Chapter 333: Tangled Psychology
Jiang Chuan explained this unbearable memory to Yang Shuping with tears in his eyes, and at the same time explained: "I thought that Avon was a girl who relied on men everywhere, and when she found that she couldn't eat me, she would realistically send that child to the old couple's house. However, I didn't expect that she would keep the child and raise it so big. When I saw this fact today, I was shocked, so I didn't have the courage to tell you the truth of the matter right away. ”
Yang Shuping shed tears while listening to Jiang Chuan's story, and only at this time did she wipe away her tears, and said gloomily: "Jiang Chuan, maybe as you said, it was a mistake to combine with Avon, but when that sick child was born, would there be a chance for you to turn back?
Jiang Chuan lowered his head and pondered for a long time before he smiled helplessly: "Shuping, do you think I should accept my fate at that time and let my life talent be completely buried?"
Yang Shuping asked rhetorically: "Do you still have an impression of the little Lily in the picture?"
Jiang Chuan nodded silently.
Yang Shuping took out her mobile phone, flipped to the picture again, and handed it to Jiang Chuan: "Please take a look at your biological daughter again to see if she is cute?"
Jiang Chuan took her phone with a trembling right hand, and little Lily's haggard smile appeared in front of his eyes again, and his vision gradually blurred.
He finally sighed: "I never dreamed that the sick baby girl had grown so big and so cute." ”
Yang Shuping suppressed her excitement and continued to ask: "Do you feel pity for her except when you see her cuteness? After she was born, in addition to not being able to enjoy the healthy and unrestrained growth of other children, she cruelly lost the warmth of her father's love. Is this fair to her?"
Jiang Chuan's nose was sour, and tears came out of his eyes again-
Yang Shuping's tone softened slightly: "Jiang Chuan, there are some things that are destined to be unavoidable. Haven't you thought about that kid all these years?"
"Shuping, I wasn't ready to be a father at all, and during Avon's pregnancy, I kept arguing with her and forced her to have an abortion many times. Perhaps, my mood at that time would not have shown a fatherly love at all. ”
Yang Shuping couldn't help but sigh: "Yes, when you no longer cherish Avon, can you still cherish what you should have with her?"
Jiang Chuan nodded: "Maybe father's love must be built on a solid foundation of love." Love hurts dilute everything, including fatherly love. ”
Yang Shuping glared at him fiercely: "What about maternal love? Why can't Avon give up her maternal love all the time?"
"This..."
"Jiang Chuan, you said before that Avon has many shortcomings, and I also recognize that there is such a woman. But through her insistence on her daughter, little Lily, it is enough to read something shining in her. So, please don't complain that she has delayed your youth. Although you have not walked easily all these years, what is nothing compared to the thorns she has suffered? You now owe not only your daughter, but also her. ”
Jiang Chuan was shocked, and finally nodded slowly: "You are right, I was wrong, maybe when I took the first step on the wrong path, I had no other choice but to keep going." ”
Yang Shuping's heart is also very conflicted, and she can't let go of the deep relationship she has established with Jiang Chuan for more than four years. But as a sane girl, she must leave behind any selfish thoughts and not let her boyfriend leave any regrets because of herself.
She then made it clear: "The wrong path is that you can't go on, but the heart can turn back." Jiang Chuan, now is the time for you to go back and pick up the fatherly love you have given up for seven years. At the very least, you have to have an account for your own daughter. ”
Jiang Chuan held the mobile phone in his hand and looked at the photos of his daughter for a long time, and the ripples in his heart rose again.
At this time, the two dishes they asked for had been served, but no one moved their chopsticks.
At the same time, Qin Songmu was driving on the way home, carrying his daughter and Fang Xiaowan in the car. By this time night had fallen, and they had eaten dinner before leaving.
Qin Songmu said to her daughter at this time: "Duoduo, have you seen it? Although we left very late today, Lily and your mother Wei are still reluctant to give up on you. So, when you go home, be sure to organize your personal belongings and prepare to live in the ward dormitory. ”
Qin Duoduo already had an inseparable emotion there, and immediately nodded: "There is no problem." As long as you say when you want to move in, I can move things in at any time. ”
Qin Songmu nodded and smiled: "You are really Dad's good daughter." At present, some hardware facilities are being arranged on the fourth floor, and when the time comes, it will be like home. It is estimated that it will be possible to move in in two or three days. ”
Qin Duoduo blinked: "Dad, will you also live in it?"
Qin Songmu secretly glanced at Fang Xiaowan through the reflector in the car, and then smiled at her daughter: "Of course." Dad has to protect his baby girl. ”
Fang Xiaowan's psychology seemed very conflicted, and she snorted coldly at Qin Songmu's words.
Qin Duoduo suddenly asked her at this time, "Sister Xiaowan, what is going on with Aunt Avon today?"
