Chapter 456: Qin's Mother's Heart Knot
Lin Zihang looked at Qin Yafu who was sleeping. I think of the simplicity and beauty when I first met her. It is inevitable to blame yourself for the greed of the present. Just because I had her later. Instead, they became insatiable. Always thinking about it. Never-ending taking. It's best to find a chain to keep her around. Don't let go for a moment.
Thereupon. She was suffocated and irritated by the restraints. She began to become sensitive, snarky. While fighting for **. On the one hand, they have to deal with bystanders who are constantly intervening in their marriage. She grew unhappy. Every day I am tired of running around with my ideals. The pampering that her husband imposed on her. and the never-ending interference of the outside world.
Look at Qin Yafu's frowning brows after falling asleep. And the slightly fluttering eyelashes. Lin Zihang began to feel sad.
From the day we met. He swore to protect her. Give her joy. But. Things do not turn out the way you want. Their hearts are going farther and farther away. Her happiness became less and less. Her mind grew more and more confused. He admitted. Many of her contradictions were imposed on her by him. It was he who caused her to become such an overly sensitive and awkward character today.
Marriage is like sand. The tighter the grip. The faster the churn. Lin Zihang already understands this truth. But. He couldn't relax. He has made a big mistake. He'd hurt her. Since it is difficult to completely retain her heart. But he still insisted on keeping her people.
There was a day when she was there. His heart is alive. He will be able to feel the meaning of life. He didn't dare. I don't want to think about it. If you let go of her. Let her make her own choices. Will she get rid of him completely. Don't let him get close to ......
Silent night. Qin Yafu was drunk. Instead, he was no longer as stiff as he had been when he hugged her. Someone who softened. It's like a well-behaved cat. warmed Lin Zihang's heart that was becoming more and more frightened. He seemed to see hope that happiness would come back to him.
The next afternoon. Lin's mother called her son. It turned out. The two of them had an awkward quarrel for a month. All under the pretext of being busy. I didn't go back to my parents' house on either side. Mother Lin felt sorry for them. So he told them to go back to dinner in the evening.
Lin Zihang naturally had to greet Qin Yafu. Qin Yafu didn't have any reason not to go back. So he agreed.
Qin Yafu after work. The two of them returned to Lin's house together.
Mother Lin found this time. The daughter-in-law lost a lot of weight. And she also found out if she was careful. The kiss marks that often left on Qin Yafu's neck were gone. She had always known her son's monkey temper. I suspect they have made a fuss. Secretly asked his son.
Lin Zihang refused to admit that there was a problem between the two people. It is only said that Qin Yafu is tired. Said that there have been a lot of goods recently. It's just hard.
Mother Lin told her son to take more care of his wife. But it still doesn't feel solid. So after eating. Directly asked Qin Yafu how her body was.
Qin Yafu thought that her mother-in-law was still worried about giving birth. The thought of both of them stiffening like this. I'm afraid I can't even do it as a family. I couldn't help but have red circles in my eyes.
Mother Lin saw Qin Yafu's sad appearance. thought she was worried about her child. Busy comforting her: "Jave. Mom didn't mean anything else. Your dad is right. Things for children take their course. I'm not going to force that anymore. Don't take it to heart in the future. But. I feel that after you took the medicine that your Uncle Kim prepared some time ago. He looks better. You see. Do you want to take care of it again? Mom really just wants you all to be healthy. Can you understand. ”
"Thank you, Mom. Qin Yafu was very embarrassed that she had misunderstood the old man's mind. But he also refused. "Not yet. Don't worry. I'll just be busy for a while. ”
Mother Lin smiled reluctantly when she saw Qin Yafu. I don't feel at ease. But I couldn't ask anything. Thinking that both of them are a little childish. I often make a little fuss or something. It's normal. He didn't ask any more questions.
Coincidentally. The next afternoon. Qin's mother also called her daughter. said it was a long time since I saw her come home. Tell her to go home from work.
Qin Yafu should come down. After putting down the phone. I can't help but hesitate. She understood. I have something to do with Lin Zihang. I can hide it from my mother-in-law. But he can't hide his mother who has given birth to him for more than 20 years. It's just that. Not going back. Obviously, it doesn't make sense.
Wait until it's time to get off work. Lin Zihang came to pick up Qin Yafu. The two of them returned to Qin's house again with smiling faces.
Most of the Qin family members are not good at speaking. Sister-in-law Qin is relatively better. Especially in the face of Lin Zihang. She is the most enthusiastic. Serve tea and pour water. Busy before and after. Very attentive. Seeing Qin Yafu's heart, she felt sad. Anyway. Anyway, his sister-in-law and younger brother can be regarded as borrowing Lin Zihang's light. And it's very competitive. It's good all the time.
It's just a pity for the little uncle. If you don't go to the city party committee to drive. Poverty, perhaps. but they will be free. Why not ruin a good person. I am tired of the debt I owe to Lin Zihang......
