Chapter 10 Intentions
At night, in the dead of night, Lin Ziqing lay on the bed and tossed and turned, and all kinds of bad thoughts came up in her head. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
When I think of my past life and those bad things, I feel a pain in my chest. I kept reassuring myself with my eyes closed that maybe this small change I noticed during the day was just accidental......
She has been reborn and returned, will what happens in this world in the future follow the trajectory of her previous life? She is already a variable, the Buddha said that there is a cause before there is an effect, if the cause changes, will the effect still be like that?
If she changes the lives of her parents and brother, will there be other changes around her?
Should she let her fate continue to develop and not make any changes? Could it be that she had to watch her family go the way she came from all over again?
I also have to watch my parents' marriage break down, and I have to go through the pain of losing my loved ones again and again, and watch my younger brother step by step towards the path of a bad child.
How could she let it happen again, this time she said that she couldn't repeat the misery she had ever made her live again.
She must change all this, since God has reborn her, she will not let things develop to any point, Lin Ziqing clenched her fists tightly, things are man-made, and people will win the day.
In the morning, Lin Ziqing was called by her mother while wearing two panda eyes, and when she was dressing, Lin Ziqing was still in a trance, half-open her eyes, and stared in a daze.
Tan Liyun looked at her and touched her head: "When I went to kindergarten yesterday, was it a little uncomfortable, I didn't sleep well at night, look at your two dark circles." ”
Lin Ziqing came to her senses, immediately took her mother's hand, stared at her with serious eyes, and said:
"Mom, I don't want to go to kindergarten anymore, I can learn everything in kindergarten a long time ago! Mom, I want to follow you to the market street to sell things first. ”
Tan Liyun's face sank, and she whispered to her, "You kid, what are you talking about?" You think about doing business at a young age, what will you sell! Be careful that your father knows about it, spank your ass! Stop talking nonsense, eat, and after eating, I will honestly go to your kindergarten, and go wash my face and brush my teeth first." ”
"Mom......" Lin Ziqing wanted to say something, but Tan Liyun didn't listen to her, she patted her buttocks lightly, grabbed her hand and walked to the kitchen.
Although her mother also criticized and educated Lin Ziqing at breakfast, Lin Ziqing's thoughts in her heart were not so easy to change.
I am still too young, and I am soft-spoken, and my parents will not easily believe their words.
She had to find a way to show her abilities to her parents, at least to prove that she didn't have to go to kindergarten now, because now she felt very awkward and uncomfortable to let her play games and play with a group of children.
After all, she is not a real child, and she still feels that she is an "aunt" in her bones, and she is doing games of "throwing handkerchiefs" and "finding friends" with a group of children, and she feels so congested!
And she was afraid in her heart that some things would change, and she was afraid that if she didn't let herself master a little ability first, she would not be able to solve those problems in the future.
Lin Ziqing lowered her head all the way to think about her thoughts, and slowly walked to the way to the kindergarten.
"Lin Ziqing, what are you thinking, your head is about to hit the telephone pole!" A pleasant voice sounded behind her.
"Hmm. Lin Ziqing hurriedly stopped her steps, turned around in a trance, and saw Huang Feng living in the opposite yard.
The nine-year-old Xiao Zhengtai in front of her, with a pink and white round face, beautiful big eyes, a clean white shirt, and black suspender pants, was looking at her seriously.
Lin Ziqing's little heart is rippling, so cute! I really want to reach out and pinch his tender face.
I've been back for so long, and I haven't seen this "other people's child" who reads in the room except for school, and I didn't expect him to be so cute when he was a child.
Seriously calculated, Huang Feng is not her blood relative. His grandmother and Lin Ziqing's grandmother are godsisters, and Huang Feng's grandmother was adopted by Lin Ziqing's grandmother's family since she was a child.
"Cousin Huang Feng!" Lin Ziqing smiled happily and shouted sweetly.
"Well, walk and look at the road, it's your kindergarten in front, and I'm going to school too, goodbye!" Looking at her stupid appearance, Huang Feng instructed her with a serious face.
"Oh!"
Lin Ziqing looked at Huang Feng, and a thought suddenly popped up in her heart, this is the "little prodigy" in the town! If she said that she was looking for him and studying with him, her parents would definitely not object.
After a while, I will show a little talent, and my parents will be able to dispel their idea of continuing to let themselves go to kindergarten when they see their learning results. If she is a genius a little more, she is using her identity as a genius to do something, it must be much easier, genius, do something different from a child, and adults will also express understanding and support.
"Wait, cousin, can I go to your house after school in the afternoon to study with you?" I have a lot of questions for you!" Lin Ziqing blinked her big eyes and looked at him expectantly.
Huang Feng turned to look at her, nodded and left with his schoolbag.
"Yay!" Lin Ziqing happily ran into the kindergarten gate.
As soon as she entered the gate, a little girl pounced on her and hugged Lin Ziqing. Fortunately, I caught the small tree planted in the yard, otherwise the little girl would have been thrown to the ground.
"Qingqing, you're here, I miss you to death!" After speaking, he hugged Lin Ziqing tightly, this little girl has a lot of strength, Lin Ziqing struggled and didn't break free.
This little girl looks pink and cute, just short hair like a little boy, and I don't know what her parents think. How do you act like a brat?
"Qingqing, why haven't you come to school for a long time? My mother took me to my aunt's house yesterday for a wedding drink, or I would have seen you yesterday. The little girl pouted, an unhappy expression on her face.
Lin Ziqing frowned and looked at her, the more she looked at her, the more familiar she felt, her eyes suddenly lit up, and she exclaimed in surprise: "Li Tanchun?"
The little girl let go of Lin Ziqing, "What are you calling me for? You haven't come to my house to play with me for so long." My mother won't let me go to your house to find you, saying that you're not well!"
It's her......! , the aunt of the Li family gave birth to three sons, and she was raised as a child with such a daughter. With this hair and this dress, people who don't know it think that their family has four sons!
Lin Ziqing was pleasantly surprised, but she still looked at Li Tanchun with sympathetic eyes, and took her hand, "Let's go, the teacher is coming, let's go to the class." ”
Hearing Lin Ziqing say that she was going to enter the classroom, she suddenly forgot that she was going to continue to interrogate her why she didn't go to her house to find her.
Instead, he screamed and dragged Lin Ziqing's hand and ran forward, "Hurry up, hurry up, today the teacher wants to say that I want to memorize the pinyin table, I still have a few I don't remember!"