"Don't think about it, when did you become so unconfident" Qin Yafu listened to Lin Zihang's self-denial, her heart was uneasy, and she was busy pretending to persuade him easily. ,

"I'm confident that I'm confident in front of you" Lin Zihang smiled bitterly, "I cry, shout, and beg you to come to me every day, but you are reluctant, I regard chasing you as my joy in life, full of fighting spirit, desperately spoiling you, coaxing you, any problems encountered, it is my fault, I have to admit it, but why am I so attentive, I still can't get you a little touched"

"I, I don't, I've always been very touched by your kindness" Qin Yafu followed his words halfway, but she felt a little unpleasant, and she was busy talking.

Lin Zihang still heard the taste, and he smiled contemptuously: "To be honest, you have always been this kind of gratitude, don't hide it anymore, our relationship does not stem from how much you and me are at all, you are just moved and moved by what I have done for you, so that you can't say anything about leaving me." ”

"No, Zihang, you want to deviate, how can I be" Qin Yafu stammered for a while, not knowing how to appease him.

"How is it impossible I originally thought that you wanted to live with a man like Lan Haijun who seemed to be honest and duty-free, so I tried to follow your thoughts, give up Yiqiē, return to my hometown, and work for Xin Ran, as long as I am with you, keep a peaceful and stable life."

"However, you are not satisfied, and now you can't let go of the child's affairs, then I can't help it, and the child is not something I can give birth to."

Lin Zihang smiled bitterly: "In this way, it seems that you are more suitable to find a man with ready-made children to live, in fact, it is also true, people have children first, you can even avoid the pain of childbirth."

"Zihang, don't talk nonsense, okay" Qin Yafu realized that he seemed to be shaking out the resentment in his heart, and he vented it if he had the heart, but he still couldn't stand his thoughts going astray, "I didn't think about it that way, the child is just a knot in my heart, and I'm already trying to get rid of it"

"Can you get rid of it" Lin Zihang felt funny, "Qin Yafu, I have done all the efforts I can do now, but it is useless, it is better to ask like this, you go and inquire, who has a child you don't want, you can exchange me for a child, so that you don't have to look at me every day, you can untie the knot and live happily with your child." ”

"Zihang, don't be like this," Qin Yafu was sad that she couldn't do his job, and hugged one of his arms with tears in her eyes, "You don't want to be like this, how can you think of me like this I admit it, during this time, the child problem tortured me very much, but in my heart, you are the only person I want to stay with, you have always been the first person in my life, I never thought I would not want you"

Qin Yafu choked up, she couldn't go on, she didn't expect her recent willfulness to hurt him so deeply.

"Oh, you're crying again, can you not cry" Lin Zihang shook his hand irritably, trying to get rid of her restraints.

But Qin Yafu firmly grasped him with an iron heart, and did not let go: "In my heart, there is nothing better than you, really, do you believe in me?"

Lin Zihang looked at her helplessly for a long time, and raised his hand to touch her face: "Yafu, let's go, let's get out of here, this place is becoming more and more depressed, it's not that I don't like people in my hometown, but there are many people and many things here that make me feel disappointed." ”

"I" Qin Yafu hesitated, she wanted to say that she was about to apply to Lan Haijun, but she was afraid that he would blow up again when she heard Lan Haijun's three words, so she pondered to change her words.

But this pause deepened Lin Zihang's misunderstanding, he felt that she was deliberately delaying, and the love that had just eased a little broke out again, he suddenly withdrew his hand and asked, "Qin Yafu, what are you hesitating about?"

Qin Yafu was stunned by his determination, spread her empty hands, and looked at him pitifully: "I didn't, I didn't have it, I just wanted to say"

"What do you want to say" Lin Zihang sneered, "What you want to say, but don't dare to say is that you are reluctant to be here, reluctant to Lan Haijun, reluctant to Huo Weiting, reluctant to those two little girls, and reluctant to all kinds of people here who are good to you, and the only person you are willing to give up is me, only I am the person you hate the most"

Qin Yafu shook her head with tears, biting her lip without feeling pain, the person in front of her was so unfamiliar, but he was so real and vicious to herself, now he was simply a tube, ready to explode at any time, not only to blow himself to pieces, but obviously to take her to Huangquan with him.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door outside.

Because this is Zuo Dark's territory, Qin Yafu naturally can't lock people's doors, so she answers: "Please come in."

The door opened, Zuo Di stood at the door, and did not walk in, her narrow eyes flashed with crystal light, and she smiled at Lin Zihang very seriously: "The temper of the handsome guy is not small, but no matter what, I am a friend of Yafu, I can be regarded as her mother's family, you are wild on the territory of her mother's family, I don't care about it for a while, why is it endless, it is better to satisfy my curiosity, let me hear why you are so noisy, okay?"

