Trick again.

This was Qin Wei's first reaction when he heard Li Zhu's relay: It's definitely another fraud. The women in his life want to control his means, he actually knows it, Qiao Yun and Ms. Lin are actually very similar in some ways, when the will of the two sides conflicts, they are both too tough to bear, and the word 'compromise' almost does not exist in the lives of these two women.

But can he not go out?

Qin Wei really didn't want to go out, he wanted everyone to ignore him now. It's better to get them all gone, and then he comes out to clean up the mess. "Xuanye Dongtian 2", if the director is willing to ask him, he will definitely finish filming, fortunately, there is no other film appointment on him, and he can give himself a long vacation after filming. Even filming this film is based on a sense of responsibility, the contract is signed, and there can be no beginning and no end. He was tired of his life, like a drowning whale who just wanted to float to the surface and catch his breath. Closed door, not because he drank too much and couldn't face reality, not because he couldn't vent too many emotions, he just no longer had the patience to accept his life, to maintain that decent mask, all of which were ineffective communication.

Is communication with family members also ineffective? And what about Qiao Yun's? She's back, why? Posted those blogs, why? These questions may all be meaningful, but Qin Wei has no time to pay attention to things other than himself now, and his doubts are focused on himself: how did his life become like this? What exactly does he want to do? Is the biggest helplessness in the world the limited talent in the career you want to do? What kind of life should he choose in the future?

He has no intention of comparing with anyone, Lao Fan, Qiao Yun, Li Zhu, father and mother, whether these others in life have already found the direction and whether they have left him behind, this is not a matter that Qin Wei is concerned about at the moment. He just wants to seize the time and immerse himself in his own world more in the short time before the filmmaker calls him to return to work. But things are always not as he wants - Murphy's Law, things must not go as he wants at this time.

"Are they really going to sue?" He asked Li Zhu, a little funny, "Where is the evidence?" Didn't that guy run early? Sister Tan lives next door, is it really in front of her? ”

"She went back to City B for a meeting," Li Zhu said, observing his face and speaking in a neutral tone, "Miss Qiao said that she had already asked the paparazzi to get a picture of the girl, and as long as she could get the name, the possibility of finding someone was not low." ”

If you find someone and get a confession, you can really sue. Even if you are naked. According to this link, it is also an attempt to blackmail, the Qin family is reasonable, and the backers behind Sister Tan cannot be unreasonable. -- No matter how big the official is, he must also talk about human rights in the circle. Qin Wei was a little shocked, and couldn't help but have new questions: "It must have been Sister Tan who did it?" Why is she? What about finding trouble for yourself? ”

"I don't know." Li Zhu said innocently, "You know, Miss Qiao doesn't trust me very much......"

She's allied with Qiao Yun, right? Saying this only forced him to come forward and contact Qiao Yun, they now have a common purpose, and of course they hit it off. Maintaining the rustiness of the surface is only to better beat the side drum...... Qin Wei saw through her attitude at a glance: it was nothing more than to better control him. He is now like opening the perspective of God, looking down on the world detachedly, and the tricks that used to confuse him can now be seen through at a glance. It's just that the heart is like stopping water, and there will be no more waves because of this.

"Do you really want to sue?" He still asked, "You don't know Sister Tan's background?" ”

Li Zhu sighed in embarrassment, as if he couldn't say anything to Qiao Yun, "Qin Wei, don't think that I want to find trouble for myself, but, Miss Qiao's character, you know...... Where could she bear this breath? ”

It seems that it is a real alliance, every time she hates Qiao Yun, it is every time Qiao Yun makes him more 'out of control', and now that he is completely derailed, Qiao Yun has become her savior. What Li Zhu wants is very simple, she has always only wanted a star who is completely controlled by her and walks at her pace, and whoever can achieve this goal is her ally. She shamelessly lies, cheats, exploits, and controls for this simple purpose, and this purpose will also help her achieve her ideal - the number one agent in China? In short, a title similar to this. If this was her original dream, who knows?

Qin Wei can't say that he hates Li Zhu, he actually envies her a little, it seems that she has no psychological barriers to all the things that accompany this profession, and even a little fearless - what if he can see through it? It's not like you're at her mercy. It's really broken, it's on the bar, and if you don't see each other, let Qiao Yun sue Tan Yu, does he dare? He really didn't dare, if it was just his mother, it wouldn't matter, Qiao Yun's keyword was 'crazy'. Sue Tan Yu, Ms. Lin may not be able to do it, after all, the odds of winning are not high, the older generation is not familiar with the entertainment industry, and she has to test the depth of the water. But Qiao Yun said that if you sue, you can really sue, she is like this, she always has a little crazy energy that doesn't care about it, which makes people can't help but pinch a cold sweat for her future. He wants to break up, not to die for her, Qiao Yun is not the Qin family anyway, who knows how Sister Tan will deal with her if she is forced to be in a hurry?

