The door to the room was opened, and the hands of the people who came in fumbled around the wall before turning on the light, and she shook her head helplessly as she looked in the room.

The woman who had once been invincible lay on a bed like ruins, her beautiful butterfly bones with her back to the door of the room, one bottle around her neck, another pressed against her messy hair, the remnants of which flowed out and soaked the sheets.

Everything in this room looked like garbage, including the man lying on the bed.

Bent down to pick up the scraps of paper on the ground, for fear of disturbing the person on the bed, all the movements were as silent as possible.

Confetti and confetti...... Finally picking up the torn magazine, the man saw the picture on the cover of the magazine—two young, rustic-dressed girls standing back to back, just as pretentious and cool, just as youthful and beautiful as flowers.

Except for this one cover, the contents of the magazine were torn up.

"Alas......"

With a sigh, he put the poor page on the table beside him, and the man lowered his head again and continued to clean up the debris on the ground.

Little by little, she cleaned up to the side of the bed, looking at the wine bottles and broken dolls on the bed, Lu Nan straightened up and sighed silently, I don't know when it started, Gu Xi had the habit of getting drunk and only cutting these animal dolls with knives and scissors, especially tigers and rabbits, which she liked to mess the most.

Putting the doll away, Lu Nan went around to the other side of the bed.

At this time, the agent saw that the woman lying on the bed was not drunk and asleep as she imagined, but looked straight ahead with wide eyes, obviously a living person who got along day and night, but she exuded a little gloomy ghost, calm as Lu Nan was also so frightened by her that she couldn't help but gasp.

"You're really scared of me, why don't you talk when you're awake?"

Gu Xi's eyes remained motionless.

Lu Nan looked at her quietly for a few seconds, there were some bad guesses in her mind, and at that moment, she kind of wanted to try this woman's snort to see if she was still alive.

The woman blinked slowly before turning her bloodshot eyes to Lu Nan.

"You've been drinking for a few days, and you haven't eaten properly, do you want to eat something?"

Gu Xi blinked her eyes again, moved her head, and the wine bottle that was on her neck and pressed against her hair fell.

"I want hash browns. ”

Raising his hand and rubbing his hair, which was still sticky to strands with the smell of strong wine, Gu Xi said his request.

Lu Nan wanted to say something, but in the end she couldn't help it, it was rare to have something she wanted to eat, not to mention high-calorie potato cakes, even if she wanted to eat ten packs of instant noodles now, Lu Nan would give it to her.

Ten minutes later, the chubby life assistant next to Gu Xi delivered the potato cakes that Gu Xi wanted to eat, and a bowl of longan porridge and a few side dishes were also served next to it.

The moment she entered Gu Xi's room, the assistant pinched her nose, and the strong smell of alcohol in the room made it difficult for her to accept.

Gu Xi, who was sitting on the bed, watched the assistant put the food on the bed table as usual and pushed the bed table in front of her, she directly picked up the cheapest potato cake on the whole table, and didn't look at other food.

The last time I ate potato cakes, it seemed to be a snowy day, and a girl jumped out of the alley, and the takeaway bag she was carrying and her youthful aura attracted Gu Xi's attention at the same time.

Gu Xi remembered that he was hungry, but the other party only had potato cakes.

She thought she could be recognized, but the other party didn't know who she was.

What did the potato cake taste like that day?

Gu Xi found that she had forgotten, but she desperately wanted to get back the taste, just like the other day she wanted to remember the meat skewers for a dollar and a cone for three cents......

The potato cake was bought by the assistant in a small restaurant nearby, the shredded potatoes became golden brown, very crispy, the dough cake was very soft, the cake was still hot, with a strong oil fragrance, but I felt that it tasted like chewing wax.

These days, she feels the same way about anything in this world, not sad or happy, as if nothing has anything to do with her.

"Someone has been spreading rumors recently......" Seeing that Gu Xi had finally eaten, Lu Nan tried to report to her about her work in the past few days. Since the break between Tihua and Han Ke, Gu Xi has not appeared in the public eye, and there are different opinions outside, and many people swear that Gu Xi has lost her backer, and some of their team's network in media and marketing is not as strong as it used to be. Many problems that could have been solved with a single phone call have now been put on the shelf.

