Chapter 410: Showing the Heart
Mother Qin said a word to Qin Yafu, then went straight into the guest room and closed the door with her hand.
Lin Zihang was secretly happy in his heart, but he tried to restrain himself, held Qin Yafu's shoulder, and said softly: "Wife, then, let's go to bed early, right?" ”
"Hmm." Qin Yafu brushed his hand away, turned around and entered the bedroom with an expressionless face.
Lin Zihang lightly followed her to bed, and when he saw the person with his back to him, he stretched out his hand, wanting to hug her to sleep as before, but he was afraid that she would be annoyed, so he took it back and lay down next to her obediently.
His heart is also very chaotic, of course he has to tell his parents about this news, with their bearing, even if it is unpleasant, it is impossible to say anything about this kind of thing, but it will always spread out, what others say, he can not care, but can Qin Yafu bear it?
Lin Zihang understands Qin Yafu, she has too many weaknesses, and any wind and grass can scratch her, but such a person is so strong that he wants to do his best in everything, but how can it be so easy in reality? So much so that every time I will be hit on the head and bleeding.
To say that things have developed to such an embarrassing point today, Lin Zihang admits that he is also responsible.
In fact, from the very beginning, Qin Yafu was very low-key, she didn't want everyone to know, it was a safe approach, although it was still empty in the end, but the impact was definitely better than now.
It's because of her own showing off everywhere that she is a little difficult to control her now, there is no problem with her family, and her circle of friends is easy to say, it is not difficult to let them shut up in front of her, but what about her colleagues? And all the half-familiar, half-strange do-gooders around you? When Bao Qi came out and hit her in front of her for a few words, it would make her even more painful.
Of course, these will pass sooner or later, and only the blow left in her heart is the most fatal.
She has always been sensitive, and the impact of this incident on her is far from being erased so easily.
Alas! It seems that the good life of the two of them who have just stopped for a few days will definitely be broken again.
Lin Zihang had a headache when he thought about this, tossed and turned, and had some difficulty sleeping.
Qin Yafu beside her honestly maintained a posture for a long time, but how could Lin Zihang believe that she could sleep?
"Yafu," Lin Zihang finally reached out and gently stroked her arm, "Can you talk for a while?" ”
"No, I'm sleepy." Qin Yafu's voice had a hint of laziness, obviously not in his heart, but Lin Zihang had no way to refuse, so he had to say, "Okay, you can sleep." ”
Lin Zihang turned over for a while, but she really couldn't sleep, and she was afraid that she would be disturbed by such a toss, so she got out of bed.
When Lin Zihang opened the bedroom door and was about to smoke a cigarette, he found that the TV in the living room was on, but the volume was very low, and there was almost no sound.
He didn't expect Qin's mother to come outside, so he hurriedly turned around and closed the door, turned on the small light in the living room, and went to pour a cup of hot water for his mother-in-law and handed it over, and then sat next to her.
"Mom, you, you, you didn't sleep either?" Lin Zihang asked a little embarrassed.
"Well, she slept?" Mother Qin glanced at the bedroom, and although she couldn't see anything, her worry was still obvious.
"Yes, probably not." Lin Zihang thought about it, but he still told the truth, he felt that there was no need to lie in front of his mother-in-law, and with Qin Yafu's current situation, it was impossible for her to fall asleep.
"yes, she shouldn't have slept, but she won't talk to you? Alas! Qin's mother sighed clearly, "This kid is not good at all, his heart is too heavy, Zihang, I have wronged you!" ”
As soon as Qin's mother's words came out, Lin Zihang was a little flattered, he had been living under his mother-in-law's critical gaze, and he never imagined that one day he would hear the old lady say this.
He hurriedly waved his hand: "No, no grievances, Mom, don't say that, Yafu is fine with everything, she doesn't have any fault, if I didn't take care of her at the beginning, she wouldn't have so many troubles today, so, the root is mine, I can't blame her for being angry." ”
In Lin Zihang's eyes, Qin Yafu is a treasure, she is right in everything she says and does, as long as she doesn't touch his bottom line, she is a perfect goddess, although Qin's mother also knows about Qin Yafu's first miscarriage, and the responsibility is indeed more on Lin Zihang's side, but after so long, Qin Yafu grabbed it again, and it was clear that it was her fault, but fortunately, Lin Zihang did not mean to blame.
Qin's mother was also very moved, she didn't like Lin Zihang very much at the beginning, not because he was not worthy of his daughter, or because he had any bad behavior that made her hate, on the contrary, Qin's mother was just like her daughter, and she had an inferiority complex in her subconscious: because he was too good.
