Chapter 10: Happiness

Late at night, Sulfona walks alone on the streets. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoCompared to her in school, she is next to her, and now she is bathed in the dim street lights in the middle of the night, and she may be more natural. A sense of being out of the world, as if walking in space, haunted her. In the depths of the alley, a black cat with sparkling eyes quietly came out, and Sulfona watched the black cat's dance steps a little distracted. However, the looming Japanese garden of the old lady in front of her once again brought her back to reality. Sulfona gently knocked on the fence door outside the courtyard, but the fence door didn't seem to be locked, and Sulfona pushed it open.

As expected, on top of the courtyard stone sits a young girl in a flamboyant gothic lolita dress. Also unsurprisingly, Sulfur saw the girl's cold eyes. Compared to the last time Sulfura saw it, the Japanese garden at midnight seemed to be a gorgeous stage decorated with various lights.

It was the girl who sat there silently who restored the dilapidated courtyard to an unusual life. His skin, which looked too fair in the moonlight, made Tokitsuki Kaze look lifeless - or rather a beautiful corpse. If you think about it, this was originally the ruins of a mansion. The combination of ruins and corpses can produce a wonderful phenomenon like a chemical reaction.

"Why are you here?" said the girl.

"There's one more thing I'd like to ask you about Yuko. Sulfur replied.

"I mean, why are you the only one here. Tokitsuki Kazeno turned her head and asked a question that surprised Sulfur a little.

"I didn't expect you to value his ......"

"I'm just curious...... Haven't you been working together?"

"It's just that there are some things that I haven't told Mr. Tsupyeong. ”

Tokitsuki Kazuna's eyes were slightly raised, it was the first time she had observed Sulfur head-on. Tokitsuki Kazeno had always been reluctant to look at Sulfur, because she knew that even if she looked at the girl, she would only be able to see what Sulfur wanted others to see. If you take off one layer of her mask, a new layer will emerge underneath. It's like a matryoshka doll, making one wonder if the existence of Sulfona itself really exists, or if she was a lie that was tightly woven together. If Sulfur is simply a lazy person who is full of malice and uses deception as his way of survival, Tokitsuki Kazeno doesn't mind making a little mockery of a sentence or two when no one is around.

But Tokitsuki Kazeno didn't feel the malice emanating from Sulfona.

On the contrary, Sulfona is like honey with the scent of goodwill. Each of her lies is meant to protect others, and each of her masks maintains a fragile balance. In Tokitsuki's eyes, Sulfur is like a beautiful work of art set with gemstones, fragile but ready to dance in the air. Although Tokitsuki Kazeno had no intention of protecting her at all, he didn't have the idea of deliberately shattering it.

Because Tokitsuki knew very well that Sulfur could collapse at any moment. Obviously as fragile as a bubble blown by children, but still trying to radiate its own brilliance and heat. Suddenly, a famous fairy tale comes to Tokatsuki Kazeno's mind. Every word of the fairy tale is like a mosaic that deeply sinks into Tokitsuki Kazeno's heart. Now those words were heating up, and they couldn't help but want to come out of Tokitsuki Kazeno's mouth.

But at this moment, Sulfona began to tell the conversation between her and Hunpyeong. Tokitsuki pursed her lips and had to listen carefully.

"That's it. Sulfona smiled when the narration was finished, and she sat on the garden stone near Tokitsuki Kaze no with no sense of distance at all. In this regard, Tokitsuki Kazeno frowned slightly.

"What are you doing here...... Declare war on me?"

"I was just thinking, it's not your fault that tragedy exists. Obviously tragedies are all there are, but they just flow to you involuntarily......" said with a smile, "If I cooperate with you." You refer me to all the troubled children you are encountering so that I can help them solve their problems. So we are all happy. Let's come together!"

"No, I refuse. You are the only one who rejoices. Tokitsuki Kazeno said coldly, "I'm just a walking corpse, how can I be happy." And those children – for them, maybe being alive is not a happy thing. Don't impose your own ideas on others. ”

"Huh...... I knew you'd say that...... "Sulfona squinted, "so I had to come back a lot after that." Even if it's Kazunai's own troubles, you can come and talk to me!"

"It's useless to visit often. Tokitsuki Kazeno glared at Sulfura and said, "First of all, you are a person who can't be trusted by me. So I can't believe what you're saying. ”

"How so?"

"Take the lie you told to Hirohei......" Kazeno Tokitsuki paused, "You can know the identity of Yuko's parents and tell them to Hirohei, which proves that you have your own way of obtaining this information." So how could you not know that Yuko's mother is actually Yuko's biological mother?"

"Oh, is that so?"

"And not only did you not tell him about it, but you also kept emphasizing to him Cinderella's fairy tale - in the fairy tale, Cinderella's mother and sister are stepmother and stepsister, and Zohei was misled by you into thinking that Yuko was abused by her stepmother. But the two of them are indeed biological mother and daughter. ”

"Then why did Yuko's mother abuse Yuko?"

