232 Chapter 232
Emotional matters. The more rational it is, the more chaotic it becomes.
Song Xiyuan drank a meal of wine and successfully drank himself into more chaos.
She thinks it should be a drinking partner. Well, it must be.
After the disagreement, neither she nor Liu Yaren contacted each other.
Go to the TV station, go to the company, no one is idle.
Lee Ki-hyun also has a solo plan this year, taking the sexy route.
I said hello to Song Xiyuan at the wine table before and invited her to appear in the MV.
Sexy or something, Song occasionally wants to break the rules.
However, before this proposal reached her company and her agent, it was rejected by Quan Zhilong.
Hee Won's sexy route? No.
The refusal was firm and there was no explanation.
So nosy, he even dared to call.
Song Xiyuan complained on the phone: "Who are you, what route I want to take is your business, will you care too much?" โ
"Anyway," Quan Zhilong replied very calmly, "it won't work." โ
Yes, as long as he says it won't work.
He didn't agree, and he didn't have the courage to insist.
Song Xi is energetic, and he doesn't want to shoot much, but he feels that his control is inexplicable.
"If you want to be sexy," continued someone who had no position at all, "just show me sexy." โ
Song Xiyuan hung up his phone.
This is harassment, right? X harassment, absolutely!
The ratings of "I Hear Your Voice" in Seoul have broken 20%, and there is a trend that it will continue to increase.
The first ratings of the succession drama should be good, but to what extent can it be maintained or broken through, this is the pressure of the whole crew.
The first script reading meeting of "The Sun of the Lord".
Although Song Xiyuan has enough qualifications, in terms of age, he is still busy with the entire crew.
The partner is Su Ji-sub, a senior, and the pressure in his heart is also a little great.
But after thinking about it, Li Zhongshuo can overcome this problem, then she should have no problem.
And probably because of his age, Su Ji-sub can be regarded as the calmest and most caring of Song Hee-won's partners.
There is a mature charm.
The sun's bomb shelter. Well worth relying on.
Song Hee-won quickly found the feeling of a partner.
While studying the script, Song Hee-won received a text message from Yoo Ah-in, saying that he was coming to pick her up from work.
The Cold War lasted for nearly half a month, and it was time for a result.
As an artist, it is very common to not be able to meet your other half for a long time.
But the first meeting after the Cold War was a very new experience for Song Hee-won.
She does have a fire.
The anger of disagreement is not as good as the anger that he has not contacted her for so long.
"Ah, Yan Hongzhi," so they also complained when they met, "Are there any other women outside?" โ
"What nonsense." Liu Yaren looked at her and smiled.
"Why don't you contact me?"
Liu Yaren stretched out his hand and touched her cheek: "Is your anger gone?" โ
"Nope." He said this, but did not wave his hand.
Gradually, the fire decreased.
When she saw him, she found that she still missed him very much.
"Where are we going?" She asked.
"Hee Yuan," Liu Yaren withdrew his hand and started the car, "I came to see you today to tell you that I took it." โ
Song Xiyuan's smile froze on his face.
"What did you take?" She asked.
Liu Yaren glanced at her.
Actually, you don't know.
"The Secret Meeting." But he replied anyway, "I decided to take it." โ
"Love your predecessors with Kim?" She then asked.
I've inquired about this.
Liu Yaren glanced at her again: "Yes." โ
"......" Song Xiyuan sat silently thinking.
If she reaches the age of forty, will she make such a TV series with her juniors?
The answer is no.
In a way, she is not an artist, because she cannot fully dedicate herself to art.
So now he is indeed a bit pretentious, as he hated at the beginning.
"I don't like it so much," she said softly, "do you have to do it too?" โ
"If you don't like it, you can not take it." Liu Yaren replied, "But you don't have to interfere with me. โ
"......" Indeed, his words are not wrong.
Song Xiyuan actually thought about compromise.
In the relationship, the first thing she thinks of is tolerance rather than confrontation.
Many times, it is actually more difficult to get along than to break up.
However, when you encounter a problem, of course, you have to face it, not run away.
She had thought about compromise. It was the night they argued.
It's just a character, I used to think so.
But now, I have discovered that it is not as simple as just a character.
This is just a superficial manifestation of the essence.
The essence is that he will keep his hold and never give in.
Now and in the future.
Of course, from the beginning of the meeting, he was that maverick.