"What does this hash browns taste like?"

Gu Xi's eyes suddenly widened and asked his agent, and he stuffed the potato cake into Lu Nan's hand.

Lu Nan, who was stuffed with a hand of oil, didn't react, and Gu Xi snatched the potato cake from her hand and stuffed it to her assistant standing aside.

"Gu, Sister Gu......" The potato cake was already very fragile and fragile, but it was tossed twice by Gu Xi like this, and now it has become a mess in the hands of the little assistant.

Under Gu Xi's gaze, the little assistant slowly raised his hand and picked up a small piece of potato cake and put it in his mouth, and then said to her: "That's it, it's the taste of potato cake." ”

"I know it's the taste of potato cakes, but I'm just asking you, what does potato cake taste like?"

The smell of soil and potato cakes is the taste of potato cakes.

The confused assistant looked at Gu Xi and then at the agent, and stammered: "Yes, there is the taste of potatoes, crispy and fragrant, and there is a little green onion flavor......"

"And the smell of snow...... It's wet and cold, it's all white outside, the mountains are white, and the water is white, just she, so cold it's stupid to deliver takeaways...... On such a hot day, she sat next to the barbecue stove and skewered meat skewers, skewers and skewers, her hands were beautiful, long, and even, and she could look good if she held a sword or played the piano, but she was there wearing meat skewers and carrying bags of clothes. ”

When she said that she was delivering takeaways, Lu Nan probably knew that Gu Xi was talking about Chi Chi, but when she said it, she understood that Gu Xi thought of Liu Tingxin again.

"When I was acting, several teachers said that I had no spirituality, and that I had a good face, but I had no charm. But she is different, she has everything, standing is a movie, sitting is a story, lying on the bed can make people squat next to write a poem. I envied her at that time, I just wanted to act hard and be an actor, but I worked so hard to learn things from teachers, but I couldn't compare to her talent. ”

Acting is sometimes a job that God appreciates and eats.

That's what the teacher in charge of training them said.

Gu Xi especially hated this sentence, by the way, at that time, Gu Xi was not called Gu Xi.

Her name is Gu Xin, and when she made her filming debut, the producer said that the name Liu Tingxin was good, and the tall and thin girl standing next to Gu Xi smiled and said that she took it herself.

Gu Xin also gave himself a name called Gu Xi.

In fact, she has been learning from that person, learning her to speak with thorns, learning from her unruly, learning her style of gestures, and learning her arrogance of refusing to bow to those investors.

She was two years younger than the other party, and as a matter of course, she was taken care of by her sister until they were exhausted, Liu Tingxin went to sell clothes and do odd jobs in order to make ends meet, and her hands like pearls and jade became rough, and her joints were wide and ugly.

At the moment when she realized that Liu Tingxin might not be able to act anymore, Gu Xi was even a little happy, which even strengthened her idea of following Han Ke, because she seemed to finally have a chance to prove that she was more successful than Liu Tingxin and more suitable to be a big star and a good actor.

Knowing that she wanted to be Han Ke's "girlfriend", Liu Tingxin scolded her for having her brain in water, but she felt that Liu Tingxin was jealous of her.

After that, it was prosperous and charming, fame and fortune were intoxicating, Gu Xi thought about going to Liu Tingxin one day to show off her martial arts, but she didn't expect that she hadn't really achieved fame, and Liu Tingxin came up from the trough again.

It's just that the best friends have become nodding friends, the ice cream they ate together when they went shopping, and the skewers they ate together at the night market have finally become the dust in my memory.

The flavors that were once experienced together are now not even a bit of dregs.

However, it has become the most delicious and cleanest memory when Gu Xi looks back on his life these days.

Lying straight back, staring blankly at the ceiling, Gu Xi began to be in a daze without saying a word.

Sister Gu, who had never seen her family so wise and martial, was frightened, and was dragged by Lu Nan, cleaned up the bed table and went out with Lu Nan.

