How did you leave Sinan's house that day? Chen Kaize was a little vague about the details, he only remembered that after the madness, Sinan lay on the bed without moving and died, his eyes were like a black hole formed after the collapse of the thousand-year-old ice, he couldn't look to the end, he looked at him coldly and desperately, looked at him with deep despair, watched him wear clothes, watched him say goodbye, and watched him stop talking, as if the person in front of him and the world had nothing to do with Sinan.

The flames of longing and hope that once jumped in Sinan's eyes were all extinguished, for Chen Kaize, she had no love and no longer hate, and now she was a stranger in front of her, and this person's joys, sorrows, and sorrows had nothing to do with her. At this moment, Chen Kaize felt that there was a door that closed tightly to him, excluded him, and would never be opened. He felt very clearly that he would forever lose the only girl in front of him who could bring him peace and relaxation and take him out of nightmares-haunted sleep, and all of this was caused by his own hands.

On the way back, Chen Kaize felt a faint pain in his heart, it was really painful, he didn't dare to slack off, and he turned the steering wheel and went directly to the hospital. From electrocardiogram to MRI, from Doppler to blood drawing, the doctor looked at the reports and pushed his glasses in confusion: "You may be too tired from work, pay attention to rest." ”

This night, I once again had difficulty falling asleep, and I was haunted by nightmares after falling asleep. The pain of the flesh, the burning sting, reappeared in his dream, and there was no longer Sinan's voice in the dream, but it returned to its original state, blurry, fiery red and painful. In the dark, he sat up suddenly, gasping for breath, and after a while, he turned on the bedside lamp, took out the sedative medicine from the bedside table and swallowed it, lay back in the dark, and quietly waited for the effect of the medicine to take effect, but Sinan's eyes like a thousand-year-old well always appeared in front of him......

Sinan lay in silence for a long time, so long that he didn't know where his arms and legs were placed in what position and what posture, from the first door sound when Chen Kaize came out of the house and closed the door, to the second door sound when he came out of the yard, Sinan fell into a hollow, until the mobile phone rang, she was stunned for a moment, tried to move, reached for the mobile phone, her throat was so dry that she couldn't speak, and it was laborious for her lips to stick together and open, and she finally connected, but it was still a mistake.

Fortunately, even if he woke himself up from another dimension, Sinan moved his hands and feet, got up, and entered the bathroom step by step, until the hot water poured down from the top of his head, and then he felt that he was coming to life inch by inch. Well, it's all over, it's completely over, and I have more important things to do, that is, to live this life well, don't waste it, don't let it down.

She looked at herself in the mirror, patted her face, and asked herself not to be so depressed, just a man, what a big deal, you always have to fall out of love when you fall in love, you have lived three lifetimes, and you have only fallen out of love once, it's enough to be satisfied, don't be content. Okay, without the crooked neck tree, I'll go to the forest, come on, girl, your life hasn't started yet, we can't give up our future for someone who doesn't love you!

The strength slowly returned to Sinan, she was full of confidence and firmness, love is very important, but if it is gone, it will be gone, and the intersection of life and death may not be able to withstand the various tests of life, in this life, I will not take revenge, I want to make everyone around me happy, hey, after the New Year, I will go to see Si Boss!