Just as you don't need a reason to love your family, you don't need a reason to look down on your family. Tokitsuki sneered, "If one of the brothers or sisters becomes the princess of the family unconditionally, then whoever of the members becomes a slave who cannot disobey others is also unconditional." Not only is love gratuitous, but contempt is gratuitous. ”

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"Especially if there is a princess in the house, there must be a servant with her. Tokitsuki continued, "Money, labor, love, position, and happiness are all relative and limited things. If you want to provide for the princess at home, you must also extract something from another place that can be used to make offerings. If the exploited accept the situation, they will see it as 'the love of family'. That's just the way it is. ”

"That's a cruel fact. Sulfur shrugged her shoulders and said, "But Yuko's father is still good to her." ”

"His father ......," Kazeno Tokitsuki sneered, "That's what really makes Yuko desperate." Yuko always felt that her father would help her when she received abuse from her mother for no reason. In the end, when she did call her father for help, he couldn't help him with anything. Yuko hadn't been in touch with her father until then, so perhaps she was worried that her ideals of her father would be shattered. ”

"Yuko, who lost the last straw, finally couldn't bear it anymore. 'Father will help me' - such a wish was the only thing on her mind. It's like sealing the windows of a solitary prison and completely cutting off the hope of others. "So, who persuaded her to ask her father for help?"

Faced with Sulfona's sharp question, Tokitsuki Kaze returned a cold gaze.

"For some young girls, life may be more painful than death. You yourself are a conglomeration of lies, do you want Yuko to deceive herself all day long? Every day you fantasize that your father can help you, and one day it will be exposed. Rather than live in such pain, it is better to go straight to perdition. If you let your death be reflected in a popular fairy tale...... Isn't this also a form of immortality?"

"That's what you think......"

"It doesn't matter what I think. Tokitsuki Kazeno frowned and said, "Why don't you make this clear to Hehei? Why do you lie to him and not tell him the truth? He obviously trusts you so much!"

Tokitsuki Kazuna's tone couldn't help but become urgent.

"I said...... Mr. Tsukehei is relying on his sister for his life. Father or something, I don't know where I went. Mother's words are also a bleak mother. "What would happen to him if I told him this?"

Tokitsuki Kazeno was stunned for a moment, and she looked at Sulfur blankly.

Tokitsuki Kazeno thought of a possibility, and she felt sadness in it. But Tokitsuki Kazeno was still driven by something to speak out about this possibility.

"He would start to doubt his relationship with his sister. He would wonder why he loved his sister, and he would wonder if she really liked him. He'll ......"

If Pyei, who is dependent on his sister for his life, has doubts about this matter, the impact will be like a high-rise building whose foundation has been knocked out. Even if you immediately go crazy like Yuko, it's not impossible to jump from the stairs.

"You ......" Kazeno Tokitsuki looked at Sulfura with the same eyes as a monster, "Because I knew that my mother and sister had done something excessive, I deliberately said that they were my stepmother and stepsister." knew that it was my father's fault, but he didn't mention it at all. Just to prevent Zoping from losing his trust in family relationships. After you know what happened to Yuko, why do you think of these things? Ordinary people can't think of this, right!?Ordinary people will feel sympathy for Yuko's experience, disdain for Yuko's mother, or ......"

"Because, I love everyone. Sulfona laughed, her face as strange as an ancient Japanese face against the backdrop of her long black hair, "Because I love Mr. Kohei, I always think about Mr. Kohei." Mr. Tsupyeong must not be hurt by a single word. And it is also necessary to balance the relationship between everyone so that everyone is happy. ”

"Have you been thinking about these things all the time? Thinking about things from other people's perspectives, thinking about other people's things all the time, 24 hours a day...... Why would you want to do such a thing?"

"Isn't that a good thing?"

"Yes, that's a good thing, but your act of doing good is so unusual. Tokitsuki shook his head slightly as if he wanted to avoid something, "Some bad people do bad things and look like they do good things. And you do good deeds as if you do bad deeds. You can't be understood by anyone else. ”

"What does it matter if you don't get understood or something?" Sulfona shook her head, "I'm doing this for everyone's good. Hello everyone, I'm done with my mission. You may not understand, but I shouldn't have come to this world. ”

"What ...... you say?"

"My mother, who died when she gave birth to me. Is my existence squeezing out my mother's life in this world?" Sulfona swung her legs as if bored, "You may not be able to understand it, but since I came to this world, I feel that I owe everything in this world. It's like there's a ledger in the dark, and I have to pay it off desperately to get even. It's all settled, that's how I am, I have to be nice to everyone, it's my debt, because I forcibly got my life out of this world. ”

"You're crazy, you're crazy. Tokitsuki Kazeno shook his head and said, "Your words are baseless, everything is your imagination." Moreover, this is not love at all, you are not loving everyone at all. ”

"What is love? to think about others regardless of gain or loss...... Isn't this love?" Sulfura frowned as if she really didn't understand, "Isn't it? I owe it to everyone, so I do my best for everyone's good, isn't this love?"

"But love should bring joy and happiness to both parties!"

"Yes, I'm very happy now!"

Sulfona said with a smile, then changed her expression again. It was a somewhat surprised expression, and with that expression, Sulfona continued, "I'm happy." After that, there is a sad expression, a slightly impatient expression, a cold expression, a focused expression, an angry expression, a crying and laughing expression, a kind expression, a gentle expression, a happy expression, a sad expression, a shy expression, a sad expression, a murderous expression, a serious expression, a proud expression, a lost expressionβ€”

The expression on Sulfona's face kept changing, and with each expression she conjured, she would say:

"I'm so happy!"

As if it was molting, the mask of her expression faded from Sulfona's body layer by layer. Tokitsuki's eyes widened as she watched Sulfur's rampage. The peeling expression was like a jewel taken from the statue, and it slammed heavily on the ground. Something hot was piling up in Tokitsuki Kazuno's mind, and she knew she was going to tell a fairy tale again.