Chapter 13: Miyawaki Kaito's Past
"Liar, squad leader, how can there be a gun or something...... Kaidou laughed, "After all, there are guns or something on the high school campus, which is a bit exaggerated." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info It's not like the United States, where there can be very strict gun control regulations. ”
"The gun was in a violin case in a locker. I usually fight with guns or cold weapons, and with the physical ability of immortality, it is actually quite strong. To be honest, if I didn't bring some guns with me to a school in the basic defense system, I would be a little apprehensive. It's some kind of veteran syndrome. All in all, Kaidou-san, can you recognize the situation clearly? You're being held at gunpoint to the back of the head by me right now, and you'll die if I pull the trigger. Whether it's your miraculous right hand or your extraordinary physical ability, it's completely useless. To be precise, you've already lost when I've touched you. The squad leader said lightly, "How?" Do you want to try the real thing about this gun? ”
Kaito couldn't help but stop smiling. Kaito knew that although the squad leader sometimes giggled, he shouldn't be joking now.
"Oh, I get the squad leader." Kaidou nodded as if he thought of something, "You're reminding me that you can't be complacent because of your abilities, right?" The squad leader just told me that no matter how strong you are, if you are not careful and cautious in the quarantine area, you will die. I get it, I get it! The squad leader is performing this with me in actual behavior. I've understood, completely! ”
"No...... You don't understand at all, not the slightest bit of understanding. The squad leader put the gun in his hand to the back of the head of the top sea fighter, "Okay, throw that fragment on the ground, and then kick it away from afar." ”
Kaito was a little frustrated.
"What, squad leader, it turns out that you want that fragment too. He also told me that the fragment was not a very important thing, but Hima and you were going to grab it, did you really lie to me? Kaito asked, a little hurtful.
"This fragment is basically useless to me - and furthermore, to some extent, it is still harmful to me. Because it will speed up my rampage. ”
"Then why are you ...... squad leader?"
"I just don't want you to hold it, it's bad for you." The squad leader shrugged his shoulders, "You must want to take the fragments and run to the world of the powerful." ”
“…… You're right, squad leader. I was thinking, I must have been a capable person before I lost my memory, I want to know what kind of person I was before I lost my memory. I'm curious to know what kind of life I was living in the past. I think if I continue to use this superpower, I might be able to get the answer. ”
"Fool," the squad leader sighed, "in that case, you'll die before you get an answer." ”
"Is that so?"
"That's it...... "Okay, give up that unrealistic idea, and honestly sing the praises of youth in high school." ”
Kaito was silent for a moment.
"Squad leader, I asked you before, do you know me before the amnesia. At that time, you replied that I had amnesia shortly after you knew me. ”
"That's right."
"But that's a lie." Kaidou thought for a while and said, "I only lost my memory when I was in high school, so wouldn't we only know each other for half a year?" I always feel that you seem to know me quite well, and you are very good to me, and this is not a bond that can be accumulated in just half a year. ”
“……”
"I just asserted that I might die or something if I went to quarantine, has such a thing already happened? Did I almost die in quarantine in the past? If the squad leader and I weren't familiar with it before the amnesia, I wouldn't know. Squad leader, if it's you, you should know. Why do I have amnesia? ”
Kaidou stood quietly, and he felt strangely calm in his heart. This is a question that has been backlogged in his mind for a long time, and there is an unparalleled sense of relaxation when he asks it at this time. The squad leader has always been very mysterious, and Kaito also feels that if the squad leader says to do this, then this should be done. Although he is now being pointed at a gun by the squad leader, Kaidou can't hate the squad leader at all. He knew that the squad leader was doing this for his own good, and the squad leader was a gentle person by nature.
However, I really want to be willful.
The cold touch on the back of Kaito's head disappeared.
"Eh......" the squad leader sighed, "If it was me before, maybe I would be angry, and then hysterical." But now I can feel your feelings to some extent. What a disobedient child. ”
"Because the squad leader is always gentle with me, I feel that if I am a little disobedient, it seems that I can be forgiven by the squad leader." Kaidou said with a grin.
"Well, since you want to know, I'll tell you." "I said before that you had amnesia shortly after I met you - that's true. Things may not be the same in quarantine though, where people fight together, help with everything, and you can become very good friends in a matter of minutes. Although we haven't been together for a long time, you are still an important person to me. ”
"Eh......" Kaito couldn't help but blush, even though he knew that the squad leader didn't seem to mean it that way. What a pathetic high school boy.
