Qin Songmu saw that it was dawn unconsciously, and couldn't help stretching a long lazy waist, very relieved that he had finally survived this night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Xiao Fang, it's dawn now. You don't have to be scared anymore, do you?"

He said as he made a gesture of going out.

Fang Xiaowan hurriedly stopped: "Stop!"

Qin Songmu's body was smart, so he had to turn his head: "Girl, what else is wrong with you?"

"What I asked you just now, did you turn a deaf ear?"

Qin Songmu looked down at his watch, and then explained to Fang Xiaowan: "Although it's dawn, it's still early. I want to go back next door and take a break. So, I won't go out with you. ”

Fang Xiaowan snorted in her nostrils: "I advised you to lie here and rest, but you didn't buy my account, and actually said that you were on duty." At present, when people still need you, you are picking on others. ”

Qin Songmu saw that she still wanted to continue to pester herself, so she joked with a smile: "If you even need me to accompany you for morning exercises, I'm afraid that your colleagues will see it, it's not appropriate, right?"

"Who said that you went out for morning exercises?" Fang Xiaowan hurriedly explained, "I don't practice in the morning, I'm usually a lazy girl." I wanted you to drive me out. ”

Qin Songmu said curiously, "Where are you going so early in the morning?"

Fang Xiaowan first asked, "Do you know a morning market three or four miles away from us?"

Qin Songmu shook his head blankly.

Fang Xiaowan then introduced: "That morning market has been established for a long time, and there are many stalls selling cheap department store goods. And the goods are very complete. ”

"Are you going to buy clothes?"

Qin Songmu asked this, but secretly thought in his heart, looking at her clothes, it didn't look like something from a stall.

Fang Xiaowan shook her head lightly: "I bought clothes there." However, I wanted to buy some toys this time. ”

Qin Songmu almost smiled dumbly: "You are such a big child, do you still need toys?"

Fang Xiaowan's cheeks suddenly flushed: "Don't talk nonsense. I'm buying toys for somebody else. ”

"Oh, who needs toys?"

"Have you forgotten the new little girl in the second ward?"

"You mean the little girl named Lily?"

"Hmm. ”

Qin Songmu saw that she was still thinking about the child, and her heart couldn't help but rise a little moved. Fang Xiaowan has a gold-like quality for patients, which is enough to explain the professional model of benevolence of doctors.

He had no reason to refuse, and immediately nodded happily: "Okay, I'll take you to that morning market." ”

Qin Songmu left the ward with Fang Xiaowan like this. Fang Xiaowan was going to work because she came back, so she put on a set of skirts that she often wore at work, which looked much more elegant.

When they arrived at the bustling bazaar, it was not easy for Qin Songmu's car to continue to move forward.

Seeing this, Fang Xiaowan had no choice but to explain to Qin Songmu: "Songmu, you drive over and wait for me." I'll go in and buy the toys and come out to you. ”

Qin Songmu didn't expect that the time was so early, and so many people gathered here, it seemed to be a veritable morning market. After he put Fang Xiaowan out of the car, he drove to the side.

Qin Songmu also got out of the car at this time, and when she saw Fang Xiaowan's back squeezing into the flow of people, she couldn't help but feel ripples in her heart. Now she no longer calls herself 'Director Qin', but 'Song Mu', as if she doesn't regard herself as an outsider anymore. Given last night's performance, it shows that she sees herself as her protector. Maybe she just needs to reach out and pull lightly, and she will fall into her arms and become her prey.

Qin Songmu just had such a thought in his heart, and then he immediately thought of Chen Lijuan. Isn't that high-ranking female mayor still handy to herself? Could it be that she has experienced a series of unfortunate things, and now she is a blessing in disguise, and she actually has peach blossom luck?

Qin Songmu thought about it for a while, but quickly came to a conclusion - that is, to develop a relationship with Chen Lijuan naturally, as for this Fang Xiaowan, it is better to distance yourself a little.

He had a reason for thinking so. As a man, to be emotionally trapped in two women at the same time can create a tearing pain. You must not do anything that harms others or yourself. Although Fang Xiaowan can touch his heart very much, Chen Lijuan seems to need him more. Besides, if something like this happens to her husband, she has to bear some responsibility after all. Therefore, he has the obligation to help Chen Lijuan take care of the unconscious Li Jianbing. Of course, this premise is that he will never wake up.

However, when he made such a decision, he couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart, that is, he couldn't let go of Fang Xiaowan in front of him, especially her dependence on herself and frequent overtures, which was almost a temptation that a normal single man could not resist.

An unconcealable melancholy invaded his expression. He couldn't get rid of it, so he browsed in front of the surrounding stalls, hoping that his contradictory feelings would be released.

However, his eyes were staring at the dazzling array of goods on the stall, and he still couldn't lose Xiaowan's graceful posture and voice and smile in his mind. He had to keep warning himself not to touch her, she was still a girl (he subconsciously felt that the word girl was in quotation marks), if he only treated her as a girl, he must not cross this moral bottom line.

