Chapter 224, I just want to see you
"You cancel this blind date, we can't be together!" Jiang Xiran said suddenly. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
This made Guan Jia inexplicably sad, he couldn't accept it, he couldn't accept that he still couldn't get Jiang Xiran's love after he had grown up like this. Is it just because of her boyfriend? she has already made it clear to her, and she also agrees with her own views on love, why is she still in love with that man?
Guan Jia's mind turned slightly, and after a slight mutter, he asked Jiang Xiran: "Xiran! I think, before I came here, the people from the plane marriage agency should have looked for you! If you don't agree to this blind date, I can't come here at all." Since you are reluctant to give up on your boyfriend and are about to get married, why do you agree to go on a blind date with me?"
"That's right, the guy from the plane marriage agency did come to me and explained me something......! I just want to take a look at you, to see what you have become now! Now that I have seen you, you can go back! Go on a blind date again, you will find someone better than me, in that big world, there should be many excellent women!" Jiang Xiran lowered his head, a trace of sadness passed over his face.
The sadness on Jiang Xiran's face did not escape Guan Jia's eyes, and Guan Jia knew that Jiang Xiran must have something to hide.
"Don't jump to conclusions in such a hurry, okay!?Sister Xiran, let's sit down and talk quietly!?If you really don't like me at all, I won't stalk me, I'm not the kind of shameless person!!" Guan Jia gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and said in a heavy tone, he was a little emotional, and he said such words, but also to ease his emotions, he clearly realized that many girls he pursued before were blown up because of his momentary temper outburst, and he didn't want such a tragedy to happen again, and it was staged on his goddess Jiang Xiran.
"Whew!!" Guan Jia took a deep breath, then spit it out, held Jiang Xiran's hand tightly again, and pulled her towards the outside of the playground, in the direction of the library, "Let's go to the place where we first met! If this is the beginning, let's start from there." If this is the end, it will also end from where we first met!"
"Well!" Jiang Xiran nodded, and walked in the direction of the library with Guan Jia unhurriedly.
There is a river in the center of the campus, which divides the campus into east and west. The library was on the western side of campus, and they crossed the river and walked over a bridge decorated with nice neon lights.
On both sides of the river, there are colorful lanterns, flashing and flashing, in this night, beautiful and dreamy. Sparkling and shimmering.
The night on campus is still so beautiful, Guan Jia has imagined countless times holding Jiang Xiran's hand to walk at night, strolling on the neon shore and under the low-hanging willow trees.
Just walking around like this, blowing the cool breeze hanging from the river, I feel very beautiful and warm.
However, when holding hands has become a reality now, Guan Jia also took Jiang Xiran's hand and walked on the campus at night, but there was no romantic atmosphere at all, and some were just dull and sad.
This time, Guan Jia held Jiang Xiran's hand tightly and never parted again. He held it a little tightly, which made Jiang Xiran feel a slight pain, but Jiang Xiran didn't say it, she also noticed Guan Jia's resolute face, Guan Jia loved her, she felt it.
"Sister Xiran, you know what? The first time I saw you, my heart was moved! In the early morning, I sat on the big table in the library, looking at the book, and you, on the other side of the row of tables. I looked up and saw you. From then on, I went to the library very early every day, just to see you, and sometimes when you weren't there, my heart was empty. Later, you changed places, and I searched for a long time before I found you again! I wanted to say hello to you more than once, I wanted to get to know you! But at that time, I was too timid, too shy, to muster up the courage to say that first sentence, 'Hello, nice to meet you!' If I had been able to greet you earlier and get to know you earlier, my friendship would have been longer! It's just that you don't know the kind of fear that your heart beats faster in the face of the person you like, and you are so good, so bright, I am ashamed of myself in front of you, I feel ashamed of myself, I don't even deserve to be your friend. At that time, I was really bad, too cowardly, and useless......" Guan Jia walked while recalling the struggles in his heart at the beginning, before he met Jiang Xiran, he struggled like this for a whole semester.
"After a semester, I'm really worried, worried that you'll never show up again, that you've graduated, that you've left this school. Then we'll never see each other again, not even for the first time! Thankfully, I've seen you again, so I want to get to know you. I practice repeatedly, how to say the first sentence of my sentence, how not to be abrupt, how to make you feel natural. Later, I wandered outside the library every day, going in your direction and back, going in your direction and back. One rainy day, late that night, I had already returned to my dorm. But I know you're still in the library, and I miss you, and my mind is swollen with thoughts! Instead of that, I might as well come to know you, even if it's rejected! And now I think about it, it's ridiculous, isn't it? I just want to get to know you, just to be an ordinary friend, how can I be rejected. It's not like you're going to be your boyfriend!, but I was already fantasizing about being your boyfriend!"
Guan Jia continued, he had to say, he had to say everything in his heart this time. Because, in all likelihood, he will have to leave after tonight, and it is very likely that after tonight, he will say goodbye to Jiang Xiran forever.
If Jiang Xiran rejected him, or if he canceled this blind date, then he would never be able to return to this world.
Jiang Xiran smiled shallowly, just listened silently, and occasionally responded with a "hmm" without saying much. She knows that Guan Jia needs to tell at this moment, and all she can do is to listen quietly, quietly listen to him pour out all the words that have been piled up in his stomach for a long time, only in this way will his heart knot be opened, and only in this way will he really let go and be truly relaxed.