"I'm going to the capital to deal with some things, you have to ask for three meals a day, and then clean up the room...... The most important thing is that no one but you can see Gu Xi like this anymore, you know......"

There was a hoarse roar in the room, Lu Nan slammed open the door and rushed in, only to see Gu Xi lying on the side of the bed, the potato cake she had just eaten and the wine she drank were all dripping and vomiting out.

Lu Nan picked up a roll of paper from the bathroom and wanted to come over to help Gu Xi clean up, but heard Gu Xi suddenly laugh.

"Ha, it's gone, it's gone......"

Casually wiping her mouth, Gu Xi raised her hand and refused Lu Nan to come over to clean up her vomit.

"You all get out, get out!"

Lu Nan and the assistant both went out, and Gu Xi walked out of bed barefoot.

On the table next to the bed, she and Liu Tingxin were still blooming their youth on a cover, and the theme of the magazine was "Youth Without Limits" of soil and slag.

Is there no limit?

Her limit is to be entangled with Han Ke, and finally get him down, this is the life that she cherishes.

The mistakes she made at the age of 22, she spent a whole decade to make up for them, and yes, she is 32 years old this year, not 28 as people outside think.

She changed her name and changed her age, 32-year-old Gu Xin became 28-year-old Gu Xi, she lost what she thought she would not be attached to little by little, at first for fame and fortune, and later for freedom, but when she came to the end, she found that she thought that "at any cost", she couldn't afford it at all.

Can't afford it!

She regretted it, regretted that she had spent all her ten years on Han Ke's body, regretted that she wanted to go back to ten years ago and strangled herself to death at that time, regretted so much that she wanted to go back to six years ago and die with that fame, fortune and power, and regretted that she wanted to go back to a few months ago...... Go back a few months and wake up the self who was staring at Han Ke's movements.

Why, why did you miss the last side of Liu Tingxin for Han Ke's guy?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the price she paid? Is it worth it for her to fight to the death with people like Han Ke to the point that she has nothing?

No, she doesn't have nothing, she has money, connections, and resources...... Yes, it's these things, the price of wanting to leave Han Ke is just to lose these things, she can't bear it, so she loses something else.

Lost one friend after another in different ways, one warm memory after another, and reaped endless regret and indelible pain.

Is it worth it?

In the end, such a lonely person......

Is it really worth it?

Who told her the phrase "only a tiger can bite a tiger's ......"?

Yes, she is an innocent rabbit, and in the end she has become what she is now, what is she? What has she made herself after ten years of hard work?

grabbed the page of the magazine and rushed to the dresser, Gu Xi looked at herself more than ten years ago, and then looked at the current self in the mirror, she looked at it for a long time, a long time, from hair to face, to her more beautiful face now......

Finally, there was only a terrible laugh.

The young, naïve, a little dark, a little clear girl in her bones, who wanted to be a star, turned out to be dead a long time ago.

Listening to the sudden burst of laughter in the room, Lu Nan suddenly realized a very serious problem - what should he do if Gu Xi collapsed?

……

Since watching Fang Shiyi's fans bullying Qin Song, Chi Chi has added a new fun in addition to eating, drinking, acting, and talking about scripts every day - watching Fang Shiyi be a demon.

For example, Fang Shiyi really asked people to send her ten copies of the original "Princess Pingyang", and she asked Qin Song to sign it and then took it to hold a lottery on Weibo.

For example, Fang Shiyi would suddenly take out his mobile phone and take a selfie during the intermission when they were discussing the plot, and the selfie would definitely let Qin Song appear.

For example, the screenwriter with a big brain will say something on Weibo, "I was depressed when I saw a character recently, or let him be beaten".

Chi Chi swore that she saw the trembling of Qin Song's fans, either frightened or angry.

The crew is considerate of Fang Shiyi, a petite little girl who follows the entire crew around the country for several months as a screenwriter with the crew, and as long as her various self-entertaining behaviors don't affect the crew's regulations, no one will stop her.