Moreover, did Sister Tan really do it? She doesn't want to shoot "Xuanye Cave Sky" anymore? Doesn't this mean offending the management in vain? Those who can invest in making TV series are not fuel-efficient lamps, why should they destroy their reputation like this?

Qin Wei is as dead as ashes, it is impossible not to be curious about who harmed him, the more curious he is, the more he seems to be trapped in a spider's web, he found that he really found a very bad object, when Qiao Yun wanted to break up before, he didn't know how to get back together, and now he wants to break up, and he can divide it if he says it? Too naïve, he really didn't know how to dispel her idea of getting back together. It seems that what she wants him to do, how he struggles, and in the end he can only obey his fate.

But this time is different, this time is different from all the previous quarrels, their differences can no longer be bridged, not only career and relationship, Qin Wei doesn't want to fall in love at all now, he doesn't have that spare anymore, he just wants to give himself a long vacation, and find out what he wants, what he is more suitable for.

He still saw her, and in the dark night when dawn was approaching, the two of them sneaked out one after the other, and Li Zhu left a van for them at the door of the hotel. Qin Wei went out with a plastic basket in his hand, opened the trunk and stuffed the basket first, at more than 4 o'clock in the morning, he didn't attract the attention of fans, most of them regarded them as hard dramas that needed to get up early - it can be seen that he is actually not much different from those dramas, a set of jackets, a cap, and those assistant agents who are hugging each other, Qin Wei in most people's knowledge has been annihilated and invisible, and it is the obscure him who remains in the world.

"Where do you want to go?" He touched the steering wheel and asked kindly, the fresh air that he had not seen for a long time rushed into his lungs, and it refreshed him like freedom, as if the trance feeling of drinking too much had faded a little. He was determined to drive a while first, and then it was not small to talk to Qiao Yun well, there was no need to be too ugly, and it was not a matter of always being noisy.

"Let's go out into the mountains." Qiao Yun's face was also hidden under the hat, and her tone was unexpectedly relaxed, as if the two of them were just coming out to go around.

"Okay."

The car drove forward slowly, as if walking out of the block, on the corner of Santanari, the sleepy paparazzi was not alarmed at all, and drove two streets so unhurriedly, Qin Wei stepped on the accelerator, only then did he increase his speed, and ran wildly towards the little dawn on the skyline. He rolled down the windows of the car, and let the tire noise and wind noise fill the whole car without a head, and the more he blew, the more comfortable he became, and the noisy silence seemed to blow away the deepest confusion in his heart.

Here in Hengdian, not far from the filming base is the countryside, a mountain to the east, and farmland at the foot of the mountain. As soon as dawn someone came out to harvest rice, now they all use machines, the harvester is buzzing in the field, a few middle-aged farmers are smoking in the field, their eyes follow the car, Qin Wei stopped the car at the foot of the mountain, they also stared at it for a while, and waited for two people to climb into the mountain gate before they dispersed. Qin Wei stopped on the mountain road, watched the heads of those people walk away with their heads shaken, and suddenly felt unusually down-to-earth: they definitely didn't recognize who he was, even if they knew his name, they might not know the latest news, and even if they knew the news, they shouldn't take it to heart. After all, these silent doers are still the majority, they are the main body of society. Zhao is too broken, in fact, he regards himself and his own industry as too important.

He turned around and asked Qiao Yun, "Is it really Sister Tan?" ”

"The bureau should be set up by her, so it's hard to say the motive." At the end of August, it was a little cold in the morning, and it was hot when the sun came out, Qiao Yun took off her jacket and hugged it in her hand, "Maybe it was about tearing up my clothes with me at that time, and I wanted to grab a handle, the woman has a needle in her heart, and it's hard to guess her motives." ”

In the light daylight, she looked quite haggard, with two big dark circles under her eyes, the jet lag had just returned to China, she didn't sleep until five or six o'clock in the morning and was not sleepy, her lips were a little peeling, her skin couldn't help but look closely, and she had a red pimple on her forehead, "But you called me directly at the time, this arrangement lost its meaning, and it was idle." Later, it was estimated that the photos were leaked and were used by others to deal with you - she should also feel wronged now, and she lifted a stone and shot herself in the foot, and she couldn't even shoot her own drama. ”

