Chapter 410, a woman's heart is bitter
The palace maids who served the queen were all slaves who were hidden in the palace at the beginning, and the people in the palace were unstable at that time, so the queen brought them into the palace together. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Although these minions were all made female officials, they remembered that the princess of Han had gone all out to help the queen despite the fact that she had not yet come out of the moon. So every time Lu Ruxue came to the palace to greet the queen, her attitude was very respectful.
Next to the queen's seat, a princess chair was arranged.
Lu Ruxue thanked her and sat down. No matter what posture the queen poses in front of outsiders, and no matter what the queen's true thoughts are.
Lu Ruxue knows very clearly that her identity stands. So every time I enter the palace, I keep the etiquette. After all, the queen and her, first the monarch and minister, and then the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, this gift must not be wrong. Otherwise, it will only give the king of the valley and others an excuse, and the king of the Han Dynasty will be pampered and arrogant.
"The daughter-in-law looks at her mother's complexion, but it is not as good as it was a year ago. Thinking of Mu Xuanyang's advice in the morning, Lu Ruxue looked at the queen's complexion again, and then understood why her husband was worried. I'm afraid that the queen's state of mind is not as good as herself.
"Flowers are in spring, green willows and weeping poplars, and the garden is full of fragrant springs. ”
There was only one side concubine in the Han Palace, and Lu Ruxue was soulless for a few months. Looking at the palace again, in addition to a few old people who followed the emperor when they were from the palace, they also had to add a few more Jieyu, several Zhaoyi, countless beauties, talents, etc., so that if you count it, you will have to add more than 100 beauties.
The queen's sentence "a hundred flowers in spring" really expresses the bitterness and sourness in her heart.
"The peach blossoms on the human face, the spring breeze is slightly crossed, and only the sycamore is locked in the autumn. Flowers are like flowers, not flowers all over the ground, life is short, why bother to be sad and sad. ”
The phoenix perched alone in the sycamore tree, Lu Ruxue compared the sycamore to the queen, implying that her life was short, don't lock up her heart, self-suffering, and who will pity her.
The two women have different positions, but what happened to them is very similar. It's no wonder that Mu Xuanyang feels that only his wife can persuade his mother.
"You kid has a big heart, looking at your complexion, it's slightly better than when you entered the palace a few days ago. ”
If it was two days earlier, Lu Ruxue would still have a sad face. But now that the newcomer has entered the door, Mu Xuanyang is still sticking to her original promise, and she has begun to learn to let go. Letting go of yourself is equivalent to letting him go.
"The queen mother often mentions her daughter-in-law to her daughter-in-law, and no matter how dull her daughter-in-law is, she knows the queen's mind. I also tried to untie the knot. ”
"It is easy to persuade others, but it is difficult to forgive yourself. Lu Ruxue listened to Queen Xu's considerate words for a while, and waited until the King of Han came to greet the queen, and then led Concubine Yu to leave the palace.
After leaving the palace, Mu Xuanyang no longer rode a horse, but rode in the same carriage with the princess.
When she came, Concubine Yu was in her own carriage, and when she went back, she wanted to get close to Princess Han in front of the prince and leave a good impression. didn't want the prince to personally help the princess into the carriage, but he didn't even look at her.
Glaring angrily, he held back his breath and got into his carriage and returned to the palace.
Mu Xuanyang hugged his wife, although he did not open his mouth to ask, but the worry in his eyes still betrayed his emotions.
"There are hundreds of newcomers in the palace at once, and it is not easy for the queen mother to be calm. Xuanyang shouldn't worry too much, these new beauties, no matter how charming they are, they can't surpass the queen. ”
"This husband also knows, but as a son of man, when he sees his mother, he is depressed, and he can't bear it in his heart. ”
"Xuanyang, if you also sit in that seat in the future, I, I~!" The current Queen Xu is not the future Lu Ruxue. As soon as I thought of this, my heart that had just been put down was lifted again. I don't even know how to express it when it's connected.
"Although the harem is connected to the previous dynasty, it is the emperor's decision to let who enter the palace and how many people to enter. After all, the harem is just the emperor's inner room. And I only have you in my heart. ”
Mu Xuanyang's words were a little ambiguous, not that he had any selfish desires for a while, but he deliberately wanted to be perfunctory, but the more he cared, the more he didn't know how to express it.
But I didn't want Lu Ruxue to come up with another meaning after hearing it. When Mu Xuanyang ascends the throne, he will also be drafted like the emperor to enrich the harem.
She can really be as pot-bellied as Queen Xu, not only watching these newcomers enter the palace, but also helping the emperor to select. At this moment, Lu Ruxue especially hopes that she can forget the memories of her previous life, so that her heart will not hurt so much.
There was nothing to say in the car for a while, Lu Ruxue sat next to Mu Xuanyang, her eyes closed, not wanting him to see the tears in her eyes.
Did Lu Ruxue regret it? She didn't dare to ask herself, for fear that she would not be able to bear the answer, and she couldn't help crying bitterly. But if you don't ask this, can you be relieved in your heart?
If Mu Xuanyang knew that his wife had such thoughts, he would pay more attention to the wording when explaining. There will be no total misunderstanding in the future.
The Han Palace, on the edge of the imperial city, went out of the palace gate, but in less than two quarters of an hour, it was close to the palace gate. Mu Xuanyang sent his wife directly to the inner court, and then summoned the staff and government officials to discuss matters in the outer court.
Lu Ruxue withdrew her court clothes, changed into regular clothes, and sat in front of the window in a daze with tea.
When his son Ting'er entered the door, he saw his mother sitting in front of the window again, so he pulled Caiyue to interrogate.
"Aunt Caiyue, why didn't my father accompany my mother?" As long as the father is there, there will be a smile on the mother's face.
"The prince is discussing with the gentleman and the officials in the outer courtyard, and the princess will be happy if she accompanies the princess more. "The master just ordered that no one should disturb him, and it was not easy for Caiyue to come forward to persuade him.
But the prince is the princess's sister-in-law, as long as the prince persuades, although he can't solve the knot, he can feel a little relieved.
Ting'er nodded, and ran to her mother's side, "Mother, mother, hug!"
Listening to her son's voice, Lu Ruxue came back to her senses. In fact, although she was sitting in a daze just now, she didn't think about anything, she just let herself go.
If you don't think about it, you won't get hurt, you won't have heartache. It is also a way to heal one's heart disease.
Holding his son in his arms, he looked at it with a smile, "What did you use for breakfast?"
"Corn porridge, soup dumplings, pickles, and milk. "My son has always had a good appetite, and Lu Ruxue touched his slightly bulging belly and felt very satisfied.
In fact, she doesn't have to be sad, she still has a son, when she married Mu Xuanyang, she already knew that sooner or later there would be such a day, isn't it? Why can't she let go like this now?
Even without her husband's favor, she can guard her son for the rest of her life. I want to think about it, but I have a hurdle in my heart, but I can't get over it.
I hugged my son, brought him a little book, and taught him to read. Use this as a distraction.