163. Original
The next day, Chi Chi took a plane back to China, took a few assistants with him, and left Lin Zhi and Chen Fang to report to Chi Chi in time about the crew's problems.
Chi Chi, who was wearing a jumper, walked through the VIP passage of the airport specially arranged by Dou Baojia, avoiding some fans who came to hear the wind and those media who were secretly spying on.
"Tell me, what do you want?"
Dou Baojia originally wanted to directly arrange for Chi Chi to see a psychiatrist, but he was afraid that Chi Chi would be targeted by the media when he hurriedly returned to China, and he would see a psychiatrist as soon as he returned to China.
These days, Dou Baojia has joined forces with Lou Lanyu to chase and fight those media and self-media who spread rumors about Chi Chi, whether they hold Chi Chi to the sky or step on the ground, as long as they fabricate false information about Chi Chi, they will be held accountable to the end.
This kind of practice can be called crazy in the entertainment industry, they are not forgiving the unscrupulous media today because Chi Chi has not made a mistake, and those unscrupulous media who have temporarily swallowed their anger will also wait for the day when Chi Chi is on a business trip, waiting to push her down the abyss.
Now, there must be no problem with the pool.
Speaking of which, the girl sitting in the back seat ...... Or a woman?
Dou Baojia has an extremely keen insight into people's temperament, just like when she first saw Feng Shuo, she felt that he had the determination to become famous, of course, it can also be called ambition, and just like when she first saw Chi Chi, she would see her special temperament - the fusion of old and immature, clear and vicissitudes.
Now she feels that she hasn't seen her for a short period of time, Chi Chi has "grown up" a lot, and the contradictory vicissitudes of life in her eyes have become stronger, and the clarity of adolescence has also become a kind of transparency that has experienced vicissitudes.
These days...... Chi Chi went to wear a Yue?
Dou Baojia felt that only crossing or rebirth could explain the change in Chi Chi's temperament.
After thinking about it like this, she herself felt that she had been under too much mental pressure recently, and she would be cranky.
What do you want?
Chi Chi looked up at the roof of the car,
From the beginning, I just wanted to be an actor.
But fate is like a millstone, crushing that lonely and desolate life over and over again.
Life and death, from when she stood in the film and television city to the present, Boss Han Ping and Chef Jin, who helped her, have gradually drifted apart because of her busy work, and the Wen family, who has shared joys and hardships with her, has stopped contacting her in order to protect Wen Luning from overseas, and Gu Xi, who has become friends by chance, has parted ways with her, and now, Liu Tingxin is seriously ill again......
In her last life, she lost her brother and sister-in-law when she was young, lost a leg in her prime, and buried her nephew in her later years.
Yes, she remembered, remembered.
She remembered the days and nights when she dragged her crippled body to live alone, the spring, summer, autumn and winter when she was tormented by phantom limb pain, and also remembered her summary of her life.
-- Lost to heaven, lost to life, lost to time.
Those qiē that she lost finally made her completely lose the opportunity to touch her dreams.
Now she doesn't want anything anymore, she just wants to act well, but she gains and loses again and again.
A person's heart cannot be made of iron, it will be cold, it will be painful, it will be desperate, it will be confused when it looks back, and it will be sad when it sees the future.
Just like Chi Chi now, she wants to learn to be resentful, but she doesn't know who to resent against, she wants to learn to be angry, and she knows that this anger is useless.
She remembered what she thought and realized, life is the most beautiful than moving forward, and similarly, the most painful thing in life is to look at a person who should be moving forward, a person who is moving forward, and being drawn a ruthless recreation by fate.
This kind of thing happened to herself, Chi Chi can face it calmly, and it happened to the juniors she cares about, which really makes her heartache.
"I want to act, play one good play after another."
Chi Chi said slowly that this is her eternal pursuit, for which she can sacrifice her own qiē, whether it is identity, wealth, status, or emotion.
"I want to ...... too Let the people I care about live well. ”
This sentence made Dou Baojia suddenly have an ominous premonition, and when she heard Chi Chi personally say the news that Liu Tingxin had cancer and would die soon, she was also stunned.
Not only her, but now she finally got out of the fate that she was driving the car, and this thunder made her park the car directly in the emergency lane.
Liu Tingxin made me smile at her, let me watch her weaken day by day, I thought I could do it, but I couldn't do it at all. She is still so young, she still has so much to go, she should live and look at a world that will be more amazing to her in ten or twenty years, instead of bearing all the pain like now. ”
"Is it because of this that you have so much psychological pressure?"
