177 Lack of love
The most disgusting of all the rumors about Chi Chi and Liu Tingxin is probably "Chi Chi forced her to go on a talk show in order to squeeze the last bit of residual value of Liu Tingxin." ”
described Chi Chi as like Huang Shiren, who forced Yang Bailao to death.
Even many fans of Liu Tingxin believed those sworn rumors, and they also said a lot of very excessive things to Chi Chi on the Internet.
Chi Chi's tough attitude towards reporters and his behavior of showing his income made some people choose to wait and see public opinion on the Internet, and also made others feel that Chi Chi was scheming.
Liu Tingxin broadcast his own "Liu Ye Said" at this time, which made those who were interested in the private affairs of Chi Liu and Liu Tingxin's family flock to it, and the number of online viewers once soared to more than eight million.
In this video, Liu Tingxin is still wearing a linen-colored long skirt, and there is the red shawl that often appears on her shoulders. If it weren't for the media saying that she would die soon, people would probably think that she was the usual energetic Liu Ye when they looked at her.
Liu Ye held a small bone carved folding fan in her hand, and people's attention was not on the valuable fan with fine workmanship, but on her hand.
Today's Liu Tingxin didn't wear gloves, revealing his extremely thin hands.
Just like Chi Chi's most popular is the legs and waist, Yang Feier's most favorite is the beautifully shaped upper circumference, and Gu Xi's most favorite is the delicate neck collarbone, and the most fascinating part of Liu Tingxinren's body a few years ago is the hands.
Not the delicate style of ten fingers, but a little rough and a little bit of strength of the neutral sensibility, her hands, like her other pair of eyes, add to her performance in many classic movie plots.
Now, these hands can probably only appear in horror movies.
Because its present appearance seems to belong only to the terminally ill, with protruding joints and pale nails, as if someone had casually pasted a layer of skin on an empty bone, which has no beauty and only makes people feel terrible.
But their owners were unaware of it, and continued to talk about the topics that had not been settled.
"I learned a joke today, I'm a very poor student. Do you know what it means to be a poor student?"
The woman sat leaning back on the sofa, her face still radiant.
Those who watched the video only felt angry, because the barrage of the video was full of scolding Chi Chi, and if the barrage was not turned off, Liu Tingxin's face would not be visible at all.
"Extremely poor students, of course, are children whose family conditions are particularly poor. Those who have been led astray by the Internet culture should remember to run back two steps. ”
Naturally, someone thought of the "particularly sleepy" student, and almost burst out laughing when they heard Liu Tingxin's serious answer.
Liu Ye changed his painting style at this time.
"Once upon a time, I was a very poor student. My parents were employees of state-owned enterprises at the time, and after giving birth to my brother, I was almost given away in order to escape the policy, but I was still found out, my mother had no job, and after that, I was a disaster in my family. ”
Speaking of the word calamity, Liu Tingxin took the water glass in front of him and drank it all, and a man poured her a glass of water.
"Do you know what the Calamity Star is?" Liu Ye propped his chin with one hand, thought for a moment, and then pouted, "That's it...... When I was in the second grade of elementary school, I had to cook food for my family by 7 a.m. before I left. When I was in middle school, I was whistled by a boy because of my good looks, and I was beaten by my own mother. If you can't go to college, it's not because your family can't afford your tuition, but because your parents think that you are old and should marry someone for money to marry your brother's daughter-in-law. ”
Liu Tingxin's tone was very flat, and it was so bland that it made people feel cold and sad, and she felt more and more that she was indeed not easy.
It's just that the woman who broke free from this struggle, she was going to die.
The thin hand compared to the jade-like face is a nightmare for her fans, and too many people have cried bitterly when they see this.
It was only at this time that they collected their thoughts about gossip and truly realized that the woman in front of them had come face to face with the death that everyone feared.
"I definitely don't want to marry a divorced section chief at the age of 30 early, and I don't want to have anything to do with the mentally handicapped son of the deputy district head. So, I moved to another city and became a graphic model, and then an actor...... All the way, slowly, it came to the present. ”
With her own narration, Liu Tingxin herself seems to have revisited her experience over the years, in fact, why she was willing to fly overnight to run for "Dancing Little Elephant" was because her eyes were sour when she watched that movie.
"I said that I was a very poor student because my family conditions lacked love, and I always believed that in a family, love is as important as money. Therefore, some children grow up in an environment that lacks money, they are extremely poor students, and my growth environment lacks love, and I am also a very poor student. ”
The woman on the screen smiled faintly, and suddenly raised her hand and pulled a hand from the side outside the camera, just now it was this hand holding a pot to pour water for Liu Tingxin.
