NO.144 Human Farm(22)
The bearded Yuan Lei invited Gan Tian to his wooden house, served himself a bowl of porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork, and began to tell Gan Tian his story while eating. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info At this time, he is calm, and there is an aura of seeing death as home.
Gan Tian understands that this must be a person with a story.
The bearded man first said sorry to Gan Tian, and he lied. In fact, he didn't just stay here for a year, but for a whole decade. Gan Tian was surprised, such a life was unimaginable.
The bearded man told Gan Tian that he had been hiding here in a premeditated manner, and had stockpiled a lot of daily necessities in advance. And he is not completely isolated from the world, someone will bring him supplies, and sometimes he will venture out to get the supplies himself. Although he is a fugitive, he is not the kind of person who walks on the street and everyone shouts and beats, but the people who knew him before are helping him, otherwise he would not be able to guard here.
"Tell me why you became a fugitive. Gan Tian said.
The bearded man was not originally an aboriginal of the imperial capital, but later because of the expansion and development of the imperial capital, his family owned a property in the imperial capital because of demolition, which was regarded as a small fortune. And he was able to come to the famous school in the imperial capital for this reason. His grades are very good, he has been among the best since he was a child, and he is a top student in the eyes of others. But compared to the macro of human beings, he is also an ordinary person. If there were no accidents, he should have graduated from college like an ordinary person in the imperial capital, looked for a job, got married and had children, and then lived his life. However, he is calm on the surface, but he has a stubbornness that is different from others in his heart, which led to everything that happened later.
I haven't graduated from college yet, and the bearded man has an idea because of his good grades and plans to start his own business. His parents also supported him and gave him a sum of money. He formed his own team and prepared to make a career in the imperial capital. It's a pity that it backfired, his business failed, and the team encountered a little hardship and became a plate of scattered sand, not to mention the loss of money, and owed hundreds of thousands of oceans in debt. His parents almost didn't turn their faces with him, hundreds of thousands of oceans are not something that can be taken out casually for a family like theirs.
In the end, the bearded parents couldn't bear to see him work hard, so they paid him back the money, and warned him to look for a job honestly in the future and not to be ambitious. He agreed against his will, but he didn't plan to give up his dream at all.
After graduating from college, he did not continue to go to school, but went to work for a large company that he had already contacted and became a salaryman. But the reality is completely different from what he imagined, he thinks he can cope with the work, and he has time to increase his knowledge and further prepare for the realization of his dream.
But—
"I was wrong, I couldn't be more wrong. That's not a simple problem, it's a problem for society as a whole. It's overtime every three or five times, overtime, and overtime pay is indeed there. But that's from what I deserve. The value I create for them is completely disproportionate to the return I receive. Others may not know, but I did. The relationship between my efforts and my returns is almost two-to-eight, and all the remaining value is squeezed out by them. If I'm the kind of person who doesn't want to make progress and is happy with what happens, that's it. But I didn't plan to give up on my dream, but if I continued to work there, I wouldn't even have time to think about those issues. ”
The beard is almost cathartic, and the resentment in his chest is thick.
Gan Tian didn't speak, he already knew what the bearded man said, and the reality was not like this. Dreams, in general, are things that can only be realized in dreams.
The bearded man is getting more and more unhappy in the company, and he finds that he has no energy left to think about his dreams, but the last failure haunts him, and he does not dare to break the boat easily. Then gradually, he lost his ambition, and the so-called edges and corners were smoothed out faster than he thought. The third time he was rewarded for his hard work, he almost forgot all about his calculations.
However, the reason why he stayed in that company was inseparable from one of his predecessors. It was a senior with amazing work ability, and his performance was among the best in the whole company. That senior took care of him very much, and whenever he felt that he couldn't persevere, it was that senior who encouraged him. If it weren't for the encouragement of that senior, without those delicious chicken soups, he wouldn't have been able to bear it anyway.
But soon, when he became a full-time employee, he noticed a strange atmosphere in the company. Especially after the senior's performance won the first place and won the award, that feeling was even stronger.
Some people were jealous of the senior's performance and secretly stumbled her, which directly led to her major mistakes and caused a lot of losses to the company. The bearded man felt that it was not a mistake that the senior would make, and once again secretly investigated, and soon found clues in a small talk and found those people. He told the senior the truth, but the senior told him to be more mature and not to argue with those people. As a result, he couldn't hold back, and when those people talked about his masterpiece in front of him, he couldn't help but stand up and shout at those people. But it didn't work, those people not only did not relent, but intensified.
The bearded man couldn't accept this fact and wanted to talk to the boss directly about the problem, but he didn't have the opportunity. And then--
"I haven't waited for the opportunity, senior her...... Just go......" the bearded man said lonely, and a big bowl of porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork was all eaten for him.
He happened to be absent that day, and when he came back, he found out that his senior fell from the building and died on the spot. The body was cremated early, and he didn't even get to see it for the last. The senior had no relatives, and among the last people who came to mourn, he was the only colleague.
"Do you know how those people reacted after the death of their predecessors?" asked Gan Tian the bearded man.
Gan Tian understood, but did not say it. That kind of human affection, he is lucky not to come into contact with it.
"Even if a cat in the company died, they wouldn't react that way. Colleagues, leaders, it's like a damn person has died, laughing and eating...... Nobody cares. As long as it doesn't hurt them, they won't care. ”
The death of his predecessor caused a great irritation to him. negligence at work caused him to be criticized by the leader, and he went back for two days, and this month's bonus was gone. It was during these two days of idleness that his brain, which had not been functioning for a long time, began to move for the first time in a long time, reminding him of the forgotten truth. The so-called bonus is just a bait to deduct his share of what he deserves and lure him to invest more time and energy. And the death of the predecessors is not as simple as it seems. How could a woman who honestly encouraged him to move forward bravely, so brave and mature, end her life by herself.
He stopped working hard, disguised himself as a time-grinder like those people, and successfully broke into the inside of those people. Sure enough, those people inadvertently leaked a lot of information to him.
Almost all of them hate their seniors, and they don't look down on those who work hard. Because there are people who work hard, it seems that they themselves are simply eating and waiting to die. The seniors have always been excluded, but someone really did it to him, or after she won the first performance award. Because there are people above who have such attitudes, they are happy to act like this. The people above are their bosses.
It stands to reason that a boss doesn't like employees who work hard and can seduce others to work hard?
However, it is precisely because of this liking that it leads to the final tragic ending.
"She is a very ordinary person, she succumbs to ordinary fate, but she is not so unwilling. She is respectable, she is just pursuing her own happiness very normally, really normally pursuing her own happiness, but, those guys, treat people like their predecessors as stupid......" The bearded man couldn't go on.
"So, you killed your boss. Gan Tian made up the ending for him.
The bearded man nodded, and after a long time said, "I killed him, and those employees don't know how happy they were." ”