Nightmares
I don't know what I thought, what is it, everyone is very silent, these things are like listening to a story for us, there is no way, I really imagined, just like I used to, listening to my mother and father, talking about things in the family before, I didn't feel it at all. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
It's like listening to a story, but in this life, I experienced it again, and I realized that feeling, what weight loss, is too far away from me, that kind of feeling of not being able to eat a meal of meat for a few months, and not having a little oil and water in my mouth, is really not something that ordinary people can imagine.
And the house is also, leaking wind and rain, even during the day, the house is particularly dark, the shed is also very low, when you sleep at night, you can also hear, the sound of mice on the ground, running around, don't mention how miserable.
So now, I also have a special experience, and I guess I can also tell my child about my childhood in the future, so that he can have a good comparison with the current happy life.
Everyone was silent for a while, and they all dispersed, my mother and father, also hugged my sister, especially silent, and went back to their house, probably thinking of the previous life, there were too many emotions, and they needed to share it well, Grandma Zhang estimated that she thought of Grandpa Zhang, although the days were very hard before, but there was still that person by her side, who could accompany her.
Now the days are finally getting better, but Grandpa Zhang can't be by her side anymore, and when Wang He and I went back, we were also a little silent, and I felt very uncomfortable in my heart.
It is said that time can heal everything, but in fact, it has become a scar in the heart, in the depths, when you don't touch it, you won't touch it in particular, but once you touch it, it will hurt too much.
In the past two years, Grandma Zhang has felt a lot more cheerful, and it is not as serious as before, two years ago, because of Grandma Zhang's illness in her previous life, the old man was hospitalized again, but because it was found early, so the problem is not big, and now the body has been completely better, but usually the family members also pay special attention.
Embroidery, Grandma Zhang no longer does, usually when there is nothing to do, just stay at home with my sister and bamboo, my mother stays at home, polishes the boring time, and occasionally the family will go out to play together.
The location has also become, more and more farther away, not at home, nearby travel, last year, our two families, but also went to the imperial capital, because I was in my previous life, stayed here for many years, so very familiar, we played for a few days, everyone also, had a special fun.
The family's plan is that when Wang He and I are on vacation, there is nothing to do at home, so we will find a place to travel and go out to see more.
Although Grandma Zhang is old, but the body, particularly hard, walking or something, than me, when we go out, if the distance is not far, will also be called uncle, last year, the uncle also got married, and soon had, a fat boy, that is, my little brother, two years younger than my sister, particularly cute.
Uncle they are in S City, and they also occupy it, and over there, they bought a house, grandpa called back, let us borrow some money, dad and mom, discussed, called 50,000, uncle also specially, called to thank you.
Maybe it's because after living in the city for a long time, the uncle has changed a lot, in a strange city, living alone, I know the value of family affection, and the contact between our two families has gradually increased.
After all, it's my father's brother.,Mom didn't say anything.,The previous things.,It's all in the past.,Now think about nothing.,After the aunt arrived in S City.,Start working as a cleaner.,Because of no education.,Suffered a lot.,Personality has changed a lot.,Sometimes I will.,Send a text message to your mother.,Talk about her troubles.,Maybe it's because,There's a distance.,So the relationship between the two people has become pretty good.。
It's not like before, when they met together, they were going to fight, and the eldest brother was over there, and he got married, and his temperament changed, especially calm, and last year, he called to his father to greet the New Year, and talked about my study problems.
Because his grades are not good, so after the pass, he didn't do anything, continued to study, found a technical school, studied for two years, and came out to work, and the daughter-in-law he was looking for was also, who came to work from other places, but his temperament was also very good, and his family was also a family member in the countryside, and he was very good for the elderly in the family.
Because the uncle and they support the grandfather's family, my father and uncle will occasionally call and ask, and sometimes they will send money.
I remember in my previous life, the relationship between the three of us was not so good, although because of age, my temperament has become calm, but there is no relationship, and now it is so deep, and we have complaints about each other.
As a result, now everyone has changed from side to side, but there have been changes, and the feelings have become, so good, it is my mother now, and I will also say to my father, it is not easy on that side, after all, there is only one house, and it is quite aggrieved to have three generations to live together.
Grandpa and grandma, because they are old, they also want to come back, and then look here, people want to go back to their hometown when they are old, but because of their sister-in-law, they have children, so grandma wants to stay there to take care of her, it is estimated that in the past few years, there is no time, come back to see, and wait until the child is older, it is estimated that it will be okay.
Wang He didn't go back upstairs with me, but chosen, stayed to accompany Grandma Zhang, I lay upstairs for a while, and then fell asleep, in the dream I dreamed again, dreamed of that day, the day I was reborn, the traffic on the road, and the rush of passers-by, and the car, the subway to the station, and that, I was pushed down.
When I was scared to wake up, I found that my eyes had been opened, my body was covered with sweat, I looked at it in confusion, the white roof, and my heart was very confused, what the hell is all this, what is going on, am I going to be sent back, why is it all of a sudden, such a dream, I still have a lot of things, I haven't done it, I don't want to go back.
I thought of this, quickly got up from the bed, rushed out of the door, and walked straight to Wang He's house, he had just calmed Grandma Zhang at this time, and was about to come back for a nap, and was changing into pajamas, but I found that someone rushed in, he was holding clothes in his hand, **** his upper body, and before he could react, he found that I rushed in and fell directly into his arms.
