Chapter 223 Game Life
Since Tan Yaolin's tragic death, Qin Yingying has been unable to work in the hospital anymore. Pen & Fun & Ge www.biquge.info happened to be short of medical staff in the rehabilitation ward of the Cancer Center Hospital, so she was transferred to work here with the help of Tan's parents. For her, her heart is already dead, does she still care where she works, as long as she is in an unfamiliar environment.
When she was confronted with patients who were on the verge of death, she realized that her misfortune was almost nothing compared to others. Because she was able to empathize with those who were terminally ill, and then ignited hope in life, longing for a new happiness.
Driven by this psychology, she invested her feelings on the Internet again, because there, she could not be ashamed to pour out that she had been abused by netizens and experienced a miserable marriage like in reality, but completely poured out her struggles and helplessness to those netizens who had never been masked.
Her experience quickly won the sympathy of many netizens, and she also got psychological comfort that she could not get in reality. As a result, under such psychological comfort, she soon fell in love, first regarded the netizen who chatted best as a confidant, and recruited her to her own home and donated her body. But after the incident, the netizen offered to borrow money from her under the pretext that he had encountered some difficulties.
Qin Yingying's heart immediately turned bitter and cold, knowing that she had met a liar. In the end, she took out a small amount of money in hand to send the other party away, and blocked the netizen. However, she did not take advantage of this to restrain herself, although she had learned a lesson, but because her feelings had been immersed in the network and she couldn't extricate herself, she soon fell into the arms of another man. Unfortunately, fate did not favor her in this regard and gave her a man to rely on. She fell into the peach-colored trap that the cyber scam had woven for her again, and left herself bruised all over her body. Among them, including the scene that happened to Fang Xiaowan.
When Qin Yingying tearfully told the story of those shy pasts, Qin Songmu was a little shocked, she couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, and she pondered for a while before she asked tentatively: "Yingying, are you still in love on the Internet?"
"Nope. Qin Yingying shook her head, "Since I was deceived by netizens a few times, I have finally given up on the Internet, and I have long been dead to reality." For me, lovelessness is the highest state of love. ”
Qin Songmu questioned again: "Have you brought the so-called 'lovelessness' to work?"
Qin Yingying shook her head again: "I won't." Because I was experiencing the pain of those who were struggling on the line of death, I put all my emotions into sharing and caring for them. ”
Qin Songmu nodded: "That's right." If you are obsessed with an illusory love because of emotional emptiness, God will not favor you. And when you put your emotions into serving those who need emotional comfort, perhaps God will favor you with a true love. So, you have to control one emotion and sublimate the other. Because you are the angel in white who God has given to those unfortunate people to relieve their suffering, and by making them happy, you will share in your own happiness. ”
"Well, I understand what my brother said. ”
Qin Songmu spent quite a long time listening to her emotional experience with some netizens, and it was now close to noon. He had to evict Qin Yingying evictedly: "Yingying, it's almost time to get off work now, I should go out and get some food for Qingxia." She was bleeding profusely this morning and was so weak that she couldn't go out to eat. ”
Qin Yingying nodded: "I understand what my brother did. For you, the patient is the one who needs the most love. ”
Qin Songmu smiled indifferently: "Aren't you the same now?" I believe that by alleviating the suffering of those patients, you must have gotten out of some of the spells that plagued your emotions. ”
When Qin Yingying was leaving, she couldn't help asking, "Brother will look down on me after hearing about my shameful past?"
Qin Songmu shook his head: "I'm just sad about what happened to you at the moment, can I still care about criticizing you?"
"Then how do you feel about me?
"Silly girl, you are my sister, can you not let me feel sorry?"
"And will you give me a love?"
Qin Songmu was stunned, although she knew that Qin Yingying had invested an emotion in herself, but she didn't expect that she would do such a question to herself after completely revealing her scars.
He thought for a moment before he replied euphemistically: "Yingying, although it is common for men to chase women at present, for some women, they must first give their feelings in order to obtain a true love." For you, maybe it's not the time to rush into your own feelings, but to meet your own love with an indifferent heart. ”
The corners of Qin Yingying's eyes moistened again: "Brother, I'm completely dead set on the Internet." But the first time I met you, I somehow opened up the emotions that had been in the dust for a long time. When I was injured by you that time, I couldn't help but be cared for by you. I'm sorry, but you actually just think of me as a sister. ”
Qin Songmu looked at her with very solemn eyes: "Yingying, I'm not just treating you as a sister. ”
Qin Yingying showed a curious look: "Then what do you think of me?"
Qin Songmu pondered for a while before replying meaningfully: "I regard you as a true relative, and it is my responsibility to help you find a happiness that makes you and me feel sure." ”
Qin Yingying's tears burst out of her eyes again: "Thank you, brother." My sister has taken your affection. ”
Qin Songmu nodded: "Time doesn't allow it now, but we still have many opportunities for in-depth exchanges in the future." ”
"Well, then I won't bother you much. ”
Qin Songmu and Qin Yingying walked out of the office together, because it was already time for dinner.
"Yingying, do you still need to go back to the fifth ward now?"
