Feng Shuo had to catch a plane to Huacheng at night, and he and Chi Chi had only met for so long, so they could only eat a lunch of Tianchi together plus a bunch of grapes that Yu Yuan bought for Chi Chi.

I feel a little stuffy in my heart, but fortunately, at least this person I am worried about still sees it.

"It's better not to be too close to those merchants. ”

Feng Shuoke still remembers that there were those big bosses who loved "stamp collecting" a few years ago, but in recent years, the circle has become a little more transparent than before, and artists don't necessarily have to wait for a big boss to enjoy food, so there are not so many such things.

"Yes, I know. Chi Chi smiled, "Chi ...... The chairman is still a good person, you don't have to worry about me in this regard. ”

The value of the star is high, and it will naturally become expensive. Chi Chi is still very confident in whether she can protect herself, since she became famous, she has not had a single dinner, and she has not seen any fewer scripts looking for her.

"How can you not worry, we are friends, we must care about each other, worry about each other, I was unhappy with Jing Tao at the beginning, didn't you worry about me too?"

Feng Shuo said as he peeled his last grape of the day and slowly put it in his mouth.

"Huh?" Chi Chi looked at Dou Baojia, then at Feng Shuo, and then at Dou Baojia, and suddenly, she felt that something was not right in the atmosphere.

After confirming from the expressions of the two people that there was really nothing abnormal, she smiled and said, "I'm not worried at all, I have an agent to help you deal with it, and there is Sister An in the crew, I am very confident in you, and nothing will happen." ”

……

Feng Shuo covered his chest slightly when he got out of the car, he really felt something crack in his chest just now, as if hot iron was poured on 10,000-year-old ice - quickly solidified, and then collapsed.

Dou Baojia, who followed him to get into the car, couldn't help laughing after closing the car door, and patted the car door while laughing: "Wan nian old virgin, you don't learn to flirt with girls! Hahahahaha, Chi Chi learning to be coquettish can make my heart skip a beat, you learn this...... Hahahaha!"

Feng Shuo ignored her completely, put on a sleep hood, and turned on the music to the maximum.

"Seriously. ”

Dou Baojia leaned over and patted Feng Shuo's thigh.

"When you are a star, you will definitely get full marks for flirting with fans, but if you want to chase Chi Chi, you have to increase your gender charm, you know, girls are not chasing like this!"

Feng Shuo □□ his head out of the hood and looked at Dou Baojia: "Then you are very experienced?"

His usually gender-ambiguous agent gave him a smug look and said, "That's a must!"

Feng Shuo raised his eyebrows: "Then you teach me?"

Dou Baojia suddenly changed her face, all the frivolity on her face was put away, and she said to the artist who her subordinates had been holding like a treasure:

"I'll tease you, are you serious?!You're stupid to teach you to go to the pool? I might as well teach you to go to the pool! You go to the pool, we can still have money and resources, let you soak the pool, I'll just hang you! Teach you! Phew!"

Feng Shuo, whose young man's heart was broken again, completely ignored her.

……

Yu Yuan glanced at Chi Chi through the rearview mirror, her eyes were slightly closed, showing a little tiredness.

From eight o'clock in the morning to now it is five o'clock in the afternoon, during which she is highly focused on discussing the shooting with others, discussing the script, and dealing with Chi Jinwen.

"What you didn't finish in the morning, you can continue now. ”

The girl with her eyes closed suddenly spoke, startling Yu Yuan, who was secretly looking at her.

"Ah, what?

"Say what you didn't finish in the morning, when did you give up what you always wanted to do. ”

Chi Chi's voice was a little hoarse, she did say too much today, in order to better understand the role of the prince, she seized all the time to communicate with the screenwriter and director, and when she relaxed, she felt that her voice was not very comfortable.

"Do you want to say more?"

Yu Yuan was a little hesitant and a little surprised, she thought that the unintentional inquiry in the morning had already been left behind by Chi Chi, but she definitely didn't expect that a day had passed, and she still remembered the time that she hadn't finished.

"Why don't you say it? You want to say it, I want to hear it, say it. ”

Yu Yuan really wanted to tell her story, and if she could tell Chi Chi, she was willing to do a thousand or ten thousand, but in the morning, Dou Baojia intentionally or unintentionally diverted the topic, and what she poured out was pressed into her heart again.

Say?

If you want to say it, then move on.

The girl behind her eyes closed slightly, her expression was calm, and at this moment Yu Yuan knew very clearly that she was waiting for herself to speak, and she really wanted to listen.

When you want to speak, people just want to hear it, and sometimes it's a wonderful feeling.

"When I was fifteen years old, my father failed to invest and lost all his family money and owed foreign debts. My dad jumped from the stairs and didn't die, he was half-paralyzed after a suicide attempt, my sister's boyfriend dumped her, my mom ...... Let's go. ”

"My sister began to support my dad and me, she used to like to play the piano the most, and when the family was like that, she also made money by teaching others to play the piano, and her hands were almost crippled, and she was almost insulted by the parents of the children she taught.