Lin Zihang rolled his eyes and turned his head to the bed, he didn't want to talk nonsense with Zuo Yan, he understood that Zuo Yan was not Qin Yafu, that was a sharp-toothed master, and it would take a lot of trouble to provoke her, and his current mood was just to seek justice from Qin Yafu, and he didn't want superfluous people to make trouble.

"Yo yo yo, the handsome guy is too lazy to talk to me, haha, okay, Yafu," Zuo Yin beckoned to Qin Yafu, "Then let's come out and talk, let the handsome guy dissipate his anger." ”

Qin Yafu understood, glanced back at Lin Zihang, and said softly, "Then I'll go out first." ”

Lin Zihang didn't react, and Qin Yafu had to walk out with Zuo Yan.

The two of them came to the corner of the bar one after the other, the "queen" position where Qin Yafu used to sit.

Zuo secretly chose a cup of fruit wine with low alcohol concentration and handed it to Qin Yafu, smiling encouragingly: "Drink less"

After Qin Yafu took it, she put it aside, her troubled mood seemed to have improved, and she felt even more tired, she didn't get a drop of water from work, and she didn't eat a bite of rice, and after standing for more than three hours, she came to the bar to listen to Lin Zihang's roar, and her mood and body energy seemed to be exhausted, and she couldn't help but bow her head to the bar.

Zuo Yan naturally understood her pain, and patted her on the shoulder: "Yafu, it's not a good thing to vent your grievances, after all, husband and wife are two separate people, due to the difference in personality, it is inevitable that conflicts will be caused, although his personality is not very mature and messing around, but his sincerity to you is also rare, I have always felt that it is better to have something to say than to hold it in my heart, so he is willing to quarrel with you, which also means that he wants to solve the problem, but the method is not appropriate." ”

"yes, I see." Qin Yafu propped up her lowered head with her arms and answered softly.

"He's angry now, and he's drunk so much wine, it's the time to be confused, don't take his drunken words seriously, don't worry, when he is sober, if he still has this attitude, I don't need you to come forward, I'll be the first to turn his face with him" Zuo Dian has always been quite righteous and sincerely protects his friends, but at the same time, because he has seen and experienced a lot of things, he looks at the problem from a more rational perspective.

Listening to the soft music in her ears, coupled with the persuasion of her friends, Qin Yafu's mood finally eased a little, and her attention gradually focused on the glass of wine that Zuo Yan handed her.

Qin Yafu moved the wine glass in front of her, and the pale pink liquid suddenly reminded her of the night when she was taken care of by Lin Zihang after being tricked into drinking the medicine by Suning, when she heard that a woman committed suicide because she was angry with her husband, the two of them knew for the first time the pain of parting with Xiang's life.

Later, after Wu Shanshan's death, the heart-wrenching expressions of the two men lingered in her heart for a long time, and at that time, she also vowed to cherish the people in front of her.

It's just that all kinds of changes happened later, I don't know when the contradictions between the two people have become more and more, and they are more and more unspeakable.

On the surface, the relationship between the two people is much hotter than before, so sweet that it seems to be inseparable, but each other's hearts are becoming more and more frightened, testing each other, hurting each other, and after every dispute, it seems to be stable, but in fact, it is more and more unable to calm down.

Especially her, when she encounters difficulties, she always habitually wants to escape, and she has said countless times when she separates, although it will be over in the end, but every time she doesn't hurt his body

And this time, it can be heard from his words that he must have also gone to the small park, but he couldn't bear to alarm himself, she really couldn't say that this was his mature cousin, because he just changed places to make trouble, but, then again, he knew that he chose to stay in "Lonely Zodark" to drink, but it also indirectly showed his heart, that is, he didn't want to borrow wine to do anything that couldn't do anything to her.

Thinking like this, Qin Yafu felt a little comforted, although she had explained to him many times, one was due to her too urgent mentality, but after all, this was the main reason why the two of them would come to such an uncomfortable situation today, and he had to slowly let him see his sincerity.

Zuo Dian is a free and easy person, and he doesn't have many words of comfort, but he also casually beats her a few words.

Qin Yafu sorted out the knot in her heart, and felt naturally better, and for the first time she drank some wine with Zuo Dian in her bar, and when she was slightly drunk, Zuo Secret told her to live here tonight, anyway, she usually only rests here, and she doesn't need this accommodation.

Qin Yafu was grateful and agreed. ~ Search the basket color, you can read the full text of the following chapters

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