"It turns out that the train is so advanced now, I remember the last time I took the train, it was still green. ”

patted the sturdy walls of the carriage, and looked like a countryman entering the village.

This time, she and Chi Chi returned to the capital together, in addition to Dou Baojia and a group of bodyguards and assistants who were responsible for escorting Chi Chi, and suddenly a team of twenty people just contracted several soft sleeper compartments connected together, Gu Xi walked around in one of the compartments in the middle, and every time he walked to the side by the window, he would just avoid the position where people could see his face clearly from the window.

"Green-skinned, if we want to go back to the capital, we'll have to sit for a day. ”

"Yes, at that time, I took the car from my hometown to the provincial capital, I had dinner and got on the bus, and then got off the bus for lunch......"

Gu Xi, who took the high-speed train for the first time, was still muttering about the old yellow calendar, and Chi Chi took the two boxes of fruits in Yu Yuan's hand and put them on the small table.

"The times are developing, and there are still people driving little donkeys a few decades ago. ”

"Listening to you is like listening to the memories of the old revolutionary. ”

Gu Xi kept talking in his mouth, and Chi Chi turned around and looked at her with a smile on his face.

They were hiding along the way for fear that others would see it, Chi Chi originally thought it was nothing, but when she saw that Gu Xi had wrapped her bag only one step away from the bank robbers, and her walking posture had changed, she knew it in her heart.

In the face of the media, you can be calm, and in the face of the public, Gu Xi is still stunned in the end.

Now after getting in the car, Gu Xi has been looking for something to say, which may be understood as her wanting to relieve the anxiety in her heart.

"In the future, you can take more trains when you have more time, from north to south, there are scenery all the way, if you take the car from Huacheng to Sichuan, there is not only scenery, but also delicious food. ”

The train started, Chi Chi looked out the window at the city of steel and concrete, and saw that Gu Xi was finally willing to stand by the window and watch the scenery, so she persuaded Gu Xi.

"Maybe, when everyone else forgets who I am, I can do this, go around and eat good food...... I have traveled to so many cities over the years, in fact, every time I see only a little thing, for the shopping mall platform, for the real estate platform, what party to attend, what film festival...... At the end of the day, all you see is people. ”

Hearing Chi Chi's suggestion, Gu Xi smiled very sincerely.

The door of the compartment was closed, but Chi Chi still heard the noise outside, and after a minute or two, Yu Yuan, who was wearing sunglasses, opened the door and came in and whispered to her:

"There were two girls outside who said that they saw Gu Xi get into this carriage, and if they didn't let them see Gu Xi, they would tell the whole car that Gu Xi was here. I've checked and there's nothing dangerous on them...... They said they used to be fans of Gu Xi. ”

After all, it is on the high-speed rail, and it is unlikely that there will be dangerous goods in the first place.

“…… Let's call the police to stabilize them first, and when we get to the next stop, we will get off the train and book at the next five-star hotel closest to the train station. We ......"

Chi Chi immediately proposed a solution, but was interrupted by Gu Xi.

"No, let them in. ”

Gu Xi straightened his shoulders with a faint smile on his face.

"I really owe them something. ”

Chi Chi's gaze swept over Gu Xi's two hands clasped together, nodded, and then, she stood up and put on her sunglasses and walked outside the cubicle.

The two girls who were released by the bodyguards were not very old, one with long hair and one with short hair, they recognized that the gray-haired man with sunglasses was Chi Chi, and almost at the same time shrank their shoulders, it can be seen that they are not the kind of people who are usually very strong in life.

Perhaps, if it weren't for the fact that there was something supporting them in their hearts, they wouldn't have made such a fuss about seeing Gu Xi.

But what sustains them?

Chi Chi watched them slow down and walk to the door of the cubicle, turning his head to look out the window.

Gu Xi's posture as if she was being judged, she couldn't bear to look at it.

For half a minute, no one spoke, and the two girls stood at the door of the cubicle, looking at the people sitting inside, and just watching, they cried.

"I've liked you for six years. ”

Finally, the long-haired girl sobbed and spoke.

