Sun Zheng came out of the office, scratched his somewhat swollen head, alas, he took another free compulsory education class, looked at his watch, he had already eaten, people were iron and steel, no matter how unhappy he was, he had to fill his stomach, shook his head and took out the earphone car key in his trouser pocket and walked towards the school gate.

Night, always comes very fast, the busy day is over, the neon in the city is also shrouded in high-rise buildings, people after work also get together to sing, talk to each other about some trivial things that happened today, and people with families also go home early to have dinner with their lovers.

The thin sound of the shower did not add any sound to the city, Sun Zheng, who was standing in front of the mirror, unscrewed the switch, turned off the shower, picked up the bath towel on the side and wiped the water droplets on his body, tied his curvaceous muscles to his strong body, put on his shorts and turned around and walked to the balcony, took out the cigarette hidden under the flower pot, opened the window, and "exhaled" A trace of green smoke was blown away by the breeze and drifted in the air, Sun Zheng looked at the comprehensive high school not far from home with a little confused eyes.

Comprehensive high school, the city's most chaotic high school, there is no one, as if the city's "poor students" are gathered here, the superior environment on campus and teachers and students have a completely different side, the school is divided into high school, secondary school, junior college, dragons and snakes are mixed, fights and brawls are commonplace, and Sun Zheng used to be a member of the high school here, there are no rules here, there is no reason, there is just a figure and a pair of ruthless fists, Sun Zheng is usually low-key when he is studying in comprehensive high school, often alone, But no one dared to trouble him, because those who knew him knew that his amiable face had a strength that did not match his appearance, and of course he would not mind helping if he wanted to stay in the hospital for two days.

Sun Zheng smoked a cigarette and recalled the bits and pieces here, and also changed his mind for some special reasons to transfer to a foreign Chinese high school to do what an ordinary high school student should do, extinguish the cigarette butt, gently close the window, turn back to the room, "exhale" a large character lying on the bed, holding the pillow, still the bed is warm, squinting at the clock on the wall, 10:27.

"Ah Zheng, let's go, let's go!"

In the corner of the alley, Sun Zheng's hair was messy, his nose was overflowing with blood, he was covered with the wound on his arm that had been cut open, and he looked at a figure lying on the ground, hugging the thigh of a bald man and shouting at him.

"Little bastard, the strength is quite big, the second brother will give me a stick"

The obscene-looking second child next to him shook his long flowing hair, threw a short wooden stick and squatted down, and lit a cigarette with several other black shadows to watch the play.

"Damn, let you drag, let you drag, don't let go"

The wooden stick hit the flesh and blood mercilessly, making a muffled sound, stimulating Sun Zheng who was at a loss in the distance.

"Little rabbit cub, the hair has not grown before it grows out to fool around, damn it, you pretend to me again, get up! Beat me! ”

Saying that, there was no softness in his hands, no matter how the bald head hit, the figure under his feet just didn't let go, and with a "touch", the bald man loosened his shirt and looked at the little cub who fainted under his feet, panting.

"Damn, the little rabbit cub is quite hard, the stick is broken, the second child went to bring me the kid on the side"

The second child responded with a flirtatious look and was about to get up, when everyone's attention was on Sun Zheng, the figure under his feet suddenly rose, picked up the wooden stick that had just been broken in half, and waved it fiercely towards the bald man's shiny head, "Ah~" A miserable scream sounded, and the figure covered in blood seemed to use all his strength to yell at Sun Zheng in the corner of the wall, "Run!" Sun Zheng's tears burst out of his eyes, and he got up and ran towards the small port behind him: "Dongyang! "Then I saw being overwhelmed by the crowd

The room sat up suddenly, Sun Zheng, who opened his eyes, gasped for breath, saw the decoration in the house, it turned out to be a dream at home, wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, looked at the clock, 2:07, got up and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of ice water, slowly drank a few sips, looked down through the glimmer of the refrigerator and saw the scar on his arm, after that bar, where did you go, Dongyang, blame me for being nosy, blame me for not provoking them, forget the fact that we are still students, I hate myself for having no background and no strength, It's even more strange that I shouldn't have run away and left you alone at that time, I didn't expect myself to be so weak, in the week I was recuperating from my injury, I turned off my phone to you, I went to your house to look for you, and no one answered, you haven't been to school for a long time, where did you go, what happened in just a week, why is there no news.

"Actually, I'm worried about winning or losing, if I win, I will have it, and if I lose, I will never recover" "Have you ever lost" "Have you lost" "Are you not afraid of losing now" "I'm afraid, but I want to win too much"

Bai Wenjie lay on the bed and rubbed her temples, and there was a blue wrapped diary on her side, "What is this guy thinking about in his head, it's so complicated, but the handwriting is quite delicate, hehe" Bai Wenjie turned sideways and muttered in a low voice, and flipped through the diary again.

August 23, 2000, cloudy with light rain.

Perhaps the best way for a person to be quiet is to live alone, walking through street after street, looking up at the sky after sky.

I remember that Dongyang once told such a story after getting drunk, and I laughed after listening to it, the young man took a taxi to an unfamiliar place, and encountered several red lights along the way, and when he saw the destination, it was a red light, and he muttered, "It's really unlucky, it's always one step away!" At this time, the taxi driver said, "Don't be unlucky, God is fair, we are the first to go when the light is green", the red light gives us to think and appreciate, life sometimes needs to stop, not blindly rush forward, don't complain, God is very fair.

In such a world of the jungle, how can I not complain? You always say that I am too arrogant, no one is willing to be a weakling, mediocre life, fairy tales are fairy tales, stories are stories, patience is not a good quality, forcibly suppress your own unquenchable emotions, the more you endure the more painful, the more painful the more incomprehensible, forbearance is powerless is that you are not strong enough, you are not arrogant, low-key is not, you can never be satisfied with the people of the world, people live a lifetime, and it is difficult to find happiness.

Dongyang, one day I will let the world know me, I will use my way to let you see that there are some things that are all around us, but we can't touch them.