There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Han Shaoning left, with guilt and repentance. In the bright and spacious room, the widow Tang Xiaoyan's eyes were swollen, and she was alone in a daze in the mirror!

Widows, especially young widows in rural areas, are the hardest and hardest. People eat cereals, it is inevitable to be born, old, sick and die, not to mention that no one can guarantee an accident, which family dies a man, it sounds uncomfortable, but it is not strange at all. Inherited and influenced by feudal thoughts, after the death of men, many young women have the idea of starting from the beginning, and are forced to observe the festival.

Tang Xiaoyan is literate and knows more about three obedience and four virtues, but she also has insight and is unwilling to be bound by the world, so she is in a dilemma. The most important thing is that she hasn't had a menstrual period for two months, and she doubts that she really has!

There is no intention to plant flowers and flowers, and there is no intention to plant willows and willows. Before Han Shaoning gambled and prostituted, he had a period of blind planting, which may have been sown at that time. God just likes to joke, but it is just that Han Shaoning did not endure loneliness and fell into self-degradation for a month!

The reason why Tang Xiaoyan gave Han Shaoning a chance to reform is also due to this.

"Xiaoyan, open the door, I'm Ruoshui. Outside the gate, the voice of sister-in-law Su Ruoshui sounded.

There are many rights and wrongs in front of the widow's door, and there is no need to pull enough carts. In order to avoid criticism from the neighborhood, Tang Xiaoyan plugged in the gate even in broad daylight.

"Sister-in-law, do you have something to do with me?" Tang Xiaoyan got up and opened the door and asked listlessly.

Su Ruoshui flashed in, and said with a reluctant smile: "Your eldest brother has gone to the ground, Jiabao is playing with his grandfather, I am idle at home alone, I want to find you for a while." ”

Tang Xiaoyan closed the door casually, turned around, and walked to the back room.

There is a bright big mirror at the door of the inner room, and there is a portrait of Han Shaoning in front of the mirror, which is a photo of Han Shaoning as a representative of the Township People's Congress.

Tang Xiaoyan sat on the edge of the kang, her legs stiff, gloomy and sad.

"Xiaoyan, Shaoning is gone, people can't be resurrected after death, so don't be too sad. Su Ruoshui said softly.

There was silence in the room for a while, and then Tang Xiaoyan said, "If I had gone home earlier, maybe there would have been no accident." ”

"How can I blame you for this! Our father also said that he didn't agree with Shaoning to open a mine at the beginning, because the money from mining is fast, but the risk is also large, and it is very easy to have accidents. Some time ago, his old man also persuaded Shaoning, but Shaoning said a perfunctory sentence and didn't take it to heart. In addition, geologists also said that this year's rain is too much, causing the surface to be soft, and the mine is too dense, and the collapse is only a matter of time, but it happens that Shaoning should have an accident. Su Ruoshui hurriedly comforted.

"God is so unfair! He is so young and has done so many good things for the village, why just say he will leave!" Tang Xiaoyan cried.

"Sister, there are no young and old people on Huangquan Road, and there are many people younger than him; Shaoning is a good person, he has built bridges and repaired roads and donated money, good people have good rewards, he went early in this life, and he will definitely be able to give birth to a good family in the next life. He has nothing to do to go to Elysium to enjoy happiness, but you can't eat well and can't sleep, once your body collapses, I'm afraid you will get sick, I believe that Shaoning must also hope that you will live well, and I don't want to see you always sad and sad. Su Ruoshui continued to enlighten Tang Xiaoyan.

After sending Han Shaoning, Han Ruifeng has been lying on the kang, fortunately, he has Aunt Qi to take care of him, otherwise the old man may not be able to survive. Of course, Han Shaoan and his family also came to see him every once in a while.

Time is the best medicine. After Han Shaoping returned to the provincial capital, Han Ruifeng recovered a lot physically and mentally. He knew that besides him, the most uncomfortable was his daughter-in-law Tang Xiaoyan. So, he asked Aunt Qi to find Su Ruoshui and Han Shaoan, held a family meeting, and made a painful and difficult decision.

The word is a happy lock. Under Su Ruoshui's persuasion, Tang Xiaoyan's heart opened up a lot.

"Sister-in-law, after Shaoning left, I didn't go to class, and I was even more lazy to go out, what happened to our father now?" Tang Xiaoyan wiped the tears from her eyes, raised her head and said.

"Our father's health is much better! It's no problem to go to the ground, and now he's teasing his grandson!" Su Ruoshui said with a smile.

"That's good! That's good!" Tang Xiaoyan's eyes flashed with a comforting smile.

"Xiaoyan, the second child is no longer here, and now you are the only one left in the family, what are your plans, can you talk to your sister-in-law. Su Ruoshui asked seriously.

"Sister-in-law, what do you mean by that?" Tang Xiaoyan said in surprise.

"Brother and sister, I don't mean anything else. Everyone is a woman, and I just want to ask, you are still young, and you have no children, and you will have a long life in the future, how can you live alone! Not to mention, you are still educated, and you are beautiful...... Su Ruoshui said with a red face.

"Sister-in-law, what do you mean, if you have something to say, you might as well say it directly!" Tang Xiaoyan got up and interrupted Su Ruoshui, and said very angrily.

