Chapter 68: A Shaken Heart

Seeing the child, Sakurai Yunatsu and Sakurai Xiaohiro no longer have the motivation to support it, all the sand collapses, the thorns disappear, and everyone is restrained. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Please, don't kill my children, as long as my children live."

Sakurai Yuxia begged bitterly, but Yukishin didn't answer, just put the child in front of Yeyi, and said coldly, "You can solve it." ”

Leaving this sentence, Xue Xin turned around and left.

Yoichi looked at his back, sighed, and waved his hand at the same time, saying, "Execution." ”

Xue Xin left the second district and rushed towards the fourth district, his face a little ugly.

In this battle, he killed two people, and the most critical two, stifled the hope of the Sakurai family, and indirectly destroyed others.

If it was an enemy and a wicked person, Xue Xin didn't feel much.

But can these people killed be called enemies?

They only oppose the extermination of the exterminator and help the exterminator survive, but why should the whole family be destroyed?

Old people, women, children.

All were put to death.

Xue Xin's heart is a little depressed, his outlook on life has been violently impacted, he believes that although the world is dark and conspiratorial, malicious and filthy, he needs to be wary of the hostility of others, but in essence, his life should be positive and meaningful, healthy and upward, while getting happiness for himself, not to bring disaster to others.

But today he found that he was in the position of the giver of harm, and he had become the kind of person he would not choose in life.

More important is the impact of values, which determine your decisions about your own behavior in your understanding of the world and life.

Xuexin believes that only if the other party is evil, endangers the safety of his own race, causes harm to himself, and survives, he can kill a person.

In other words, the judgment of a person needs to conform to the secular laws that he has experienced, that is, the special norms of behavior that are recognized and enforced in the general social environment.

You can become a judge, but the other party's behavior must have reached the penalty of death in the rules, and this judgment can be based on your own disgust for the behavior, and the punishment of the other party can be increased.

But it is absolutely not possible to harm the other party when the other party does not meet the criminal responsibility I expected.

Probably because I want to kill you because I think you deserve to die and I have the right to judge, and why you deserve to die is because you broke the law, and the law is socially recognized and enforced.

But now, I'm going to kill you, I do have the power to judge, and you do break the law, but this kind of law and code of conduct is something I can't agree with.

Originally, Xuexin learned about the difference in the rules, but he didn't experience it personally.

And now that I have not only experienced but executed, I have felt a huge collision of concepts.

The collision of ideas has only two outcomes, accepting the rule, and opposing it.

Xuexin's current concept is constantly impacting, and the reason for the conflict is that it does not recognize this kind of rule and opposes this kind of rule.

There are two ways to object, one is to change, and the other is to erase and establish new rules.

But no matter which one it is, Xuexin can't do it, and he doesn't dare to do it.

is obviously opposed, but he has no ability to change, and he has to do it, which is the reason why Xuexin is uncomfortable.

Xue Xin came to the thirteenth team, broke in directly, and after walking a few steps, a voice sounded, "It's Xue Xin, are you looking for Changze again?" ”

Xue Xin raised his head and saw that it was Katori Yasaku who appeared in front of him, he nodded and said, "Katori senior, I'm here to find Sister Du." ”

"Go ahead, she's in the team house." Katori said with a smile.

"Thank you."

After Xue Xin thanked him, he came directly to the outside of Nagasawadu's room, and as soon as he walked to the door, the door creaked open.

"Xuexin, you're here."

Nagasawa looked at Xue Xin with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Seeing her smile, Xue's confidence warmed, and everything she had experienced today seemed to be melted.

"Sister Du."

Xue Xin rushed directly and hugged Nagasawa.

"What's wrong?"

Nagasawa intuitively noticed his difference and asked with concern.

Xue Xin straightened up, lowered his head and said, "Something happened today. ”

"Come in, speak slowly."

Nagasawa pulled Xue Xin into the house and closed the door.

Yukishin sat on the bed, and Nagasawa sat beside him, holding his hand, and did not speak.

"...... Today"

Xue Xin opened his mouth, but stopped talking, hesitating whether to say it or not.

If she did such a thing, would she hate herself?

"I am not your relative, and I am not related to you by blood, but I am your lover, and I am the person who will be by your side for a long time to come. Whether you're happy or sad, share it with me. ”

Nagasawa's voice sounded in his ears, like a warm spring breeze, soothing Xuexin's heart.

"I see."

Xue Xin took a deep breath, looked at Nagasawa, and told what happened today.

When Chang Ze heard that they had gathered together to carry out a mission, he looked a little curious.

When he heard that the task was to exterminate the superior nobles, he opened his mouth and was very surprised.

When she heard the reason for the extermination, she shook her head and sighed.

When she heard that the other party was planning to secretly Chen Cang, hope was born in her eyes.

But then, after she realized that it was Xue Xin who stopped them, her eyes were filled with sadness.

Takahiro Sakurai and Yunatsu Sakurai fight back desperately, Yukishin meets and is in danger, and then kills Shunsuke Sakurai and hands over the child to Yoichi.

Nagasawa's face was full of sadness, and his eyes were full of sorrow.

"I did it wrong."

Xue Xin lowered his head and said.

Chang Zedu said softly: "I can't say that you did the right thing, because you did kill two people and let the other party's young son die, and the guilt committed by the other party is not enough to make so many people die." Although you are on a mission, you are only a knife in the hands of a big man, but you are stained with blood, and you bear the sin. ”

Hearing Nagasawa's words, Xue Xin's eyes dimmed.

"But there is nothing to be done."

Nagasawa suddenly said: "I imagined it, from your point of view, I would do the same, because I can't afford the consequences of not doing this." I'm not saying this to give you a reason to excuse yourself, not to make it right for you to say, 'I can't change it, so I can do it.'" ”

"What is wrong is wrong, you can't change it, and you also need to feel guilty, because it is because of guilt that you can be more cautious in your behavior in the future. And your guilt also happens to prove that your heart is not as ruthless as those who make decisions. ”

After Nagasawa finished speaking slowly, the entanglement in Xue Xin's heart disappeared, this is wrong, not only what he thinks is wrong, but also what Nagasawa thinks is wrong.

The other party is not enough to die, and it is not enough for the whole family to be destroyed.

But no longer being entangled does not mean ignoring the sins of one's own hands.

He is still guilty.

Xue Xin looked at Nagasawa and asked, "Sister Nadu, will you hate me because of this?" ”

"I can't change it, I can't make this thing right, but I can't change it, but I can't change it, but I can understand what you're doing." Chang Ze looked at Xue Xin and said softly: "And you shouldn't be the only one who feels guilty, but everyone under this rule." ”

"If you're guilty, let me bear it with you."

Chang Ze held Xue Xin's hand and said seriously.

"Thank you."

Xue Xin nodded heavily, feeling much better.

Someone like this is taking care of it with him, which makes Xuexin's pressure a little less.

"Would you like to have a drink? Maybe when you're drunk, you'll be able to relax. ”

Nagasawa looked at Xue Xin and asked.

A drunk relieves a thousand sorrows.

"Let's go."

Xue Xin also felt that he needed some alcohol, stood up, and left the house with Nagasawa, leaving the thirteenth team.

Outside, Yukishin and Nagasawa both walked towards the izakaya together.

But he suddenly stopped and said coldly: "Come out." ”

"Huh? Anyone? ”

Chang Ze was slightly stunned and looked behind him.

Not far away, a slender figure slowly walked out.