230 Chapter 230
"Just ......," Song Xiyuan replied, "The concept of love is very strange." โ
She's a bit picky about that.
Even "The Heirs" will feel that there is something wrong, and it is normal that "Secret Meeting" cannot be accepted at all.
"What's wrong with Wonderful?" Liu Yaren then asked.
Song Xiyuan looked at him and felt that his expression was a little serious and serious, and it didn't look like he was joking with her.
She sat up then: "The wonderful concept of love, should it be promoted?" โ
"How can this be called promotion?" Liu Yaren said, "Human society is diverse, and this is just a presentation. โ
Song Xiyuan frowned: "Anyway, if you play such a role, doesn't it mean that you have a partial understanding of this role to recognize?" โ
"The so-called acting is not about putting yourself into that role, but about expressing the role, isn't it?" Liu Yaren asked, "If you play a murderer, does it mean that you recognize him, or will you really do it?" โ
"This ......" Song Xiyuan was a little stuck for a while, "this is different." โ
She would rather play a murderer than play a role without ethics.
"How is it different?" Liu Yaren looked at her, "Are you really an actor?" โ
This question made Song Xiyuan a little angry.
"I'm an actor," she asked rhetorically, "can't I have my own thinking and choices?" โ
"You're right." Liu Yaren smiled, "So if I have any choice, you shouldn't interfere, right?" โ
"Brother!" Song Xiyuan shouted.
I don't like the feeling this way I feel now.
"Are you going to take this show?" She then asked.
"I'm thinking about it." Liu Yaren replied.
Before Song Xiyuan put forward his opinion, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this script at all.
It's just a view of love.
In this world, there are thousands of forms of expression of love, so why can't it be expressed in this form?
Love is such a thing, breaking through nationality, age and gender, and breaking through all worldly shackles.
Because of all the incredible, it is extraordinarily wonderful.
So, why should there be a square circle, why should there be a standard?
Song Xiyuan frowned.
I can't accept his answer.
"This character." She continued to persuade, "It doesn't help you, brother. โ
"How can I help?" Liu Yaren asked rhetorically, "Does a drama with ratings breaking 40 make me popular?" You should know that you and I don't want to take the same path, right? โ
In fact, Song Xiyuan felt that there were not too many regrets when the two of them got along.
But I usually read a lot of messages on the Internet.
She couldn't help but have some hope that it would be better if he was more popular.
That way, no one will say anything regretful.
It's not that he can't match himself, it's all for his sake, and I hope more people can find out how good he is.
She was one-sided just now.
"The Secret Meeting" was not useless to him.
At least in terms of acting, it's a new challenge.
However, there are many other opportunities to challenge acting.
She just didn't like the script and didn't want him to act.
"Even if I tell you not to go." "You're not going to listen, are you?" she asked. โ
Liu Yaren laughed again: "So, Song Xiyuan, I often say that you are too greedy, do you think I am just talking?" โ
Today's topic seems to go back to that night.
The two of them said that the part that belonged to them was about themselves.
Therefore, if you don't change and compromise, sooner or later you will have to fight each other.
In this way, it seems that he wants to love himself more.
And what about her?
She seems to be a little โกโก, will she also love herself more, so she is unwilling to tolerate.
But when she thought of that script, her brow seemed to be knotted again.
"This view of love," Liu Yaren continued, "I don't think there's anything wrong with it. โ
"How can there be no problem?" Song Xiyuan immediately retorted, "No matter how much you like it, how can you attack a married woman?" โ
"Because she doesn't really love her husband."
"If you don't love it, why should you get married?"
"Ah, can feelings be controlled?"
"Feelings can't be controlled, but people can control themselves."
You can control yourself, but do you want to show your feelings?
In fact, it is so easy to be tempted.
There was a moment of silence in the room.
Liu Yaren asked: "So, you controlled yourself and forgot Quan Zhilong, how is it now?" โ
There was an instant silence.
How did the topic jump here.
Song Xiyuan looked at him incredulously: "What are you suspecting, you don't believe me?" โ
Liu Yaren did not answer this question, but continued to ask: "What do you think is the difference between loving someone with someone around you and loving someone with someone in your heart?" โ
In the final analysis, the moral shackles are given by others.
Heart...... If no one knows, can it be regarded as if there is no such thing?