Chi Chi saw that Fang Shiyi would go to tease the "pine nuts" of the Qin Song family every three or five days, and he was really afraid that Fang Shiyi would be sent a blade.

For this point, Hua Xiaohua is still very insightful: "I know an author who puts glass slag in sugar every day and kills a popular supporting role, a group of readers cry and shout every day to talk to her about life, she is actually living a good life now, so things on the Internet are just like that, everyone is a murderer on the lips, a little sheep in reality." ”

Whether it is a little sheep in reality, Chi Chi doesn't know, Fang Shiyi quickly forced Qin Song's extreme fans to become murderers, but she can see it.

After watching for half a month, Chi Chi asked Dou Baojia to find the staff in charge of publicity of the crew of "Princess Pingyang", and told Qin Song's team through them that several fans of Qin Song were now personally attacking the screenwriter of the crew.

After all, Fang Shiyi flirted and flirted, but he didn't say anything excessive, Qin Song's fans had already touched the bottom line.

A day later, Qin Song said something to Fang Shiyi in private, and that night, Chi Chi drank milk and read Weibo, and almost squirted out the milk in his mouth.

Crazy revision of the eleventh: "I thought I was going to confess such a solemn matter, but it turned out to be an apology, alas, it made my inner rabbit jump, I am a person who will not refuse others, maybe I will be confused and partner with someone I don't like." ”

The picture is a very beautiful green Qingtian stone.

This brainless Weibo is incomprehensible to others, and Qin Song's fans are cracked again - those who really know Qin Song know that his hobby is to collect famous stones, and his seal carving level is also very good, and he often posts his carved seals on Weibo.

Qin Song's fans, who have been reminded (warned) by the team through various channels, can only spray their anger elsewhere, and some people even lose their fans because of this kind of "you actually warn and defend your fans for others".

Hua Xiaohua, who dragged Qidan to watch the follow-up of the gossip with her, concluded: "Such a fan, it's good to take it off, my impression of Qin Song is still quite good, and after becoming popular last year, I didn't market myself on a large scale, and I feel that I am still quite down-to-earth." ”

These actors in Lanyue are all down-to-earth people, Chi Chi is very experienced at this point, Cao Xi is more ambitious than Qin Song, and when facing the temptation of "fast money", he can still hold on to himself and not let the quality of his works decline, this alone makes Chi Chi feel very relieved to cooperate.

If...... Well, it's good that they don't like to watch so much when they're filming.

"I said, I'm just filming a scene where I talk about love with Chai Shao, are you blocking the set?"

Chi Chiduan, who was wearing a silver-white armor, sat on a horse, the autumn wind rolled up the yellow leaves, passing lightly from the tips of her hair, in this golden sky, she wanted to "deepen the relationship" with Chai Shao played by Qin Song.

But these people next to him, still holding melon seeds and fried chestnuts, are waiting to watch the show, which is really too much.

"I'm here to learn!" Feng Shuo held up the small notebook in his hand, and behind him stood Tu Zhouzhou and Jiang Xing'er, who were hiding him as a shield, and the two of them shrank their necks together, obviously afraid that Chi Chi, who was their boss, would talk about them.

What can you say? You can't say that it's wrong to study, right? Chi Chi, who is always very tolerant of young people, looked at the older group of people.

"Xiaochi girl, don't mind, Lao Cao told us last time that when he played "Feng Kitchen" with you, that emotional drama really benefited him a lot, you see, we are just here to watch and learn. ”

Teacher Fu Minglou also crossed the mountains and crossed the mountains to bring his own pony to come over, a pot of hot tea, a bag of roasted chestnuts, the weather was a little cold, and he wore a thick one, which was quite a bit of the meaning of enjoying the autumn scenery.

Others are not as comfortable as Fu Minglou, but their expressions are also very relaxed, as if a group of them are on an autumn trip.

Teacher Fu often observes each other with her, and it seems that he shouldn't be blamed for the crowd this time, Chi Chi turned his head to look at Cao Xi, and his eyes were not so friendly.

