Chapter 316: Unwilling to Let Go

Probably unwillingly, he said that fact, and he didn't want Shen Xichen to have that idea again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

She didn't have amnesia, so he didn't have to go through that effort. If you lose it, you will lose it, and no matter how hard you try, you can't get it back.

"Master......" Shen Jue pursed his lips, looking at Ming Xichen's appearance at the moment, he didn't know what to say in his heart.

Miss Huang did not have amnesia, but she was no longer the same as before, and he must have been very disappointed in her master.

After going through so much, Miss Huang must be tired, otherwise, why did she suddenly stop.

It's just that in this way, it is the master who is uncomfortable. These two men have always been like this, and thousands of years have been spent on the road of pursuing each other. Finally one day, one of them got tired and stopped chasing and running. Along the way, has your original intention changed?

Miss Huang wants to let go, this is also inevitable. After all, who can bear to end their lives twice at the hands of their loved ones? I've been able to hold on until now, and I've exhausted my strength.

"She, hate me?"

At this moment, Hell Xichen was like an abandoned little beast, loss and sadness surging all over his body, draining all his strength. It's an emotion that's worse than sadness and loss.

It was as if I saw the shadow of the light, but the light passed by in an instant. His world was illuminated by the light for a moment, and then it was dark and silent again.

Did she hate him? After all he had done, could he expect her to treat him the same way he had been? No way, it was extravagant hope. This ending should have been understood a long time ago, shouldn't it?

Even if it is a desireless infiltrator, it is difficult to return to its original appearance after being hurt again and again. Moreover, they are laymen, and how can a wounded heart be restored overnight. Even if the broken mirror can be reunited, the crack can never be erased, and the horizontal stem is in the heart, so clear.

It's him, the person who hurt her has always been him, it's him who is determined to protect her. Now that I think about it, those words that used to be sworn by were like jokes, and the person who hurt her the most was the one who swore to protect her. What a ridiculous joke!

Wandering around life and death again and again, stealing life under the shadow of death, anyone will get tired of it.

He was the one who pushed her away, how could he blame her? He was not qualified. He deserves it......

She must have hated him. If she hates, it's okay, at least she's still in her heart. But in her eyes, there is no wave, no love or hate, no stranger but not familiar, this kind of calm is what makes people haggard.

It's like he's become a passerby in her life, and it doesn't matter if it's there or not. This is where the real cruelty comes in, where what was once the most important position becomes insignificant, not even the people she just met around her. This blow is the hardest to endure.

There was a bitter smile on his face, and he couldn't hide it even if he wanted to.

They are probably born enemies, and they always know how to deal a fatal blow to each other. But this person who should be an enemy wants to come together, although for her, he has become insignificant, but he still doesn't want to give up.

She is his light, and he can see nothing without her.

"Master......" Shen Jue looked at him, and there was also a trace of sigh in his heart, who can tell the matter between these two people.

"Perhaps, Miss Huang, it's only temporary?"

He didn't know what else to say, so he could only comfort him like this. Whether it's temporary or not, how can he know? Miss Huang's mind is like that of the master, and he can't guess it.

The smile on Xi Xichen's lips became more and more bitter, I don't know if he was mocking his delusions or sarcastically deserving it.

For thousands of years, he knew best what kind of person she was. Does he really have a chance? Is he still qualified to stand by her side? Will she, will he still let him stand by her side?

That deep sense of powerlessness swept through every inch of his heart, and only her affairs made it difficult for him to choose.

I don't want to let go, I don't want to let go after all.

His entanglements were not deliberately hidden, and his contradictory emotions were exposed to the outside, under his nose.

Desperately, he looked in the direction they had left, it was pitch black, and he couldn't see anything for a long time.

"Is the master going to give up?" his voice was low, with a certain indescribable subtlety. He didn't believe in his master, so he gave up.

These two people have been stumbling all the way, and he has seen them all in his eyes, and if he just gives up, it is a negation of all his previous efforts.

Shen Xichen's eyes were full of helplessness. How could he be willing to give up, the last thing he wanted to do in his life was to let go of her hand. But each time he sent her away, letting her slip away from him. To this day, is there anything he can do to recover it?

Just looking at her indifferent eyes, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart. This is probably his punishment, the punishment for the pain he brought to her. However, he would rather die a thousand times or ten thousand times than such a punishment.

Stygian shook his head, and said leisurely, "Does the master know what Miss Phoenix did during the time when she lost her memory?"

With that, he looked at him, shut his mouth, and said no more. When the master lost his memory, Miss Huang came to the demon palace alone, in order to find out the truth, although the final result was so tragic. Now, Miss Huang is tired, and it's time for the master to catch up.

He never thought that the two of them were over. If the master is really so decadent, then he will really let go.

Their relationship was not fake, so he always believed that no matter how many difficulties they had to go through, they would eventually be able to stand together.

If there is no result of such a thousand years of fate, what else is there to hope for in this world?

His words were like a lock, opening the closed dark door of Shen Xichen, and a glimmer of light loomed in his vision.

He recalled that during the time when he lost his memory, she suddenly came to the Demon Palace under the leadership of Yun Bufan to give him such a surprise.

She disguised herself as a man and approached him in the name of the Imperial Night. He knew what she was doing. Despite the loss of her memory, she still brought warmth to him. There has never been a person who has not given up on him at that moment.

She hadn't given up on him, so how could he give up on her. He didn't believe it, how could it be like this between them.

This time, he came to chase her, no matter how long, as long as she was still there, as long as she was still willing, as long as she allowed him to follow.

No, even if she doesn't allow it, he's going to follow her. (To be continued.) )