"Later, I didn't lack it, because I saw through it, the so-called love, that is, someone is willing to do this to your good, I am a little unlucky, from childhood to adulthood, there are too few people who are willing to treat me like this. Fortunately, in the next few days, there is another one by my side, and this time I will hold on to it and not let go. ”
As he spoke, Liu Tingxin didn't know where to take out a men's ring with broken diamonds and put it on the ring finger of that hand.
What is it?
What is it!!??
Liu Ye has a man! Liu Ye has an open relationship!
The barrage exploded again, and at noon, I don't know how many people had turned into fireworks and drifted in the June drizzle.
"If I'm gone, let him burn all the diaries I have left over the years, and don't think about what to make into a book to commemorate me. You have to oversee him. ”
The audience was amused by Liu Tingxin's exaggerated tone, but the tears were even more turbulent.
"I have lacked love and money in my life, and I know what it is like to be short of money, so I decided to donate all my property to the little ones in the social welfare institution who didn't know what love was since I was a child. ”
Liu Tingxin said it easily, as if he was not donating millions or tens of millions, but just a little drizzle, saying that his "will" was ready to pay a lot of money, just like someone else bought a pack of cigarettes on a whim.
Or be a little more casual and indulgent.
"Last time we talked about the problem of feelings, in fact, the problem of feelings is not only limited to the category of love. It's hard to say whether some things are friendship, love, or family, but when you're together, it's good to be happy. ”
With that finger spread out on the table, Liu Tingxin sighed.
If she can, she wants to be a good friend with Lao Bai for life, how good a friend is, you can share the glory, but you won't blindly seek others to help you because you did something wrong, because it is a community of interests. You can help each other, and you can respect each other, because neither of you needs to belong to each other wholeheartedly.
This kind of relationship is the best, the most trouble-free, and the least likely to make people feel the oppression in life.
However, she still crossed the high threshold between the two feelings,
To say that she began to crave love, no, but human nature is so entangled. She just wants to enjoy such a loving time, anyway, she is going to die, this relationship does not need to last long, and it will not be ruined because of her own tossing - short-term nature is also beautiful.
To his surprise, when she was with Bai Congkai, she began to feel that life was not only about the entanglements she had with others, but also a tacit understanding, which brought sweetness that she had never experienced...... It's just a pity that this sweetness is destined to be short-lived.
"Rich people are probably worried about what they should eat. And those who don't have money think about whether they have anything to eat for their next meal. It's the same with feelings, when you don't have feelings, you think you can make a living, you really have feelings...... You will feel sad and sad for him. ”
Lao Bai, what should I do with you?
I'm afraid that you are too affectionate, and I am afraid that your love is real......
I don't pay my debts, what can you do?
and Chi Chi, she was afraid that others would be wronged, but she had no way to tell her grievances, just like this incident, it was clear that as long as she Liu Tingxin stood up by herself, she carried it on her shoulders, in order to let Liu Tingxin "enjoy her old age in peace",
What's the problem?
Liu Tingxin always swears that she will not repay the money and affection she owes others, but she will never let herself owe others much in her life.
Except for that stupid Chi Chi.
I was very lucky in this life, and I picked up a very reliable friend, who could see the wind and frost sword, and then walked over together, and I could also see the flowers, everyone read her name, thinking about her works, and she was fascinated, and she also felt honored. It's great to work with her, and it's great to be friends with her.
But the feeling of being protected by her like this, Liu Tingxin didn't like it from the bottom of his heart. She is used to going her own way alone.
"What have you called me for so long, I can't tell you now, but I'm a little sorry that you value me differently. Yes, I'm going to die, and that's how sick I am...... Drag it out and see if you can drag it until the day when technology can biubiubiu cancer cells...... In fact, we all know that it is impossible. So, I tried to live, sick, and owed favors, not as you think, that others owed me and made it difficult for me to sleep. You call me Liu Ye, I am also Liu Ye, I live with my chest high and my head up, not so strong, but not so weak.
The cowardice you think you think is being bullied to the point of being bullied has nothing to do with me. The woman you think is either sharp or even more murderous actually has nothing to do with Chi Chi. ”
Liu Tingxin said this, slowly groping for Bai Congkai's hand.
Then clenched.
The law can't guarantee that your family will love you, but it can guarantee that people you don't love won't get your property, how good is that? 166 Reading Network