This explanation is reasonable, Qiao Yun told him again, "-But don't tell her this sentence behind her back, of course she did this to the outside world, and she and Ma Chi have to bear this pot." ”

Why is it involved in the horse gallop again? Qin Wei was a little dizzy, and after thinking for a few seconds, he understood: This must be a Jedi counterattack planned by Li Zhu, Qiao Yun is not clear about the situation of Warwick's infighting after Ma Chi joined, and he is busy with his own career, how can it be involved in Ma Chi? In this way, it is a blessing in disguise, Warwick's big production was already in the bag, but now it is variable.

Looking at these things at this time, he didn't have any feelings, but Qin Wei didn't want to speak ill of Qiao Yun, he considered his words and asked, "Do I have to thank you?" ”

Qiao Yun glanced at him a few times and smiled, she understood what he meant, "No need, because of the trouble I made, I hurt you, I have to clean up the mess for you." ”

"It's not harmful, let's talk about these births." Qin Wei walked a few steps and asked, "When will you go back to New York?" ”

"I'm not going back." Qiao Yun said that Qin Wei paused, and she added, "I won't go back in the future." The matter over there is going to be solved by another way of thinking. ”

What's the idea? Isn't it going to be messing around again? Qin Wei caught a hint of ominous signs, and couldn't help but pause: She came back for him? All this change is for him?

"Don't worry, I won't pester you." Qiao Yun seemed to have telepathy with him, and without waiting for him to panic to dispel his doubts, she raised her hand to cover her eyes, looking at the picturesque fields below the mountain, the higher her steps climbed, the scenery below the mountain became smaller and smaller, and there were fewer and fewer flaws. "It's not for you, I'm coming back because I want to come back, and I want to go by myself, and I don't need you to be responsible for me."

It was not a quarrelsome tone, although the content was intense, it did not arouse anger, but it was a bit of a pleasure to put it bluntly, Qiao Yun maintained the posture of building a pergola, and turned to look at him - her beauty is flawed now, this is an objective cognition, but this still does not affect Qin Wei's trembling realization of her beauty, "How are you feeling now?" ”

“…… Not bad. Qin Wei shrugged, he still hadn't changed his mind, and he hadn't completely let down his guard, Qiao Yun didn't want to break up, he knew it, otherwise he wouldn't come back to him. They already know each other well enough to omit unnecessary temptations and pretenses. Qiao Yun didn't want to break up, he thought, he wanted her to give up by herself, she refused, the silent confrontation had already come once, Qin Wei was afraid that she would share too much and be held by her to change her mind. "It's not that it's not without gains, at least I have a little more understanding of the sinister nature of society."

"Do you want to continue to be an actor?"

"I don't know, I haven't decided yet, I have to think again." Qin Wei said that he had said too much unconsciously. "I still like to perform, but ......"

"But you don't like the environment of the industry anymore, do you?" Qiao Yun picked up his words, and the long-lost tacit understanding seemed to return to them. She glanced at him, "I want to make a literary film, I have no environment, let alone acting skills, and I have vision, but my strength is not enough to enjoy a truly top-notch performance." The director's business card makes you miserable, and the commercial film feels meaningless, and this kind of star-like life is not fun for you. Some people have been doing this business because they don't have many choices, and they can't make so much money and don't have so much sense of accomplishment when they leave the industry. But you are different, the strength is here, and you will achieve success in any line of work, so there is hesitation. Do you feel like a failure now? Living a little miserable? ”

Her words sounded a little painful, numb to his heart, poking his self-esteem, like a mockery from another ego, Qin Wei was silent: there is a person in the world who understands him like this, and all the words seem to come out of his heart, which makes people feel uneasy and reassured.

