589. Chapter 589: A White Liar
Waiting, full of anxiety and uneasiness......
This is the fourth day after Shen Xiaoman's surgery, and they are waiting for the results of pathological tests, if the tumor is benign, then it is an ordinary uterine fibroid, and it can be cured after the operation. It doesn't have a big impact on your future life. If it is malignant, it is uterine cancer, and the next surgery may remove the uterus, and if it is early uterine cancer, then there is room for saving. If the advanced cancer cells spread, it will basically be at the end of life. Therefore, the results of this laboratory test are equivalent to the verdict of life, which directly determines how long Shen Xiaoman's life will be!
Shen Xiaoman seemed very calm, there was no fluctuation in his feelings, but Lei Zijia was getting thinner and thinner day by day, silent, as a doctor, but he couldn't save the woman he loved the most, and that feeling of powerlessness was the most terrifying.
In the special senior VIP ward, Ah Tao hugged two girls dressed like little princesses in.
Shen Xiaoman sat up excitedly, kissed the two little sisters left and right, hugged and hugged.
"Mommy, do you hurt?" Shen Yujie pointed to the blood vessel inserted in the back of Shen Xiaoman's hand and asked very distressedly.
"It doesn't hurt...... Mommy has a virus in her body right now, and these potions are superhuman, and they will help me kill the virus. ā
"Oh...... When will Mommy come home?Jiejie wants to listen to Mommy's stories at night!" Shen Yujie asked in a milky voice.
"Didn't Daddy tell you a story?" Shen Xiaoman asked with a smile, in fact, Lei Zijia was the most tired in the past few days, running back and forth between home and hospital every day, taking care of Shen Xiaoman in the hospital during the day, and coaxing his two daughters to sleep at night, and after the daughters fell asleep, he ran to the hospital again.
"Daddy is a fool, he sheds tears when he tells a story......" Shen Yujie said in a milky voice.
"Hmm, nonsense, how could Daddy shed tears?" Shen Xiaoman smiled.
Jiejie didn't talk nonsense, Daddy told the story of the mermaid yesterday, and when the mermaid turned into foam in the sea, he shed tears. Jiejie didn't cry, Daddy cried, Daddy was not brave at all. Shen Yujie ruthlessly exposed Lei Zijia's troubles.
"Nonsense, how can Daddy shed tears, didn't he tell you? That's because the sand got into his eyes. Lei Zijia happened to come in from the outside and hurriedly scolded his daughter......
Shen Xiaoman glanced at Lei Zijia, her eyes met, she saw the sadness and despair in his eyes, and her heart ached inexplicably, as if it was torn apart by something...... A pair of lovely little daughters, waiting for her to raise, a young and creative infatuated husband, want to stay with her for the rest of her life, in fact, life is for her, there are too many nostalgia, she doesn't want to die......
"Daddy is lying, and there is no wind, where is the sand!" the simple little guy once again exposed his father's lies.
"That's because of the mermaid story, which reminded Daddy of the sick mommy...... Daddy said, Mommy is Daddy's mermaid, and Daddy is Mommy's prince. The mermaid was sick, and of course the prince was sad. Daddy's tears are not because he is not brave, but because he is worried about Mommy. Shen Yuqing, who had always been silent, suddenly said seriously.
Seeing his daughter say such a long and reasonable thing for the first time, Shen Xiaoman was also stunned......
Shen Xiaoman felt that his eyes were astringent, and hot tears rushed into his eyes, and he wanted to burst out of his eyes at any time......
"Alright, babies, Mommy needs to rest, you and Ah Tao should go home first! Lei Zijia took the hands of the two little daughters, one left and one right, ready to leave.
Shen Xiaoman hugged her daughters and kissed them, she couldn't bear them, and she couldn't wait to hold them in her arms all the time......
But this is a hospital, the air is full of germs, and children are very susceptible to infection, and she can't let them take such a risk for her own selfishness.
"Mommy, bye-bye, I'm going to miss you. Shen Yuqing fiddled with his little hands and said goodbye to Shen Xiaoman.
"Bye-bye, darling, listen to Daddy at home. Shen Xiaoman choked up and squeezed out a smile to say goodbye to his daughters.
In fact, every other day, Lei Zijia would bring the children over to get together with Shen Xiaoman, but, I don't know why, Shen Xiaoman always had a bad feeling, as if as soon as the children's figures disappeared from her sight, they would never be seen again. The reluctance and sadness in her heart are always surging like the sea, but in front of the children, she is worried that the children will be afraid, so she doesn't dare to cry, so she can only endure desperately.
As soon as the little sisters walked to the door, Shen Yujie suddenly let go of her hand, ran back again, and hugged Shen Xiaoman's arm, "Mommy, I'm so scared, will you really turn into foam like a mermaid?"
Shen Xiaoman looked at her childish daughter, her big eyes full of longing, she couldn't hold back any longer, tears burst out, and she hugged her daughter's small figure tightly.