Mr. Cao, who is going to finish tomorrow, calmly spit out the melon seed slices in his mouth in the palm of his hand: "I'll see your acting progress today, and I can be prepared when I play against you tomorrow." ”

His reasons are also very high-sounding.

After staring at his old partner and friend for two seconds, Chi Chi gently patted his forehead and said nothing more.

In the end, this "Autumn Wild Appeal" started filming under the watchful eyes of four rows of "high-wattage light bulbs".

After laying down Chang'an City, the couple of Chai Shao and Li Xian'a finally had the opportunity to tell the pain of lovesickness, Chai Shao's body was wearing a dark vermilion suit decorated with fur, wearing a gold crown, and Li Xian'a was still dressed as "General Li", with silver armor and a man's hairstyle.

"It's another year of Chang'an autumn...... On the battlefield, I thought I would never see anything like this in my life. ”

Sighing at the ups and downs of the past few months, Chai Shao's wish for life and fear of death in his heart were all put into the word "think".

"The Chai family is galloping on the battlefield, will you still remember the autumn colors?"

Li Xian'a didn't speak immediately, but her eyes wandered, and then she turned her head to look at her husband, there seemed to be a clear spring in her bright eyes, clear and translucent, watery, just with these eyes, it seemed to be able to wash away the evil spirit of the war on Li Xian'a's body, and let her become the warm bride in the Chai Mansion again.

However, some things are different.

Looking at Li Xian'a, who seemed to be still the same, Chai Shao's gaze wandered a little.

He still remembered that night, after receiving the news from Jinyang, Chai Shao planned to return to Jinyang immediately with Li Xian'a, but in this way, the concubines and daughters of the family became lambs to be slaughtered, including the wives and children of Chai Shao's generals.

"We are gone today, tomorrow, women, children, and children will all become dead souls, and he will not talk about his success or failure, as long as I think of the power and wealth in your hands and their blood, I will have a hard time in my life. ”

Under the lamp, Li Xian'a put down the book in his hand and said.

These words pierced the secret place in Chai Shao's heart, for hundreds of years, the world has been in endless disputes, and how many capable people have abandoned their wives and children for their own fame, and there is no lack of one overlord. It was with these words that he comforted himself and made the decision to leave his wife and children behind.

If he leaves like this, will he be at peace in the future?

But if they don't leave, the matter of the Li family's Jinyang army in the coming day will be known to the world, and their Chai family husband and wife will become the souls of the Yang family.

"You can just go by yourself. ”

Li Xian'a Su leaned to the side and took out a pot of good wine and two small cups of black clay.

Chai Shao watched her turn over her hands and pour wine, and her every move was safe and secure.

"I'm going to do it myself, and how are you going to do it here?"

Chai Shao looked at the wine, and did not take a cup to drink as usual, but looked at his wife in surprise, if he said that his wife who did not bring others was just difficult to sleep, then leaving his wife, his wife was still the daughter of the Li family...... Chai Shao's eyes appeared Li Shimin's long sword.

"I stay in the capital, there are three advantages, one is that if Da Lang leaves with a large number of people, it will definitely alarm the defenders, once they learn that the husband is leaving, they will inevitably think of Jinyang, if I stay in the capital, pretend that Da Lang sleeps all day and does not enter the house, and it can be delayed for a few days, so that Da Lang and Jinyang are all in one place.

Second, I can send my family members away separately in the capital, three or five families a day, and more than ten families in three days.

Third, as soon as Da Lang went, it was difficult to know the movements of the Yang family, and now Liu Wuzhou and the Turks had not heard of it in Beijing, and it was a day or two to think that it would be a day or two, if the Yang family sent heavy troops to the Yanmen area, it would become a big trouble for my grandfather, and I stayed in Beijing, and I could also find out about this news, so that my grandfather could be on guard as soon as possible. ”

The light was soft, and Li Xian'a told the reason why he wanted to stay in the capital, but in a soft voice, he was in a trance, which made people feel like they were in a formation.

Chai Shao looked at Li Xian'a, as if he realized for the first time what kind of person his wife was.