From hating to liking, or is already the biggest room for improvement between them, and can't expect more.
However, she still wanted to give it a try.
Why can Brother Zhilong do that for her, he can't.
"What do you think......" Song Hee-won asked, "Is that how you love someone?" โ
Is it all you can do to love someone?
Although he said he loved her.
But maybe it's the feeling that is more important than the language.
"You're too greedy." Liu Yaren sighed.
Again, the argument is the same.
Song Xiyuan was also thinking about whether she was too greedy.
"The earth doesn't revolve around you." Liu Yaren continued, "If you don't like Lin Feina, just drive her away, if you don't like this concept of love, you want me not to accept it, will your desire to control be too strong?" โ
"......" Song Xiyuan looked out the window.
She knew that he also had an opinion on that matter.
Of course, he didn't know how disgusting Lin Feina was, and he couldn't blame him.
Indeed, from the perspective of an actor, she kicked Lin Feina out of the crew, which seemed a little โกโก.
But life, or survival, many times, is not as rational as possible.
She did what made her feel good.
It was morally unjustifiable, but if she had to do it all over again, she would still make the same choice.
When Brother Long โกโก her, she also hated it.
But compared to that, it seems to be more difficult to accept the way it is now, in a relationship, coldly only caring about yourself.
"If I don't like your character," Yoo Ah-in asked, "you'll ...... for me."
"Yes." Song Xiyuan replied, "If you don't like it, I won't do it." โ
She turned her head to look at him.
Categorical and expressionless.
This is indeed a matter of the concept of love.
That's how she views love.
I don't think it's interference. It can be understood as a kind of care.
It's not for you to die for me.
It's not for you to give up your career as an actor for me.
There won't be such an overly demanding.
It's just a little accommodation in getting along. It's like a character, a script. This way, she can do it.
"......" Liu Yaren was silent, "You don't have to be like this. โ
"Will you be burdened?"
"It's not a burden ...... either"
It is...... Maybe I just don't want to have this kind of dedication, which goes against my will.
"Let's break up." Song Xiyuan said.
"......" Liu Yaren braked and was almost chased by the car behind.
He pulled over to the side of the road and asked her, "What did you say?" โ
"Let's break up." Song Xiyuan repeated it again.
Although I was very reluctant, I was surprised to feel very relaxed after saying it.
With this knife, many problems seem to be solved.
Many propositions no longer exist.
"Just for this script?" Liu Yaren asked.
"Yes," Song Xiyuan looked at him, "After taking this script, we will break up, like this, do you still have to take it?" โ
Liu Yaren frowned: "You threaten me? โ
Song Xiyuan shook his head: "I just want you to think about it, between the script and me, which one will you choose." โ
Liu Yaren looked at her and couldn't make a decision.
It's really not a matter of the script.
Now at this moment, he also understood what she wanted to say.
Between "me" and "you".
Will he choose her, or himself.
Love her more, or love yourself more.
There has already been an answer before.
In fact, the personalities of the two of them are not very compatible.
Prove that they really loved each other before.
Silence gave the answer.
Song Xiyuan laughed softly, she shook her head: "This is not the love I want. โ
If no one is willing to compromise. Then the more you go, the more resentment you will have.
"What kind of love do you want?" Liu Yaren asked.
"You can be greedy." Song Xiyuan replied.
As before, it can be capricious.
Hopefully he stays, and he can stay.
It is important to express the will to be accepted.
In fact, she just wants to be loved well.
Love is entangled and interferes with each other.
She prefers this expression of love.
Saying this, I suddenly felt very sad and sad.
Who set up this concept of love for her?
It's been failing all the time.
So, in fact, there is no such love at all.
Liu Yaren looked at her and was also sad.
So sad, but there is no way to reach out.
The two of them are similar in this about being cruel to themselves.
Sometimes I am too attached to one thing, is it because I don't have enough self-confidence?
He was afraid of losing himself and becoming less like him.
If you lose yourself, you will eventually lose her.
In that case, wouldn't it be better to let it go now?
"I'll send you home." Yoo Ya-in restarted the car.
Song Xiyuan hummed softly and looked out of the car again.
The two of them started with thunder and fire, but ended with calm.
Break up peacefully, without resentment.
But since it's a breakup, it won't make people happy anyway.
What makes Song Xiyuan especially resentful is why the breakup is always before joining the crew.
She was not given a chance to adjust her emotions at all. 166 Reading Network