"Mommy is not a mermaid...... Mommy will never leave you!"
Afterwards, Shen Yuqing also let go of Lei Zijia's hand and hugged Shen Xiaoman's side, "Mommy, you must get better, go home quickly! We can't do without Mommy for a day!"
"Okay, Mommy will go home soon!" Shen Xiaoman said with a choked voice. Hold this pair of little daughters to the full.
Lei Zijia walked back silently and hugged all the three most important women in his life......
Ah Tao stood at the door, seeing this heart-wrenching scene, she couldn't help but burst into tears......
"Mr. Lei...... The results are in!" A doctor hurried into the room with a test sheet.
Lei Zijia let go of his arm and turned his head to look at Ah Tao, "You take the children back first, I'll come back later!"
"Okay, young master!" Ah Tao called two bodyguards to come in and led the two little girls out.
The room quickly fell silent.
"Mr. Lei, the results of our test just now ......"
"Let's talk outside!" Lei Zijia's deep voice interrupted the doctor's words.
"Okay!" The doctor glanced at Shen Xiaoman, who was lying on the hospital bed, and nodded knowingly. Many times, in order to prevent the patient from having negative feelings, some emotional illnesses must be carried on the patient's back, which is conducive to later treatment, which is also a relatively kind lie.
"No, just say it here! I'm also a doctor, I want to know my situation......" Shen Xiaoman hurriedly called out to them, she was also a doctor, so from the moment the doctor entered the door, she knew her fate, and she was mentally prepared to face it.
"Uh......" The doctor stood in place, and then looked at Lei Zijia at a loss.
Lei Zijia silently walked to Shen Xiaoman's side, reached out and held her small hand, which was so thin that only skeleton remained, "Wife, you have a good rest here." I'm going to talk to the doctor about the treatment plan in the future, you don't need to know. If you know in advance, you may be under psychological pressure. Since you have been a doctor, you should understand that the work of a doctor requires the cooperation of patients. So, you just lie down obediently here. ā
He lowered his head and kissed her forehead, which was cold. He pressed his cheek against her forehead and warmed her with his body heat......
"No, that's what I'm talking about, you're talking about my physical condition, and I'm in the best position to know. I can decide directly whether I live or die. Husband, don't hide it from me, the more you hide it from me, the more cranky I will be. Shen Xiaoman suddenly burst into tears.
"Okay, I'll listen to you!" Lei Zijia's voice was extremely low and gentle, and he nodded to the doctor, signaling that he could speak here.
Yes, if Shen Xiaoman had not studied medicine and was just a layman who did not understand pathology, his concealment might be effective. But she is not, as long as she sees her next treatment process, she can basically judge her condition.
The doctor nodded, lifted his glasses, in fact, he was very depressed, what he liked to do most was to watch the patient heal and be discharged from the hospital, rather than holding this kind of test sheet to bring a desperate message to the patient, he knew what kind of terrible scene he would face after he finished speaking.
"I was shocked that the test result was positive...... It is a malignant tumor, and from the current situation, the tumor has no signs of spreading throughout the body, and is confined to the uterus, which should be in the early stages. Our plan is to remove the uterus to prevent future problems!" After saying that, the doctor was silent.
The whole ward also fell silent, and after a long time, Shen Xiaoman smiled, "It's not too bad, in the early stage, if you get it well, you can live for three and five years without a problem." It is...... Can the uterus not be removed? I thought, maybe I could have another child!"
The doctor shook his head, "That's dangerous, we build yƬ removal, like this case, we generally don't build yƬ patients to regenerate." ā
"Got it, I'm sorry for you, I want to be alone with my wife for a while!" Lei Zijia said to the doctor.
"Okay, in order to determine further treatment, please come to my office in a moment!"
"Good!"
Lei Zijia watched the doctor walk out the door, and then there was a long silence......
"Husband, it's not so strict. I don't want to remove the uterus......" Shen Xiaoman knew very well what the uterus meant to a woman. If it is removed, it will not be a complete woman, and she will not even be able to do her husband and wife with Lei Zijia again.
Lei Zijia turned around and hugged Shen Xiaoman in his arms, "Wife, don't worry, your husband is a doctor, and he will never let you be frightened, don't worry, he won't remove the uterus." From today onwards, we will be transferred back to Pok Oi Hospital. I'll use Chinese medicine to help you treat ......"
"Well, okay, husband, you said before that my father is very good at Chinese medicine and has his own set of therapies for cancer...... I think you should go to Dali Temple and pick him up. With him by my side, I'm also a little more relieved. Shen Xiaoman still had a glimmer of hope in her heart, the last time she saw Ouyang Wenbin in Dali Temple, she learned a lot of things. Regarding the prevention and treatment of family diseases, she has always believed in Lei Zijia's words and feels that there is hope......
After Lei Zijia listened, he was silent for a long time before he whispered, "Wife...... I did something sorry for you, please forgive me!"