This man is good-looking, has a good family background, has a flexible mind, is smart, and treats Qin Yafu well, logically speaking, it should be gratifying, but why can't the hearts of this mother and daughter be so uneasy?
The Cinderella who won the prince's true love because of a ball is the protagonist that every girl aspires to be, but after she really becomes the protagonist, how can she have pain like sitting on pins and needles?
Although Qin's mother is old, she can still guess her daughter's careful thinking, and then look at Lin Zihang, who has been treated by her daughter all day long, she also understands his suffering.
These two people, no matter what aspect they are, have some helplessness to force the union, one is too enthusiastic to chase, and the other is too uneasy to accept, so that the giver and the harvester are suffering, and their life like this makes Qin's mother not at ease at all.
Mother Qin shook her head and said a fair word: "Zihang, it's rare that you can tolerate her bad things so much, speaking of which, I can't stand it if you always let you hold her like this." ”
"No, Mom, you think too much, I didn't hold her, I like to be with her, so, no matter what she thinks, I can accept it, that is, that is, I don't want to leave her."
Lin Zihang was half aggrieved, half coquettishly lowered his head, and it was only later that he figured out what the fear in Qin Yafu's eyes meant when she came out of the ultrasound room, needless to say, she felt sorry for herself again, and of course she moved the idea of separation.
To say that Lin Zihang is not tired, it is simply impossible, any person who fights with iron, who guards and protects every day, thinks about leaving him first when he encounters something, I believe he will also live an uncomfortable life, but, no way, this is fate, who makes him like her?
From the very beginning, he was the one who chased after him in vain, and until now, he feels more and more hard-won, and he refuses to let go.
"She won't leave you!" Mother Qin looked at Lin Zihang with a bitter face and couldn't help but comfort.
He is like a child who doesn't grow up many times, don't look tall, he has a deep affection for his daughter, but every time he looks at his daughter's frightened gaze, it is very distressing.
"She just loves to compete with herself, you don't have to worry." Qin Mu showed a gentle smile, it was difficult for him to be infatuated.
Lin Zihang has always been in a restless mood, and was appeased with the encouragement of his mother-in-law, the so-called "long live understanding", of course, he hopes to get the support of his mother-in-law, and can't help nodding again and again: "Okay, I'm not worried, with your words, I'm down-to-earth." ”
"Zihang, since you got married, you have encountered a lot of things, and she never told me, I can only watch from the sidelines, but I have seen through what kind of child you are, and I believe you know your feelings, right?" Qin Mu still wanted to explain a few more words.
"I know, I know, that's why she is so looking forward to having a child, just to give me an explanation, she thinks I'm always uneasy about her, in fact, I understand her feelings for me, I used to do it......" Lin Zihang explained awkwardly, this is a fact, and he doesn't want to hide his mother-in-law.
"Don't pursue the right and wrong in the past, now that you know, of course it's better, think more about how to live a good life in the future." Qin's mother is an optimistic person, instead of dwelling on the past, it is better to look to the future.
"Well, I'll try not to put so much pressure on her in the future." Lin Zihang really wanted to give Qin Yafu a relaxed state of mind, but in fact, it didn't seem to be so easy to do, even he knew that this was a blank check, and after saying that, he was a little weak-hearted, saying this by himself, is it considered to deceive his mother-in-law?
"Take your time, don't worry, as the old saying goes, 'Eat one bite at a time, and do things one by one', just like your child, it won't be there all the time, it's just that she's too anxious." Mother Qin didn't find fault with Lin Zihang's words, she just said what she thought.
"Well, Mom, I should be blamed for this, I didn't make it clear to her, in fact, I didn't want to have a child too early, it was because she was always so uncomfortable, so I had to follow her thoughts, but now it seems that it is not right."
Lin Zihang felt very guilty, he felt that he should have clearly told her from the beginning that he would not have children until he was thirty years old, in this way, I believe that her psychological pressure must be much less, right?
"Anyway, this is a matter for the two of you, take 10,000 steps back and say, of course, I don't think she can't have children anymore, but if, if there is a day, she really doesn't have any more children, you ......" Qin's mother was fortunate to pick out the words and listen to his attitude.
"The person I like is her, and the person who wants to live a lifetime is also her, the child can only be the crystallization of my love with her, if she can't give birth, I don't care, just let her like it, no matter what method is taken in the future, or go out to have one, or don't, just live like this, I don't care, anyway, I only have such a wife, and it will not change at any time."
Lin Zihang said very seriously, quite a bit of a gambling curse and swearing, this was what he said in his heart, he said too much to Qin Yafu, but she didn't take it seriously, then, now there is a chance to give his mother-in-law a promise, so that the old man can rest assured, and at the same time, he can make himself feel at ease.
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