196 Chapter 196
"Since you don't want to get back together," Song Hee-won spoke again, asking in a hateful voice, "Then what do you want to do to his girlfriend now, at your best friend's birthday party?" ”
"Why do you want to say such things!" He yelled at her, "You know ......"
He just can't stand her around others.
What is the relationship between her and so-hyuk, or where it has progressed, this kind of question cannot be thought about at all.
Seeing them so close to each other made him go crazy.
She's his.
His eyes weakened for a moment.
"Yes......" he admitted, "I want to get back together." ”
He wanted to hold on to her.
If you don't have such thoughts, how can you torture yourself like this?
"Ha......" The ridicule in Song Xiyuan's eyes was a little stronger, she turned her head to look at herself in the mirror, her tone was cold and resolute, "It's impossible." ”
"It's me who was wrong...... Quan Zhilong held her face, looked into her eyes, and patiently apologized, "It's me who did it wrong...... It was my fault to break up, I regret it, I regretted it a long time ago, I have always loved you so much......" His head pressed against her forehead, in the most tender and longing voice, "I didn't love you." ”
There seemed to be something blocking his chest, and a sentence made Song Xiyuan's eyes red.
Their love, as well as her grievances, all came to their hearts for a while.
Admittedly, she had looked forward to his return.
No matter how hard you say, you won't eat back grass.
It's also impossible not to want the person you love to love you too.
Now this scene is almost like a dream.
He apologized so softly and told her that he still loved her.
She should have hugged him...... After all, she is so uncompromising, and she has always loved him.
I don't love you.
She said this in her heart, but she couldn't lift her arms.
Her mood was not half joyful, but even more sad.
Did she really drink alcohol? Why is she so sober now?
For a few moments, she also thought that she could be a little confused, go into his arms, and think that it was okay to think that it was a drunken impulse.
But she couldn't.
"I know you love me," she opened softly, still in the same cruel tone, "but you love yourself more...... You broke up when you felt like you wanted to break up, without considering my feelings, and you felt like you wanted to be together, and you just went back on your word, and you didn't consider my feelings either. ”
"I'm ......" Quan Zhilong looked at her, speechless for a while, and only after a long time did he reassure, "I know I made you very sad before, but I promise that this time I won't...... You trust me...... I really...... Can't live without you......"
He really, this loss made it completely clear how important she was to him.
Song Xiyuan smiled: "In the past few months, you have lived well without my brother." ”
If it's so important, why hasn't it come up until now?
"Brother," she looked at him, "you really love me, will you think about me, and will not be as selfish as before?" ”
"Yes." Quan Zhilong looked at her sincerely, "I will definitely think about you first." ”
In the future, he will definitely put her on the tip of his heart, the first place.
"So," she curled the corners of her mouth, "now that what I want is Brother So Hyuk, will you think about me and fulfill us?" ”
"......" Quan Zhilong looked at her again and was speechless.
He made a sincere promise, but she used it to gag him.
"Brother Zhilong......" She continued to urge him as if she couldn't see the scars in his eyes.
"I ......," Quan Zhilong couldn't say.
said that I would think about her and think about her.
But he couldn't say what he had done.
"Don't ......," he looked at her, "don't ......"
A few words used up all the strength of the whole body.
It's like with the deepest sigh in my heart.
He gently put his arms around her, his eyes resting on her shoulders.
"Please......" intermittently, as if choked, "don't ...... I beg you to ......"
Don't say that again, don't show such cruelty again.
Song Xiyuan felt a little wet heat in his shoulders.
He was in front of her, even though more than half a year had passed, his breath still didn't make her feel strange.
Some of his hair pierced her neck, tickling.
He, like Brother Top, has also lost some weight.
She couldn't help it and raised her hand to hug him.
How much she missed him, every time he approached reminded her.
They used to love each other so much......
She turned her head to look at herself in the mirror.
That familiar face was full of grief.
Saying such things made him sad, and her heart was not good either.
But no matter how painful it is now, it is better than when he said goodbye without saying goodbye.
Only now did she know how much hatred she had in her heart.
Love him so much, hate him so much!
I'd rather drag him to hell than forgive.
"It's impossible to be with you," she said lightly, "It's not that I'm angry or hard-mouthed, I'm just ...... I don't want to be with you. ”
Finally, he raised his hand and gently pressed his back, saying the exact opposite of what he said.
