Chapter 214 Operation and Maintenance
Zuo Yin sighed: "You also have a problem with your temperament. Say nothing. Endure everything. I can't wait for that day. It's going to have to be a big explosion. Until then. There is a backlog of questions. It may not be easy to solve. ”
Qin Yafu bit her lip. There was silence for a while. Only then did he raise his head and muster up the courage to ask: "Can you tell me what you think of the relationship between childhood sweethearts?" ”
Her face was very solemn at this time. In fact, this is what she cares about the most in her heart. Just asked. It's more like throwing bricks and stones. I went around in circles just to bring this up. She still didn't want to tell the bottom of her heart completely.
Zo looked at her and said willingly. Still very happy. Zuo secretly deliberately asked her **. I just hope she can vent her pain. Be the first to update
Sain first touched her glass as if he were drinking. Took a sip of milk. Pretending to be casual, he said, "It should feel good." But. I didn't have that life. Being bullied as a child. I also once fantasized that a big brother in the world would come to help me. Pity. I've never encountered it before. ”
Qin Yafu smiled at the corner of her mouth. I remembered that when I was a child, I was always protected by the Lan Navy. It was as clear as yesterday.
Zo looked at her for a moment. Only then did he squint his eyes and asked, "Looks like it." Surely you have. ”
Qin Yafu nodded. Saom asked: "Then what do you say about the person you are doing with your childhood sweetheart?" Be the first to update"
Although Zuo Yin didn't know the specific situation of Qin Yafu. But I saw Lin Zihang's sense of superiority from his bones. guessed that he must not have grown up in the same environment as Qin Yafu. Of course, it can't be her childhood sweetheart.
Qin Yafu tilted her head and thought about it. smiled shyly: "When I was younger." For a long time, I thought that I would definitely marry him when I grew up. But later. One qiē has changed its appearance. Now look back and think about it. In fact, it should be the selfish nature of children. Because he takes care of me for everything. Anything satisfies me. It makes me feel like his sky is all illuminated by him. Such people, of course, want to be caught. I've been blessed. ”
"When you decide to marry Lin Zihang. You still don't feel reluctant to give up on that person. Saomi asked curiously.
Qin Yafu remembered when she saw Lan Haijun the day before she got married. I don't really feel sorry because the person I'm going to marry isn't him.
She shook her head slightly.
"That's right. In other words, childhood sweethearts are not necessarily made into husband and wife. It seems that even if there is. There are very few of them. You see that Jia Baoyu, Lin Daiyu and Xue Baochai grew up together. But he only loves Lin Daiyu. Other words. People pay attention to the law of personal relationship. No matter how good you and your childhood sweetheart are. That's all the mentality of a child. Only when you grow up. Meet the person who makes your heart flutter. is the person who is worthy of you to walk with him all your life. ”
Sain finished. Hurriedly took a sip of milk. I'm very proud of what I just said. It's just that some mouths are dry.
Qin Yafu heard that she had misunderstood what she meant. I thought that my current problem was that I couldn't distinguish the relationship with the Lan Navy. finally sighed: "But if Xue Baochai is desperately looking for life, he will be with Jia Baoyu." And Jia Baoyu loves Lin Daiyu the most in her heart. But he was reluctant to let Xue Baochai be wronged. ”
"What. Zuo Dark "snapped" at the bar. stood up: "Are you saying that Lin Zihang has a childhood sweetheart who wants to destroy your marriage?" Be the first to update"
See the resentful Sao. Qin Yafu was grateful but helpless: "Don't get excited. Actually, the person you talked about last time was. ”
Zuo Dian nodded: "Hmm." I'll just say it. No matter how you look at that little girl, there is a cunning look in her eyes. It's not a good thing. But. You don't have to be so decadent. You're the main room. Can you still let her be a 'little three' bully? ”
Qin Yafu smiled bitterly: "What is the main room, the side room." I don't want to fight with her. I've always believed in the saying, 'There are times in life that you have to have it.'" There is no time in life to ask for it'. I think cherishing this thing is the first thing. The first time to update, but if you are thinking about how not to be broken up every day. It's too boring. ”
She bowed her head. Tears slowly flowed down her cheeks. She doesn't even know how many times she cried today.