In addition to shock and grief, Dou Baojia also felt deeply surprised by Chi Chi's attitude.
"That's Liu Tingxin's own life, that's Liu Tingxin's own decision, and this matter has nothing to do with you from beginning to end. You're a witness at best, and you didn't put the cancer cells into her. ”
Dou Baojia has always known that Chi Chi has a very high moral bottom line, but she never expected that this little girl's moral bottom line would be so high that she blamed herself for not being able to relieve the pain of a terminal cancer patient?
You are so capable, you are going to win the Nobel Prize in Medicine, what kind of star should you be?
"But ...... "But that's what I should have done for her."
Chi Chi wanted to answer Dou Baojia like this, but he still held back.
In Chi Chi's opinion, since they are friends and relatives, they should do more for each other, she has been like this for decades, and she doesn't think there is anything wrong with this approach.
But she couldn't say that, because she couldn't explain her extra decades to anyone.
"The relationship between people and people has always been equal."
Dou Baojia felt that it was necessary for him to correct Chi Chi's concept.
"It's like my relationship with you, I work for you, you pay me, you give me trust, I think more about you...... Feelings are all about giving each other, not what you do alone. ”
Dou Baojia turned his head and looked at Chi Chi, who seemed to be in a daze.
"If you have cancer today and are going to die, Liu Tingxin knows that after you decide to face it open-mindedly, he will definitely bless you, although it is sad, it is just sad, and it will not be painful because you can't do anything for you. Because she didn't take your pain on her back. ”
"Back?"
Dou Baojia is regretting that she said such a ** metaphor, what kind of death is not cancer, their family Chichi must live a long life and earn her a lifetime of money!
Hearing Chi Chi's question, she was worried that there was nothing to change the topic, so she quickly picked up a small ornament in front of the car...... A small crystal turtle that reminds drivers to drive slowly and not in a hurry.
"Let's start when we first met."
Dou Baojia picked up a piece of chocolate and put it on the turtle's back.
"At that time, you talked to me for Feng Shuo, do you remember? That's what you put on your back. What did Feng Shuo do for you at the risk of offending others? Well, there really is. ”
The second piece of chocolate, "You have a studio, become the boss, and immediately start to protect your only subordinate, Chen Fang, several times for her to share the pressure from me." But under the pressure of your work, Chen Fang has always been able to do so much. ”
The third piece of chocolate, "You raise your fans like children, for fear that they will be wronged, but what have they done other than shouting that you are so beautiful and handsome on the Internet?" Do any of them go to court for you? Do any of them choose gifts for you in their busy schedules? Did any of them ever think you were a child? ”
The fourth piece of chocolate, "This Yu Yuan, anyone with eyes can see that she has become your fan sister, you are obviously the most taboo fans to do personal work for idols, but you can't bear to fire her at all, and in turn intercede for her." Does she realize that if she makes a mistake, she will put you in big trouble? ”
The fifth piece of chocolate, "When you first became famous, you let me take care of it without blinking tens of millions of eyes, that's your entire net worth, what about me?" I, Dou Baojia, have been in this circle for so many years, and I have long become a black-hearted old oilman, and I will never lose all my net worth for you, an artist, such a person, you have entrusted all your money, do you think it is worth it? ”
……
Dou Baojia looked at Chi Chi without blinking, she carried private goods, and finally said what she had always wanted to say to Chi Chi.
For a long time, she couldn't get used to Chi Chi's approach, and always thought that she shouldn't have done too much, and she could really get too little.
She should be like other stars to make money by filming wholeheartedly, instead of sharing their responsibilities for others.
Among these "them", Dou Baojia naturally also includes.
"Look at yourself, are you putting too much stuff on yourself." The chocolates were crumbling on the little turtle's body, and as soon as Dou Baojia let go, the chocolates fell everywhere.
Chi Chi, who was originally silent to a dull age, suddenly laughed after listening to Dou Baojia's words.
"Feng Shuo is very good, Chen Fang is very good, those girls are very good, and Yu Yuan is very good...... You, of course, are also very good. ”
What is good or bad.
Dou Baojia turned around and refused to look at Chi Chi's smiling face again.
"Isn't that proof that you said these things to me that I was right?"
Chi Chi raised his hand and rubbed his hair.
"No matter how much ability you have, how much responsibility you have, and if you can do a little more, you have to do it. My mistake is that I misplaced myself, I said earlier that in those inside, I am a friend, a boss, a star, and I am a friend and not a god in front of Liu Tingxin......"
Friends can make Liu Tingxin live comfortably and leisurely in the last years.
God can give Liu Tingxin a longer life......