"But I do know how you lost your memory." The squad leader shrugged, "Because that's what I did." ”
"Huh?"
"I'm the one who made you amnesiac." "My ability to turn your brain into a baby-like blank sheet of paper, and then shatter the part of your brain that is responsible for computing power." Then you won't be able to use your abilities for the rest of your life. I did it all with my own hands...... How? Hate me? ”
"Sounds scary...... Because I didn't know what kind of person I was before I lost my memory, I didn't have a sense of reality at all. How? Did I make the squad leader angry at that time? Kaito thought for a moment and said, "But, squad leader. Wouldn't your body be bad if you used your powers? That delicate balance was broken, and then the whole of Japan was blown up or something. ”
"That's right......" the squad leader sighed, "Don't you understand?" The reason why I wiped out your computing power was because you were already in a very dangerous state at that time. To put it simply, your abilities have run wild. ”
"Is that so?"
"Looking at your stupid face, you don't understand what the so-called ability rampage is. The so-called abilities are actually conscious, and although that consciousness is weak, they tend to evolve towards stronger abilities. Even the weakest ability holder will have a strong ability at some point in the future. When the power in your body is too strong and your body can't bear it, the ability will go viral. In order to be able to move to a higher level, it will transform your body and adapt your body to stronger abilities. Sometimes, it is possible for the body of the capable person to become as hard as iron. ”
"Really? But isn't it good to be stronger? Kaito asked confusedly.
"It's enough to just transform your body, but even your consciousness will begin to transform after the power goes berserk. If the ability thinks that your mind is too fragile to handle the ability itself, she will transform you into the person she needs. Your personality, your worldview, your memories, and even your sense of self-identity can be tampered with by your abilities. This process is known as 'psychic contamination of ability'. Generally speaking, the people I have seen who have been transformed are like machines, using their abilities all the time, and not knowing anything else. ”
“……”
"At that time, I sensed that your spirit had been polluted, so I had to do it. Human memory is divided into four stages - remembering, preserving, playing, and recognizing. Like a video tape, the recorded image is labeled for record. Keep them carefully and regenerate them with a VCR when you want to see them. Make sure that the regenerated content is the same as before, and that if one of the functions fails, the mind will not function properly. Among them, erasing your preserved memories is the most convenient way to solve mental pollution. So you have amnesia. And I also take responsibility for taking care of your life in high school. Because I hurt you, I am here to atone for my sins as well. ”
After the squad leader told the truth, Kaidou couldn't help but fall silent.
"Alright, Kaito-san. You know everything you want to know. The squad leader said, "Don't use your abilities arbitrarily. After I destroyed your computing power, your abilities were reset. But if you use too much, there is also a possibility of going berserk. Abilities are definitely not such a convenient thing, and if you can not use them, try not to use them. To be exact, you've already died once in quarantine, don't go to that dangerous place again, okay. ”
The squad leader's words softened.
"It turns out that quarantine and abilities are such dangerous things......"
"That's it. I don't think there's anything wrong with what the Japanese government is doing, and those who are capable are indeed potential terrorists. They themselves may not have the idea of destroying anything, but the abilities stored in their bodies are not at all estimated and are not subject to moral constraints. Such a powerful and unbridled force is terrorism. There is no uniform law in the world in the quarantine zone, and it is completely unclear what is good and evil, so stay away from that kind of place. ”
"But...... What about the squad leader? ”
"Huh? I? The squad leader seemed stunned for a moment, she couldn't understand what Kaito was saying.
"The squad leader will also use the ability in the future, and then wander around the quarantine area or something...... Isn't that dangerous? ”
"What are you talking about, if I feel dangerous, then the quarantine area is a devil's cave." The squad leader smiled dumbly, "Have you forgotten?" I can't even die. And I'm so experienced, I lived in quarantine while you were still wearing open crotch pants. Rather, I watched the quarantine develop. It was like my home. ”
"But...... It's still dangerous. As you said, squad leader, even the most powerful person may die suddenly. If the squad leader is caught by the bad guys and constantly dissected or something, I can't feel at ease when I think about it. Kaidou said very seriously, "The squad leader has helped me so much, and I also want to be the power of the squad leader!" ”