"Sanniang...... How can I forsake you? ”

"Abandon, if you plan properly, the capital is not in danger for me, Da Lang will lead the troops to fight, lick the blood from the knife every day, I and Da Lang are husband and wife, we should live and die together, share weal and woe, so arranged, it is Sanniang and I am just comfortable. ”

Obviously covering Chai Shao's departure from Beijing to put himself in the den of the tiger and wolf, in Li Xian'a's mouth, it turned out to be her living safely and Chai Shao went to work hard, looking at Li Xian'a like this, Chai Shao was speechless for a while.

"If I go first, how will you get out of the day?"

"The day I left, it was also the time when the news of Jinyang's army was reported back to the capital, and the Yang family must have thought that I was going all the way to Jinyang, and I had turned to Xishan at this time. ”

……

The lights and shadows of that night were still in front of him, looking at the current Li Xian'a, Chai Shao felt fear, confusion, and deep pity and admiration.

The emotions were too complicated, so he didn't dare to look directly into Sanniang's eyes.

"After all, it was I who left you, and you have worked hard and died in the past six months, have you ever resented me?"

Resentment?

The hand holding the reins paused, and a light smile appeared on Li Xian'a's face:

"When I was naughty when I was young, I followed my father and brother to the city wall to see the Turks invade my territory, Grandpa shot down the enemy flag with an arrow, and several brothers said that Grandpa was a hero in the world, but I said, 'One day I must be a hero like Grandpa'. Grandpa hugged me on his shoulders and directed me to look out of the gates*.

To this day, I still remember that there are remnants of grass all over the city, there is wind and yellow sand, there are people, blood, and pride are full of pride, and it is my heart's wish to be able to go to the battlefield from my father and brother. It's always what I think and do, and Dalang doesn't have to take it to heart. ”

The breeze blew on her face, stirring a strand of long hair on Li Xian's sideburns, she smiled at her husband, and gradually turned her gaze to the golden woods.

"Since Ye Zisheng, she has a wish to return to her roots, and An will hate the autumn wind to send her back?"

Tenderness is turning, in the imagination of many people, it is a soft attachment, affectionate eyes, Li Xian'a's eyes have tenderness, but also pride, the tone is gentle, but with a strong sense of power, that sense of power is not for people's ears, but for people's hearts.

Especially when her eyes finally looked back at Chai Shao, the leaf was her, the root was her realm dream, and the autumn wind was naturally Chai Shao.

At this time, the wind was entangled in the fallen leaves, which was described by her words, it was full of lingering, watching the wind wrap the leaves in front of her, Chai Shao's eyes showed relief and compassion, and when she looked at Li Xian'a, she already had a heart-warming meaning.

"I'm a soothing autumn wind, can I dance with He Ye today?"

"Da Lang catches up with me, naturally ......"

His eyes moved lightly, his feelings were as deep as the sea, Chai Shao only felt that his heart and soul had been put into a basin of warm water, everywhere was inappropriate, everywhere was warm, everywhere was ...... Passionate.

"Then you know. ”

With a raised eyebrow, Li Sanniang, who had just talked to her husband, had a hint of "General Li" heroism, she rode her horse and whipped, and turned back to give Chai Shao a smile.

If the calm and cozy that has always been in this scene is a kind of lingering compassion, then this smile gives this lingering a new release, full of tension and indescribable temptation.

The "masses" watching the play next to them forgot the tea, melon seeds, and chestnuts, obviously this scene ended in Chi Chi's smile, and they rushed to shoot Qin Song after coming to their senses.

"Why don't you catch up, you stupid!"

Qin Song, who covered his chest to calm his emotions, had the biggest advantage of being very fast, even so, now he was powerless to withstand the questioning of others, so he could only say pitifully: "You let me slow down, let me slow down first!"

Chi Chi turned over and dismounted, handed the reins of the horse to the special staff, and walked all the way to the front of the monitor to see the effect of his shot.

Wherever she went, people gave way of their own accord, and she walked away as if she had crossed the sea, her eyes full of adoration, or...... And that little emotion that has not faded. 166 Reading Network