Chapter 59: A bumpy experience

"Director Qin, in fact, I was married, but that short marriage was too far away from me, and it was almost a tempering of life. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Qin Songmu was very surprised at first, and then figured out that since the other party had a history of a failed short marriage, it meant that he must have more pain than happiness, and more troubles than joy. Could it be that the other party's marriage was a turning point in his life?

Qin Songmu didn't interject, but listened intently to the other party's statement-

"My family is very poor, unlike other families, life is getting more and more prosperous. Although we are from the city, my parents have a very bad job and belong to the same town-run business. Without any benefits, they were forced to choose to sell their seniority and get a meager amount of capital to start a small business when the survival of the business was hopeless. However, it did not succeed. My father had congenital heart disease and couldn't do too hard work, so my family had been struggling to make ends meet. Later, my two older brothers and one sister got married and left the family. After I graduated from high school, I found a temporary job to make ends meet. Naturally, my parents were worried about my marriage. Since I am very introverted, I definitely can't get along with a girlfriend, so my father begged my grandfather to sue my grandmother, and finally moved a matchmaker. I didn't go on my first blind date until I was twenty-six..."

When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but think in his heart, since he mentioned the first blind date, it means that this blind date impressed him very deeply, and maybe it made his first marriage.

Sure enough, Zhang Rongfeng's eyes suddenly showed a glimmer of joy: "That girl is from the suburbs." But in those days, the rural hukou was better than the urban hukou. for all the privileges of the people of the city are gone. For example, when buying coal and grain, the supply of parity has been cancelled. And, with a large number of factory closures, many people are unemployed. The peasants, on the other hand, had the land in their hands as a means of production, and they could obtain wealth through cultivation. At that time, there was a saying circulating in us that the peasants were happy, the workers were sad, and the intellectuals lived in high-rise buildings. In other words, only those in the city who work in business and administrative units are iron rice bowls. ”

Qin Songmu and Zhang Rongfeng are the same age, and they naturally know the history of social development. Indeed, when the reform began, many backward enterprises closed down and turned around, breaking all forms of iron rice bowls. There was a flood of laid-off workers, and the rural areas implemented the contract responsibility system of joint production, and soon became rich. Therefore, he couldn't help but show a sighing gaze.

Zhang Rongfeng continued: "Our family is really inferior to rural people, so naturally we don't mind the woman's hukou. In this case, the woman and I met at the matchmaker's house. It was my first blind date, so I was very nervous. I am actually a man who wants a lot of face, and I am afraid that the woman will disagree and make me lose face. When I first met that girl, I couldn't help but feel excited. Because it was spring, she was wearing an orange sweater, a blue trousers, and a pair of flat-soled old-fashioned leather shoes. But her appearance is like that of a fairy. I couldn't believe that there was such a good-looking girl who could go on a blind date with me face to face. ”

When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but resonate with the other party. When I first met Pan Yueting, wasn't it also emotional? Even insomnia for her... Is the other party the same as yourself?

However, Zhang Rongfeng's recounting of this seems to evoke a happy past for him, which makes his melancholy eyes suddenly glow with a gratifying brilliance.

"When I faced such a beautiful girl, I suddenly felt ashamed of myself, and I thought to myself, how can I be worthy of others by virtue of my lack of money and power? I was in a complicated mood at that time, and in that atmosphere, I almost suffocated myself, so I had to say goodbye in advance. Afterwards, I didn't dare to inquire about people's attitudes. However, maybe fate is destined, and the girl actually fell in love with me. It's incredible. ”

When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart. Because he knows in his heart that since the other party has fallen to the current point, then he will definitely not go to the peach blossom luck, I am afraid it will still be the peach blossom tribulation.

Zhang Rongfeng next said: "Since I confirmed my boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with her, I feel like I have been injected with a stimulant, and I have completely rejuvenated my vitality. I work in a cement factory and work the night shift once a week. But after I finished the night shift, I didn't rest at all during the day, but soaked in her shed..."

"What are you doing in someone's greenhouse?" Qin Songmu finally couldn't help but interrupt him.

"Of course it's work. Zhang Rongfeng recalled sweetly, "At that time, her parents were older, and her brothers and sisters had already married a family. She was the only one left to help her parents grow vegetables. But how could her delicate body do such rough work? I took on most of the farm work for her family as a matter of course. Did you know that I learned a lot about agriculture by helping her family with farm work, how to prune and graft, and gradually became a good farmer. ”

When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but sigh, it seems that love can really change a person. It will make a lazy person extremely industrious. He couldn't help but recall the scene when he and Pan Yueting were newly married-

Originally, Qin Songmu was a rough man in life, but because he married Pan Yueting of his dreams, he seemed to be replaced by another man. At that time, he took the initiative to clean up the housework and kept the small home spotless at that time. When the mother came to visit her son, when she saw the tidy home, she thought that her daughter-in-law had cleaned it up, and she really praised her daughter-in-law, which made Pan Yueting very embarrassed at that time.