After a while, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Fang Xiaowan walking back with a bunch of plush toys, although those toys were not heavy, they were still quite large, making Fang Xiaowan hold and shuttle through the gap in the flow of people, which was quite difficult.

Seeing this, Qin Songmu immediately hurried up to meet him-

Fang Xiaowan saw that Qin Songmu came to answer her, and was immediately overjoyed: "Songmu... Help me...

Qin Songmu looked at the panting Fang Xiaowan, and took the plush toys from her arms without a sound. At this time, he saw more clearly, these plush toys were cute animals. For example, pandas, puppy bears, puppies, etc.

"Xiao Fang, you actually sold so many toys to Lily?"

"Ahh After Fang Xiaowan's hands were freed, she wiped the beads of sweat on her forehead, "I don't know what animals Lily likes, but when I see that these toys are very cute, I just buy one." ”

"Ha, you're generous. These toys cost you a lot, don't they?"

"It's okay, I buy more, and people make a lot of profits. It only cost 200 yuan in total. However, this also consumed half a month's worth of food expenses. ”

"Hey, you spend a mere 200 yuan, and you return with a full load, it's really a good deal. ”

"you, this is a stall after all, I don't know if Lily likes it or not. ”

"The toys are fresh and of good quality. I'm sure Lily will love it. ”

"But when the toys are fresh, will she still like them?"

Qin Songmu's heart sank, and she actually said, "I hope she will be bored with them sometimes." ”

Fang Xiaowan looked up at him in surprise: "What do you mean?"

"Because she's bored with these toys, it's like her life is more fresh than these toys. ”

Fang Xiaowan listened to his meaningful words and couldn't help but moisten her eyes.

After Qin Songmu stuffed those toys into the trunk of the car, he pointed to Fang Xiaowan at the food stall that had just been set up nearby: "Since we came out, let's make do here, right?"

Fang Xiaowan looked at the food stall and couldn't help pouting: "You won't use this to repay the breach of the appointment with me last night, right?"

"How can it!" Qin Songmu hurriedly shook his head, "I won't use this snack to fill my promise to you." I'll compensate you for a big meal when I get the chance. ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled at this time: "This is about the same. ”

In front of the food stall, Qin Songmu asked for two beef noodles and accompanied Fang Xiaowan to sit at a table.

While waiting for the beef noodles, he tentatively asked Fang Xiaowan: "Do you like children very much?"

Fang Xiaowan asked rhetorically, "Why do you think so?"

"I can tell by how much you like Lily. ”

"Really, don't you like Lily?"

"It's... it's okay, but it's not as good as how you care about her. ”

Fang Xiaowan was silent for a while, and then said indifferently: "Maybe we girls are more emotional and have a natural understanding of children. In addition to likability, Lily's experience is worrying. ”

Qin Songmu's heart moved, and he asked, "Oh, what you said about a kind of cognition of children's nature, does it refer to the nature of mother's love?"

Fang Xiaowan glanced at him: "Is this worthy? Only mothers are worthy of talking about 'motherly nature'." Can girls like us who have never been mothers be involved with this?"

Qin Songmu originally wanted to test whether she had the privacy of an illegitimate child, but was speechless by her refuting words. However, he also has a gain, that is, the girl in front of him does not have the experience of those women.

Fang Xiaowan was a little stunned when she saw him, and couldn't help but question: "Most of the patients in our ward are elderly. They went through a full life and finally came to this point, and there were no regrets. But Lily is still so young and doesn't know much about the world. She was transferred from the children's hospital to this death ward, and she didn't even have a little friend by her side, don't you pity her?"

Qin Songmu's expression suddenly became solemn: "This terminally ill child also makes me feel worried. Especially seeing that she is so innocent, and her mother can't bear to give up on her, which makes me feel sad. However, her current condition is not suitable for admission to a children's hospital. ”

Fang Xiaowan nodded gloomily: "I know this." But I can't bear to let her choose to be here for the last stop of her life...

Qin Songmu saw that Fang Xiaowan suddenly sobbed, and couldn't help but feel a little ripple in her heart, and subconsciously patted her shoulder.

When Fang Xiaowan was emotionally sad, she suddenly got his care, and her heart couldn't help but feel hot, and she also felt a sense of favor, and she wanted to lean on her arms. Unfortunately, the conditions here do not allow it.

Qin Songmu finished eating noodles with her, and on the way back to the ward, Qin Songmu became interested in the old man who Fang Xiaowan was concerned about, so he asked Fang Xiaowan, who was sitting in the passenger seat, "What is the name of the old man who wrote novels?"

"His name is Feng Dingwen. However, we should call him Uncle Feng. ”

Qin Songmu nodded: "He is an old man with strong perseverance. Perhaps it was after listening to your persuasion that writing brought the light of his life to life. ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled with satisfaction: "I hope he can really create a miracle of life." ”

"Well, have you read his novels?"

"I've looked at his previous work. But I don't know what kind of work I've been writing lately. ”

Qin Songmu threw a surprised look at her: "Why?"