"Brother Long," she continued, "we won't see each other again." ”
"......" Quan Zhilong froze, raised his head in disbelief, and stared at her with red eyes.
Suppose falling in love is a process of discovery.
So now, they have finally understood the cruelty of each other.
The bathroom door opens. Lee so-hyuk was standing outside the door.
There was a rare look of anger on his face. Two steps forward and grabbed Quan Zhilong's collar.
Song Xiyuan walked behind him, without persuasion or explanation.
It seems that Lee so-hyuk's current actions are taken for granted, and it is a matter of course that Kwon Zhilong should bear it.
Quan Zhilong glanced at her and couldn't help but look up and laugh again.
A mocking smile, mocking oneself.
Really...... She Song Xiyuan has always had such a clear position.
Lee so-hyuk wanted to beat him up.
But in the end, the fist did not swing down.
After all, artists eat by their faces.
If Kwon Zhilong's face is scarred, God knows what tomorrow's news report will look like.
Eventually, he let go.
"Let's go." He said to Song Xiyuan.
Song Xiyuan glanced at Quan Zhilong indifferently.
That kind of gaze reminded him of the question she had just asked.
What do you want to do to your best friend's girlfriend at his birthday party?
Best Friend's Girlfriend......
Quan Zhilong slowly sat down on the ground.
What a bastard I am, he thought.
Let's say you break up with someone you love.
Then don't meet again.
Because every time we meet, it's like we're breaking up again.
And each time it will not hurt less than the first.
Song Xiyuan locked himself in his home for two days.
Except for Gao Yanmei, she didn't answer anyone's calls.
She felt like she was going to die.
Like a fish out of water.
The cheeks kept opening and closing, but they couldn't breathe in oxygen.
Full of despair.
Lee so-hyuk also contacted her.
But she didn't reply.
Now I kind of understand Quan Zhilong's mood at that time.
Some words are hard to say.
Of course, it's easier and easier to cut off contact and let the other party understand for themselves.
But since she has endured this hardship, of course she will not do the same thing to others.
I didn't have the courage to meet, but in the end she sent him a message: I'm sorry, brother, I'm not ready.
With such a sentence, I believe he can understand what she means when he sees it.
Not ready to start with him.
Because there is no complete letting go.
The point is, if she is with Lee so-hyuk, then she may never be able to let go.
When she told Quan Zhilong not to meet in the future, she made this decision.
keeps saying that they want simple love, but with Brother Su Hyuk, their love will never be simple because they have to consider the existence of Kwon Zhilong.
Count her weakness, count her cowardice.
But she really didn't want to face it.
I was very tired and didn't want to deal with such a complicated situation anymore.
Although I like Lee so Hyuk very much, she even lost Quan Zhilong......
I have done a lot of mental construction for myself.
But when she saw Lee so-hyuk's reply, she was still very sad.
Good. Lee so-hyuk replied with this one word.
Recently, I know her well and fully tolerate such a person......
In the end, he left......
The movie started filming and cooperated with Yoo Seung-ryong's predecessors again.
It's a pity that in room seven, Song Xiyuan still has no rivalry with him, and there are still not many scenes.
Although she didn't have many scenes, she was still a little busy throughout June.
I met with the director and wrote a new script.
Directed by Hwang Dong-hyuk, the director of the 2011 film "The Melting Pot", which caused a huge social repercussion.
The name of the movie is "Strange Her".
Filming is expected to start in the first half of next year.
It tells the fantasy story of a grandmother in her 70s who suddenly becomes a girl in her 20s.
The girl's joys, sorrows, and sorrows, no matter what kind of emotion, Song Xiyuan can perform it very well.
But the girl in this movie is actually an old grandmother.
How to show the characteristics of the elderly and show contrasts is not only the focus of the film, but also the challenge of Song Hee-won.
This challenge made Song Xiyuan extremely excited.
This is the first time that a character who can make her feel challenged.
Neither Deman nor Yongyue had ever been before.
So she really loves her job as an actress.
It can make her feel challenged, and the cells in her whole body are ready to move.
It also allows her to put aside all the questions she doesn't want to think about.
Good brother Kim so-hyun also set the script before.
"The Great Hider" tells the spy story of North and South Korea.
It's also a character who hones his acting skills.
With new roles and new challenges, we can work together towards new goals. 166 Reading Network