I relied on my skills to beat up the stinky rascal, breaking two of his arms and one leg...... Because she was a minor, she was only sentenced to 18 months, and when I came out, I learned that my sister sold her tripod piano and paid for the other party's medical expenses for me, in exchange for my reduced sentence, no one dared to use her as a teacher, she could only sell labor and work in restaurants. ”

The sun was sinking, the sky was becoming obscure, the lights in the buildings were turned on one after another, and the street lights shone through the car windows on Yuan's face, and they were bright and clear.

"I didn't cry when I entered the game, I didn't cry when I was sentenced, and I cried when I knew that my sister's hand could no longer play the piano...... I touched her hand, and the joints of her hands were hard...... That's probably when I knew I wanted to live, and that was more important than any dream, to be an action star......"

I want to live, it's more important than any dream.

"Later, my dad died, and my sister met a foreigner, and I knew she wanted to leave all this, so I let her go with peace of mind. It's also good, I'm alive now, I can work, drive a luxury car, carry beautiful women, and hum songs without anything. ”

Yu Yuan tried his best to make his tone cheerful, but unfortunately failed.

"Dreams, it has always been a luxury, people can only have dreams when they are full, and when they are hungry, they don't even dare to think about tomorrow, let alone dreams. ”

"Yes. ”

The girl who had been silent still had her eyes closed, and she spoke slowly, and her voice hit Yu Yuan's heart.

"It's just a luxury, people have to live first, and then find their dreams...... I know a story, and yours is a bit like ......"

Chi Chi's voice was hoarse, her tone was slow and melodious, and she spoke as if she was babbling, as if she was reciting some poem engraved in her soul.

"About many, many years ago, there was a girl, when she was sixteen years old, she went to the city to watch a drama performance, especially the old joke, that is, a heroine would rather die than give in, and finally was beaten to death by a traitor. But the girl watched it for the first time, and she liked it very much, she wanted to be an actress at the time, and she went to sign up with the staff of the repertory troupe, and the other party saw that she could sing and dance, so she asked her to go to the interview after a while.

She was trapped in the city by heavy rain, and the drainage system in the whole city was not good at that time, but she was able to save her life, but when she heard that her home had been flooded, she walked all the way home after the rescue troops.

Her mother was starving in the tree with her nephew in her arms, and her brother and sister-in-law were gone.

Acting in dramas, she couldn't afford to support her mother and her nephew, so she went to the construction site to work as a counter, just to calculate how many bricks each worker moved and how much work he did every day. Later, she worked as a small worker for an engineer, learning a little in the east and a little in the west, because being an engineer earned a lot, at least she could make her little nephew drink milk. ”

The car drove slowly, and the girl said slowly, with traces of a long time in the story, like a yellowed scroll that gradually unfolded.

At that time, she would squat at the door of the troupe and listen to the free plays, and in the noisy theater, the voice was not clear at all, but she just liked it, listening, drawing, and drawing how those people stood and sat on stage.

Someone told her that she didn't dare to marry at all, and a woman with orphans and widows who married into a kind family would have to bow her head, and if she got married, she would never be able to mention acting again.

Gritting her teeth, she allowed her mother and nephew to live a relatively comfortable life, and she became a famous architect - a designer who liked to squat in front of the theater and draw drawings, and as soon as she painted, her nephew grew up.

The nephew grew up and entered the construction industry, she had to bring her nephew up, so she set up a construction team by herself, she thought, this can be regarded as laying a foundation for her nephew, and when her nephew gets married and starts a business, she thinks she can rest, she still wants to act, how ridiculous, a woman in her forties, no marriage, no children, only a heart that wants to act. ”

With Chi Chi's words, Yu Yuan seemed to really see a woman, standing in the sea of people, holding cold things that others didn't understand, and walking alone in the gaze of others.

He also carried a child and an old woman on his back.

There are relatives pressed on her body, and she can't throw it away.

There is something in her arms, and she is unwilling to give up, so her road is heavier and more difficult than others.

"Did she succeed? Did she become an actress? Did she act?"

Chi Chi opened his eyes and showed a faint smile at Yu Yuan.

"I, I don't remember, you have to make me think slowly, think slowly...... Her story is longer than yours, and if you want to hear the rest, you can find another one of your stories in exchange. ”

At this time, the girl wanted to sigh, and there was the depression she had accumulated in her heart these days.

Being alive is more important than dreams, and for a living being, being alive is more important than everything.

Anyone can live in his own way, which is shaped by his upbringing, by his experience, even if he is within the walls.

Yu Yuan's story woke up Chi Chi and made her throw away the entanglements of her days. She understands that a character always uses his own value orientation and thinking logic, but in fact, why is it so troublesome. Everyone in the world has a different way of living, she just needs to play a living person, to play a person who has nothing to do with her own thinking, the most important thing in the story is always people, not her logic.

"Only when you are alive can you unfold the story, and you can turn yourself into a blank sheet of paper before you can let others ......" 166 Reading Network