"You are a single woman, with big body and long sleeves, and it is inconvenient to enter and exit, you don't have to be a widow for Shaoning, let's find someone to remarry!" Su Ruoshui sighed after speaking.

After half a ring, Tang Xiaoyan raised her eyebrows and asked, "That's what our dad meant?"

Su Ruoshui nodded slightly.

"Are you afraid that I won't be able to bear the loneliness? Are you afraid that I will defile the lintel of the old Han family? Now that Shaoning's bones are not cold, you want to drive me away!" Tang Xiaoyan smiled bitterly several times.

Su Ruoshui's face was solemn, and he said very seriously: "Xiaoyan, you are wrong! Our father made this decision for your own good! If it is in a feudal society, he wishes that you would observe the festival for Shaoning, and if you don't marry for life, you can also set up a chastity archway." However, now that equality between men and women and autonomy of marriage are advocated, if you have to leave the Han family sooner or later, then it is better to leave early than later. To tell you the truth from the bottom of my heart, you are kind-hearted, there is nothing up and down the old Han family that you don't like, and no one is willing to let you go! However, what's the point of leaving you here alone!"

Su Ruoshui said at the end, tears flowed down her eyes.

"Sister-in-law, let's stop here today! I'm so tired now, I want to rest!" Tang Xiaoyan said with a melancholy face, very painful.

"When the interruption continues, it is chaotic. What I told you, you should have cut through the mess quickly and made a decision long ago. Su Ruoshui left the edge of the kang and got up and said.

"Sister-in-law, I know you're all for my good, but don't force me, what to do, let me think about it again. Tang Xiaoyan's eyes were close to pleading.

Su Ruoshui left, leaving with bitter tears.

Tang Xiaoyan was left alone in the room! In addition to staring at Shaoning's portrait in a daze, he was just thinking nonsense with his eyes closed.

There are three major sorrows in life, the loss of a mother in early years, the loss of a husband in middle age, and the loss of a son in old age.

Whether you die in style or live in pain, the morning sun still rises in the east and draws the curtain in the west.

The next day, Tang Xiaoyan went to the hospital with Chaoxia, and then went back to her parents' house.

The parents looked at the thinner girl, their hearts dripping with blood and tears in their eyes.

The old couple just wanted to say a few words of comfort, but Tang Xiaoyan said "I want to sleep", and rushed into his room.

The two elders looked at each other speechlessly, and their hearts were broken!

In the past few days, coupled with today's "accident", Tang Xiaoyan was physically and mentally exhausted, lying on the bed, and after a while, she fell asleep in a daze.

Home is the warmest and safest harbor. Han Shaoning is gone, and Han Jiazhuang's home is ruined.

Jue, in addition to time and wine, is also the best "healing" medicine in the world. Sleeping is also a relief.

When people fall asleep, they naturally forget their sorrows and troubles, except for dreams, of course. Not only that, but when people wake up, they will feel refreshed and energetic.

Tang Xiaoyan woke up, and the sun was already westward. She was so tired and sleepy.

"Mom, I'm hungry!" Tang Xiaoyan washed her face.

No matter how old the girl is, in front of her parents, she is like a child.

Dad let out a big sigh in the back room.

My mother ran into the kitchen with tears in her eyes, but they were tears of relief and joy.

On this day, the old couple turned at least 365 times in front of their daughter's door, but they didn't knock on the door!

The second elder's heart was beating wildly!

As long as people cry out that they are hungry, it is enough to prove that she is still alive and wants to continue to live!

It didn't take long for a table of meals to be served, all of which Tang Xiaoyan liked to eat.

The meals are all made at noon, and it's just a matter of going back to the pot!

Tang Xiaoyan was really hungry, so she opened her mouth as much as possible, whether it was meat or vegetables, she pulled them all. Until now, when the parents saw their daughter's gobbling up posture, a heart hanging high in the air finally landed safely.

"You eat slowly, the food is there. Mom said with a smile.

"Yes, don't choke on what you want to beat!" Dad also persuaded him.

"It's okay!" Tang Xiaoyan couldn't say a word more.

At the end of eating, Tang Xiaoyan burped three times in a row before putting down the chopsticks, but her mouth was still clicking, and her eyes were still salivating on the table.

The old couple felt strange in their hearts when they saw that the girl was overwhelmed, but they didn't ask too much. In their opinion, it is better to eat more than not to eat.

"Drink some water, Shunshun!" Dad hurriedly poured a cup of hot water.

Tang Xiaoyan was not polite, she wanted to drink it when she raised her glass.

"Be careful with the burning. Mom's eyes were full of concern.

Tang Xiaoyan's nose was sour, and tears flowed into the cup!

Parents are always a haven for their children.

"Mom, Dad, I'm full of food and drink, go out for a walk, digest and digest food. Tang Xiaoyan said with a smile.

"It's okay for me to stay, I'll go with you!" said my mother as she hurriedly put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand and walked out of the kitchen quickly.

"Yes, let your mother accompany you, while walking, snorting. Dad said as he walked out of the back room.

"Dad, Mom, I'm not a child anymore, I want to wander around the community alone, it's okay, it's really okay!" Tang Xiaoyan finished speaking, got up and went out.