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The flowers are white and white, standing on the branches.

Xu Shuangchuan sat on the bench and looked up.

Today is Sunday, she came out of the business building of the training institution, slowly paced to a street park, saw a white magnolia tree, blooming burning, and sat down on a long wooden chair.

The supervisor of academic affairs was very good, and I heard that she still wanted to lead classes on weekends, and promised to help her arrange them after June.

She felt a little relieved. No matter what happens, the job will always pay well.

The sun is white, the flowers are white, and I don't know who is more brilliant. Xu Shuangchuan looked at it and looked a little confused.

She thinks about a lot of things, a lot of people.

Including the magnolia-like person I met many years ago, what is his name?

Matthews, as she remembered, had his name in her mind almost immediately, and as the years passed, she wondered if he was okay or if he still smiled as clearly as a magnolia blossom.

Xu Shuangchuan has always thought in his heart that there is one of the most illusory beauty in this world, that is, you solemnly put a person into your story, but he never knew it, and he will not know it in the future. And you, in his story, are not even passers-by.

She was slightly regretful.

Every spring, she never misses the blooming of the magnolia. From the moment she suddenly saw a tree full of white flowers one morning, she would quietly admire every white magnolia tree she encountered on the road, silently count the dates for them, and wait until the petals fell all over the ground and new green shoots appeared on the branches, and then she waited for the next year with peace of mind.

Every year, she sends away the flower season like this.

The flowering period of the magnolia is very, very short, a tree, from the first flower to the flowers, but only two or three days, and after two or three days, it will be scattered and yellow.

So it can only be appreciated for a short time.

A petal floated down slowly, in the good sunshine, the flower fell silently, and the beep sound of cracking, breaking, and falling was just imprinted in my heart. Xu Shuang looked at the white petals under the tree, she would regret it before, she was used to seeing the flowers bloom and fall over the years, and gradually she would not be stunned, these are natural processes, and they are already very good when they are beautiful.

She was a little curious about what the magnolia-like man would slowly become, but she didn't know and didn't care. Magnolia always blooms every year, she really likes to look at the white flowers of that tree, occasionally a flash, thinking of meeting a person with such a temperament many years ago, there will be a faint peace and joy, that is also excellent.

However, she finally has someone to grit her teeth and want to be involved.

Xu Shuangchuan now knows that the most unbearable experience in this world is that she can be a person who is like air all the time around her, and suddenly she doesn't kiss, she breathes his breath, naturally it has already entered her heart, and now she wants to return it, as painful as if she can't breathe.

Since when did she and Chen Chi go wrong.

Is it the constant moving, the food that needs to be cooked every day, the clothes that always have to be changed, the dust that will not stop falling after wiping, and quietly erasing their involvement with each other?

Or was it the separation between the two places before, the entertainment he had no time to talk about, the gossip that no one listened to, and the silent night that they had long been accustomed to, quietly diluted their affection?

Xu Shuangchuan even hoped that a long time ago, she prevented Chen Chi from buying that stock, they were not forced to be stretched, and they could be calmly arranged after graduation, Chen Chi did not have to take the job far away from home immediately, they bought a house and had a baby, and settled down the same, whether the maintenance could be indestructible.

She and him are very close to each other, they have survived studying in a foreign country, and they have survived the separation of the two places, but when they are slowly getting better, they can't survive day and night.

Xu Shuang fell beside the magnolia tree and sat until dusk.

She was sick.

This cold, she didn't pay attention to it at first. Stuffy nose, dizziness, and still able to go to work. After a day of delay, I felt that I couldn't bear it, I was out of breath when I got up, and I felt like I was going to sweat when I took two steps. Without a thermometer, she knew she had a fever. She looks like this, it is unrealistic to squeeze the subway during the morning rush hour, so she goes to the hospital to get medicine first.

There are a lot of people who see a doctor, she is weak, dizzy, slow to move, a person to register, wait, blood test and other reports, and finally the doctor gave her a drop of medicine.

There were also a lot of people in the observation room, the nurse inserted a needle for her, she made a phone call to ask Gu Erqin for leave, closed her eyes, and rested against the back of the chair.

Xu Shuangchuan will never forget the details that follow.

How many midnight dreams back, she hoped that this day would be different. If she can change one day in this life, then in this life, no matter whether she is unhappy or unhappy on other days, she can not change it.

She didn't change the day when she and Matthews happened to throw away the garbage together and said goodbye lightly, sometimes she thought about that day, and felt that she could be cheerful and cheerful to say a few more blessings.

She didn't change the day she agreed to Chen Chi to buy stocks, sometimes she thought about that day, she would always feel very sorry for the money that didn't know where to go and their hard life after that, at that time she was reluctant to buy even a sweet potato.

She did not change the day when she politely refused the professor's proposal to work as an experimental technician in the department after graduation, and sometimes she thought about that day, and felt that if she had the opportunity to continue to work part-time and study for a doctorate, it would be a great life to live a pure and simple life in the laboratory.

She didn't change the day when she smiled silently during Gu Yiwei's company's interview, sometimes she thought about that day, and always thought about how good it would be if she could be so strong that she could be so light.

She doesn't change every day when she argues and quarrels with Chen Chi, even if she is so sad.

She just wanted to change the day.

"Sit here, there's a place here. ”

Xu Shuangchuan opened his eyes. She was napping, hanging a drip by herself, and she didn't dare to really rest, so she would open her eyes from time to time to see the liquid level in the hanging bottle. At this moment, the seat next to her was empty, and there were two people standing, a man and a woman, about twenty years old. The man's hair is slightly curly and styled with gel water, and he looks like a big boy who has just graduated from high school and is working part-time. The girl had a ponytail and a round face, as if she didn't like the seat very much, and turned her head to look around, and flattened her mouth.

"Do you want to throw up?" said the boy.

"No," the girl whispered, "the man seems to be about the same, and he's gone, and there's two seats over there, and we'll sit there." ”

"Sit down first, and wait until the house is well. ”

The girl sat down, looked up and asked, "What about the wedding photos?"

"My mom said to wait until three months have passed before shooting. ”

"How did you shoot at that time? The girl pouted.

"Just listen to my mother. It's still cold now, what should I do if I get cold again?"

"Oh, yes...... It's not pretty. The girl glanced at the boy with an annoyed expression, and after a while seemed a little apprehensive, "Does it matter if you want to hang salt water?"

"Then what should I do? The doctor has it, and it can't be hung up. ”

"When I went to the doctor, I forgot to say, does it matter?"

The boy hesitated, "I'll go and see why the nurses don't come for a long time, and ask them again by the way." ”

Xu Shuangchuan tilted her head slightly, glanced at the girl, and continued to close her eyes.