When Qin Songmu walked into the elevator with her, he couldn't help but ask her questions.
Qin Yingying nodded: "I have to go back, and there are still some things to explain to my colleagues." ”
"Alright, I'll go straight to the cafeteria. ”
When the elevator reached the third floor, Qin Songmu put down Qin Yingying and continued to take the elevator downstairs. When they reached the second floor, the elevator suddenly stopped, and Qin Songmu knew that someone was taking the elevator downstairs. However, as soon as the elevator door opened, it was Fang Xiaowan who walked in.
Qin Song smiled: "Such a coincidence, will you also go down to eat?"
Fang Xiaowan glanced at him before she whispered, "Since you won't accompany me to eat, then I'll go and bring the meal back and eat with Uncle Feng." ”
Qin Songmu nodded: "Well, I'm also going to come back from cooking." Because Qingxia was bleeding heavily in the morning, she couldn't go out. ”
When Fang Xiaowan heard this, there was no jealousy on her face, but she asked with a concerned look: "Is her condition serious?"
"Fortunately, the symptoms are under control. ”
"That's good. You should accompany her well. ”
"Hmm. Qin Songmu nodded, "I know what to do." ”
Fang Xiaowan walked to the cafeteria with Qin Songmu. Since she first asked Qin Songmu to line up in front of her to take care of Wei Qingxia, she was a little behind. But after Qin Songmu finished the meal and left, a young man hurriedly came in, and when he saw Fang Xiaowan cooking, he hurried over: "Doctor Fang is so coincidental, he also came over to eat?"
Fang Xiaowan looked back and saw that it was Wang Yi, the new nurse who came yesterday, so she nodded: "Well, I'm going to go back to the ward to eat." ”
"Why? It's so convenient to eat here. ”
"Because there are patients in the ward who need to eat. ”
"Ah, you're the attending doctor, and you're also responsible for serving patients?"
Fang Xiaowan replied meaningfully: "For us, there should be no division of responsibilities for the service of patients' lives. Don't you have to cook for the patients?"
"Oh, I'm Old Man Li who is serving on the 2011 ward. ”
"Then you go to the back of the line. ”
Because there were still two people in the queue behind Fang Xiaowan, she didn't want Wang Yi to add a stopper.
Wang Yi heard that Fang Xiaowan had an irresistible tone, so in order not to increase her disgust, she had to stay behind.
He couldn't help but feel very disappointed when he saw Fang Xiaowan finish cooking and leave with the food bag in his hand, without looking at him more, but he turned around and watched Fang Xiaowan leave.
Wang Yi not only served the 2011 patients, but also to fill his stomach. But he didn't want to queue up twice, so he made all the meals out one by one.
Of course, he didn't want to accompany the patient to eat in the ward, so he chose a place in the cafeteria and ate and drank first. Because the canteen also sells liquor, he also drank a little wine.
By the time he had had eaten his fill, a long time had passed. He then returned to the third ward with the already cold food.
That old man Li is a man in his sixties, because he is terminally ill, he is very depressed, and his family members are busy with work and can't take care of themselves, so his mood is even worse, and his temper is also irritable.
He was not satisfied with the new caregiver who had come to take care of him, because Wang Yi could not provide thoughtful service at all. As soon as he tasted the food that Wang Yi called, he immediately frowned: "Xiao Wang, the things you brought back are the leftovers from yesterday, right?"
Wang Yi shook his head: "No." ”
"How can it be so cold?"
Wang Yi felt that this old man had too much to do, so he patiently explained: "I ate in the cafeteria just now, but the food I gave you was a little colder, how can you think it's leftovers?"
Old man Li's face sank: "Why don't you eat yourself first and not send my food back earlier? In the past, nurse Xiao Zhang was not like this, and every time she brought me hot food. ”
Wang Yi didn't care, his brows furrowed slightly, and said, "Okay, okay, you can make do with this meal." I'll go first, but you can't do it next time?"
Old man Li shook his head: "I can't make do." Because I still have stomach problems, I don't eat anything cold. Hurry up and get me a hot meal. ”
Wang Yi's face sank: "Then what about these things?"
"What to do? It's all up to you. ”
Wang Yi relied on the strength of wine, and suddenly glared at him: "The old thing is quite difficult to serve." ”
When Old Man Li heard that he was not inferior, he immediately became furious: "What kind of thing are you, aren't you just serving people, and you dare to treat me like this." I'm going to find Dr. Xiaowan to evaluate the reasoning, I have to fire you!"
As soon as Wang Yi heard him threaten him, he couldn't bear it anymore, because he was worried that Old Man Li's loud voice would be heard by people outside, so he immediately closed the door, and with a fierce look in his eyes, he forced Old Man Li step by step.
When Old Man Li saw his fierce appearance, he couldn't help but be frightened: "What are you...
Wang Yi snorted coldly in his nostrils: "Didn't you old thing want to smash Lao Tzu's job? Then Lao Tzu will kill you first!"
Seeing that the situation was not good, Old Man Li just wanted to open his mouth to call for help, but Wang Yi's hands were quick, and he immediately threw Old Man Li down on the bed, and covered Old Man Li's mouth and nose with a towel...