"I ......" Song Xiyuan was speechless.
It feels like he's secretly changing concepts, but he's really trapped by this problem and can't find a breakthrough.
His question was not about how much he cared, but as a reminder to her.
In fact, there is no need to pretend to be morally noble.
Song Xiyuan sat there, his chest seemed to be blocked by something, uncomfortable and speechless.
"I didn't disbelieve you." Liu Yaren then went back to her question.
As he spoke, he went to take her hand.
Song Xiyuan suddenly got angry and shook his hand away.
"One is active, the other is passive." Finally came up with a rebuttal.
Is she willing to love another person with one person in her heart?
How much effort has been put into this.
That heart was also torn again and again.
How uneasy was she in the previous time......
How could he say so lightly, I didn't force you......
Yes, he didn't say it, but she didn't do it?
"What a big deal!" She then said to him, "You just decided that I would not leave you. โ
"I don't think so." Liu Yaren replied.
"......" Song Xiyuan was speechless again.
I've always felt that I'm very sensible. But obviously, Liu Yaren is more rational than her.
She didn't think in her heart that they would always be together forever.
But it won't be like him, as if he is ready to leave the other party anytime and anywhere.
Anger turned to disappointment.
She looked at him and was a little sad: "You are like this, it will make me feel that you don't love me." โ
"I love you." Liu Yaren said, "I didn't expect that I would love you so much. โ
โกโก is just as devastating.
It's because I love you so much that I don't want to change for you.
Don't want to fall.
Because that's all too easy.
Once you start, you don't know where to finish.
Yoo Ah-in will disappear, even Yim Hong-sik.
"But I don't want to lose myself because I'm in love with someone." He continued.
He has a script he wants to take on, and he has ideas that he wants to express.
I don't want to change those minds just because she doesn't like it.
Song Xiyuan drove home.
Between two people, it is not a quarrel.
But it seems to be more terrible than a quarrel.
That confession is like a breakup, which makes people's hearts messy.
She needed to be alone.
This is a hurdle, and if it is overcome, it may be better between them.
But Song Xiyuan couldn't understand it for the time being.
Did she put so much pressure on him to say or do it?
The last time she went to visit the class, he said those things, and she had already compromised.
So is it going to be the case this time?
Keeping oneself in love is indeed a proposition that she is not very good at.
It also needs to be run in and catered, isn't it?
His rebellion, embodied in love, is a little unbearable.
And her stubbornness does not intend to retreat again and again, blurring the bottom line.
Park the car and go upstairs with the script in my hand, but obviously, I don't have much mood to read the script today.
Song Xiyuan went to the study, wrote for a while, and the phone rang.
I was expecting that it would be Liu Yaren who changed his attention and called.
She felt that as long as he clearly told her that he would not accept "Secret Meeting".
This is โกโก.
She really can't accept that drama.
As long as he says no, it's fine.
There will be no more problems between the two of them.
But on the caller ID is Quan Zhilong's name.
With a sigh, Song Xiyuan picked up the phone.
"Hee Yuan, ah......" Quan Zhilong's drunken voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Are you drunk again?" Song Hee-won was a little impatient.
That night seemed to have started a start. He drank and always had to call her.
Sometimes there is a bunch of rambling on and on.
Sometimes there's nothing else but her name called.
The content of today's call is very novel, Quan Zhilong said: "I'm outside the door, open the door for me." โ
"......" Song Xiyuan walked out, opened the door, and sure enough, he saw him standing crooked at the door.
Although he never told him which building he lived in or which one he lived in.
But before in the crew of "Strange Her", he could even inquire clearly when she would finish work every day.
She didn't bother to pursue his sources.
"Hee Won." He smiled at her with a bright face.
Song Xiyuan had no choice but to let him in first.
Give him slippers, he doesn't wear them.
"Liu Yaren's?" Shaking his head in refusal, "I don't want to." โ
"......" she kicked her shoes at him.
I don't seem to be too drunk.
"You just come here," she asked, looking at him, "what if I'm not at home?" โ
It's true that she's been rarely home lately.
Today, if it weren't for what happened just now, she wouldn't have come back.
"I've recently ...... They often come over," Quan Zhilong replied, "I saw that the lights were on, so I came up." 166 Reading Network