As soon as I think of this. Qin Yafu's heart ached again. Debt repayment. Unalterable principle. His uncle owed Lin Zihang money. She can pay it back slowly. But what about the emotional debt to him?
Qin's mother has been observing Lin Zihang's words and deeds with her daughter. I have already seen the clues. Just in front of his son and daughter-in-law. It's just inconvenient to say.
Wait until after eating. Sister-in-law Qin saw that her mother-in-law seemed to have something to say to her daughter. So he pushed and coaxed his son. By the way, I also dragged my husband away.
Mother Qin winked at her daughter. Qin Yafu had no choice but to obediently follow her mother into the room where she and her sister had come from.
"What's wrong with you two. Mother Qin asked straight to the point.
"It's fine. Mom, what are you thinking? Qin Yafu twisted her fingers and pretended to be stupid.
"You don't say it. That means I don't know. I wondered why I wouldn't come back for a month. Until today, I see that the two of you are awkward like this. Are you still blind? Qin Mu's face sank.
"I know I can't hide it from you. Qin Yafu sighed bitterly. A final decision was made. Raise your head bravely. Look directly at your mother. "Mom. I have already applied for a transfer. But not a provincial town. ”
"What do you mean. What do you want. Mother Qin stared at her daughter nervously.
"Me. I don't want to spend time with him. But he still wouldn't let go. Qin Yafu bit her lip. finally spoke his heart.
"Nonsense. Okay. What's crazy. Mother Qin was a little angry. "Japhe. You also change the wayward fault. Zihang is enough for you. The two of you are together. Anyone can find fault with him. Be. He's a bit overbearing. But ......"
"Yes. You're right. He's good at everything. But. Something. It's not something that can be solved with a good word. He. He actually ......" Qin Yafu said halfway through. He covered his mouth and choked. Shoulders twitched. Crying pitifully.
"What the hell is going on. Mother Qin was stunned. The mind is spinning. Something suddenly came to mind. "You. You mean he's to you. ...... to you"
Mother Qin didn't finish her words and stroked her daughter's shoulder. Excitedly asked, "Could it be he." He dares to use force against you. ”
"Just once. Qin Yafu lowered her head. Said softly. "It's my fault. It's me who challenges his bottom line. ”
"What's going on. No matter how big the fault is. He shouldn't have done that. Qin's mother's eyes erupted with fire. "Think I'm selfish. My daughter can't be hurt like this anyway. ”
Mother Qin was so angry that she covered her chest and gasped. She didn't have a heart condition. But I still feel that my heart is very blocked. She struggled to take a few breaths. I feel better. I couldn't help but grab my daughter's hand and ordered: "From now on." You don't want to go back. ”
"Ahh No. No. Mother. Qin Yafu knew that her mother would be excited. That's why she didn't want to say hello to her mother in advance. I have to deliberately understate. "If I don't go back, he'll have to make trouble. Why bother? It made everyone uneasy. ”
"You're pampering him. Don't you feel it? Qin Mu's face became more and more ugly. "You're young. And so it goes. Your little aunt was because of domestic violence at the beginning. Hurt again and again. Forgive again and again. In the end, I don't want to go away. Life and death are uncertain. I know that's not the case between you. But let's calm down first. ”
Mother Qin spoke. Tears still fell. She has always been worried about her youngest daughter's marriage. The two of them have lived for almost three years. But it still can't be stopped.
"Mom. Qin Yafu wiped the tears from her mother's eyes with her other free hand. "I'm sorry. Worries you. Brother Navy said. The appointment will be issued the day after tomorrow. I've got it all in the way. Just wait for the appointment to come and go. ”
"In such a hurry. "Mother Qin was completely unprepared. Inevitably, complained. "You're too single-minded, kid. ”
"Forgive me for not consulting you in advance. Qin Yafu bit her lip. Took a deep breath. "Leaving the country has been prepared for a long time. It's just that the place you go to is different from the original. Although follow the Navy brother. It is inevitable that it will fall into the notoriety of 'melon fields and plums'. This is also something that Lin Zihang has been thinking about. But we're going to get to where we are. It's not all due to this one problem. I don't want to give up the job I've been doing for this. Besides. I'm going to have to give myself a breathing room. ”
Qin Yafu's gaze calmed down a lot: "Let's go over and develop first." I don't have to wait a while. I'll come back when the shape changes. ”
Qin's mother knew that her daughter was comforting herself. But he couldn't say anything else. She was right. If you don't go out. has to continue to be entangled with Lin Zihang. The results may slowly improve. It's just that the knots in my heart can't be untied for a while. Being together is even more tormenting to each other. Look at my daughter's sunken eye sockets. His face was much haggard. She sighed distressedly.
Lin Zihang carefully played a few games of chess with his father-in-law. His chess skills are not bad. Usually when I play with my father-in-law, I deliberately pretend to lose a few games without a trace.
But today is different. His mind was too messy. There are no rules at all. Even if you try to concentrate. It's just as mushy as ever. He was afraid of what Qin Yafu would say to her mother-in-law. But you can't stop it. Straight like ants on a hot pan. Uneasy
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