Fang Xiaowan sighed gloomily: "Alas, this world is really small. The 10,000 yuan red envelope I received today was actually sent by Lily's biological father. ”
Qin Duoduo looked surprised: "Could it be that Jiang Chuan is Lily's biological father?"
Fang Xiaowan nodded: "Yes." ”
"But why does Aunt Avon keep calling people her and Lily's enemies?"
Fang Xiaowan smiled bitterly: "Duoduo, you are still young, and you don't understand that the 'relatives' and 'enemies' in the world are often in a thought." ”
Qin Duoduo looked disapproving: "I'm almost twenty years old, don't I still understand the truth of love becoming hate?"
Before Fang Xiaowan didn't reply, she asked Qin Songmu again: "Dad, will you become an enemy with my mother?"
Qin Songmu shook his head: "Of course I won't." Because she's your mom, I'll only see her as a friend. However, Lily's biological father is not comparable to your mother. Lily's mother resented that man, and it was understandable. ”
"Is it because he doesn't care about Lily?"
Qin Songmu's face looked very confused: "After I talked to your sister Xiaowan on the phone, I went to your mother Wei to understand the situation." But she didn't know much, just that the biological father who abandoned Lily back then is now making a fortune in Zhoujing City, and after seeing Lily's news on WeChat, he sent a red envelope of 10,000 yuan, but Lily's mother ordered Sister Xiaowan to return the red envelope. Alas, since that man is hiding, why did he appear, I really don't understand. ”
Fang Xiaowan accosted at this time: "Didn't Sister Wei tell you that this complete Lily's biological father and current girlfriend only sent 10,000 yuan in red envelopes and left her name in order to show off him?"
Qin Songmu frowned: "Qingxia's physical condition was not very good at that time, so she just gave me a few words. ”
Fang Xiaowan's spirits perked up: "Okay, I'll tell you and Duoduo the ins and outs of the matter in detail." ”
Because Qin Songmu was almost home, he motioned to Fang Xiaowan: "Okay, but let's talk about it when we get home." ”
Qin Duoduo was full of curiosity about Lili's biological father's situation, so as soon as she entered the house, she immediately pulled Fang Xiaowan to the sofa in the living room: "Sister Xiaowan, can you tell me what happened?"
Fang Xiaowan was pressed on the sofa by her, a little helpless: "Duoduo, why are you curious about this?"
"Because Aunt Avon behaved very scary in Mother Wei's hospital room in the afternoon, it shocked me and Lily. If it weren't for the sake of coaxing Lily, I would have heard her tell her what had happened, but I was eager to know the ins and outs of the matter. ”
Fang Xiaowan smiled indifferently: "I can tell you what happened, and I will also tell you some things that even Avon doesn't know." But you have to allow me to go to the bathroom, you can't hold my back to tell a story, right?"
Qin Duoduo smiled awkwardly and let go of Fang Xiaowan.
While Fang Xiaowan went to the bathroom, she gave an order to Qin Songmu on the side: "I'm thirsty, you should make me a cup of tea." ”
Qin Duoduo immediately said, "I'll make tea for Sister Xiaowan." ”
Qin Songmu saw that one of them went to the bathroom and the other went to the kitchen to make tea, so he sat down in the middle of the sofa and recalled everything that happened today...
At this time, Qin Yingying, who was in the sixth ward, should also go home. Because she had dinner with the old man Li Xiuzhi in ward 3044, she took a bath and chatted for a while, but she was delayed a lot of time.
Li Xiuzhi saw that it was completely dark outside, so she told her youngest son: "Rongfeng, you have to personally send Yingying home." ”
Zhang Rongfeng nodded in agreement, and followed Qin Yingying out of the ward.
Qin Yingying was in the corridor of the ward out of the ward, walking side by side with Zhang Rongfeng, and asked, "Have you connected everything today?"
Zhang Rongfeng nodded: "Yes." If the funds are available, I plan to hire a car the day after tomorrow and take my mother directly to the hospital in Beijing. ”
"Oh, then your two brothers still won't pay?"
Zhang Rongfeng said gloomily: "I called them separately, but they said that they were financially tight, and they didn't want to support my wrong decision. ”
Qin Yingying looked very indignant: "There is nothing wrong with trying everything to save my mother. Your two older brothers are really going to make excuses. ”
"Well, I don't really have confidence in that hospital either. However, even if I didn't lose my mind, my mother's current situation forced me to take a risk. ”
Qin Yingying couldn't help but worry: "If the eldest lady appears in Beijing, you may be condemned by them as a 'sinner for the ages'." ”
Zhang Rongfeng let out a wry smile: "This is the pressure I have to bear." As long as I feel that I have a clear conscience, I must do it, and I can't leave any regrets for myself. ”