"You don't want to be in a relationship right now, I know, you need a while to find yourself and think about what you want to do." Qiao Yun leaned against the railing and looked at him, and said firmly, "I understand when I see you at a glance, you have too many problems, and you are not in the mood to fall in love now." ”

After all the words were finished by her, what else did he have to say? Qin Wei breathed a sigh of relief for himself, "Yes, no, I just want to be quiet, and I also feel that the foundation of love has been lost between us - I still hope you are good, the relationship is still there, but ...... Our lives are so far apart that we are no longer in a state where we can love each other. ”

"That's what I told you before, didn't I?" Qiao Yun's smile was as thin as smoke, "Some things can't be forced, how did you answer me at that time?" 'But you have to force it.' ”

"—but I'm going to force it." Qin Wei said it with her, and he also smiled, "I was still young at that time, and now, I don't want to force anything." ”

"If I said that I understand your current state, you wouldn't think I was lying to you." Qiao Yun squinted at him, the sun rose from the flat ground little by little, and the golden light set a brilliant edge on her face. "This state of disorientation, the state of self-doubt—if I say I understand everything, I really do, do you believe it?"

How could she possibly know what it was like? Has Qiao Yun ever had a real failure in her career? The difficulties she encountered could only be called bumpy at best. - But Qin Wei could hear it, she was speaking from the bottom of her heart, she really understood, and there were traces of pain in her words, although they were very light, but they were still unforgettable. "It's just that when I'm in this state I just want to grab something, the more the better, and when you're at a low ebb, I want to get rid of something, the more the better. Maybe that's the biggest difference between the two of us. ”

"I've thought many times about how I'd deal with it if one day you had something like this, and I should have laughed and told you how well I'm doing now, and avenged all the secret pain I had before." Qiao Yun said softly, as if she had been immersed in her own thoughts, some of her words made him feel very incomprehensible, but Qin Wei didn't ask, in such a state close to Zen enlightenment, some things are irrelevant, only the emotions shared are really enough. "I'm very vindictive, and that's what suits me better - but now I realized that it wasn't that I wanted to say to you, and I didn't hate that."

"If you want to find what you want to do, go ahead, don't make commercial films if you don't want to, I feel that making literary films is very painful and casual, and it doesn't matter if you even admit that you just like acting and lack talent, Li Zhu will hope that you will rush the box office for her, soar the salary, Aunt Lin hopes that you can hone your acting skills, win some good awards, work capital, and run the showbiz from a higher level. They all choose to cooperate with me for their own purposes, and they all have their own expectations for you, but I don't, and I support you in whatever you want to do. Qiao Yun said that she just casually and simply talked about his hidden pain, his most secret self-doubt. You go all over the world to sort yourself out, I'll be here for you, and I'll love and love until you come back—"

She has always been the one who is not very willing to say love, only in words, it seems that pouring out love positively will put her in some kind of weakness, he used to be more willing to talk, but then, as she developed gradually better than him, his troubles became more and more, and he became the stronger one...... There are fewer and fewer opportunities to confess like this, and both parties are very clear about each other's feelings, and it seems that there is no need to do this more-

But now Qiao Yun said so naturally, inadvertently reassuring, opening up her warm and firm feelings, she smiled at him in the sun, Qin Wei could only look at it like this. Looking at the laugh lines in the corners of her eyes, the skinned lips - none of these could diminish the slightest bit of beauty, he couldn't take his eyes off it, he couldn't react, he could only look at it like this.

Suddenly, the smile that seemed to be made of heat was a little cunning, "Love until the variables appear, love until someone else appears......"

Yes, life is always flowing, and who can dominate the chance of a hundred years? No matter how sincere the guarantee is, it can only be guaranteed until the next person she loves appears, if he is not there, Qiao Yun will eventually meet another person who ignites her, her eyes will light up because of another person, and she will throw herself into the arms of another person-

Engaged in the development to the present, Qin Wei has maintained a desireless and wantless 'Zen enlightenment' state of mind, he made up his mind will not change, the steps of going out will not look back, not deliberately insisting, touching also, but just not shaken to that extent, but at this moment, the Zen heart fragmented, as if a voice sounded, the layer of separation between him and reality suddenly disappeared for a short time, he almost blurted out, 'not allowed'!

But fortunately, he reined in the precipice and forcibly held back.

She may have seen something, and her smile was a little more proud, and Qiao Yun leaned over - as soon as she moved, he leaned back alertly, almost touching his head.

Qiao Yun smiled, she took a step back to show her innocence, and raised her hands, as if to reassure him not to be so nervous, and whispered quietly. "So, you'd better hurry."

Qin Wei wanted to speak and was speechless, he silently took a step back, let Qiao Yun pass by him, and ran down the mountain with his hands behind his back, he stood at the top of the steps, twisting his eyebrows, looking at her back.

I can't tell what I feel in my heart for a while, and I still don't want to look back, but if I have to describe it, it can be said to be a reluctant warmth. 166 Reading Network