Life seems to be a test of a person's experience of changing from human to inhuman, and when one day you find that it is easy to make mistakes in telling the truth, you will stop speaking, and when you find that anger, contempt and pride, it will affect interpersonal relationships, so you omit expressions, and you find that dancing will affect your image, so you will no longer do any exaggerated movements, and you will finally live like an anthropological code of conduct, removing expressions, hiding emotions, but without a trace of popularity. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Each wound was like a black mandala flower, bewitching and painful, and an endless black fragrance gushing out.

Now I can't cry out because I have nothing. ’

Sun Zheng was lying on the bed in the cell, waking up in a daze, falling asleep in a daze, as if he had a nightmare again, the bulging Adam's apple was very obvious, his face was so pale, his hollow pupils were gray, his pale lips were slightly pursed, and he kept coughing, coughing until he almost thought that he would die because of it.

"Brother Hua, what's wrong with Little Brother? How do you come back from the infirmary... It's like having a high fever? Zhu Shaoyan sat at the head of Sun Zheng's bed, wiping Sun Zheng's forehead with a towel in his hand.

"I don't know about this, when I came back, Dr. Liang explained, saying that there would be adverse reactions after the medicine, so we don't have to worry, and prescribe some medicine to me, but Brother Xiaozheng has not woken up, and I can't let him eat it." Lao Hua scratched her ears and cheeks, and pouted, looking very distressed.

"Otherwise, you can tell the prison guard brother and go to the infirmary again, right? Look at the little brother like this, don't let anything happen again. Zhu Shaoyan looked worried, frowned slightly, and said to Lao Hua.

Lao Hua was also at a loss at the moment, silent, he frowned, habitually put the thumb of his left hand on his lips and moved back and forth, not that he didn't want to take Sun Zheng to the infirmary, what he was worried about was Doctor Liang, he always felt that that woman was extraordinary, obviously she woke up twice, and afterwards it was another attitude, what the hell is going on, and finally gritted his teeth and preached to Zhu Shaoyan. "You wait, I'll call the prison guards."

"Water . . . Water.. I'm going to drink water, it's hot... Hot.."

"Brother Hua! Brother Hua! The little brother is awake! Looking at Lao Hua's back, he suddenly heard Sun Zheng's low voice, and Zhu Shaoyan hurriedly stopped Lao Hua.

"Why don't you hurry up and get water!" Lao Hua also heard Sun Zheng's low voice, and slapped Zhu Shaoyan on the shoulder, urging.

"Whoa, little brother, the water is here." Zhu Shaoyan looked at Sun Zheng nervously, and there was nothing else but self-blame.

Sun Zheng woke up from his deep sleep, gulped down a few bowls of water, moistened his dry throat, straightened up under the support of Lao Hua and Zhu Shaoyan, sat on the bed with sleepy eyes and made a long sound, before expelling the residual sleepiness in his brain, shook his head that was gradually regaining consciousness, raised his face, and said to the two hoarsely. "I fainted again?"

"Yes, didn't you just lie there when you got to the door last night, hey, my little brother, don't say anything first, take this medicine first." Lao Hua looked at Sun Zheng, who seemed to be suffering from the oil lamp, and didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, pinched Sun Zheng's cheeks and poured the pills in his hand first.

'Ahem, cough, cough' a violent coughing sound.

"Brother Hua, you take it easy, the little brother just woke up, don't toss him so much." Zhu Shaoyan gently patted Sun Zheng's back, frowning and muttering.

"Brother Xiaozheng, don't hate me, I'm also doing this for your own good, Doctor Liang said that the strong effect of the infusion will have adverse reactions, and these tablets are used for neutralization." Lao Hua spread his palms, his expression was very helpless.

Sun Zheng waved his hand, and did not blame the old flower, the slightly dazzling sunlight shone into Sun Zheng's face, a pair of choked eyes were slightly moist, and he habitually closed his eyes, and the violent cough made his chest a little painful, and he gasped for breath.

Suddenly, there was a flurry of shouts and scolding in the barn. With a 'bang', Sun Zheng's cell was kicked open by the prison guards unceremoniously, and a figure was hurriedly thrown in, and the door closed in a panic and left.

"Huh? This.. Isn't this an old cat! Lao Hua leaned on the side of Sun Zheng's bed and squinted at the figure that was thrown in, and said in surprise, and the others in the cell ran over.

Sun Zheng also wanted to get up, but his body was too weak to use his strength, the departure of Lao Hua and others, so that Sun Zheng slipped and fell on the side of the bed, and the sound of leather shoes hitting the ground attracted Sun Zheng's auditory attention, Sun Zheng raised his eyes along the sound, and the young man in a leather suit sat on the edge of his bed with his eyes and fiddled with the bracelet in his hand, this time Sun Zheng did not scream, but there was still a trace of fear, he looked at the young man who had a completely same face with himself and looked sideways at the other people in the cell.

"They can't see my existence." Said lightly.

"Why, I can see you." Sun Zheng was surprised.

"Hehe, you forgot, you let me out, this world is really good, everywhere is full of ugly smells, but, I like it." The evil eyebrows were raised, and the evil laugh was evil. "Oh, they're coming."

Lao Hua sat opposite Sun Zheng with the cat's head, and the people in the cell also gathered around.

"Zheng boy, I heard what Lao Hua said about you, you are not in any big trouble, right?" The cat's face was haggard, but he still squeezed out a smile, and there were bruises everywhere on his arms, and what was even more strange was that the desert weather was hot, and he had a pair of leather gloves on his hands.

"Heh, it's not a big deal, just rest and rest, Brother Cat, you went recently... That... Sun Zheng wanted to get up and speak, the cat's head saw that Sun Zheng was struggling and stepped forward to take the handle, Sun Zheng also borrowed strength, but unexpectedly slipped off a leather glove of the cat's head, and his tone slowed down word by word, and everyone was also stunned... Because there are two fingers missing from the palm of that hand.

"This..."Sun Zheng didn't ask, but looked at the cat's head.

"Oh, unexpected." The cat's gaze was a little evasive, and he didn't dare to look directly at everyone.

"Accidental fart, the one sitting there is not a mixed society, your wound is smooth, it is obviously not caused by an accident! Tell me, what the hell is going on! ”

"Say, Brother Cat."

"You've been there all this time, Brother Cat"

“....”

Under the pressure of everyone, the cat could no longer hold back his emotions, and lay on his stomach in front of the bed and howled and cried.

"At the beginning, because of the boy's business, I and Lao Niu were sent to the Russian area to work as stone crushers, those old ghosts did not pay attention to the rules, bullied us, and beat us if they didn't agree with each other, and a few of us couldn't bear to resist, but the old ghost who was beaten by us had a little power in the Russian area, so he found someone to humiliate us, they have a rule, the grievances between prisoners can be resolved privately, there is a place called life and death on the old ghost's side, as long as you sign a life and death certificate, life and death are fate, and if there is a human life in the ring, the prison will not interfere, I couldn't get angry for a while, so I signed it, but I was defeated by the old ghost, but he didn't want my life, cut off two of my fingers, and... Also, Viagra died. ”

The cat's head said at the end, holding back his eyes, his teeth rattling, and his eyes flashed with an uncontrollable anger, like an enraged lion, hatred, devouring his heart like a monster.