowan was crying, so he asked his own teacher to ask for guilt.
He hurriedly looked at his watch: "Mr. Feng, I have to go out to receive a guest in a while, and I don't have much time left." ”
The old man's face tensed for a moment, and then he said, "I just need you to give me five minutes." ”
Qin Songmu hesitated, so he had to stretch out his hand to him: "Please sit down." ”
The old man took a few steps to Qin Songmu's desk, but instead of sitting down, he said loudly: "I know about you and that female patient, and I admire your dedication. But you can't leave out the person you're leaving and leave out a partner who can walk with you through your entire life. ”
Qin Songmu smiled with a smile on his face: "Mr. Feng, since you can write novels, you must also be a person of temperament. Don't you understand that a man's feelings cannot be used for two purposes? Since I want to give a terminally ill woman an emotional home, if I take care of other women, won't it tear apart one of my feelings? If a healthy person eats the vinegar of a patient, can it be understood that she is emotionally selfish?"
The old man smiled coldly: "Director Qin was surprised by this. I have written many emotional stories, but I know one thing very well, that is, love cannot save people's lives at all, but it can wash a person's soul. If you deliberately force a woman who does not belong to you, and end up hurting the girl you should cherish the most, it is not only a cruel blow to them, but also to you. ”
Qin Songmu was stunned: "What do you mean by this?"
The old man asked rhetorically: "You are a literate person, don't you understand?"
Qin Songmu said confusedly: "If I throw all my feelings on that poor sick woman, wouldn't this be a relief but a 'cruel blow' to her?"
The old man groaned for a while, and then said aloud: "When she really feels your love, she must not want to break your feelings when she leaves this world." So, she will want you to be happy. And if you blindly throw all your feelings into her, it is not a kind of pressure on her. And this pressure may allow her to take the initiative to relieve herself as soon as possible. ”
Qin Songmu looked at the old man in astonishment: "Your logic is really incredible!"
The old man smiled indifferently: "Director Qin, you are still young, can you fully comprehend the relationship between men and women." In fact, each of us is psychologically conflicted, on the one hand, I hope that the person we love will cast all our feelings to us. But once you and the other party are emotionally inseparable, you will be afraid that you will affect the other party. This is especially true for a patient who is dying. Therefore, if you use a perfunctory way to deal with that Wei girl, you may let her live without any pressure. At the beginning, she hoped to get an unforgettable love, so that her life was worthwhile. But maybe in the end, all she needs is a simple love. When she understands this truth, but finds that you have completely trapped your feelings into her, then her pressure and inferiority complex may far exceed her happiness. ”
When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but be dumbfounded.