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She didn't know how much she understood his confused narrative.

Even, there are many things that can only be said to her by Shen Xichen himself, but that person is afraid that he will not say it.

"Xiao Yeye, I don't know how to explain his background to you, perhaps, he should tell you this himself. I don't know if you believe it or not, but he really, never wanted to hurt you. ”

Hell's mind is also in a mess, and he wants to tell her the truth, but he doesn't know what to say.

"After you fell off a cliff, he woke up in an irritating coma and changed back to his original self. He's looking for you all day, and for a year, he barely stopped. At the slightest hint of turmoil, whether it is true or not, he has to go to see it in person, but every time he is disappointed. By the end, he was on the verge of despair. ”

"Do you know what I saw once? He was going to abolish himself, and he said that he had killed you with his own hands, so he was going to abolish himself!"

Thinking that if he hadn't appeared in time, it was estimated that the madman would really have ruined himself.

He looked at Huang Bing, trying to see what her attitude was, but to his disappointment, he couldn't see any other expression on her face.

But how did he know that Huang Bing's heart was already churning up huge waves?

"You don't know how happy he was the moment I learned you were alive, and that was the first time I saw him smile. ”

"He inquired where you were, and went to you. But he doesn't dare to appear in front of you, he is afraid that when you see him, he will hide away. So, he takes on the form of someone else and follows you and looks at you. ”

Huang Bing's mind was a mess, she didn't know whether to believe it or not, and her intuition told her that it was true.

However, every time at this time, another voice would come out of her heart, telling her that these were all fake.

What should she do? Even if this is true, it is still true that he once protected another person and hurt her.

This is actually a kind of betrayal.

Seeing that her eyes showed a look of alienation again, she said anxiously: "Xiao Yeye, don't you still understand......?

At this point, he suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Since he changed back, he has never allowed Suyin to appear in front of him, and he is afraid that he will not be able to help but kill her. ”

A sneer appeared on Huang Bing's face, and it was obvious that she understood it as something else.

Suyin designed her and framed her, but he still refused to touch her. Well, well, for that reason, she will never be the same again.

Frightened by her sneer, he realized how ambiguous his words were. His face was full of chagrin, she must have wanted to be crooked again.

"Because, he said, he wants to keep her and let you deal with it yourself. ”

What? Huang Bing's expression froze. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Why is it different from what she thinks?

If he doesn't kill Suyin, is he going to leave it to her to deal with, not because he is reluctant?

She was at a loss and at a loss.

"If you really want to hate, hate me. If I had told you these things earlier, you probably wouldn't have gotten there. I already knew that my daughter was impure, but she didn't have any defense, and she blamed me for all this. ”

Pain and remorse appeared on his face, if he had explained all this earlier, how could there be so many things now?

Huang Bing didn't know what he was thinking.

"You said that he had a bad disease in his soul, so ...... him now"

Before she could finish speaking, the Immortal understood what she meant.

"After waking up that time, he asked me to use medicine to suppress the evil disease on his soul, but in that way, his cultivation also plummeted and his body was damaged. Although the drug can suppress it, it has side effects. Once there is a big mood swing, it is possible to trigger the evil disease again. Moreover, every time the drug is taken several times the original, until finally it can not be suppressed completely. ”

"What will happen then?"

It's a little hard to speak. "Once that time comes, the disease has completely erupted, and he will never recover, and may even be gone. ”

Huang Bing's heart suddenly tightened, and his soul flew away......

"He, you know?"

Shen Jue nodded with difficulty, knowing, how could he not know, he is probably the one who knows best.

"Why?" Why do you do this, knowing that the consequences are so serious?

"He is afraid that he will have a bad attack, and he will forget you again and hurt you. ”

Huang Bing's body shook, and his hands began to tremble.

He was afraid that he would forget her again and hurt her, so he did it knowing the consequences.

How can this be? How can this be?

She thought he had been lying to her all along, but now it was. It was like a bomb suddenly exploded in her heart. She really didn't know what to do.

"How long can he last?"

"Originally, it could last for more than half a year, but it only happened once. ”

The look in Huang Bing's eyes was complicated, which made Huang Bing's heart tense again.

"Why?" she was a little scared, afraid to hear the answer, and her intuition was related to her again this time.

He closed his eyes and said the rest with a ruthless heart. Sooner or later, she has to know, that person, what he did for her, enough, really enough.

"He says he owes you, that madman, who gave you a tenth of his soul. He said to pay you back for the pain you went through. ”

Something exploded in her head, and then, another sentence made her completely stupid.

"He deposited the soul on the blood hosta, warmed it, and gave it to you. ”

Blood hosta, soul.

How could this be? He separated his soul and deposited it in the blood hosta, how painful it should be. There are still traces of physical pain, but the pain of the soul, then, there is no way to find it.

That madman, how could he do this? Knowing that he was in danger of losing his soul, and still separated his soul, was he really crazy?

How could he do that? How could he do that?

Her eyes were red, and she eagerly rolled up her vows.

Where is that box? Where is that blood hosta? Why can't I find it?

Suddenly, she staggered a few steps weakly, her eyes full of fear.

She remembered that at that time, after she knew that the thing was sent by him, she burned the blood hosta with the box, and burned it with the fire of the red lotus, and there was not even ashes left.

She burned the things, and even the wisp of his soul within. The fire of the red lotus can burn the soul.

Huang Bing's face was full of blood, and he looked so pale and weak.

It was her, she burned it with her own hands, and she made him like this.

He must have been in pain when she burned those things. She couldn't imagine the pain of the distraction, let alone burning.

It's like pulling out his soul and roasting it in a fire, because he already has a bad disease in his soul, how can he bear it?

Tears suddenly fell, how can you do this? )