Zo-dark grabbed her cold hand and shook it hard. Sadness welled up in my heart. I remembered a lot of old things. No more grumpy. Instead, he calmly said, "Yafu." Looks like you've suffered a lot from this guy. She should be the source of the conflict between you and Lin Zihang. You can rest assured. I'm still very accurate in looking at people. Don't look at me and Lin Zihang. But he's certainly not a promiscuity. I feel like there's still a lack of communication between you. Let's talk about it. No matter what happens. If two people still have feelings. Don't give up lightly. ”
At this time, Sao. The eyes are exceptionally bright and peaceful. He is like a wise man who has experienced all the things in the world. The words that come out are no longer radical: "Frankly." That's why I feel this way. It comes from my mom's own experience. ”
Qin Yafu rarely heard her mention family matters. I remember the last time she talked about her mother's death. Fu Ye turned his face on the spot. Stopped the next talk. So. Her mother should be the most painful scar she can't bear. Qin Yafu was a little unbearable: "You." Don't comfort me with your own sadness. ”
"No. Sain also remembered what happened last time. Shaking his head and smiling: "I can't tell you how sad it is." More and faster chapters are here. After all, it's been so long. Listen to you today. I suddenly remembered what my mother had said to me in the latter stages of her illness. ”
Sao's face was filled with longing and nostalgia. It's more reluctant. Although she struggles to control zhì. But the circles under his eyes were still red: "At that time." I'm still too young and vigorous. I didn't have the stamina at all. There is no way to accept the fact that the parents are divorced. Threaten them with the act of running away from home. But. Feelings are gone. What I did was actually hurt my mother's heart the most. I didn't come back to her until she was terminally ill. She kept admonishing me over and over again. Don't hate my dad. I don't understand. Ostensibly agreed. But in my heart I didn't think so. Including now. I can't completely let go of my knots. ”
Qin Yafu looked at her tears. I am deeply saddened to be the first to update. Busy said: "Don't say it." It's all my fault. I shouldn't have caused you to be sad. ”
Zo Dark shook his head: "Yaf." You're not right. Many contradictions are tumors that accumulate one after another. It's growing right there. You have to ignore it. But it will grow secretly. Slowly intrude into your life. until you are wounded to the fullest. It's like a conflict between me and my dad. Before she died, my mother told me to let go of my hatred. She said. Marriage is not just about having a good relationship that can go on. She also had a good relationship with my dad back then. Only later. There are conflicts because of issues such as personality and way of doing things. Both of them are stronger. Refusal to communicate well. will go further and further. Speaking of which. My dad's affair. was also forced by her. ”
Qin Yafu was stunned: "How could it be." What woman would be willing to give up her husband? ”
"That's right. I've always thought so. So I refused to forgive him. But. My mom said a word. I didn't understand it at the time. It's only now that I've slowly figured it out. Although I can't be completely relieved yet. And. That woman's scheming was too ruthless. Sooner or later, she and I will have to fight a tough battle. But. I've started to forgive my dad. Because I understand more and more what my mother said. 'Marriage needs to be managed. More need for maintenance'. ”
"It's not easy to run a business. It's even harder to maintain. Zo sighed. Looking at Qin Yafu honestly. My mom said. She doesn't blame my dad. It's because she knows she's at fault too. If two people are together. Cherish it. Reflect on your own mistakes. They may not have gotten that far. Outcome. I hated her for the rest of my life. Her short life has been consumed by such hatred. And. Worthless. Lost. It's lost forever. There's no chance of getting it back. So. She wants me to know how to take care of my stuff in the future. Don't regret it until the end. ”
She looked at Qin Yafu with relief: "Frankly say these words today." It was also after my mom died. I spoke it out for the first time. I wish you could do what my mother wished. Live well in the days to come. ”
Qin Yafu was grateful. couldn't help but reach out and hug Zuo Yan: "I just feel so tired from living." ”
"It's very tiring. But I thought that there were people around us who cared about us. Isn't it time to be content? Cherish it. Lin Zihang's feelings for you. Anyone can see it. No matter what happened. As long as you all want to be good. I'm sure I'll be able to go on. ”
Qin Yafu slowly digested these words. I still can't tell the sadness in my heart. That scene was so hurtful. She also wants to live a good life with Lin Zihang. But the thorn in my heart is not something that can be pulled out.
Then. The mobile phone in Qin Yafu's bag rang. She took it out. I saw that it was my mother calling. There was some trepidation. I don't know if Lin Zihang is like before again. Can't find yourself. Just call my mother's phone. She really didn't want her mother to worry about herself anymore.
Qin Yafu endured her anger at Lin Zihang. Carefully answered the phone: "Mom~"
"Japhe. You've been feeling good for the past two days. Qin Mu's voice was gentle and calm. I can't hear anything wrong.
"Hmm. Pretty good. Mother. Is there something wrong. "The phone calls between Qin Yafu and her mother have always been frequent. I feel that my mother's question is quite reasonable. So try to also watch xiàn as usual.
"That's right. I want to ask you, is Zihang free tomorrow. Your sister, they're leaving on the eighth day of junior high school. Before they go. Let's have another meal together. ”
Hear here. Qin Yafu's heart was completely put down. Busy nodding. I know that my mother can't see it. Still squeezed out a smile and agreed: "Okay." We'll be there early tomorrow. ”
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