"Five years ago, on August 16th, the first time I saw you in real life, it was at the roadshow of the movie "Song Shi Xie", you said that you had a cold, but you still have to do the work, you said that you like that movie, because you put a lot of effort into the role of Master Li, the host asked you which part you think you played the best, you said it was the city wall dancing there, because you sprained your foot, but you hurt and hurt very happy...... The box office performance of that movie was not good, but I bought 20 movie tickets by myself, I was still in high school at the time, and I had 300 yuan of pocket money a month, and I saved up those 20 movie tickets for half a year......

Four years ago, you went to Shanghai to promote your movie "Wushuang", Miao Di was with you, and the two of you hugged your waist when you were doing activities, I felt my heart was broken, and I went home and pinched Miao Di's fans on the Internet for a night, at that time, many people spread your scandal, I just think Miao Di is a bastard who takes advantage of you, and now I think so too. ”

The long-haired girl was a little embarrassed to say the word bastard in front of Gu Xi, but this did not affect her from continuing to cry.

Or...... Vindicate.

There was no expression on Gu Xi's face.

There are so many people who can do this for her, thousands, tens of thousands, even hundreds of thousands, she knows exactly what her fans have done for herself, they faithfully pay for their own movies, they charge the Internet for themselves, they are all guns, they are used by themselves to fight all the people they want to defeat.

At first, she took all this for granted, she just used her charm, and these people willingly fell at her feet.

And now, when someone finally stood in front of her and really said what had been done for her, why did she feel a little panicked. Obviously, even after the scandal, even if she was surrounded by entertainment reporters, she didn't feel anything.

"When I watched "Daughter Country", I liked Chi Chi, but some people said that Chi Chi was ungrateful and sorry for you, I don't think she was sorry for you, but I still forced myself to dislike her, I think I should be loyal to you. I like what you like, and I don't like what you don't...... I also learn your hairstyle, buy the same clothes as yours, I want to go everywhere you have been, and I am willing to buy everything you endorse......

Through you, I have met so many people, they all love you so much, and we are always talking about how hard you work and how inspiring it is...... But why are you such a person? Why do you keep telling us that you are brave, frank, upright, and beautiful, but in fact you are only relying on ...... Leaning on ......"

The girl felt that she couldn't speak, the bloody reality was on the tip of her tongue, and the fishy smell was too heavy for her to parry.

With a heavy hiccup, she stared at the pity of a criminal sitting there.

"That night, I withdrew from the fan base, deleted all my Weibo, and tore up all the magazines and movie tickets I bought. I even thought about why you didn't die, I wouldn't be so miserable if you died before those pictures appeared, and I would rather miss a dead you than see a alive and dirty you...... I think it's scary to think about it, but you've made me what I am now, and I ......."

The long-haired girl's hands were in a chaotic motion, and it was clear that her mind was as chaotic as her hands.

"I'm sorry. ”

From the time he saw them to the present, Gu Xi has been silent, and after a long time, he only said these few words.

yes, what else could she say?

Today, the use and sincerity of the past have long been worth mentioning, she is no longer a glamorous female star, she wielded a knife to cut all her past into pieces that can no longer be put together, each piece has her splendor, her deception, and the earnest efforts of these fans.

All that was left of these meanings was to make people sigh a few times.

If Han Ke was still the chairman of Tihua, people would probably pay more attention, but now he is only a defendant who is being sued, and people's desire to explore is naturally a little lighter.

The winter scenery outside the window brought out a vast phantom, and Gu Xi's tone was as ethereal as these phantoms.

Taking a deep breath, her next sentence finally came true.

"Don't just like someone you don't really know in the future, your character is too easy to give sincerity, but there are too many people in this world, their lives are hypocritical and exaggerated, even if all their wealth and reputation are stacked on them, they are probably not as valuable as your true heart. So, don't take our circle too seriously. ”

Her words were like that of a sincere and seductive elder, her momentum was weak, but her eyes were sincere.

The long-haired girl has never seen such a pity, the person she loves is obviously always bright, can dominate the audience in momentum and appearance, and can raise her proud chin in the face of all doubts.

The girl cried even harder, her lips moved to say something, but in the end she just lay on her friend's shoulder and cried "how can you do this".

"yes, how can I do that. ”

Gu Xi looked at this girl who couldn't tell who she was sad for, and she also wanted to ask herself why she became what she is today.