Because he didn't react, he was still pushed, and I took a few steps on the hind legs before holding me in his arms.
"Yaya, what's wrong, is it a nightmare, don't be afraid, it's all fake, you can't be scared by touching your hair, you can be scared by touching your ears for a while,"
Wang He looked at my body, not very neat pajamas, and my body, still non-stop, trembling, and realized that what happened to me, what happened, it was probably a nightmare, so he hurriedly comforted me.
Wang He comforted me, and kept touching, stroking my back, I felt, Wang He's body, the body temperature, finally slowly, calmed down, but still put his head, buried in his chest, hands firmly, holding his waist, because I was worried that he would suddenly disappear, one day I suddenly woke up, found all this, felt so real, everything was just a dream, then I would collapse.
Wang He looked at me, there was no way, he took me in his arms, lay on the bed together, comforted me in a whisper, touched my hair at the same time, knew that my breathing began to become steady, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier, but his hand was still, firmly held, and never let go.
When I woke up again, I felt very confused, this house is not, the house I live in, I wasn't just now, in my room, did I sleep in it, why suddenly, ran here, this is obviously Wang He's room, is it Wang He, after I fell asleep, he secretly hugged me.
But how can I not react at all, and why is Wang He doing such a thing, he can directly sleep in my room and in it, there is no need, so much of this, so he is not afraid of being discovered.
I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't figure it out, what the hell is going on, or wait for Wang He to wake up and tell me, he is lying next to me at this time, hugging my waist, and sleeping comfortably.
Not at all, I want to get up, it looks like it should be, I just fell asleep, this child is so small, my mind is so heavy, when I sleep, my eyebrows are all wrinkled, I thought of this, from the quilt, take out my hand, and gently smooth his eyebrows.
I just smoothed it out, Wang He gently muttered, and held my hand, which was also a lot tighter.
I don't know how long he will sleep, I don't dare, I am moving easily, and I am afraid that it will disturb his rest.
When Wang He woke up, my body was a little numb, and it was very hard to keep a posture, "Yaya, when did you wake up, I don't know at all."
"I've been awake for a long time, because you've slept so hard, so I don't know, why am I here, and you take a nap, why don't you get dressed,"
After I finished speaking, Wang He looked at me confused, "Yaya, you don't know, what's going on?"
After Wang He finished speaking, I shook my head in confusion, what does this mean, what happened to me, why am I not impressed at all.
"Yaya, I was about to change, when I was about to change my pajamas, you came back, I guess it was a nightmare, you hugged my waist, dead or alive, I finally put you to sleep, but you didn't let go, I had no choice, and I fell asleep later,"
After Wang He finished speaking, I was even more puzzled, if I wasn't sure, Wang He wouldn't lie to me, I would not believe it, such a bizarre thing, because I had no impression at all.
"Yaya, you really can't remember it at all, is it sleepwalking, I haven't noticed it before, you have such symptoms. ”
"I don't think I'll sleepwalk, but now, I can't remember at all, I don't remember myself, I have any nightmares, it feels so strange,"
"I originally wanted to wait for you to wake up and ask you what kind of dream you had, but now, you forgot about it, and you felt that you were frightened,"
"Now I really, I can't remember it at all, and I don't think it will be, something particularly terrible, otherwise I wouldn't be able to remember it now, I can't remember it at all, no matter what, I have a little impression,"
"Yaya, I can't think of it, forget it, if you have nightmares in the future, don't be so afraid, I will be by your side and protect you all the time,"
After Wang He finished speaking, I suddenly reacted, "Brother Wang He, I seem to have thought about it a little, I dreamed of myself, alone in a particularly strange city, where there is no one I am familiar with, only me, surrounded by strangers, you don't know me, passing by my side, don't pay attention to me, just like a stranger, I was too scared, so I ran over and looked for you." ”
"Silly girl, how can I have such a dream, how can I not remember you, I will always remember you, I don't know if it is in this life, and in the future, I will always remember you, even if we don't know each other, I will go to find you, find you, become my wife, you don't want to run away. ”
After listening to his words, I stretched out my hand to hug his neck, looked at him and said seriously, "Brother Wang He, if we really become strangers in the future, you have to come to me too, don't leave me alone, where I am alone, I will feel scared,"
After I finished speaking, Wang He lowered his head and kissed me lightly on the forehead, "What a stupid girl, I will definitely go, you have to wait for me, I will go over to find you, bring you back, like now, kiss your face,"
The two of us, in the quilt, don't know how long we've been tired, knowing that Wang He is watching, the time is almost up, and if we don't go downstairs, we will be discovered by our family, so the two of us slowly got up from the bed and began to change clothes.
When we went out, everyone in the family was there, my father and mother, who were chopping stuffing and preparing to make dumplings, "What is the festival today, why did you suddenly remember that you want to make dumplings,"
I looked at the two people who were busy, looked at Grandma Zhang, and asked strangely, we have some very small festivals here, all of which are to make dumplings, such as the spring equinox, autumn equinox, etc., I don't pay much attention to the festivals, because I don't pay attention, I naturally can't remember the days.
"Today is not a holiday, it's your dad, after getting up at noon, I suddenly want to eat dumplings, and then the two of them began to get busy, and they are ready to wrap, three kinds of fillings, and I don't feel troublesome, you two, if you come down later, it is estimated that you can eat directly, we have a good mouth today." (To be continued.) )