However, Qin Songmu's memories did not make him feel gratified, but secretly sighed. He interrupted his unbearable past and continued to listen to Zhang Rongfeng's story-

"My actions quickly conquered the girl's parents, and I married her in the autumn of that year. I thought that she and I met in the spring, and sowed our emotions for each other, and when it came to the autumn, it finally bore fruit, which was really the most romantic life course. But she's..."

Qin Songmu couldn't help but interrupt again: "But she is not as perfect as her appearance, but a woman who makes you unbearable." ”

Zhang Rongfeng looked at him with stunned eyes: "Why did you insult her like this?"

Qin Songmu looked at the other party's reproachful demeanor, and suddenly became a little confused: "Your marriage failed in the end, isn't it because of her?"

Zhang Rongfeng's eyes, which were originally slightly gratified, instantly dimmed: "Director Qin, things are not what you imagined. My daughter-in-law has always been very good to me. However, in the second year after her marriage, she was diagnosed with a terminal illness. ”

Qin Songmu suddenly showed a frightened look, it can be imagined that the woman's terminal illness is probably more terrible than any reason.

Sure enough, Zhang Rongfeng said sadly: "She was only twenty-four years old at the time...

Qin Songmu saw that the other party's voice was choked, so he motioned for him to rest for a while and drink saliva first.

Zhang Rongfeng first thanked him, and after taking a sip of water to moisten his throat, he opened the conversation again-

"When I held the diagnosis certificate issued by the hospital, I felt like a bolt from the blue, and I was stupid. Not only me, but my parents were also shocked. My daughter-in-law could barely accept this fact, and she was in pain at the time. After my grief, I decided to save her life at all costs. However, for her sake, I sold all the property of the small family that I had just established, including the house. Originally, the house belonged to my parents, but I sold it, so the two of them rented a house with us. My parents' kindness to me is simply greater than Tarzan..."

"Mr. Zhang, don't get excited, speak slowly. Qin Songmu saw that he was very emotional, so he hurriedly persuaded him.

"Although the doctor has sentenced her to death, I can't watch her die. So, on the way to seek medical treatment for her, I took too many detours. Sometimes when I encounter a treatment that I don't rely on, I don't hesitate to give her a try. This is really in response to a saying in society - a dead horse is treated as a live horse doctor. Unfortunately, when I tried my best, I still didn't keep her. After three years of my care, she finally passed away with regret, leaving me with only a large loan shark. Since then, I have embarked on a bumpy journey in life. ”

After listening to the tragic love marriage told by the other party, Qin Songmu couldn't help but burst into tears, feeling that his experience was nothing compared to others. He gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and thought to himself, fortunately Fang Xiaowan was not at the scene, otherwise she would have to burst into tears.

After Zhang Rongfeng revisited this past, he was also sighing for a long time.

Qin Songmu finally broke the deadlock: "What about later?"

"When she left, I was in a state of mental depression for a long time, and there was no motivation in life anymore. I don't even want to care about the loan sharks. But my parents were not reconciled to me, and I sank from now on. The two of them helped me regain my spirits. At that time, our family of three was engaged in small business, and even set up stalls, saving money to pay off debts. After several years of hard work, I finally paid off those long-legged debts. But I'm in my thirties. Just when my parents were about to help me talk about my daughter-in-law, my father suddenly collapsed. ”

When Qin Songmu heard this, his eyes couldn't help but moisten again. He could imagine what a big blow would happen to this poor family when another loved one fell.

Zhang Rongfeng continued to state sadly: "My father originally suffered from congenital heart disease, so he couldn't work. But his old man broke his heart for me. When he was hospitalized at that time, it was entirely at his own expense. I didn't have much money at the time, so I had to rely on my two older brothers and one sister to help me pay for it. For the sake of my father, I gave up everything again. At that time, he took the best medicine in the hospital at that time. I remember that it was high-priced drugs such as 'Bacterium' and 'Milrinone'. However, his heart had completely failed, and after we spent tens of thousands of yuan, we still had to send him away. I endured great grief and depended on my mother. But... Mom, she..."

Zhang Rongfeng said this, so that Qin Songmu completely understood. It was all the illness of relatives that forced the man in front of him to such a desperate situation in life. However, at present, the special medicine injected by his old mother is undoubtedly 'peeling off the cocoon' on his body. Will he be able to hold on?

Qin Songmu thought of this, and then said: "Mr. Zhang, you are willing to take care of your mother alone, just because you regard her as your own community of destiny, so you don't compare with other brothers and sisters." Right?"

Zhang Rongfeng nodded calmly: "It was fate that made me share weal and woe with my mother." I have nothing now, but my mother is a relative, how can I care about what responsibility the other relatives should bear?"

"But... Your mother didn't give birth to you after all. Can you afford to bear it all on your own?"