She made too many mistakes too early, and she was afraid that she would not be able to repay her heart debt. For these people who like her, she really doesn't know what else she can do except be sorry.

"I don't have much to say, and I don't really want to come and see you. ”

The short-haired girl's face was also full of tears, but she stubbornly wiped it, as if pretending to be indifferent now.

"I know the entertainment industry is very messy, and I don't care about you messing up, but I don't understand why you can't continue after so many years of chaos? You are not the only one who broke this kind of thing, you gritted your teeth and didn't admit it, and after more than two years, a few good works have passed, why don't you want anything? Didn't you say that you would let your fans watch you step on everyone's criticism?"

That sentence was specially written by the copywriter in the team. ”

Gu Xi shook his hand.

"I meant to say, 'Even if the bottom of my hands is not clean, I am better than you sour people'. ”

After saying that, Gu Xi smiled at himself.

Seeing her smile, the crying of the two girls stopped.

Before meeting Gu Xi, they were hot-headed, and they just wanted to find a place to vent their pain, maybe they hoped that Gu Xi could cry and repent to them, maybe they would be ashamed...... Maybe she'll get angry and have the bodyguards kick them all out.

However, now Gu Xi is smiling.

Just like when she was at her most beautiful.

"Maybe you think I can always be the kind of person who others think I am, but I think being someone who doesn't hate you is more important than any success. ”

The short-haired girl glared at Gu Xi, and Gu Xi looked back at her.

In the faint sobbing of the long-haired girl, the two of them looked at each other for a while.

"Okay. I used to think that what you said on the show was chicken soup nonsense, but I can still listen to this sentence just now.

That night, you said that you had been supported by Han Ke, and you said so many details and □□, I watched my fan base for four years drop out of the group one by one, and in the end, the remaining eighty percent are zombies. Before that night, we were still trying to fight with all kinds of people on the Internet, we said that the photos were synthetic, and that you and Han Ke might have been in a relationship...... As a result, you slapped you in the face. Many people take off their fans not because of those photos of you, but because you said you quit, I thought you were disheartened at first, but now I feel that I can still accept your live answer.

By the way, someone said something when the tide was retreating, and I think I should convey it to you.

You used to say that you don't have time to do what you want to do, but now that you have time, don't treat yourself badly. ”

"Well, good. ”

Gu Xi was stunned, and the smile disappeared after a pause.

"I'm going to make myself good. ”

She said with a deep breath.

"Is this what Gu Xi said? ”

The short-haired girl nodded, dragged her companion out, and didn't forget to turn around and greet Chi Chi.

"Thank you, I didn't believe that there were still true feelings in this circle, you touched me a lot, Gu Xi is sometimes a stupid child, please take care of her a little more. ”

Maybe a person may not have the opportunity to stand in front of his idol in his life and say how much he likes her, someone may feel sad and disappointed when he thinks of this, but it is better than now, you stand in front of her, but she has been stripped of her bright coat, like a temple admired by ten thousand people, you crawl and long to walk to it, but the end, there are only dilapidated ruins.

They saw the ruins, and they saw the new trees in the ruins.

It's not a pleasure, it's a not-so-quiet farewell.

The departure of the two girls was as sudden as their appearance, and Chi Chi instructed an assistant to follow them over to see their seats, and then order a hot meal for them from the dining car at lunchtime.

Gu Xi sat there blankly, obviously not speaking*.

Chi Chi sat on a small stool outside the room and opened Weibo.

didn't look at people's messages after such disturbances, Chi Chi only saw the condolence message sent by Hua Xiaohua.

took off his sunglasses and put them aside, and Chi Chi, a young actress who had just witnessed a conflict between fans and idols and who had won numerous awards, knocked out a question letter by letter.

"You say, if one day, I'm also scandal-ridden and ruined, what will my fans do?"

Hua Xiaohua: "Oh, the seven eggs that I think about too much are the seven eggs that don't develop." I never think about it, don't ask me. ”

"Why not?"

Hua Xiaohua: "Because you are Chi Chi, the best Chi Chi in the world, you will definitely have max ability, max luck, and max career! Otherwise, how could I love you so much?"

"Oh. ”

"Oh what, do you feel very moved to see my confession?!"

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