Chapter 11: Looking Back

Ji Yao looked at the angry King Su, and couldn't help feeling a little guilty. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info If you can, if you have other options, how can Ji Yao be willing to become what you are now with King Su?

Now that he has made his choice, there is no room for regret and retreat, Ji Yao has thought more than once: if one day, King Ding and the East Palace really face to face fierce conflict, King Su, as the right-hand man of the East Palace, as long as he threatens the rights of His Royal Highness the Prince, he will definitely stop him at all costs.

Good friends will eventually become enemies one day, and these things will always come, but now they are just to face them in advance.

Ji Yao took a breath and slowly spoke: "Yes, I don't want to leave Jinling City, I don't want to just give up everything I have here. I want to live well, I want the Chang family to live well, I want to get everything I deserve, instead of leaving like this. What a dull life, I don't want, I've never been such a person, you know, I'm ambitious. ”

"If you are ambitious, you can hurt your friends? Ji Yao, I believe in you so much, is that how you treat me? Have you never had any affection for me? Even if it's a ...... between friends Wouldn't you be willing to give a little of your affection? What am I to you? ”

King Su was already angry with bruises on his forehead, he pressed Ji Yao's shoulder tightly, using more and more force, Ji Yao shook off his hand in pain, turned sideways to him and said: "You and I used to be very good friends, and you have helped me a lot, but you and I should understand that in this situation, it is impossible for us to be friends forever." There will always be a day when you want to meet each other, so it's better to break it earlier and save the trouble later. ”

Ji Yao...... It turns out that in your heart, I am just an ordinary friend, and I am a dispensable stepping stone in your plan and great cause, right? Seeing that Ji Yao was always facing away from him, King Su couldn't help but take a step forward, forcing her to look at his gaze, and said word by word, "When I first returned to Jinling City, I heard that your friends around you had left you, I didn't understand it very well at that time, but now I understand." Actually, it's not that they are far away from you, it's that you don't want them, as a friend, I hope you will always be well, and don't indulge in this endless power and money......"

"I'm not obsessed with power and money, I just want to fight for a little status for myself and the Chang family. In the future, the world will change greatly, and it will not be the people who will suffer? If I don't take precautions in advance, then our Chang family will inevitably be attacked from all sides. There's no other way for me to do this, and I know I'm sorry for you, but I'm sorry if you try to convince me because of this. I couldn't, one of my feet had already stepped in, and it was impossible to take the other foot back. ”

Ji Yao looked at King Shangsu's painful and incredulous gaze, and once again looked away and said, "Don't look at me with this kind of gaze, what kind of person I am, haven't you always been very clear?" You shouldn't be surprised that I did this. Since this is the case, then I won't hide it from you today, I know that the crown prince is my father's killer, and it is absolutely impossible for me to return to the East Palace camp in order to take revenge. Anyone who stops me, I won't pay attention to it, even if it's the people around me, I will rush over without hesitation, even if I accidentally hurt the people around me, I can only say sorry, this is a choice I can't make. ”

Hearing Ji Yao's words, King Su was completely dead in his heart, he frowned tightly, slowly retreated step by step, and then shook his head, looking at Ji Yao as if he was looking at a madman: "Wake up, what can you get by doing this?" Do you do something unreasonable for the sake of momentary resentment, have you thought about what you can get after the result is achieved, and you will look back at the people around you when the time comes, but there is still one person here? ”

"From the day I chose to go down this path, I knew that every day I was going to be alone and that there was no one to help me. All I can do is do my best to preserve my strength and try to live, I live in this world, not for myself, but for the whole Chang family, so many times I have to start from the interests of the Chang family, not from my personal emotions. I know that one day you will also understand this truth, everything you do will be based on the interests of the East Palace, not from personal emotions, and one day you will do the same thing as me to use the people around you, I am just in front of you. ”

Ji Yao's chest rose and fell very badly, in fact, when she said this, her heart was also very painful, but she knew that she had no way, she had to do this, it was better for two people to fight in a dignified manner than for one of them to sacrifice everything he had, including his life, for the other, it was not worth it, and she couldn't afford it.

It is very cruel to stop a person from moving forward with love, it leaves you with no chance to fight back, no room to fight back. You can't and can't make any gesture of refusal. This is the most hated thing for Ji Yao, because she knows very well that if King Su really does what she thinks, then she will have no way to continue to take revenge, and she can only spend her life of guilt and pain.

And at this moment, King Su was completely immersed in great pain, he had carefully loved Ji Yao for more than ten years, but Ji Yao never knew.

When she was young, Ji Yao had Liu Xun, and the two of them were always very envious when they were together, and King Su was sometimes even a little jealous, why did Ji Yao prefer to play with Liu Xun instead of herself?

Later, King Su was ordered to leave Jinling, and at that time Ji Yao and Liu Xun had already established a relationship, and King Su could be said to have left Jinling with anger and sorrow.

When he returned to Jinling again, he got the news that Liu Xun and Ji Yao had become mortal enemies, and the two had never interacted with each other, and they were bound to put each other to death.

Although a lot of things happened to Ji Yao at that time, and he felt very sorry for Ji Yao, there was some faint joy in his heart, he felt as if his feelings over the years had finally not been in vain, and he finally had the opportunity to see the sunshine again.